After Cheng Xunchun came back, she didn't go out often, she was used to it alone, so even if she stayed alone all day, she wouldn't feel bored. Purple Pavilion

Moreover, with Zhou Yu by her side, she discussed with Mi Lai and got a lot of potted plants to raise, and her life was comfortable and comfortable every day. But she still gets sick, and when it's serious, she smashes things.

Everyone else was afraid that she was sensitive, and never mentioned going to the doctor, and every time she got sick, everything had returned to its original state. She asked Zhou Yanqing if he was crazy again, but he was always not serious, and quipped: "You are getting more and more cute, I want to stay with you every day now, and I don't want to leave for a moment." ”

Cheng Xunxun secretly watched him when he was alone, he liked to stand in front of the photo wall, and when he had time, he stood for an hour, and if no one disturbed him, Cheng Xunxun thought he would keep standing.

Since she came back, he didn't let her see a doctor in any way, and everything he did was for her sake and made her feel comfortable. Cheng Xunxun is still the same as usual on the surface, and during the day, when Zhou Yanqing goes to the company, she will call Jingxu and chat for a while.

Then she asked about the events of those two years or so, and she couldn't remember it clearly. Jingxu didn't hide it, and described everything Zhou Yanqing did for her concisely and clearly.

It was obviously a few simple words, but the more Cheng Xunxun listened, the more silent he became.

Later, Cheng Xunxun fell ill again and injured Zhou Yanqing, Cheng Xunxun began to become taciturn, smiled less, and stayed in the room every day, silent.

She knew how good Zhou Yanqing was, and the longer she lived here, the more she could feel his intentions. And the more sober she is, the more depressed her mind becomes, as if a huge stone is pressing on her heart, making her breathless. She knew that if she continued like this, she would be worse off than before.

It was a sickness that she couldn't reconcile herself, it hurt people, and every time, she hurt the person she least wanted to hurt.

She didn't want to see him frown, she didn't want to see him sad, she wanted to be his wife, share his worries for him, and do something for him, instead of blindly making him give everything. After all, he didn't owe her anything.

Such a woman is not worthy of such a good him at all, but has become a burden to him, and he can be better.

In the evening, Cheng Xunxun sat on the bed, Zhou Yanqing came out of the shower, and saw that she was still sitting at the head of the bed in high spirits, holding a book in her hand, but looking at that appearance, her attention was obviously not on the book.

"What are you looking at?" he said, walking over to her and sitting down.

Cheng Xunxun shrugged his shoulders, closed the book and put it on the side, tilted his head to look at him, and found that his hair was not dry, so he climbed into bed, knelt on the bed, and reached out to take the towel in his hand, Zhou Yanqing turned his head and glanced at her, knowing her intentions, and did not refuse, only smiled slightly, stretched out a finger, picked her chin, and said: "Sensible, I know that I feel sorry for people." ”

Cheng Xunxun put a towel on his head, wiped it gently, and said: "People will always grow up, and besides, I am not a child, I can also feel who is really good to me and who is not good to me." ”

She wiped it for a while, then ran into the bathroom and got a hair dryer to dry his hair. The service was exceptional.

"Don't sleep on the sofa today, this bed is so big, you won't disturb me. ”

Zhou Yanqing was playing with her hair, and when she heard her say this, she suddenly stopped, and the moment she raised her hand, she had already walked into the bathroom.

Zhou Yanqing is a normal man, although he is now forty years old, but a man with forty-one flowers is the most attractive and flavorful time. He is not a person who is not close to women, and sometimes Cheng Xunxun can feel his desire, but he is very restrained, probably because he is afraid that she will not be able to bear it.

So even if it's a kiss, it's a good night kiss for him, and it won't go deep, let alone entangle. It's been a while since she came back, and although they share a room, they don't sleep in the same bed. Even he wouldn't do anything too much, fully taking care of her psychology, for fear that it would make her feel uncomfortable.

There is really a feeling of holding it in the palm of your hand for fear of breaking, and holding it in your mouth for fear of melting, so carefully cared for.

The sofa in the room was not suitable for his body to sleep, and occasionally Cheng Xunxun would be woken up by the sound of him landing at night, but she did not move, pretending to be asleep. She could feel that Zhou Yanqing would come over to see her, and then go back to sleep.

She sometimes thinks that if this is the case, it is better to let him sleep in another room, but if she says so, it seems to stretch the distance between the two too far, after all, they are husband and wife, and it is still legal. And Cheng Xunxun believes. Even if she asked him to sleep elsewhere, he would find an excuse to stay with her.

At night, Zhou Yanqing was very peaceful, lying on the left side, not moving, and behaved. Cheng Xunxun leaned sideways, facing him, and in the dark night, she couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

After a while, she leaned over to his side, reached out and hooked his arm, then rested her head on his shoulder, and asked, "Are you asleep?"

"Not yet, what's wrong? I'm arguing with you?"

She shook her head, rubbed her whole body against him again, and said with a little coquettishness, "Am I not attractive to you anymore?"

Zhou Yanqing was slightly stunned, and without waiting for him to speak, she spoke again: "Or is it that you have passed that age, and now you are pursuing the spiritual world, even if I stand in front of you naked now, you won't feel anything?"

He chuckled, leaned slightly to face her, and said, "What the hell do you want to say?"

"Take me to the doctor. She said sincerely, reached out and touched his cheek, slowly touched his lips, rubbed it lightly, and said, "If I can't cure it, you can lose me, let me follow the purification." I don't want your wife to be a madman, and I don't want Xiaonuo and Xiaoyu to have a crazy mother. Forty-one men have flowers, and there must be a lot of little girls in the company who are interesting to you. But you can't look for the kind of showmanship, you have to find someone who is affordable and considerate. ”

"And ......"

Without waiting for Cheng Xunxun to almost speak, Zhou Yanqing lowered his head and blocked her lips accurately, Cheng Xunxun paused, but did not struggle, only reached out and hugged his neck, and responded gently. Zhou Yanqing quickly raised his hand and clasped the back of her head, he opened his lips slightly and bit her lip lightly.

The kiss gradually deepened, and after a while, Zhou Yanqing had already pressed her under her, supported her body with her elbows, pecked her lips lightly, and said with a smile: "Do you really think so?"

"yes. She nodded, "I don't want to hold you back. ”

"That's it, but my vision is not particularly good, you know that in this regard, men look at women and women look at women differently, since you think so, then you help me choose, so that you can rest assured." ”

His words made Cheng Xunxun stunned for a moment, his tone sounded quite serious, although she said something like that, but what she wanted to hear in her heart was not these. She was silent for a while, then reached out and gently pushed his chest, and said, "Okay, I'll let Mi Lai go out on errands in a few days." ”

Her tone sounded sullen, Zhou Yanqing knew that she was serious, he immediately reached out and hugged her, hugged her in his arms, rubbed her forehead with his chin, and said with a smile, "I'm joking with you." I haven't had enough, I'm going to live with you for the rest of my life, I want to see how old you look, and I'm still waiting to pull out your gray hair. ”

When Cheng Xunxun heard this, his nose was sour, he lowered his head, and said, "Don't say good things about you, I know you dislike me in your heart." ”

As soon as he grabbed her hand and put her hand on his chest, she struggled slightly, Zhou Yanqing increased his strength, firmly pressed her hand on his chest, the position of the left heart, and said, "This is from my heart, I have never disliked you." If you like to follow the void so much, then I should consider whether I should also become a monk. Then you are willing to follow me. ”

Cheng Xunxun smiled lowly, reached out and touched his head, ran his fingers through his hair, and said with a smile: "I'm still curious, what does it look like when you shave your head." ”

"It's better-looking. ”

Cheng Xunxuan sighed, Zhou Yanqing put his chin on her head, tightened his arms, and held her firmly in his arms.

She moved, found a comfortable position, and leaned against his chest.

The next morning, Zhou Yanqing slept lazily, Cheng Xunxuan should have gotten up early, sent Xiaonuo to school, and then played with Xiao Yuyu, but as soon as she got up, she was dragged back to the bed by Zhou Yanqing. The long legs lay across her body, and a deep voice whispered in his ear, "It's still early." ”

"It's not early, I want to send Xiaonuo to school. ”

"Xu Ma and Mi Lai will send it, you spend most of your time with the two of them, so accompany me today." He closed his eyes and pressed his hands and feet against her, with no intention of moving away.

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him sideways, turned around, stretched out his fingers and gently touched his eyebrows, and said, "Okay, I'll sleep with you for a while." ”

On this day, Zhou Yanqing put down all her work and accompanied her for a whole day, with a leisurely posture like a retired old man, Cheng Xunxi went to the flower room to water the potted plants, he only sat on the rocking chair for a while, and then fell asleep. Cheng Xunxun called twice, and found that he had his eyes closed, so he didn't disturb him anymore, just took a chair, sat beside him, and just watched him take a nap.

During the time he slept, she didn't even close her eyes, just staring at him intently. In fact, the life she wants is so simple and peaceful, and if she stales for too long, she will cherish the time more.

Later, Zhou Yanqing took her to see the best psychiatrist and psychiatric authority, gave her a detailed examination, and she was very cooperative, the whole state was positive, and with the help of drugs and psychologists, after a period of treatment, her condition was greatly improved. The whole person is also much more cheerful.

Occasionally, she can also go out shopping normally, her situation is getting better and better, and the happiest person is none other than Zhou Yanqing.

Slowly, he couldn't hold back his temperament, after all, sleeping under a quilt is really not done by people. Before getting off work that day, he called Cheng Xunxun's psychiatrist, and made a call to the psychiatric authority, and after repeated confirmation, he was like a spring breeze, and he even bought desserts on the way home.

Cheng Xunxun is really taking on the identity of the hostess now, and the family is managed by her in an orderly manner, as for the two children, she is always cautious with Xiaonuo, and tries her best to satisfy him. Every day, I think about how to get closer to him.

Xiao Yuyu, it's very good to play with him when she's crazy, so Xiao Yuyu is quite sticky to her.

After all, she has nothing to do all day long, all her thoughts are either on the child or Zhou Yanqing, but most of the time her mind is on the child. When I am a mother, I always seem to have a heart that can't be finished, and everything is fine, but I always have to worry about something that I don't have.

At night, Zhou Yanqing had already washed his hands and was lying on the bed, Cheng Xunxuan finished coaxing Xiao Yu, and went to see Xiao Nuo before returning to the room, and was a little surprised to see him lying on the bed so early, and said, "Why are you so idle today?"

"I'll rest for a while, and then I'll do some physical work. ”

"What kind of physical work?" Cheng Xunxun walked to the closet, didn't think deeply, and asked rhetorically. After asking, he suddenly seemed to think of something, glanced back at him, smiled secretly, and then entered the bathroom.

She spent more than an hour washing herself cleanly, and then said to Zhou Yanqing seriously, "I'm going to sleep with Xiaonuo today." ”

"What?" Zhou Yanqing sat up straight, "What's wrong with Xiaonuo?"

"I always feel that I am still a little estranged from him, although you said that he forgot about Anyu when he was seriously ill, but I always feel that when I get along with him, I don't have that kind of mother-son intimacy. ”

"So you think sleeping with him will enhance your relationship?"

Cheng Xunxun frowned and said, "Can you talk well." ”

"No, he doesn't like to sleep with people in general, and you disturb him. Besides, although he is your son, he is also a man, how inconvenient. To enhance the relationship. There are many ways to do this, and sleeping isn't the only one. He quickly sat down on the edge of the bed and stretched out his foot to hook her, "He's not a child anymore." ”

Cheng Xunxun smiled and said, "How old can you be at a seven-year-old?" Hey, that's your son, I slept with him for one night, and you were still jealous, did you get infected and sick by me?" ”

Zhou Yanqing noticed the ridicule flashing in her eyes, couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, changed her attitude, waved her hand, and said, "You go." ”

Cheng Xunxun knew what he wanted to do, but he didn't expect him to change so quickly, so he was silent for a moment and nodded. Say, "Okay, then I'll go." ”

"Hmm. ”

Cheng Xunxun took two steps, glanced back slightly, he lay down, and he didn't say anything to stop her until she opened the door and went out.

As soon as Cheng Xunxun went out, before he closed the door, this person turned off the light in the room, and seemed to be really ready to sleep like this.

She gently closed the door and walked back and forth in the door twice, she had just proposed to sleep with Arnold, but Arnold refused her. He said that he had grown up to be a man, and he didn't need his mother to accompany him all the time, and he would protect his mother in the future, and then kissed her on the cheek.

Arnold is a bit precocious and more sensible than children of the same age. However, his precociousness made Xun Xun feel very uncomfortable, so she always wanted to make up for it and bring their relationship closer. The more this is the case, the more unnatural the relationship between the two will always be.

Cheng Xunxuan stood at the door for about half an hour, she was about to open the door and go in, when the door suddenly opened, Zhou Yanqing clasped her arms and looked at her with a smile.

Cheng Xunxuan paused, pursed his lips, glanced at her, and said, "What are you doing?" I'll come over and get the quilt. ”

"There's a quilt in Arnold's room, don't you know?"

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him, pursed his lips, took a secret breath, nodded and said, "Okay, I know." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned around and prepared to go to Xiao Yuyu's room, and just after taking a step, Zhou Yanqing reached out and dragged her into the room, closed the door with her hand, and pressed her against the door panel.

"What are you doing. Cheng Xunxun gently pushed him, turned his head sideways, and said coquettishly.

"You know what I want to do. He reached out and pinched her chin, twisting it slightly.

"I don't know, where can I understand your thoughts. Sleep well, why are you up, why are you coming to open the door?" Cheng Xunxun raised his chin and met his gaze.

Zhou Yanqing lightly picked the corner of his lips, he lowered his head, and his lips were about to fall on her lips. Cheng Xunyi was short, rushed out from under his arm, and said with a smile: "What are you going to do, aren't you sublimated now, isn't it spiritually supreme?"

He turned back, smiled lowly, and turned to walk towards her, he forward, she back. walked all the way to the back room, her feet reached the bed, and then she sat on the bed, Zhou Yanqing kept walking, attached to it, and put her hands on the bed.

Cheng Xunxun lay on the bed, and Zhou Yanqing said: "You are too tempting, so I have to become a layman." ”

Cheng Xunxun giggled, and soon the laughter was gone, and it didn't enter his mouth.

……

Their days are gradually on the right track, Cheng Xunxuan takes care of the house very well, Zhou Yanqing no longer has to worry, she does everything about the children and Zhou Yanqing. I aspire to be a good wife and a good mother.

Zhou Yanqing was good to her, and Cheng Xunxuan thought of ways to be better for him, and the two became a model couple, loving each other and having a harmonious relationship. Chen Yujian didn't love him, and the two of them appeared in front of him and abused the dog.

Zhou Yanqing always reduces his working hours, puts most of his time on the family, and takes his children and wives out to travel every year, and there are more and more photos on their photo walls, and the people in the photos are more and more complete, and there are more and more smiles.

When Cheng Xunxuan was thirty-eight years old, her two children went to school, and her time became very abundant, that is, she was idle and panicked.

Then, she grabbed the people around her to introduce people, she was very enthusiastic, the first one was Chen Yujian, he had been single for so many years, Zhou Yanqing handed over the work to him, Cheng Xunxuan has always been concerned.

If this is not empty, I will introduce him to a girlfriend.

Chen Yujian did not refuse, Cheng Xunxun introduced countless ones, but none of them succeeded.

Later, Zhou Yanqing said a few words, and she was stunned and didn't ask again.

Cheng Xunxun and Zhou Yanqing, a model couple, will slowly fade their passion and turn their strong love into deeper family affection, even if they have experienced so many lives and deaths, they will still quarrel and struggle for trivial things, in Cheng Xunxun's words, it is a generation gap. During the Cold War, Cheng Xunxun slept with his children.

Slowly when her sons grew up, she could only kick Zhou Yanqing out and let him sleep with the children.

……

Zhou Nuo is an obedient child, he has been sensible since he was a child, and he didn't worry too much about Cheng Xunxun when he grew up, but Zhou Yu, during the rebellious period, he could make Cheng Xunxun half angry, and his early love actually stepped on the N boat, and he was beaten up by others.

Cheng Xunxun listened to the teacher's complaint and went home in a huff, but he knelt on the ground honestly, admitting his mistake with a very good attitude, and said, "Mom, I know it's wrong." You teach me how to refuse a girl's confession in the future, I really won't. ”

This will be Zhou Yu is only in the second year of junior high school, Zhou Nuo is already in college, sitting next to him drinking tea, looking like he is watching a good show, and adding two sentences of oil and vinegar, saying: "Mom, Zhou Yu's temperament, when he was in kindergarten, he knew that he would take his little friend home, not pretty, you can't control him." ”

Cheng Xunxun was really speechless with anger, stepped forward and grabbed Zhou Yu's ear, and said: "There is a girl who is pregnant, what do you say! How old are you! You want to be a father, I don't want to be a grandmother!"

"What kind of pregnancy, Mom, don't wronged me, who is pregnant. I don't carry this pot, I'm still an innocent little boy!"

"Oh my god, why did I give birth to such a son as you, who do you think you look like!"

"Like my dad!" he immediately exclaimed.

At this time, Zhou Yanqing came back, took off his coat, came in with a serious face, and asked, "Say it again, who are you like?"

Zhou Yu was stunned when he heard the sound, and immediately hid behind Cheng Xunxun.

Zhou Yanqing glanced at him, "Zhou Yu came to the study with me." ”

Zhou Yu pulled Cheng Xun's clothes and whispered, "Mom, why did you tell Dad! He will definitely kill me!"

"Don't point me at you!"

"Brother!" Zhou Yu saw Cheng Xunxun's appearance so resolute, and switched to Zhou Nuo.

Zhou Nuo put down the teacup. He stood up and said, "I made an appointment with a friend, so Mom doesn't have to prepare my dinner." He smiled and patted Zhou Yu's shoulder, no matter how he squeezed his eyebrows, he left without hesitation.

In the end, Zhou Yu's beaten skin was opened, and it was Cheng Xunxun himself who was distressed.

When she went to bed at night, she blamed Zhou Yanqing for being too ruthless.

"You said that I gave birth to both sons. Why is the difference so big, Zhou Nuo is so calm, he has never done such a! But he is so big, it's time to find a girlfriend, I think his friends are all men, and they won't ......."

Zhou Yanqing sneered and said, "Zhou Nuo is sullen, Zhou Yu is Mingshao, the two of them have the same temperament." ”

"Yes, it's up to you. Cheng Xunxun glanced at him.

Zhou Yanqing smiled, turned over and pressed on her, and whispered, "Like whom?

Cheng Xunxun chuckled, pressed against his chest, and said, "You old man, why are you so dishonest." ”

"The heart is not old, and your old man is capable, and everyone secretly envies you. ”

Cheng Xunxun twisted him and said, "You are an immodest old man." ”

……

It rains a lot during the Qingming Festival.

This Qingming, unfortunately, it rained lightly, and their family had a Chen Yujian and walked in three places. There were talks and laughs all the way, and the past grievances seemed to have been completely resolved in their hearts.

In the first year after Cheng Xunxun's illness was completely cured, she followed Zhou Yanqing to the Song family's grave, and she originally had concerns. But Zhou Yanqing said that people have turned to ashes, and there is nothing to worry about.

The dead don't hate, only the living care about it. Life is short for a few decades, so why bother to be so uncomfortable.

Cheng Xunxun's heart was really relieved when he was forty years old, and somehow, he was relieved all of a sudden, for no reason, probably because his mood had changed.

……

The older the child gets, the more worried she is, Cheng Xunxi has grown a lot of gray hair, and on this day she sat in front of the dressing mirror and kept pulling out her white hair, and her scalp hurt.

Zhou Yanqing sat next to her and watched, and when she looked impatient, she smiled and said, "The little girl finally has gray hair." ”

"That's younger than you, you're half a hundred. ”

The voice fell. Cheng Xunxun was inexplicably a little sad, the older he gets, the faster time seems to pass, and in a blink of an eye, both of them have gray temples.

When Cheng Xun was fifty years old, Song Jing went, and they went to Hong Kong together and sent them on their last journey.

Zhou Yanqing retired at the age of sixty-five, playing birds and planting flowers at home all day long, and occasionally fighting with Cheng Xunxun, living a quiet and happy life.

He doesn't worry about the child, Cheng Xunxun always worries, the child used to be annoyed by her early love, and she was annoyed if she didn't fall in love. Zhou Nuo and Han Duo's affairs, she mixed up a few times, but it didn't get good, and she was anxious.

No matter what Zhou Yanqing says, it doesn't work, but fortunately, she doesn't care about her, she will always figure it out for herself. He lived by himself, and some days, he couldn't see her shadow for a day.

When he saw her, he quipped, "I'm going to be an empty nester." ”

Later, the children didn't love her very much, and they avoided her everywhere, and Cheng Xunxun figured it out. Children can't be kept after all, they have their own lives, you can't control it, and you can't manage it. In the end, the only person who really stayed with her was Zhou Yanqing.

After that, she changed direction and focused on Zhou Yanqing, making do with him every day.

While they were still walking, the two went out to travel together. I took a lot of photos, and there were more and more pictures on their photo wall, almost an entire wall.

Finally, Zhou Yanqing couldn't walk, so they stayed at home, and Cheng Xunxun supported him.

From this end of the photo wall, all the way to the end, all the long time is memories. Looking at the young Cheng Xunxuan in the photo, Zhou Yanqing turned her head, smiled, and said, "The little girl is finally old." ”

"It's just younger than you. ”

The two walked forward step by step, looking at each photo carefully.

In the end, it was a photo of the two in recent years, Cheng Xunxun couldn't help but redden, reached out and held Zhou Yanqing's hand tightly, his fingers rubbing his wrinkled skin.

Zhou Yanqing held her hand with his backhand, sighed, and said, "It's been a lifetime, why don't you think it's enough." ”

He turned his head and met Cheng Xunxun's gaze, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

Time flies, and in the huge house, only Cheng Xunxun is left.

She bent her back, stood at the end of the photo wall, looked at a solo photo of Zhou Yanqing on the wall, raised her hand and touched it gently, and said with a smile: "Look, I am finally older than you now." ”

Immediately, she took the photo of herself that had been installed and hung it next to Zhou Yanqing, and the smiles of the two were exactly the same. This photo was taken with Zhou Yanqing that year, he didn't know, she secretly took it herself, and then secretly hid it for a long time, she thought it should come in handy after all, it was too long, he couldn't wait.

This is the end.

She slowly turned her head and looked at the beginning, this long wall of photos proved that their happy life had passed for so many years, how could they always feel that this life was just a blink of an eye.

No matter how time flies, all I care about is you.

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