075 Illiterate
Today, because of the broken board, I came back relatively late, I packed up and planned to go to bed directly, lying on the bed, Chen Feiyang began to discuss things with me.
"After June 1st, come home with me. Chen Feiyang said.
"What?" I looked at him.
He said, "My mom misses you. ”
"Hmph, your mom misses you. "I look at it blankly. Go home, go home, although I don't get very close to his family, but his mother is also my mother after all, I can't always rely on work to be busy, so I don't go to see the two old people, I have no opinion on this.
Chen Feiyang smiled and didn't say anything, I nodded and planned to turn off the lights.
He hesitated and said, "Then what if my mother tells you......"
I sat up again, and immediately thought of what Chen Feiyang was hinting at me. It was the one who beckoned me over, and he was going to mention the baby to me.
I began to coddle with him, "Husband, you help me, I don't want children." Then I arched around his arm, "People haven't had enough of you." ”
Chen Feiyang liked me very much when I was coquettish with him, and as soon as I was coquettish, he was so happy that he couldn't keep his mouth shut, hugged me and kissed me wildly, saying, "Giving birth to a child will not delay the fun." Let's play together. ”
I squinted at him, and he said, "So, give birth to my mother." ”
"Oh, that's not the reason, if I give birth, I will definitely bring it myself, the problem is that I don't want to give birth yet. ”
"Why?"
"I think it's early. ”
"It's not early, you're twenty-four or five. Chen Feiyang emphasized to me. Usually he doesn't emphasize age to me, because I don't like to hear about it.
I said, "Your sister hasn't been married for twenty-four or five." ”
"Can you compare with my sister?"
"Why can't I, am I uglier than her or stupider than her, why can she get a child, I have to have a child, I don't give birth, can you afford to give birth to her." ”
As soon as I said this, Chen Feiyang was obviously unhappy, he said: "What can't you afford to raise, don't you just eat more, I haven't seen anyone who has a child, and I really starve to death." ”
"It's as simple as you think!"
Chen Feiyang also couldn't understand me, although he hadn't thought about how complicated it was to have a child, but everyone said it was complicated, and it must be really complicated. He said: "I just said to bring it to my mother, and when you want to bring it yourself, you will come back, let's pick up a ready-made one, and she can't ask you for living expenses." ”
I don't like to hear that, "Is that your child or your mother's child?" ”
Get angry, sleep.
It's not that I don't want to give birth to Chen Feiyang, I'm married to him, or I plan to live with him for the rest of my life, and it's necessary to give him a child. But for the time being, I don't think it's that time, Chen Feiyang is still young, but Chen Feiyang thinks that Xie Tingting and their family also gave birth to a child so early, and the two of them don't have any serious income, so they don't raise them well.
But I don't think that's what it means, I think at least when we both have stable jobs and can take paid maternity leave at school.
I'll just put this matter on hold for now, anyway, Chen Feiyang can't say anything about me, and I don't plan to convince him. Because recently I found out that it's useless to tell him anything, he promised well today, and he forgot about it tomorrow.
Then it was June 1st, and everything went well, and I took a digital camera under the stage to record the students' performances. Wang Zhaoyang didn't know when he came to me, and asked with a smile, "Do you have a sense of accomplishment?"
I nodded, although I couldn't even get a bonus for this show, I worked so many extra shifts and drank so much fat sea, but I felt that it was worth it.
After nodding his head, he realized that the person next to him was Wang Zhaoyang, and he had to be a little away, so he stopped talking.
But I always hold a digital camera, my arm is very sore, and when I move, Wang Zhaoyang directly reaches out and takes the camera, so as to help me lift it for a while.
I was embarrassed and said, "Thank you." ”
He smiled and asked me, "How are you doing?"
"Uh...... Pretty good. ”
"How do you feel about being a teacher?" he chatted.
Me: "That's good, too. ”
I stood in the back, not paying attention to the expression on Wang Zhaoyang's face, the camera he held in his hand, the screen flashing on the stage.
A dance takes more than ten minutes, and it should be almost over.
Wang Zhaoyang said, "It's good to be a teacher, but it's easy to get tired, you are in your first year, and it's fresh every day, so you shouldn't feel anything." ”
"Really?"
"When I first became a teacher, I couldn't do it until my second year. He said.
I said, "That was the second year you became a class teacher." ”
He nodded, "Especially for students like you, who can't finish their hearts every day, and they always treat the teacher as an enemy." ”
I glanced at him, took the camera back and took it myself, and didn't reply to his words. I don't want to listen to Wang Zhaoyang talk about the past, and even in my heart, I almost forgot that he used to be my teacher, and I don't want to remember it.
Wang Zhaoyang chuckled lightly and didn't say anything more.
I didn't really relax when I got through this card on June 1, as long as you want to be busy, there are new things to be busy with every day. I heard that there was a dance competition for elementary school students in the city, and I was going to take my beloved apprentice Sasha to kill it.
Because I was very good to Xiao Sasha, Xiao Sasha also listened to me. The boarding school students actually have plenty of time, and they will be arranged to study on their own in the evening, but there are no homework tasks, so I take Xiao Sasha to the dance studio every night to practice for two hours.
I really think she's a good seedling, and it's a bit of a pity not to dance.
I contacted Shao Siwei here and asked him to take the time to come over and help me, arrange a more atmospheric dance, the kind that can be put on the stage, Shao Siwei happily agreed.
Then it was to accompany Chen Feiyang to deal with his mother.
Chen Shanshan can't get along in the field, she has been staying here recently, and she hasn't heard of any serious work. Wild touch, see how many years she still has to go.
With a joke-watching mentality, I waited for Chen Shanshan to make a two-hundred-and-five.
Chen Feiyang's mother began to tell me about having a child, before coming, Chen Feiyang was angry with me, even if I really didn't want to give birth in my heart, I promised my mother first, whether it could be born or not, it had to be my stomach to speak, and she couldn't care.
I said yes.
But I almost got into a fight today. Because my mother told me to take medicine, let me take the kind of medicine that would guarantee the birth of a son. I'm not going to take this medicine, so I don't want his mom to spend that unjust money on it.
I said, "Mom, what is born is God's will and fate, and it is not right to rely on these crooked ways." ”
His mother said, "Why is it crooked, then whoever takes medicine, the first child gives birth to a son, and it saves me a way to have a second child, which saves a lot of trouble." ”
I said, "How can you save trouble by giving birth to a child, then what is born is what it is, and giving birth to a tree branch is also the meat that falls out of itself." You're patriarchal. ”
"If you give birth to twins, then the granddaughters are also my granddaughters, and they are all the same. Yang Yang is not an only child, family planning only allows one to be born, then you must have a son. "said.
I don't talk to the, anyway, I said, I won't take the medicine if you buy it. This matter made Chen Feiyang embarrassed on both sides, and after returning home, Chen Feiyang became a lobbyist for his mother.
Chen Feiyang said that eating is not bad for the body anyway, let him eat it, he thinks this is a trivial matter.
I said, "Feiyang, listen to me," I took a very sincere attitude, "This is our child, right, he is destined for us, right?"
Chen Feiyang nodded.
"What is fate, it is providence, not chemical composition, child, it is the crystallization of love, not a cloned sheep in the laboratory, the meaning is different. I said.
The illiterate man was a little confused, and he asked me, "Is there a difference between having a son and having a daughter?"
I shook my head, it made no difference.
He said, "That's all the same for you, my mother wants a son, let's give him a son? ”
I was stunned, what kind of fallacy and heresy this issy, I said, "Why don't you be offended, then what should be something is something, why do you have to change him? Then I think you are illiterate, do I have to make you a cultured person?" ”
Chen Feiyang was suddenly unhappy, he said: "I hate it when people say I'm illiterate. ”
I was discussing it, and I didn't let anyone speak, "Then you are original, and I don't dislike you." ”
Chen Feiyang's face changed suddenly, and he sat aside and lit a cigarette.
I'm still not happy, "I won't take any broken medicine anyway," I glanced at him, and I was angry, "And you, smack, and you still want children!"
Chen Feiyang was even more unhappy, and said that he couldn't help me, so he took his cigarette to the room and sulked.
I hugged a pillow with a broken sea plug, smelling the broken smell coming up from the toilet, and I was a little breathless.
Forget it, smoke a cigarette to extinguish the fire.
I sat here and thought for a while, am I a bit of a bully, is it something that is so heavy that it stimulates Chen Feiyang, I don't want to stimulate him, and I don't want to quarrel with him.
But after introspection, I didn't reflect what was wrong with me, just the matter of giving birth to a child and taking medicine, I definitely don't plan to compromise.
I'm not a medical student, and I don't know if taking medicine can change the gender of a child, but I just don't like it, and I don't like to deliberately change anything in this artificial way.
Back in the room, Chen Feiyang was playing games with my laptop, and the home had been connected to the Internet in the past two days.
I touched him, "Are you angry?"
"Nope. ”
I touched it again, and he gave me a blank look.
"Oh, don't be angry, I don't say you're illiterate. I pushed him on the shoulder, he pouted and looked at me, and said: "If you really think I'm uneducated, I can change, I can learn, you can teach me, I don't want to be uneducated, I have been fighting the country for eleven years......"
I hugged him, "Okay, I was wrong. ”
"You apologize to me. ”
"I'm sorry. ”
"You give me a favor. ”
He pouted, and I pouted, "What do you want?" ”
Chen Feiyang thought for a moment and glanced at the computer screen, "Give me your game account?"