She said: "I've liked him for a long time, when we went to auditions together, you can get the play, I envy you, in fact, I also envy you." Do you know that every time I had a holiday, when I took you home at the station, you never looked back before you got on the train, just turned your back to me and waved casually. ”

Speaking of this, she shed two lines of tears, about tears of repentance, she said: "I think you are very free and easy, I think you are such a free and easy person, without Li Hua, it may be nothing." But I just like him very much, I can't control myself anymore, I think you have all the filming, you can give me Li Hua. But after I was with him, I wasn't happy at all, as if I had stolen something from you. ”

"I know that Li Hua hasn't liked me for a day, and it seems that after being with him, I can't be as good with you as before. Smiling lightly, she said, "Actually, I regretted it a long time ago, before I went to the competition, I thought about whether it was possible for you to ...... When the two of you went to pick me up that day, I actually understood. It's good that you're still together. ”

I was really a little moved by Lan Tian's confession. I've always known that she's a very empathetic person who thinks about others, even though everyone has their own moments. But when I thought about telling Lan Tian about my relationship with Li Hua in the future, I still felt a little awkward.

Now that she said it herself, it saved me a lot of thought, and it can be regarded as unscrewing this knot.

After calling the police, the police quickly arrested the suspect according to the clues provided by Li Hua, and then the case will take a little time to be heard, and Lan Tian cannot be arranged to go home for the time being.

I still accompany Lan Tian all the time, and since Lan Tian apologized to me, I really don't want to blame her for anything at all.

After Li Hua was discharged from the hospital, he did not rush to move to live at home, he accompanied us here, did some errands, and still tried not to appear in front of Lan Tian.

And we lovers can only go to Lan Tian after he falls asleep, I go to his room to meet him, and occasionally in order to satisfy his little desire, roll a sheet or something, sleep for two hours and then run down.

Lan Tian's expenses in the hotel, I rely on my own money, and I pay for it. Li Hua couldn't bear to see me spend my own salary, I didn't do it, I said: "You are my man, you can't spend money on other women." ”

Li Hua smiled happily.

I think I've probably cleaned him up, I'm really capable.

This state lasted for half a month, until it was finally determined that Lan Tian had come out of the shadow of being raped. The new drama arranged by the crew last time has already urged me to try on makeup.

This time I'm going to play a concubine, or an adulterous concubine, I like such a character very much. I started to prepare to rush to the city where the crew was going to audition, and Lan Tian asked before I left, "Do you think the showbiz is a place where we can stand?"

I didn't understand what she meant, she smiled and didn't explain anything.

Everyone knows that the entertainment industry is very dirty and messy, and most actresses have been blown up through an unbearable history, but there are always exceptions to being innocent. I just like acting, and I also need acting, I take acting as a job, and I don't really expect to be red and purple, so I naively think that as long as I abide by my principles and do my duty, bad things will not fall on my head.

There's no danger in doing anything these days, you can't give up eating because of choking.

On the night he said goodbye to Li Hua, he rolled the sheets endlessly according to me, and he said, "I can't control you anymore, so I can only feed myself first." ”

"Stinky rascals. "I scolded him.

I don't know what Li Hua likes about me, maybe it's because I can't control it. But when it comes to work, I'm really principled, and I always think that a woman must be independent, not absolutely not spend men's money, but must be able to support herself.

Maybe it's because of my family, my father abandoned my mother, and I have a natural distrust of marriage and family. No matter how firm the happiness Li Hua showed me, it couldn't completely dispel my fears.

Many people are afraid of being abandoned, so some people grasp a straw and stick to it, while others choose to plan early.

I belong to the latter category. I'm always ready and ready not to be afraid to abandon me.

Farewell at the airport, Li Hua reached out and touched my little face, with a helpless expression on his face, I touched his hand, pretending to be stupid and smiling at him.

Then he let go of his hand and said, "Be careful, don't let people bully," paused, and then said, "I don't have the ability to avenge you." ”

I went to take his hand again, and said, "Don't worry, besides, I may not be able to try it." ”

An encouraging announcement sounded in the waiting hall, and Li Hua glanced at the boarding gate and said lightly: "Go ahead." ”

He nudged me, I pursed my lips, and said, "You won't hug me again?"

Then I hugged him, his arms were deep, his arms were long, and one arm was around his back, so he could easily touch my other arm. Then he squeezed me heavily on the arm and said, "Go ahead." ”

With a look of farewell, I turned around and stepped in the direction of the future, without him.

I went out to audition, still a small role, still a smooth mess, still relying on Li Baitian's face. I see that Li Baitian's meal, sooner or later, I have to have a good time.

After I left, Lan Tian also returned to her hometown, and I thought, no matter what, she still needs the company of her family. And why she withdrew from the competition is still a mystery, what I am most afraid of is that, as Xue Jiazheng guessed, she came back because she heard that Li Hua was hospitalized, so in this way, Li Hua and I owe her too much.

I didn't even report to school when it started, and this time I had to stay in the crew for a long time. Of course, there was no need for Li Hua to go back to school, and after hesitating for a while, he called me and told me that he decided to try to accept his family's advice and try to learn to do business.

Even though I was his girlfriend, I couldn't say anything about his family, only that he could choose whatever he wanted.

Then Li Hua also left the city to start a new journey in his career, and at that time, he did not tell me exactly what he was doing. And because I was busy with work, I didn't care too much about him, I think it was the work arranged by his grandfather anyway, so I wouldn't be wronged by him.

I only know that he went to Xinjiang, the place where he wore a leather jacket in the morning and yarn in the afternoon, and ate watermelon around the fire.

According to the director, this drama has to be filmed with excellence, and the requirements for each shot are very strong, and I am still a newcomer, even if I have professional knowledge as a foundation, the real experience is based on practice.

I'm very hardworking on the set, and everyone can see it, but it's not necessarily a good thing. Soon, I was ostracized by some veteran actors with more qualifications than me, and then I felt the taste of being robbed of the show for the first time.

In the play, we play a palace fight, but outside the play, it is a real palace fight.

I'm not an expert in this area, I have no guidance around me, and I don't have the support of a brokerage company, so I can only swallow my own grievances. I went to work at five o'clock that morning, and it was clear that my play was in the front, but I was squeezed again and again, and I was waiting stupidly.

This situation is not once or twice, I can't get angry, so I called Li Hua.

It was later than dawn in Xinjiang, and it took Li Hua a long time to pick up the phone and let out an indistinct "um".

I began to complain and tell him about the mess around me, and he didn't talk to him once, and most of the answers were, "Well, oh, it's okay, look at it." ”

At first, he could barely listen to these phone calls, but later, because he knew what I was going to say, he had no patience to listen to them anymore.

That's good, if this matter had been changed to me, who would have been talking to me endlessly, I would have told him to shut up.

But at that time, my mind was full of bad things on my side, and when I heard Li Hua's even breathing sound gradually when he answered my phone, I knew that he was asleep, and I suddenly felt very aggrieved in my heart.

I know he's not awake yet, I know I shouldn't be calling him all the time, I know I know, but I can't.

The two-hour jet lag seemed to distance us far, far away, and during the day everyone was busy, and when I got up, he was sleeping. I needed a break when he missed me late at night.

On the phone that day, I heard him say apologetically, "Baby, I'm really tired today, can I talk about it tomorrow?"

My heart was so sore that I almost burst into tears.

So I tried not to bother Li Hua, but I never thought about him now. He has no relatives or friends in Xinjiang, is he hard, tired, adaptable, adaptable, uncomfortable, stressful at work, and accustomed to eating?

I thought I had gone through a thousand sails to get his heart, but it seemed that after I really got it, I didn't cherish it with the strength I had intended.

The first time I had a big fight with Li Hua was because of an actor in the crew.

This actor is a well-known actor, and he is the core character in our play, the emperor. And we, the concubines, go around him all day long, and there will definitely be scenes of hugging the waist and holding hands in the play.

That day, I filmed the first bed scene in my life, but there was no too explicit shot, just lying on the bed with a belly pocket. But the moment the actor pressed it down, I was really panicked.

According to the script, I should have smiled flatteringly at this moment, but I couldn't laugh, with a tense expression on my face, I almost couldn't help kicking the emperor down.

That simple shot, it took several times to pass.

At the end of the day, I went out for dinner with a few actors, and returned to my room, and soon after, the actor who played the emperor came and knocked on my door.