Chapter 169: Afraid She'll Forget You?

The two looked at each other through the window, neither of them said a word, and stared at each other like this.

Cheng Xunxun didn't have half an expression on his face, and the person who had been thinking about him for a long time should be very excited now that he finally appeared in front of him. Or angry. However, at this moment, Cheng Xunxun's heart was unexpectedly quite calm, except for the inexplicable pain of the wound on his neck, there were no other special feelings and emotions.

Maybe now she doesn't even have the strength to be excited and angry, even if she is full of resentment now. It's just a trapped beast, no matter how you struggle, you can only hurt yourself. Others will only think of her as a laughing stock, she doesn't want to waste her efforts, or she has no strength now.

Her inky eyes reflected Zhou Yanqing's indifferent face, the same face, but she felt strange, as if she had never really known him.

It turns out that the truth is often unacceptable. Especially the people close to him, it turns out that he has always held a knife in his hand, not sugar.

After all, she is too naΓ―ve, she has been deceived again and again, but she still has to believe in people again and again, again and again, and finally her heart is full of holes, she doesn't understand the world, she doesn't understand people's hearts.

If there really is a god in this world who controls fate, she really wants to ask what she did wrong and who she has offended. Why did she have to endure so much?

Was it because she had murderous intent at a young age and her hands were full of blood? Or was it because she wanted to resist?

She just wanted to go home. Is it wrong for her to use everything she can to get her family back? She just wants to avenge her loved ones, is it wrong? She just wants to rely on and trust someone, is this wrong?

Why every time she thought she could catch the tail of happiness, she had to cut off all her hopes, one after another. She thought that as long as she lived, as long as she worked hard enough, as long as she never gave up, she would definitely get what she wanted.

But God told her again and again that many things do not necessarily have results if they work hard, and many people may not be able to get what they want after working hard all their lives.

It's not that if you don't be greedy, you won't have it in your life, then you won't have it in your life.

And she is just one of many people, sometimes in life there must be no time in life and there is no time to force it. So she forced it.

Cheng Xunxun deeply remembered that the moment she cut her throat, she saw the light, a very strong light, at that moment she didn't feel pain at all, she felt very comfortable, at that moment she knew that her happiness was not persistence, but giving up.

Her eyes were dim and unfocused, and she sat straight and straight, like a soulless body.

Zhou Yanqing put her hands behind her back, looked at her with slightly lowered eyes, her thin lips were slightly pursed, her throat was a little tight, and her hands behind her back were tightly clenched into fists, and her knuckles were a little white.

After a while, Cheng Xunxun opened his mouth slightly, slowly spoke, and said, "I thought you would never come to see me." ”

"Luo Xing told me that you committed suicide, I thought about it after all, husband and wife, do you need me to collect your body. ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't die. You must be disappointed. ”

Zhou Yanqing squinted slightly, snorted, and said, "Then you have to keep up the good work, do you want me to say hello to someone and create some opportunities for you?"

Cheng Xunxun swallowed her saliva, the pain in her neck became more and more intense, she was a little unbearable, her hand between her legs couldn't help but clench it tightly, and her nails clasped the tiger's mouth.

Obviously, she could expect that he wouldn't say anything good, and she knew that he was different from before, but hearing him say such things with her own ears could still easily touch her wounds, and she seemed to hear a soft bang, which seemed to be the sound of heartbreak. It turned out that her heart was still looking forward to it the moment before she saw him.

What is she expecting? What is she expecting Zhou Yanqing to tell her?

Say that everything he does is hard, that he will definitely try his best to get her out, that they will still be together, that he will give her a complete home, that there are fathers, mothers and children at home, or that he expects him to wait for her to go out and comfort her so that she can live well?

She laughed, laughed silently, laughed at her innocence, laughed at her inability to see reality, laughed at herself that she still has this kind of expectation to this day.

She slowly raised her eyes, and before she knew it, her eyes were already red, and she smiled and asked, "Who are you?"

Zhou Yanqing took a step forward and slowly approached, his face suddenly enlarged, his breath sprayed on the glass, stained with a layer of mist, Cheng Xunxun looked at him intently, waiting for him to answer.

Zhou Yanqing smiled slightly and said, "My surname is Song, we are feuds, and you are my enemy." ”

Cheng Xunxun frowned, was slightly stunned, and was about to ask what it meant, Zhou Yanqing stood up straight and said with a smile: "Actually, I don't like the son you gave birth to at all, but I know that you took him as the root of your life so I deliberately robbed him, and I am very satisfied with the result." Do you think that you can know the verdict so easily while you are in prison? Luo Xing, they are so protective of you, they will let you know?"

The corners of his lips rose obliquely, the smile was sinister, his chin was slightly raised, and he said word by word: "I did it on purpose, I deliberately let you know." Look how well I know you, and if I want you to die, I don't need to do it myself. ”

Cheng Xunxun's heart contracted suddenly, tears fell silently, and his face seemed to become whiter. Unexpectedly, even her suicide became his means. Her eyes moved slightly, and her otherwise lifeless eyes seemed to be surging with something.

Zhou Yanqing looked at her, chuckled and said, "You said that when you succeed in committing suicide, do I want to let your child come down to accompany you? No, no, no, that's not good, how can I fulfill you." I'm going to raise him well. ”

He specifically emphasized two good words, and Cheng Xunxun listened to it with a heart.

"Half of a person's life depends on his parents, I should go back and think about what kind of life I should give Zhou Nuo next. You can go with peace of mind, watch him underground, and see how he grows day by day. He will thank you for bringing her into this cruel world. ”

Cheng Xunxun didn't say a word, just stared at his mouth wide, his lips pursed into a straight line, and he didn't know if she listened.

Zhou Yanqing stretched out her hand, two fingers flicked on the glass, her eyes moved, and she turned to look at his eyes.

He looked at his watch, straightened his clothes, and said, "I've seen enough of the jokes, and I'm gone." I hope you don't disappoint me, come on. He made a goodbye gesture and turned to leave.

At this moment, Cheng Xunxun was finally completely aroused by the emotions in his heart, knocked hard on the glass window blocking him with both hands, and yelled at his back with a hideous face: "You bastard! Xiao Nuo is also your son! If you dare to harm him, I will definitely not let you go!"

"Zhou Yanqing, I hate you! I hate you to death! You come back to me! You make it clear! You make it clear to me! Zhou Yanqing! I beg you not to hurt Xiaonuo! He is just a child, even if there is enmity between us, even if you hate me, don't hurt him! He is innocent! Zhou Yanqing!" She kept banging on the glass window like crazy, and the prison guards immediately came over to suppress her.

Her head was pressed against the glass window, and her facial features were a little distorted, but she still stared at Zhou Yanqing's distant back with wide eyes, and roared angrily, "Zhou Yanqing!"

But she couldn't do anything but scream at his back like this, her hands were cut behind her back by the prison guards, handcuffed, and the glass she hit with her head again and again. However, she shouted out her throat, and Zhou Yanqing didn't look back, not once, and even kept walking, so she disappeared from Cheng Xunxun's field of vision.

Zhou Yanqing walked out of the prison gate, did not get into the car immediately, touched his hands on his body, Zheng Jiang had already got out of the car to open the door for him, seeing that his face was a little ugly, his hands kept touching something in his pockets over and over again.

He cautiously asked, "Fifth Master, what are you looking for?"

Zhou Yanqing didn't speak, just repeated the action of searching, and finally became impatient for a moment, frowned, and said angrily: "Where is my cigarette!"

Zheng Jiang immediately handed over his cigarette, but was knocked off by Zhou Yanqing, glared at him, and said categorically: "I only want my own." ”

Zhou Yanqing's abnormality, Zheng Jiang saw it in his eyes, and it was not pleasant to think that their conversation was not pleasant. Zheng Jiang picked up his cigarette case and didn't say anything more, just stood silently next to him, waiting for Zhou Yanqing to resolve his emotions.

In fact, the cigarette in his hand is the same brand as the cigarette Zhou Yanqing usually smokes, and even the packaging is exactly the same, there is no difference. Zheng Jiang glanced at the cigarette case accidentally dropped by Zhou Yanqing in the back seat, and secretly glanced at Zhou Yanqing, seeing that his current mood was not as big as just now.

He cautiously reminded him, saying, "Could it be that I accidentally fell on the seat when I got off the bus?"

Zhou Yanqing stopped his hand, glanced into the car, and just saw the box of cigarettes, lying quietly on the seat. He exhaled and paused for a few seconds before bending over to pick up the cigarette case, took one, touched it in his pocket again, thought about it, and said to Zheng Jiang: "Is there a lighter?"

Zheng Jiang immediately took out a lighter from his pocket and handed it to his eyes, Zhou Yanqing glanced at him, reached out to take it, lit the cigarette in his hand, took a puff, and then slowly spit it out, and whispered, "I'm sorry just now." ”

"It's fine. ”

"You wait for me in the car, I'll come over after smoking this cigarette. ”

"Good. Zheng Jiang immediately got into the car with interest, and there were only two of them coming over today.

Zhou Yanqing came to a nearby city on a business trip under the pretext of being busy in the holiday house for a day, and the two of them took the time to come over without telling anyone, naturally they didn't want people to know.

Zheng Jiang saw Zhou Yanqing's figure through the rearview mirror, he walked along the high wall of the prison, and kept walking forward, his figure getting smaller and smaller.

said that it was the time for a cigarette, but he walked for a full hour before coming back, with the smell of smoke all over his body, but the whole person had regained his composure and said, "Let's go." ”

The prison was located in a very remote location, and it was deserted all the way, and they were the only car driving on the long road, and gradually the prison disappeared behind them. Zhou Yanqing sat in the back seat, his eyes closed, and the atmosphere in the car was slightly dull.

Zheng Jiang glanced at him through the rear mirror, and sighed faintly.

After that day, Cheng Xunxun was energetic, like a clockwork machine, eating, sleeping, and doing things, and still didn't talk much, but Lu Xiao could feel that she was working very hard to keep herself alive now, she didn't like to eat before, but now she eats more than anyone else.

Even when she slept, Lu Xiao felt like she was clockwork, and she was a little scared when she saw it, afraid that she would go crazy.

But Cheng Xunxun smiled at her and said, "I won't die, and I won't go crazy." Xiaoxiao, I still have children, I can't let myself have problems, he needs me. I can't let him face the world alone, I insisted on giving birth to him at the beginning, I have to be responsible for him, I want him to grow up happily. I don't want him to suffer, I don't want him to be like me. ”

"That's why you finally want to live?"

Cheng Xunxun nodded and said, "Yes, you said that if you behave well, you will reduce your sentence, right?"

"Maybe, it didn't happen to me anyway. Maybe you don't just have to perform well, you need someone to be on top. ”

Cheng Xunxun thoughtfully stuffed a piece of meat into her mouth, she just wanted to go out as soon as possible now, the sooner the better.

Arnold's life can't be ruined like this.

In the days that followed, Cheng Xunxun waited for people while trying to perform in prison.

……

As the days passed, the wound on Cheng Xunxun's neck gradually improved, and finally she waited for the person she wanted to wait for.

Autumn goes to winter, Cheng Xunxi wears an earthy yellow cotton jacket, her number is marked on her chest, and a black scarf is around her neck, although she now eats a big bowl of rice every day, but the whole person is still thin, and there is no blood on her cheeks, like a malnourished person.

Sun Jie looked her up and down for a while, sighed twice, and said, "Why did you become so ugly?"

Cheng Xunxun paused for a moment, then smiled faintly and said, "I'm not good-looking." ”

"I'm kidding you, what are you serious. ”

"Thank you for coming to see me. ”

Sun Jie didn't pay attention to her words, his eyes still kept looking at her, and his eyes looked down to see her hands on the platform, red and swollen, and there were wounds on his fingers.

"What's wrong with that hand? what's rotten?"

When Cheng Xunxun heard the sound, he immediately put his hands down and said, "The weather is cold, I have frostbite, and it will be fine after a while." ”

Sun Jie held his chin with one hand, stared at her for a while, and asked, "Do you regret it now?"

"What?"

"I regret that I didn't choose me in the first place. ”

Cheng Xunxun sneered, lowered his eyes, and kept thinking about how to speak, so when he talked to him, he looked a little absent-minded.

Sun Jie was a little unhappy, "Don't you really want to see me, or are you disappointed to see me?"

When Cheng Xunxun heard this, he immediately straightened his back, waved his hands, and said, "No, I'm very happy to see you, in fact, I've been really wanting to see you recently." I'm so happy to know that you've come to see me. ”

Sun Jie raised his eyebrows, looked at her appearance, leaned forward a little, and whispered, "You are weird." ”

Cheng Xunxun blinked his eyes, thought about it, leaned forward as well, and said, "Can you help me?"

He touched his chin, smiled slyly, and said, "You should know my thoughts, I won't help in vain." ”

"I know, of course I do. Cheng Xunxun nodded, and the words behind him were not spoken, but his eyes were already obvious, and he looked at him with burning eyes.

The two looked at each other for a long time, the sly smile on Sun Jie's face slowly converged, and instead changed to a serious expression, and after a moment of silence, he reached out and tapped the plexiglass window in front of him with his finger, and said, "Are you sure?"

"Sure. ”

"What do you think?"

Cheng Xunxun glanced slightly sideways in the direction of the prison guard, and said softly: "I don't worry that my request is very simple, I can't wait for six years, I will behave very well inside, I just hope that my sentence can be commuted, let me sit for a few years less, and go out earlier, the sooner the better." ”

"What about when you get out?" he asked.

Cheng Xunxun pursed his lips, and before she could speak, Sun Jie continued, "Do you want to take back the Tang Clan?

She shook her head, "I don't rob, I don't want to take revenge on him, I just want my child back." ”

"Hey, are you going to reconcile with him after you go out?"

Cheng Xunxun sneered, his smile full of sarcasm, "No, we will never be together." He doesn't want to, and I don't want to. ”

"How can I trust you with just your mouth?"

"How can you trust me?" Cheng Xunxun asked rhetorically, the expression on his face was very serious.

When the words fell, Sun Jie looked at her eyes intently, raised his lips and smiled for a long time, and said, "Okay, I'll go back and think of a way." But don't report too much hope, my father has a very good relationship with Zhou Yanqing, I want to do something to you, it's easy to be blocked by my father. But if I do succeed, you have to remember what you said today, and you can't go back, you know?"

"No, it won't. ”

Sun Jie raised his hand again and put his finger against the glass, "A word is a certainty." ”

Cheng Xunxun also followed him and made the same action, saying: "A word is a certainty." ”

After Sun Jie came to see her, Cheng Xunxun had a little more smile on his face, and the whole person looked a lot more cheerful, and he would joke with Lu Xiao.

"Speaking of which, it seems like no one has come to see you all the time. ”

When Lu Xiao heard this, his smile faded a little, shrugged his shoulders, and said, "This shows that you are still luckier than me, so you have to live well and live for yourself." ”

"I'm not for myself, I'm for the children. Cheng Xunxun shook his head.

Lu Xiao clenched her hand and emphasized: "For the sake of the child, but also for myself." ”

Cheng Xunxun didn't say anything more, only grinned at her.

In the following days, Cheng Xunxun has been keeping to himself, doing his best, Cheng Xunxun is still ingenious, some manual work, I will see it a few times, I started to have some hands, and then practice makes perfect, and the workload has been maintained in the top few. Cheng Xunxun worked hard to adapt to life in prison, she didn't think about anything now, she only thought about Xiaonuo.

The weather is getting colder and colder, winter is coming, and the New Year is getting closer and closer, and it turns out that you can feel the smell of the New Year in prison. Cheng Xunxun rarely pays attention to time, because the days are too difficult, and when you are free, you will feel that time passes quickly, but in prison, it is like a year, and Cheng Xunxun only feels that time is a little faster if he is very focused on working.

She keeps to herself in prison, and she has always been friendly with her fellow inmates, except for having a better relationship with Lu Xiao, she is respectful of others, nodding and smiling, not taking the initiative to provoke, and not being too rejecting people thousands of miles away, she is always gentle, and no one will deliberately make things difficult for her.

Cheng Xunxun looks like a bun, but in fact, there are stones inside, and he is not such a person to provoke.

However, two days before the Chinese New Year, she had a big conflict with someone, and the cause was a very small thing.

I accidentally bumped into it while walking, but it wasn't really a big deal at all, but the person she bumped into was a big sister and wasn't so easy to mess with. Many people nodded at her, and it was she who hit people, but she in turn asked Cheng Xunxun to apologize.

Cheng Xunxun just glanced at her before apologizing, and because of this glance, he actually got married. When Cheng Xunxun was working, he could always feel that there was a gaze staring at her all the time, but when he turned his head, he didn't find anything.

On the day of the New Year, the prison organized a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and the dishes were slightly better than usual. Cheng Xunxun came to the dining hall first, Lu Xiao went to the toilet with an uncomfortable stomach, and Cheng Xunxun was ready to find a place to sit down after eating.

She quickly glanced at it, and found a corner location, and was about to pass over, when a sudden force suddenly turned behind her, making her center of gravity unstable for a moment, and she whispered, "Be careful." ”

However, the person standing opposite her did not dodge in the slightest, and there was a bowl of hot soup on her plate, which was splashed on the person in front of her in one fell swoop.

Before Cheng Xunxun could apologize, the person in front of him suddenly slammed the empty plate in his hand on the ground, reached out and grabbed Cheng Xunxun's hair, and dragged her head to the corner of the table without saying anything. Cheng Xunxun was knocked unconscious all of a sudden.

At this time, there were many people in the canteen, and there was a commotion.

The person who beat Cheng Xunxun was the eldest sister who had married her before, and I heard that she was mixed on the road when she was outside, and her methods were particularly ruthless, and she was a little strong. Cheng Xunxun was in her hands, like a rag doll, and she had no ability to resist at all. The whole person was dizzy, and the whole person's head hurt as if it was about to crack.

There was a commotion in my ears, there was a shouting and scolding, and there was a sharp scream. When she opened her eyes, those people were in front of her, and their facial expressions were very hideous, obviously Cheng was between them, but the sounds of those fights seemed to be far away from her.

The people in this prison are not as honest as they seem on the surface, and women are easy to form gangs and have small gangs, and the women in the prison are not fuel-efficient lamps.

It's been a good year, but there was a fight, and Cheng Xunxun didn't know how it ended in the end, she only felt as if someone had poured a glass of warm water on her head, and liquid slowly flowed down, staining her eyes red.

In the process of being unconscious, she woke up once in a daze, and faintly heard someone talking, as if to say, "Hurry up and get things out." ”

"She seemed to be awake. ”

"Hurry up. ”

Then she smelled a pungent smell, and then she passed out completely.

……

When night fell, when Zhou Yanqing was about to go out, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, and he took out his mobile phone while changing his shoes and took a look, the call was An Xuan.

He changed his shoes and went out before he picked up the phone, and before he could speak, he heard An Yu say on the other end of the phone: "Are you coming? ”

"Good. Zhou Yanqing answered and hung up the phone.

When Zhou Yanqing arrived at Star River, the atmosphere in the villa was very lively, everyone seemed to be joking about Chen Flails, and as soon as he entered, he heard their laughter.

"The fourth child is here. ”

Zhou Yanqing was holding some gifts in his hand, like a visiting guest, He Jiali saw it, glanced at him with a wry smile, and said: "What are you going to do when you go home and buy these, even if you have money, don't waste it so much, you work so hard, it's not easy to make money." ”

"It's all for you. ”

"Really?" He Jiali looked at it, it was indeed a tonic for the body, her face was dyed with joy, the maid wanted to come and hold it for her, but she avoided it, and pulled him to the living room with one free hand, and said, "Sit down first, and we will start eating in a while." ”

When Zhou Yanqing sat down, she turned her head and instructed the maid to make tea, and she went upstairs with the gifts.

Song Peili glanced at Zhou Yanqing with a smile, and asked with a smile: "Why did you come here so late, you are not busy today, right?"

"It's rare to have time, so I slept all day and got up when I went out. ”

"Awesome. Chen Xihe joked at a plate, saying: "I haven't slept for many years." ”

As soon as Zhou Yanqing appeared, the room was originally lively, but it was inexplicably quiet, An Yu came out of the bathroom, saw Zhou Yanqing and said with a smile: "You came, I just called you, I arrived so soon." ”

"There are not many cars on the road, and you said that everyone has arrived, and you are afraid that you will wait, so you will speed over. ”

Song Peili said: "Don't be afraid to wait, we have waited long enough for this day, not to miss that time, safety first." ”

As soon as the words fell, Song Jing, who had been in the kitchen, came over with a smile and said, "It's almost time, everyone is seated, and it's time to eat." ”

At this time, He Jiali also came down from upstairs, holding a red box in her hand, walked to Zhou Yanqing's side, stuffed the box into his palm, and said, "Take it, each of my children has one, I have prepared it a long time ago, and I finally have a chance to give it to you." ”

Zhou Yanqing wanted to refuse, but He Jiali squeezed his hand tightly and said with a smile: "You are my son, this was originally meant for you." ”

He thought about it, so he accepted it and said thank you, the smile on He Jiali's face froze for a moment, and soon showed a gentle smile, patted his back, and said, "Okay, okay, come down and eat, this is the first time our Song family has been together." ”

After she finished speaking, she suddenly seemed to remember something, glanced back at Song Peili, and said, "Where is Nanmu? Why hasn't he come back yet?"

Song Peili responded and said, "Xihe, give Nanmu a call to see if he is on the plane or has already arrived." ”

"Just called, already here, he told us not to wait. ”

"No, we have to wait for him to come back. He Jiali said.

Afterwards, the family sat in the restaurant and waited for Chen Nanmu to come back.

About twenty minutes later, the doorbell rang, the servant hurriedly opened the door, and Chen Nanmu and Xiao Jiang came in together, both of them were dusty servants. He Jiali immediately got up and went to the door to greet her, and when she saw Chen Nanmu's legs, she couldn't help frowning, and said, "Why don't you cover a blanket?"

"It doesn't matter. Mom, don't worry, I'm that old. ”

"No matter how old you are, you are still a child in my eyes. ”

Finally the family was reunited, and when Chen Nanmu was seated, after Song Jing finished speaking, she choked up inexplicably, her eyes were slightly red, she immediately turned her head sideways, quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, laughed, and said, "Today's meals are made by me, you must eat, you know?"

Song Peili and He Jiali could naturally understand Song Jing's mood at this moment, Song Peili reached out and patted her back gently, and said with a smile: "We should be happy today." ”

"yes, it should be a pleasure. Finally, we can celebrate the New Year happily, the fourth child is back, and our family is finally reunited. In just a few words, she choked up several times, excited and sad, finally got revenge, and finally came to the bitterness, but her heart suddenly felt a little empty.

Suddenly, the room was quiet, and everyone sat upright, smiling and looking at them in unison.

After a while, these people said in unison, as if they had said yes: "Happy New Year, bring the red envelope." ”

Only Zhou Yanqing and Chen Nanmu didn't move, An Yu sat beside Zhou Yanqing, bumped into him secretly, and signaled him with his eyes.

After a while, I only heard Chen Nanmu say weakly: "I'm so old, can I still get a red envelope?"

Immediately, everyone laughed, and the atmosphere became happy and warm.

"It's so big, and they look like children. Song Jing sneered, but still took out the red envelopes that had been prepared a long time ago from her pocket and divided them one by one.

When he was assigned to Zhou Yanqing, he paused slightly, he didn't stretch out his hand, he was a little embarrassed, but everyone else took it, and it didn't seem good if he didn't accept it.

Song Jing smiled and said: "Take it, this is the rule of our Song family, and the red envelopes will be distributed until we get married and start a family." ”

It's okay not to say this, but it's even more embarrassing to say it, Zhou Yanqing is a family, and he even has children. Song Peili coughed when he heard this, and Song Jing had already reacted that he might have said the wrong thing, so he quickly snorted, directly stuffed the red envelope into his hand, and said, "If you take it, you will have a happy share, not a lot of money." Don't be embarrassed. ”

Zhou Yanqing lowered his head and smiled, and also accepted the red envelope.

The atmosphere after that was quite harmonious, everyone talked and laughed, although Zhou Yanqing was not very involved, the smile on his face was always maintained very well, and he accompanied them to laugh and laugh at the right time.

After the meal, several people gathered a table of mahjong and came out, Zhou Yanqing wanted to avoid it, but he was still pulled to the seat to play with Song Peili and them.

After a few rounds, Zhou Yanqing lost all the money of the three red envelopes he got, and posted a lot, and then found an excuse to change people.

Chen Nanmu watched it for a while and then went to the living room to watch TV, Chen Flails and Xiao Jiang were accompanying him, Zhou Yanqing went to the toilet, and went over to sit on the single sofa.

Chen Nanmu glanced at him and asked with a smile: "Why don't you fight?" I just saw that you were not in the limelight and kept losing, so you gave up?"

"I'll have other things to do in a while, and I'll leave after sitting for a while. ”

"Oh. He nodded.

Chen Flail ate an orange, glanced at the two of them, and after sitting for a while, he walked away with interest.

Chen Nanmu took a sip of tea, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and said, "Where's your tea?"

"No, I can't sit long. ”

He chuckled and said, "Are you so sure you'll be able to go?"

Zhou Yanqing glanced at him sideways, smiled lightly, and said, "It should be possible, they should be able to understand me." ”

"My father was actually very persistent. ”

"I can see it. Zhou Yanqing thought about it, but couldn't help but ask, "What are you going to do when you go to the United States?"

"Want to ask about Zhou Chan?" Chen Nanmu raised his eyes, glanced at him, smiled lightly, and said: "It seems that you have not completely gotten rid of the identity of the Zhou family until now, Zhou Yanqing Everything we told you, that is not a story, it is a real thing, something that really happened to us." ”

As he spoke, he rolled up his sleeves and exposed his arm, which was covered with a scald scar, "You are from the Song family." ”

"I know. It's just that whether this sentence is reminding me, or reminding yourself, I think you know better than me. ”

Chen Nanmu smiled slightly, the expression on his face remained unchanged, and after the two looked at each other for a few seconds, he withdrew his gaze, straightened his sleeves, and said, "Zhou Chan is okay for the time being." ”

"In fact, feelings will always pass with the passage of time, as long as they are not entangled, they are fine. Slowly, she will become the person in the memory, and what is unforgettable is just the feeling in the memory. ”

"Are you telling me that you don't love Zhou Chan anymore?"

Chen Nanmu didn't answer, just smiled slightly and drank tea. Circumference women's bus.

Zhou Yanqing sat until nine o'clock before leaving, Song Peili didn't embarrass him too much, they all knew who Zhou Yanqing was going to see next. When Zhou Yanqing arrived at Oak Bay, Xu's mother hadn't slept yet, and Xiaonuo hadn't slept either, but she was already a little sleepy, lying motionless on Xu's mother's body.

When Xu Ma saw Zhou Yanqing, she was very excited and said, "Sir, you are finally here." ”

"Well, did Arnold sleep?"

"I'm sleepy. ”

"Put him to sleep, and when he sleeps, I'll go back." I'm going to pack my things and I'm going to go out for a few days. Zhou Yanqing sat beside her and glanced at Xiaonuo, I don't know when he had fallen asleep.

Mother Xu thought for a while and said, "Sir." Otherwise, or you tell them that I'll take Xiaonuo to meet Xun, okay?"

"Mother Xu, why do you ask knowingly. ”

"But ......"

Zhou Yanqing didn't give her a chance to say more, and said lightly: "Don't say this kind of thing again in the future, I have divorced Xun Xun, and the custody of the child is mine, I don't want them to meet." ”

Mother Xu frowned, although she didn't go out much, she still watched the news, and she was also very concerned about Zhou Yanqing's affairs, more or less guessed something, thought about it, and after all, she didn't ask anything, nodded and said hello.

Zhou Yanqing only stayed for an hour and left, pushed open the door and went out, and saw An Yu standing on the side of his car, with his hands in the pockets of his coat, his scarf covering most of his face, his head down, and he was walking back and forth, probably hearing footsteps, she stopped, glanced at him a little, and said, "Why did you leave while I went to the toilet, and you disappeared as soon as you came out." ”

"I want to say that I came with you to see the baby, but you left first, just now I wanted to ring the doorbell, but I was afraid that the baby would sleep and noisy him, so I had to wait for you at the door. An Yu looked up at the dark night and said with a smile: "The weather is really good today, it doesn't rain or snow, it's just a little cold." ”

"Still not going home when it's cold?"

"I don't want to go back, my home is lonely, and I'm alone. An Xuan pouted.

"I'll send you back. Zhou Yanqing unlocked the car, walked to the side of the car, opened the car door and didn't go up directly, as if he thought of something, and said: "There should be a room for you in the villa in Star River, or I will send you back to Star River, you choose." ”

An Yu didn't move, shook his body, tilted his head and said, "I'll invite you to supper, I still have three red envelopes, how about it?"

"I'm going to wake up early tomorrow, I'm going back to pack my things and want to rest early. ”

"But you can't sleep at 12 o'clock. ”

"I called Luo Xing. Zhou Yanqing said, and directly took out his mobile phone, ready to call.

An Yu smiled: "Okay, then the three of us will be fine together." ”

Zhou Yanqing ignored her words, and directly called Luo Xing and made an appointment in the civic square.

An Yu sat in the passenger seat, Zhou Yanqing focused on driving, and she glanced at him from time to time. After a while, he laughed to himself. The expression on Zhou Yanqing's face remained unchanged, as if she hadn't heard her laughter.

"You will send me to Luo Xing in a while, are you going to leave?"

Zhou Yanqing didn't speak.

She laughed again, and then said seriously: "Seriously, I doubt that you are matching me with Luo Xing." ”

"Is it so hard for you to have a late-night snack?"

No matter what she said, Zhou Yanqing always drove seriously, paid full attention, and didn't talk to her.

When the car arrived at the Civic Square, Zhou Yanqing found a place to park the car, and took her to meet Luo Xing.

An Yu followed behind him, and when he stopped, An Yu bumped into him without paying attention, and Zhou Yanqing did not move.

"Ah, sorry, I'm a little distracted. An Yu hurriedly took a step back.

"It's okay, then I'll go first, you also go home early, don't play too late. Zhou Yanqing turned around and casually instructed.

"Good. An Yu looked up and smiled at him, and when Zhou Yanqing was about to leave, she seemed to think of something, reached out and grabbed his clothes, and said, "You wait." ”

"How?"

"Pick me up tomorrow, I don't want to drive. ”

Zhou Yanqing glanced at her, was silent for a while, and then nodded and said, "Okay." ”

"Well, then I'll be waiting for you at the door tomorrow, don't forget. ”

"You know, even if I forget, they won't forget you. ”

"Not necessarily. She smiled lightly, let go of her hand, waved at him, and said, "You go, goodbye." ”

Luo Xing has been standing by and watching, and An Yu has been watching Zhou Yanqing's figure disappear before turning around and saying, "Then let's go eat barbecue." ”

"Hmm. Luo Xing responded.

"I'm sorry, I'm bothering you again, every time I look for him, he always pulls you out to accompany me. ”

"You know the result, so why bother. ”

An Yu tightened her coat and only smiled and did not speak.

"Anyu, you know that he has no feelings for you anymore, so why bother. ”

"Don't talk about this, let's have some fun during the New Year. How about going to the fireworks later?"

An Yu has always avoided talking about this matter, Luo Xing always wanted to persuade her, but as soon as she said An Yu, she changed the topic, and she always refused to listen to persuasion. Her unwillingness has always prevailed, and she is afraid that she will not be able to listen to what she says.

The next day, Zhou Yanqing called Chen Xihe early, and then he waited for Chen Xihe at the gate of the community, and when the two converged, he went to pick up An Yu.

The family was going to the old house, divided into two cars.

Zhou Yanqing slept late yesterday, closed his eyes and recuperated after getting in the car, and never opened his eyes during the whole drive.

Song Peili looked for a lot of land before the year, and after looking for a long time, he still couldn't find a better place than the geographical location of the Zhou Mansion, so he decided to renovate the original Zhou Mansion and arranged it to be carried out after the New Year.

And the house and cemetery of his hometown, under his supervision, were all closed before the year.

The day before the Chinese New Year, he also found someone to go to his hometown to clean up and decorate the house, preparing for the first day of the Lunar New Year.

When they arrived, it was already evening, and it was getting dark. At the door of the house stood two servants, specially to greet them, and hung two strings of firecrackers.

When they went in, Song Peili personally lit the firecrackers, and in the crackling sound, they returned home in the real sense.

The building of the house, Song Peili was built according to the old house in his memory, almost identical, of course, there are changes, it is more perfect than the old house in the past, and the greening of the backyard is particularly exquisite.

When they arrived, the sky began to snow, and the sprinkling of the ocean added a lot of flavor to this year, and in the countryside, the atmosphere of the New Year was even stronger.

Every household is very lively, and it is said that there are customs and activities in this village during the New Year, and the night of the first day of the new year is particularly lively.

They came at the right time.

They entered the house, went to their rooms, put down their luggage, and went to the restaurant to eat. After dinner, the family went out to participate in the activities of the village, and there was a bonfire.

There are still snowflakes in the sky, and the weather in the mountains is very cold, but the enthusiasm of the villagers is like fire, and the atmosphere is warm.

Zhou Yanqing only looked at the periphery for a while, and then walked away, he was not in such a mood, and An Yan was always by his side, occasionally saying a few words, but not much. That is, to accompany him to take a walk around the village, red lanterns are lit at the door of every house, and the atmosphere of the party is almost full of every corner of the village.

The two of them walked one after the other, and Zhou Yanqing knew that this person couldn't be driven away, so he didn't bother to say anything.

The house is still a little gloomy, even if the heating is on, Zhou Yanqing feels a chill, and he hasn't slept well all night.

When I got up early the next day, I opened the window and saw a white expanse, dyed a little red in the snow, which was very beautiful.

It snowed all night last night, and overnight, it became a snowy world.

Song Peili decided to go up to sweep the tomb today, even if the snow didn't stop, they also went up the mountain with black umbrellas.

The cemetery is very well repaired, one by one, and the words on the tombstone are also very complete. I think Song Peili really put a lot of thought into it, but there are no photos.

Song Xuejin's children and grandchildren will never know what their grandfather or grandfather looks like.

The snow closed the mountain, and they originally planned to stay for three days and go back, but the snow fell for three days in a row, and they couldn't get out, so they had to stay and wait for the road to open, and it was not too late to go out.

On this day, Zhou Yanqing was bored in the room, so he thought about going to the courtyard in the back.

Coincidentally, in the courtyard, she heard An Yu calling, she was hiding to call, and Zhou Yanqing left silently, so she didn't see it.

"Done?"

I don't know what the person on the other end of the phone said, An Yu said: "As long as she really forgets everything, I will pay you when I go back." ”

Zhou Yanqing was stunned, and the day before yesterday he received news that Cheng Xunxun was beaten for making trouble in prison. He had been thinking about this for the past two days, and now when he heard An Yu's words, he naturally thought of a piece.

As soon as An Yu hung up the phone, Zhou Yanqing's voice rang behind her.

The tone was a little colder than the weather, "What's the matter?"

An Yu was startled, the mobile phone in his hand almost fell, looked back at him, smiled calmly, and said, "It's nothing, my private matter." ”

"Private matter? do you really think I don't know?" he took a step forward and stepped directly into the flower bed, "Did you do the beating of Cheng Xunxun in prison?"

"Did you promise me that as long as she goes to jail, as long as I don't entangle her in the future, you will let her go. So, what are you doing now? Can you give me an explanation?"

An Yu took a few steps back, and then there was no way back, she held her mobile phone and looked at him, and said, "We are also for her good." ”

"Really, are you really doing it for her good?"

"Have you forgotten her previous suicide? We just let her lose all her memories and live again, what are you afraid of? Forget everything, this is the best choice for Cheng Xunxun, do you still want to be with her? So you are afraid that she will forget you?"

Zhou Yanqing glared at her fiercely, and after a few seconds, he turned around angrily, he couldn't help but stop, and he didn't know when Song Peili was standing behind him.

He paused, frowned slightly, looked at him deeply, lowered his head slightly, and walked back quickly.

An Yu looked at his back, the hand holding the phone tightened, and after a moment, he turned his head sideways and glanced at Song Peili. [$Wonderful] [pen$i] [-Cabinet] .com

At night, the door of Zhou Yanqing's room suddenly rang, and Zhou Yanqing, who was lying on the bed, did not wake up, as if he was asleep. The man with a mask walked up to him silently and put a small bottle in front of his nose.

……

When Cheng Xunxuan woke up, in the ward in the prison, she opened her eyes and there was no one around her, only her, one hand handcuffed, connected to the bed. She moved slightly, and a sharp pain came from her head, and she took a breath.

At this time, the cell door opened with a bang, and Lu Xiao came in from outside, and when she saw that she had woken up, she showed a hint of joy, walked quickly to the edge of the bed, and said, "You are finally awake." ”

Cheng Xunxun glanced at her, his eyes were full of strangeness, and after staring at her face for a long time, he asked sneeringly, "Do you know me?"

"Huh?" Lu Xiao was stunned, "I'm Lu Xiao, your cellmate." ”

"Cellmate, am I in jail, why, who am I?" her eyes were blank, and she looked at her blankly, waiting for Lu Xiao to give her an answer.