Chapter 097: Self-Confusion
Sister-in-law Qing held the child in her arms, raised a gentle smile on her face, and said with a smile: "I just look at the child, the old lady is busy decorating the baby room, and the old lady has to check everything in the room herself." It seems that the old lady really loves this child wholeheartedly. In the future, you can rest assured that no one will touch your child if the old lady is there. ”
Cheng Xunxun's whole person looked very nervous, staring at Sister-in-law Qing's hand on the child's back, secretly pinching the corner of the quilt with both hands, and slowly sat up, the corners of her lips pulled up reluctantly, trying to calm down, but from the moment the child was in Sister-in-law's arms, she couldn't calm down anymore, but she couldn't act rashly.
Looking at Sister-in-law Qing's smiling face, Cheng Xunxun only felt disgusted and disgusted, "Really?"
"It was not easy to give birth to this child. But seeing that he is still so healthy now, it's okay to suffer some suffering, after all, everything is for the child, we are women, before the child speaks, we take the man as the sky, and after the child is born, all life only revolves around the child. Everything is done for the sake of the child, I hope he can grow up safely and healthily, watch him grow up slowly, and then get married and have children. Sister-in-law Qing's gaze fell on Zhou Nuo's body, and her fingers poked the child's face. Leaned over and kissed the child on the forehead.
"Don't look at him now. It grows up fast, and it grows up in a blink of an eye. Now I hope he can grow up faster, and when he really grows up and gets farther and farther away from you, you will hope that he can grow up slower and stay by your side for a while. I'm afraid that he will grow too fast and fly too far. Sister-in-law's voice was still warm, not in a hurry, just like the voice in Cheng Xun's ears on the morning of the first day of the first lunar month.
But the expression on her face was still so gentle. The eyes are still so soft, as if they have a sincere love for Zhou Nuo in their eyes.
Cheng Xunxun frowned imperceptibly, reached out and touched Xiao Zhounuo's body, and said with a smile: "I haven't been a mother, I don't understand this, I just hope that he can grow up quickly, big enough to protect himself from being bullied, so I can rest assured." ”
As soon as the words fell, Xiao Zhounuo suddenly burst into tears, Cheng Xunxuan straightened up, looked pity, and said, "What's the matter, why are you crying?"
Cheng Xunxun lightly held Xiao Zhounuo's hand, and when she raised her eyes, she happened to meet the eyes of her sister-in-law, she smiled slightly, leaned forward, and handed the child to Cheng Xunxun, looking at Xiao Zhounuo who was crying miserably, stretched out his fingers and wiped his cheeks, and said with a smile: "Look at him like this, crying is really miserable, okay, go to my mother's arms." ”
Cheng Xunxun took the child into his arms, put his cheek firmly on his chest, put his cheek on his forehead, patted his back gently, and said, "Okay, don't cry." ”
At this time, Xu's mother happened to come back, and when she saw the people in the room, she paused for a moment, then walked over quickly, put the food box in her hand on the coffee table, and quickly took a plastic cup to make a cup ......of tea for Sister-in-law Qing, and said, "I'm sorry, I knocked over the food box before, and I called the nurse to come before I left."
"Mother Xu, I'm fine. Cheng Xunxuan interrupted her at the right time, raised her eyes and looked at her deeply, and Mother Xu immediately closed her mouth.
She smiled, immediately changed the topic, erected the small table on the bed, put the prepared food box on the small table, and began to talk about what delicious food she had prepared for Cheng Xunxun today. Xiao Zhounuo was still crying, Cheng Xunxun quietly stroked his back, feeling uncomfortable in his heart, feeding him, he was willing to eat, but he still couldn't stop crying. If she hadn't done it on purpose, the child wouldn't have cried so much.
Sister-in-law Qing still had no intention of leaving, and she warmly put out the meals in the food box one by one with Mother Xu, until Anyu and they came over, Sister-in-law Qing looked at the time before planning to go back, and when she left, she took out a hairpin from her pocket, handed it to Cheng Xunxun, and asked: "Xunxun, do you look at this is yours?" I saw it when I was cleaning the stairs a few days ago, I remember that when you lived in Zhou's house before, there were many similar clips on the dresser in the room, I thought it might have been dropped by you, can you take a look?"
Cheng Xunxun's heart was cold, Xiaonuo was no longer crying, he was obediently drinking milk, Cheng Xunxun glanced at the hairpin in Qing's sister-in-law's hand, and raised his eyes to look at her again, only to see that her eyes were soft, and there was no half-unusual expression, but the hairpin was indeed lying in her palm, if she had no association in her heart, Cheng Xunxun would not believe it.
This hairpin is not a valuable thing, there is no need to take it out and ask about it, it is obvious that Qing's sister-in-law has learned something, but she still acts as if nothing has happened, and continues to play the role of a good person in front of her, and now she puts this hairpin in front of her, what do you want to tell her?
Tell her that even if she knows everything, she can't change it all, or that she's telling her 'you can't move me at all', that all resistance is useless, that she knows it or doesn't know, and that the result won't change after all.
Sister-in-law Qing is Zhou Jingyang's person, Cheng Xunxun believes that a shrewd person like Dou Lanying will not know about the matter between Sister-in-law Qing and Zhou Jingyang, but Sister-in-law Qing still stays by her side intact, and even Dou Lanying doesn't touch her, who can move her, unless Zhou Jingyang comes to hand her personally.
So Sister-in-law Qing actually wanted to tell her that everything she heard and saw could not be used as a lever to blackmail people.
She pursed her lips, smiled for a moment, reached out and took the hairpin back, nodded, and said, "It's mine, it may have fallen when I went back to the room last night, and I didn't pay attention to it." ”
Sister-in-law Qing left, Cheng Xunxun pinched the hairpin in his hand for a moment of distraction, Xiaonuo was already full, Xu's mother had been guarding the side, and took advantage of the situation to pick up Xiaonuo, put it back on the crib, and said, "Let's eat first, if you don't eat, it should be cold." ”
Cheng Xunxun didn't react for a while, until An Yu came over to straighten her clothes, and took out the hairpin in her hand and put it on the cabinet next to her, saying, "Let's eat." ”
Cheng Xunxun came back to his senses, raised his eyes and glanced at her, waved her hand quietly, buttoned his clothes, straightened up, picked up the dishes and chopsticks and began to eat. Her current eating tastes and preferences, and even some of her little habits when eating are the same as Zhou Yanqing's, and she can't tell whether Zhou Yanqing has influenced her, or if she has learned from watching too much on weekdays, and learning has become her habit.
An Xun looked at Xiao Nuo on the edge of the crib for a while, then turned his head to look at Cheng Xunxun, the room was very quiet, Cheng Xunxun ate his meal slowly, not caring about An Xun's existence at all. And she stood quietly on the side, watching Cheng Xunxuan eat, and after watching it for a long time, there was a trace of Zhou Yanqing's shadow on her body.
"Zhou Yanqing is not in the hospital, he has something to go out. I don't know how long it took, Cheng Xunxun took a sip of the hot that had become warm, and said casually, she turned her head to look out the window, frowned slightly, and muttered: "When did it rain, I didn't even find out now." ”
"It's been down for a while, and when you're sleeping, it's not small. Mother Xu sat on the edge of the crib, looking at Xiaonuo while answering Cheng Xunxun's words.
"Oh. Cheng Xunxun responded, her appetite has not been too good recently, put down the spoon, turned her head to look at An Yu, leaned on the back of the bed, smiled slightly, and said: "It's raining so hard, and the fourth sister-in-law came to see me, it's really heartfelt." Don't stand all the time, sit down. Mother Xu helped me make a cup of tea for my fourth sister-in-law. ”
"No, I'll sit for a while and leave. As soon as Mother Xu got up, An Yu turned around and grabbed her hand, and smiled at her friendly.
She pulled over the chair at the end of the bed and sat down, asking, "When are you going to be discharged?"
"Come on. Cheng Xunxun didn't look over his head and didn't look at her.
Mother Xu sat for a while and then came over to clean up, and then went into the bathroom.
The two women don't have any common language, and the atmosphere becomes colder without a personal person in the middle, and An Yu is also on the way to come over this time, so he came up to take a look and see Zhou Yanqing's son. Last time, she came with someone from the Zhou family, she had been standing in the corner, looking at it from a distance, and she didn't even see the child's facial features clearly, she only felt like a small pink ball.
There were probably two things that impressed her the most that day, one was the child, and the other was Zhou Yanqing's appearance of holding the child, which was a kind of tenderness that she had never seen from Zhou Yanqing, she could see that he liked this child, of course who would not like his own child. A man can not like the woman who gave him a child, but he will not dislike his own child, after all, blood is thicker than water.
What's more, it's still a son, so the kind of tenderness on Zhou Yanqing's face is only related to children, and has nothing to do with other people, including those who have children, An Yu thought.
"Can I hug him?" After a long silence, An Yu spoke again, her tone was very soft, if she heard correctly, Cheng Xunxun heard a hint of request in her tone.
Cheng Xunxun was stunned for a moment, she was afraid that she might have heard it wrong, and she turned her head to look at her driven by curiosity, only to find that the request was true, the two looked at each other silently, and after a while, Cheng Xunxun smiled and said, "He slept." ”
Three simple words are tantamount to saying that I refuse. An Lu was a little disappointed in his eyes, but he didn't force it, he just moved in the direction of the crib, and looked sideways at the child sleeping in the crib, with a small nose and a small mouth, his facial features were still wrinkled, and he hadn't grown yet, and he couldn't tell who he looked like. Rong Ping said last time that she was like Zhou Yanqing, although Dou Lanying liked this child, she never said who Xiaonuo looked like, as if she was guarding against something, or waiting for something.
An Yu will look at it, sometimes feeling like Zhou Yanqing, sometimes feeling like Cheng Xunxun. Looking at it and feeling that no one is like it, a woman has no resistance to the child at all, a light smile gradually appeared on An Xun's face, Cheng Xunxun leaned on the bed, and kept quietly observing the expression on An Xu's face.
The smile on An Yu's face didn't look fake, it was a smile from the heart, unconsciously raised, and she probably didn't even realize it. Many times Cheng Xunxun has to admit that An Yu has the so-called true love for Zhou Yanqing, and it is also the kind of special selfless love, just like she said herself, she only does things that are beneficial to Zhou Yanqing, and everything she does is for Zhou Yanqing.
She even loves everything about Zhou Yanqing, including the child born by Zhou Yanqing and Cheng Xun. Cheng Xunxun looked at the smile on her face, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart, she had never seen such a great woman, she didn't believe that An Xunhui didn't mind at all, unless she decided that Zhou Yanqing would not fall in love with anyone, and of course anything here also included Cheng Xunxun who gave birth to a son to him.
This kind of cognition made Cheng Xunxun feel very disgusted, she said: "Looking at the appearance of the fourth sister-in-law, I like children, and I want to come to the fourth sister-in-law's age is not too young, so it is better to have a child." I think the fourth master will also like it, maybe your relationship will warm up because of this child. ”
Hearing this, the expression on his face froze for a moment, and then he smiled slightly, and said: "What does this kind of thing have to do with children, if you have feelings, you will have a child, and if you have feelings, you will have a child, and if you don't have feelings, you will have a child." An Yu glanced at her with a light smile, waved his hand, and said, "Don't think that I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about me and Zhou Yanzhen." ”
She reached out and touched the child's face, "I'm going to tell you I'm sorry for what happened last time." ”
"What?" Cheng Xunxuan paused, and then remembered when she said last time, "Needless to say, I'm sorry, I didn't take it to heart." ”
"I don't know if you take it to heart or not, but I still have to make it clear that it is impossible between me and the fifth child, even if I strip naked now to seduce him, he will not have the slightest idea of me. And he can talk to me very calmly now, which makes it obvious that he has lost that obsession with me, and even if he does, he is only disgusted. ”
"Last time, I actually didn't answer your call, if I didn't answer it, there would be nothing, but I couldn't help it. Do you know why I can't help it?" An Yu didn't look at her, only looked at Xiao Nuo's small face, but her heart cooled inch by inch, what she has done most often over the years is to deceive herself, and she has done a good job.
This should be the first time she has faced her heart squarely, and all the pain hidden in her heart has been exposed in front of Cheng Xunxun. Isn't it her panic and fear that can make the opponent happy? Doesn't her panic and fear indirectly show Zhou Yanqing's feelings for Cheng Xunxun at this time? She believes that Cheng Xunxun will have some understanding, will believe in Zhou Yanqing's feelings for her, and will no longer have any doubts.
"I'm afraid that he will fake it, and I'm even more afraid that he will really have feelings for you. ”
Cheng Xunxun frowned slightly, pursed his lips and didn't speak, just looked at her, not quite understanding her intentions.
"Do you think I can really be selfless to this point? I will do everything for him without regrets, and isn't it because of his love that I support me to do this? But I also understand that what I do is equivalent to ruining the relationship between us with my own hands, ruining his love for me, and destroying everything. ”
Before her words fell, Cheng Xunxuan picked up the conversation and said with a smile: "Now that you know why you are doing this, it is obvious that Zhou Yanqing has never asked you to do this. In fact, it doesn't make sense for you to tell me this, I am not interested in knowing the relationship between you and Zhou Yanqing, and I don't want to know how great things you have done for him, if there is really a relationship between me and him, there will be no change because of your phone call, if there is no emotion, it is useless for you to say anything now. Fourth sister-in-law, everything you are doing now is very redundant, are you sure that you are not destroying the relationship between me and him in the name of helping Zhou Yanqing?"
"People say that this life is not long or short, but if they are destined to go for a lifetime, one day they will fake the show and do it, you have been with the fourth master for so many years, won't you fake the show and do it?" she said, and turned her eyes straight to An Yu.
I saw that her facial expression froze, and her heart jumped suddenly, as if something had been exposed, she repeatedly emphasized that she was doing this to help Zhou Yanqing, so that Cheng Xunxun could fall in love with him faster and without any worries, not to destroy them, yes, that's it!
She turned her head to meet Cheng Xunxun's gaze, frowned slightly, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about!"
"It's nothing, I'm just curious, since you are a chess piece that Zhou Yanqing put next to Zhou Yanzhen, you get along day and night, and do everything that husband and wife should do, won't you fake the show? If the fake play is really done, then are you Zhou Yanqing's chess piece now, or Zhou Yanzhen's person?"
"You want to sow discord!" An Yu's face turned cold.
Cheng Xunxun smiled slightly, but he was very satisfied with her reaction, it seemed that Zhou Yanqing's feelings for her were really so weak that she didn't even realize that she was starting to panic, and she would mess up. She longs for Zhou Yanqing to remain unchanged for her, so is it possible that if Zhou Yanqing really changes, she will also change and become Zhou Yanzhen's person.
Cheng Xunxun glanced at her deeply, stretched out his hand and gently covered the back of her hand, and said with a smile: "Then why do you think I can tolerate you? If you are really as great as you say, Zhou Yanqing is afraid that he will not be able to forget you in this life, if my mind moves, won't I gain more than I lose? On the other hand, if you are Zhou Yanzhen's person and have a heart to trap Zhou Yanqing, how can I let you stay by his side. ”
An Yu gritted his teeth, leaned in suddenly, his eyes fluctuated, and he clasped her hand with his backhand, as if he wanted to dominate, and lowered his voice and said coldly: "Who do you think you are Zhou Yanqing?
"And who do you think you are his? How do you know he won't know if you haven't tried it, and you're really sure he won't?"
The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and An Yu was a little defeated, in the final analysis, her heart was not firm enough, or she already felt that Zhou Yanqing was not as good as she used to be. There used to be no love, there was still a strong disgust and hatred, where can there be hatred without love, if there is even hatred, then there is really nothing.
"Don't be smart, you will ruin everything when the time comes, and you will regret it too late!"
Cheng Xunxun smiled silently, at least until now, An Yu is still Zhou Yanqing's pawn.
After An Yu finished speaking, she felt that she regretted it, she was so easily provoked, and she was naturally annoyed in her heart, in her eyes she was just a chess piece, but now she has become a chess piece, and Cheng Xunxuan has become a person who sits next to Zhou Yanqing and watches him play chess, this feeling makes her a little flustered, and her heart is not comfortable.
Cheng Xunxun knew that it was not good to annoy her now, but it was still useful after all, so he smiled lightly and said, "I'm joking." ”
She pulled her lips with a smile. Yazazhuang carried.
When An Yu left, Cheng Xunxuan suppressed her hand and reminded her in her ear, "Don't fake it." If you really like him that much, I can give him back to you when I regain my identity. ”
An Yu sneered, glanced at her sideways, snorted, and said, "Even if I want, he may not be with me." I said we wouldn't be together, not because I didn't want to, but because he wouldn't. Cheng Xunxun, I advise you not to be smart, what you said Zhou Yanqing knows very well in his heart. You say if I want you to tell him exactly what you said, what do you think will happen to him?"
"There's one thing you may not know, and I don't think he will tell you. That day I asked him not to fake it, and he asked me when he had said he was doing it. In fact, he is right, according to your identity, he doesn't need to make a show at all, whether it is for you or for him, you are good together, since there are benefits, why do you need to act? Even if you really love, there is no loss for him, but life is complete, love fame and fortune, life in this life to achieve fame and love double harvest, how difficult it is, why not. You're right, you may be able to do this drama for a lifetime."
An Lu was silent for a while, the corners of her lips raised a very shallow arc, the smile seemed unfathomable, and a little cloudy, and she couldn't see what she was thinking in her heart, but what she said must not be what she was thinking, she suddenly bent over to Cheng Xunxun's ear, and whispered: "There is another thing I don't know if you have heard of." ”
Cheng Xunxi didn't move, the smile on her face remained unchanged, and she listened quietly to her continue, and waited for a while before she continued, "Zhou Yanqing couldn't do it for a long time because of mental problems, this is true, but it seems to be ......broken when you get here."
Cheng Xunxun frowned, when she wanted to listen again, An Yu had already stood up straight, and the door of the room was also pushed open at this time, Zhou Yanan walked in while patting the rain on his body, seeing that An Yu had no good face on his face, he pulled his lips at her with a smile and said, "Aunt Fourth is good." ”
An Yu didn't care about anything with her, nodded his head, and said goodbye to Cheng Xunxun and left.
Zhou Yanan pursed his mouth, carrying a bag of fruit in his hand, came over to look at Xiao Nuo, then sat down, put the bag on the small table, looked around, and said, "Why are you alone, what about the fifth uncle?"
"Mother Xu is washing boxes in the bathroom, and your fifth uncle is going to pick up your aunt. Cheng Xunxun reached out and took the cup, the water in it was already cold, she frowned slightly, Zhou Yanan was sharp-eyed, took the cup in her hand, and changed a cup of hot water for her.
"What's wrong with Auntie?"
"I didn't bring an umbrella when it rained, so I called your fifth uncle, and I haven't come back yet. ”
Zhou Yanan handed the changed water cup to her, raised his eyebrows, and said: "You sound a little resentful in this tone, isn't that An Xin said something? Don't pay attention to her, she has a sick brain, eating what is in the bowl and looking at what is in the pot, do you really think that all men are going to revolve around her one woman? Not many women, men hate strong women, don't you know yourself? I still think that I am a heartthrob, brain-dead." ”
Cheng Xunxun took a sip of hot water, moistened his throat, and warmed his stomach, looking at Zhou Yanan's indignant appearance, he sneered and said, "How can you say that she is also your elder." ”
"An elder who looks like an elder is an elder, forget about her like this, since she got together with the fourth uncle, I look down on her, no matter how capable she is, I can't look down on her. She pursed her lips, took an apple, changed her face in a blink of an eye, and said with a grin, "Peel an apple for you." ”
Cheng Xunxun eased his emotions, nodded and said, "Okay." ”
……
An Yu went back to his apartment, but he didn't expect Zhou Yanzhen to be there.
"When did you come over? Don't call me in advance, there's no food at home. She dropped the key in her hand on the coffee table, and as if she had thought of something, she pinned the fallen hair behind her ear and asked, "Have you eaten it?"
An Yu was stained with a lot of rain, and even her hair was a little wet, Zhou Yanzhen's eyes wandered over her face for a moment, and she hooked her lips lightly, and said, "It's been raining a lot these days, remember to have an umbrella in the car." ”
"Oh. An Yu paused for a moment, then lowered his eyes and smiled faintly.
The two were silent for a while, and then An Yu came back to his senses and asked again, "Have you eaten it?" If you haven't eaten it, I'll go to the supermarket to buy some food and come back now, and if you have eaten, forget it." ”
"Haven't eaten it. ”
"Then I'll go to the supermarket now, you wait a while, I'll make you a cup of tea first." An Yu immediately stood up, went to the bar to boil water, and began to rummage through the cabinets to find tea, but when the water boiled, she didn't find a decent tea that could be taken out for Zhou Yanzhen to drink.
After she came back, the two did not live together, she had her own house, Zhou Yanzhen also had her own residence, most of the time the two met, either talking or going to bed, or going to bed while talking, they usually don't see each other, Zhou Yanzhen is busy, An Yu is also busy, both of them are busy people. Occasionally, I will meet in the hotel, the same hotel has a different meal.
An Yu will take the initiative to find him when he is free, in front of Zhou Yanzhen, An Yu is really cheeky, sometimes when he is in a bad mood, An Yu's appearance undoubtedly gives him a chance to vent, and he will say anything ugly, An Yu is not without feelings, most of the time he will endure it, but there are times when she breaks out, of course, her outburst is not fast, after all, she is a woman and not a gentleman.
Zhou Yanzhen moved her mouth to release poison, she moved her mouth to bite people, she also moved her mouth, and the meaning was different.
Last time, I drank the last bit of Tieguanyin, and there were a lot of things at the end of the year, and she forgot to make up for it at home, and I remember telling the assistant last time, it seems that the assistant is lazy. She frowned, stood up, and said to Zhou Yanzhen in the living room, "Is ordinary tea okay?"
"Plain water. ”
An Yu breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that Zhou Yanzhen's mood should be good today, and he is quite good at talking. She poured a glass of boiled water, walked over, put the cup on the coffee table, and said, "You wait for me, I'll be back in half an hour at most, there is nothing else at home, you bear with it first." ”
As she spoke, she reached over to get the car keys, and as soon as her fingers touched the key, Zhou Yanzhen clasped her hand and said: "Cook whatever you have at home, don't go out in such a heavy rain, and the dishes you make yourself are not as delicious as you imagined, if you want to buy ingredients, it is faster and more convenient to call the hotel to deliver takeaway." ”
An Yu was stunned, her cooking skills are really not good, she can only have some simple dishes, even if it is a simple dish, the taste is average, and her best thing is probably boiling instant noodles, plus two eggs. She looked out the window, the rain was not light, thought about it, then stood up straight, and asked, "Do you mind instant noodles?"
"I don't have too many requirements for food. ”
This also indirectly means that he has no opinion, An Yu went to the kitchen to cook two packs of instant noodles, and there were only two eggs in the refrigerator, she gave both to Zhou Yanzhen, and she herself cleaned a bowl of noodles.
"Where did you go when you came back so late?"
An Yu thought about it, and didn't hide it, since he asked Xianglai, he also knew where she had gone before, "I went to the hospital to see Cheng Xunxun and gave a red envelope, I was in a hurry before and didn't say anything, and the etiquette is always wanted." ”
"How does it feel to see the fifth child?" he lowered his eyes, and his attention seemed to be all on the bowl of noodles in his hand, so he asked casually.
"It's healthy, it seems that what happened last time had no effect on this child's illness. Looks like Cheng Xunxun. An Yu replied sparsely and normally, his tone did not fluctuate in the slightest, and his mood was stable.
The corners of Zhou Yanzhen's lips twitched, but he didn't say anything, only lowered his head and ate noodles.
……
Zhou Yanan accompanied Cheng Xunxi until eight o'clock before going back, and when Zhou Yanan left, Cheng Xunan asked Xu's mother to bring the child over, she pulled down the child's pants, looked at the position of the buttocks, and turned green. Mother Xu couldn't help but be shocked when she saw it, and said, "What's going on? When did a bruise appear on this buttocks?" I didn't hear from the doctor that the child had a birthmark. ”
Cheng Xunxun took a breath, put on his pants, and smiled reluctantly.
"Is this a man-made ......"
"No, don't think about it. It should fade in two days, Mother Xu, you don't see it, don't let the old lady know, I'm afraid that she will take advantage of the topic to play, and then take the child away. ”
"Don't worry, the child can't live without breast milk now, seeing that the old lady loves the child so much, and I always hope that he can grow up healthy, so I can't do that chilling thing. The expression on Xu's mother's face did not relax, this kid had bruises on his body for no reason, it must be fine, "Luo Xing and Zhang Ruilin will come back tomorrow, and there will be no situation like you being alone in the room at that time." ”
Cheng Xunxun smiled low and said: "Many children are still very healthy even if their biological mother is not around, Mother Xu, you believe me, the Zhou family has the ability to find a good nurse for Xiaonuo." ”
"I'm not worried that the old lady will be bad for the child, but the Zhou family is not the old lady alone in charge, and there are some things that the old man can't stop. And now the paternity test results have not come out, and the old lady still has reservations. And ......" Cheng Xunxun muttered and stopped talking, and was silent for a while before whispering: "I pinched this bruise." The voice was very soft and almost murmuring, but Xu Ma didn't hear it clearly.
"And what?" asked involuntarily.
Cheng Xunxun glanced at her, smiled slightly, waved his hand, and said, "It's nothing." ”
"It can't be Sister-in-law Qing's doing, right? She was present when the child cried the most just now, no wonder she couldn't stop crying when she gave Xiaonuo milk, it turned out that she was pinched. I originally thought that sister-in-law Qing was really good to you, but it didn't seem to be, but she was the person next to the old lady, could it be that she was doing this because the old lady meant it?"
"Don't guess, Mother Xu, you shouldn't have seen it. Cheng Xunxun frowned slightly, and Mother Xu immediately closed her mouth, knowing that she was too talkative.
When pinching this handful, Cheng Xunxun was ruthless, and in order to make the child cry, she was heavy-handed. Now looking at the bruises on the little buttocks, my heart hurts in the end.
Cheng Xunxun hugged the child for a while, and then asked Xu's mother to put the child back on the small bed, while she leaned on the bed and looked out the window, it was pitch black outside, nothing could be seen, and the quiet room was only filled with the sound of rain and wind.
Zhou Chan was drunk, Zhou Yanqing wanted to set something out, but after talking for a long time, the person finally fell on the sofa and fell unconscious. He looked at the time, it was already more than nine o'clock, so he handed Zhou Chan to Lu Jingbei, and directly left the person in Wanbao, and let Lu Jingbei's people send him back to the hospital because it was inconvenient to drive.
When I returned to the room, Cheng Xunxun hadn't slept yet, so she stayed alone, and Xu's mother was sent away by her. Cheng Xunxuan heard the movement, his attention shifted from the window to the door, and when he saw Zhou Yanqing coming in, he said lukewarmly, "I'm back, I thought you wouldn't come over today." ”
"Is it? You think I won't come back, and you sent Mother Xu away?"
As soon as he walked in, Cheng Xunxun smelled a smell of alcohol, the smell was not heavy, but Cheng Xunxun's nose was very smart, and he smelled it at once. Her gaze wandered over his face for a moment, and she said, "You went drinking with your sister?"
"I only drank a little, I was going to take a shower and come back, but it was a bit late, anyway, I didn't drink much and came back. What's the matter?"Zhou Yanqing took off her coat, poured herself a glass of water, bent over and sat on the chair, looked at Cheng Xunxun twice, already sensed her strangeness, took a sip of water, and asked, "Why did you let Mother Xu leave?"
"I want to stay alone, and when you don't show up until ten o'clock, I'll call you and tell you that Mama Xu is not there, and you will always come back. Cheng Xunxun was blunt and made his intentions clear.
Zhou Yanqing lowered her head and sneered, the corners of her lips raised, revealing a mouthful of white teeth, and her smile was a little bright. Cheng Xunxun had been looking at him all the time, and he suddenly smiled, which made her originally calm heart move inexplicably, and under the warm yellow light, the smile that looked down was so good-looking, and she was immediately blinded.
He raised his eyes and said with a smile: "It takes so much effort, it's better to just say that you want me back, isn't it simpler, why make so many excuses." ”
Cheng Xunxun looked away, didn't look at his eyes, licked his lips, and said, "I'm not making excuses, I'm just letting you find no excuse not to come back." ”
Zhou Yanqing raised the corners of her lips, put the cup in her hand on the bedside table, leaned forward, reached out to hold Cheng Xunxun's hand, nodded, and said, "Okay." His expression was gentle, just a 'good' word, followed by a tail note, which sounded a little spoiled, which made people's hearts soft, and they couldn't be serious if they wanted to be serious.
Cheng Xunxun wrinkled his brows, looked straight into his eyes, and couldn't help pouting for a moment, complaining slightly: "Can you not seduce me first, can you be serious." ”
She has been speaking more and more bluntly recently, and the straightforward Zhou Yanqing is a little crying and laughing, there are many visitors in the past two days, and Cheng Xunxun's body has not recovered well, she is sleepy most of the time, and the two have not been able to take care of talking, and of course there is no opportunity to speak alone. The birth of the child was not planned, so everything seemed a bit of a rush.
Zhou Yanqing was not ready, so he became a father, and Cheng Xunxuan was not ready, so he became a mother. The whole person has not fully reacted, looking calm on the surface, and the heart is not as calm as on the surface.
"Okay, you say I'll listen. His tone was still soft, and of course it had nothing to do with seduction.
Cheng Xunxun opened his mouth, suddenly hesitated, thought about it and thought, and asked cautiously: "Do you know the relationship between Sister-in-law Qing and the old man?"
When Zhou Yanqing heard this, the smile on his face narrowed by half a point, and he finally became more serious, "What do you mean?" ”
She shut up and didn't speak, just looked at him silently, and the look in her eyes said it all.
"What did you hear on the first day of junior high school?"
"The old man didn't want this child to live, the saffron and the marbles on the stairs were actually arranged by the Qing sister-in-law, and the Qing sister-in-law turned out to be the old man's person. ”
Zhou Yanqing frowned slightly.
"The daughter born to Sister-in-law Qing back then, is her surname Zhou?" Cheng Xunxun still asked cautiously.
Zhou Yanqing was silent, the smile on his face disappeared at this moment, and a girl's face appeared in his mind, recalling carefully, she looked very beautiful, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and she looked very good when she smiled, she liked to follow him since she was a child, she was two years younger than him, and she was exactly seventeen years old when she had the accident.
As for whether her surname is Zhou, Zhou Yanqing doesn't know, only that when she was seventeen years old, she suddenly said that she liked him, and said that she wanted to marry him when she grew up. She ran away after kissing, thinking that no one had seen it, but who knew that the little girl had not run far before she bumped into her sister-in-law.
At that time, Sister-in-law Qing's eyes were full of horror, panic and fear, and then she twisted the little girl's ears and went back to the room, and when she was taken away by Sister-in-law Qing, she also turned around and smiled at Zhou Yanqing, and the smile was very pure. But then she died, and she died in front of Zhou Yanqing's eyes.
The car was coming at him, but in the end it killed her, it hit her very hard, the car ran over her soft body, the flesh and blood of the collision were blurred, with a pair of big eyes, blood kept coming out of the mouth, and couldn't stop, Qing sister-in-law knelt beside the little girl, she didn't know what to do for a while, she didn't even dare to hug it, as if she touched it lightly, this person would be torn apart, that scene was very bloody, Zhou Yanqing took a look, and it will never be forgotten. He didn't really see it clearly, and the man seemed to be cut in two.
If Dou Lanying hadn't pulled him over in time, the person who was crushed should have been him, and if it weren't for the fact that she liked to follow him, she wouldn't have to die for him. The little girl's funeral was very simple and low-key, and it was said that the driver who was driving at the time was drinking, but Zhou Yanqing could still feel that the car had a purpose.
That target was himself, but he didn't tell anyone about it at the time.