Mr. Song was slightly surprised by my resignation, and I always stretched out my hands to hand out my resignation to him, and out of politeness, Mr. Song still took it.

Mr. Song may think so, because the company had plans to fire me some time ago, and I am a young man who is angry and has a good face, so even if I don't open it now, I don't want to do it myself.

He said: "Xiao Zhou, I don't think you should be the one who retreats when you encounter some difficulties. ”

I smiled, "Thank you for your care during this time, I have also learned a lot in the company, but I feel that I still know too little now, and I want to practice again." ”

"You don't think about it anymore?" asked Mr. Song.

I was very determined in my heart, so I said, "I have decided, I want to study abroad, and if the company is willing to use me in the future, I am willing to come back." ”

Because I decided to leave now, I have less humility and restraint towards Mr. Song, and now he is like an elder in my eyes, so I smile a little naughtily, but it is very sincere.

Mr. Song thought about it slightly and said, "I'll give you some time to think about it." ”

I nodded, thinking that it was a process, as it should be, and I said, "I will do the work carefully before the handover, then I will go out first." ”

To do things is to have a beginning and an end, for me to run to work in other people's companies, only a few months to do it, fluttering around and not doing this thing, in fact, I feel guilty in my heart. In order to make up for this guilt, it is even more important to do a good job of the work that should be done.

This work experience is also very valuable, this is the first transit station for me to come out of the campus and face the society, and this stop allows me to soberly sort out my life for the first time.

I resigned, in the end, Li Baitian knew, that day I was sitting at home and chewing on a book, it was Yuan Ze who recommended it to me, an entry-level book for the graduate school entrance examination in business administration, which was not too difficult for me.

Wang Meili didn't get off work, and Li Baitian came to knock on my door.

Glancing at the books on my coffee table, I asked, "Did you resign?"

I nodded, I felt that there was nothing to make a fuss about, I asked Xue to do things, and I always said that I would do it vigorously, my style, Li Baitian should know.

He sat down on the couch and asked, puzzled, "What do you think, why don't you do it?" Isn't it what happened last time, I already asked my sister to say hello to Lao Song, you just have to work hard. ”

Well, Li Baitian still mixed up with that matter for a long time, but because of my good face, he was reluctant to tell me.

I said, "No, I just don't think that job is right for me right now?"

"Then what do you want to do," Li Baitian's attitude, like a parent looking at an ignorant child, randomly softened his tone, "What do you want to do, in Beijing, I can still find you a satisfactory job?"

I put down the book and said patiently, "I feel like finding a job is my own business, and you don't have to help me." ”

Li Baitian still couldn't understand, "What's wrong with me helping you?"

Hey, forget it, don't bother with him, I don't plan to work now. I said, "I'm going to prepare for graduate school, I'm afraid I won't be able to juggle my work, and this time I can't do it the same as last time." ”

He said, "Hey, I don't understand, why do you have to read so many books as a woman?"

Li Baitian thinks that women can do their own things, and they don't need to mix how awesome and prosperous they are, he is a bit machismo, thinking that women's lives are attached to men anyway. Li Baitian and his sister are very capable, although this level of ability is related to family resources, but people do have brushes.

But such a capable woman met an irresponsible husband, in the eyes of Li Baitian, it was still unfortunate.

On the issue of Li Wei, Li Baitian and I can never agree with each other.

I said, "I just want to learn something else." "Li Baitian still thinks that I am a brain pump, and I am tossing and turning. I thought about it for a while and asked him a serious question, "Li Baitian, do you have a dream?"

"Yes. Li Baitian replied crisply.

His dream is his art, he has what he loves, for that love, whether it is getting up at four o'clock in the morning, or staying up late for a few days without sleep, he doesn't feel hard, but for this dream, the more he pays, the more happy and down-to-earth his heart is.

I said, "But I didn't have a dream, never had." When I was in junior high school, my dream was to go to high school, to go to university in high school, to go to graduate school in college, and to work if I didn't get into graduate school. And what about after work?"

"Find someone to marry. "Li Baitian gave me a very worldly answer.

I smiled, "You said some time ago that I was confused, and I was indeed confused, but not only this time, in fact, I have been confused since I was in school." I thought I had been thinking about it all along, and I felt that I knew what I wanted, but I couldn't really say what I wanted. What kind of academic tyrant and test god, now that I think about it, I used to study so hard, completely for the exam, for the grades, and for the sake of learning. ”

"It's different now, I really found that I didn't know too much, and I wanted to go on to graduate school, not for academic qualifications, but to understand. I've decided on this, whether it's worth it or not, I just think it's worth it. ”

I'm not sure if I convinced Lee or not, but convincing him wasn't that important. I'm just expressing my point and giving him a reason.

Li Baitian was still displeased, but he endured it, at least learning was not a bad thing. He said, "So where are you going to take the exam?" and glanced at the book on the table, "Still cross-departmental?"

I said, "When I went abroad, I also saw the customs of foreign countries by the way." ”

Li Baitian was anxious, "It's not Zhou Wenxue, what's the matter with you, how can you learn from those fake foreign devils, what's wrong in the country, you ......"

Li Baitian's anxious appearance made the people who watched it very irritable, and my tone was a little heavier, "Oh, can you listen to people well! Aren't I just going out for a year or two, and I won't come back in the future." ”

Li Baitian held his forehead and sighed, as if he was a little unacceptable. After a moment of silence, he still had to accept it, he knew he couldn't influence my decision.

Then he asked, "Where are you going?"

I said, "It should be the UK, I discussed it with Yuan Ze, he has classmates over there, and he can take care of it." The semester is also shorter over there. ”

"Yuan Ze. When Li Baitian spit out this name, he gritted his teeth slightly, probably because he was not convinced, sat up and looked at me and said, "You discuss with Yuan Ze, why can't you discuss with me first? I also have friends abroad." ”

I said, "Doesn't he know this better than you?" ”

"I ......" I didn't know what Li Baitian wanted to say, anyway, he didn't say anything, looked at me with a stern gaze, and finally nodded, "Yes, he understands better than me." ”

He pursed his lips, and I could tell he wasn't happy.

A comforting sentence, "Okay, it's not right away, isn't this still gnawing on a book." ”

"Whatever. Leaving such a sentence, Li Baitian left.

I know that Li Baitian is reluctant to give me, and I will also be a little reluctant to him. Although we have been in contact with each other very little recently, we are door-to-door in the end, and I don't feel panic when I think that person is next door, and I can see him at any time when I need it. Just like when I used to be at the University of China, sometimes I didn't have much contact for a semester, and I didn't miss it very much.

The huge space distance makes it easier for the longing to spread, and what we are afraid of is not the departure of a person, but the distance that we want to touch.

But reluctant to go, what should go has to go, just like Yuan Ze and I think, no one can be anyone's whole life, when we are young, we should first manage ourselves well, only by understanding our own management, can we have the ability to help and take care of the people around us.

Although Li Baitian does not have a strong concept, hasn't he always done the same?

I'm only twenty-two years old this year, he's twenty-four, even if it's another year, two years and three years, everyone is not old, what are you afraid of. If after all these years, they forget about each other, there is nothing to be afraid of.

The past will always pass, and the future will always come.

Li Baitian blamed me, blamed me for not telling him when I was in trouble at work, blamed me for making the decision to go abroad, and reluctantly informed him, blamed me for not giving him a chance to participate in my life.

I have nothing to say.

The autumn breeze is getting cooler, each of us is doing our own thing, Wang Meili has met a new man, and the two of them are fighting hotly. Li Baitian discovered a new hobby, and now he is quite interested in wedding etiquette, Yuan Ze still plays his ball and tries to do club management.

I read books, went to the library, and learned about things related to going abroad.

Everyone is busy with their own work, and there are few opportunities to meet each other. Yuan Ze and I can still see each other often, because sometimes, I want to ask him to accompany me to the library to pick up books, and he will occasionally accompany me to make a bubble, and the two of us will sit in a careful corner, I will nibble on a book, he will flip through sports magazines, and he will bring me a cup of coffee. When I walked out of the library, if it was cold, I was afraid that my coat would be taken off for me.

I don't know at what moment, I suddenly found that Yuan Ze had gradually replaced the original position of Li Baitian beside me.

And I bumped into Li Baitian when I came home from the library that day. It's not a long way off, and I'm going to trot back as a sport.

On a dark day, the road is no longer crowded, and the crowd is bustling with neon flashes. I jogged down the road, not caring about those superfluous glances, knowing what I was doing and not doubting myself.

Passing by an entertainment club, I saw Li Baitian at the door. Li Baitian was with a woman, I couldn't see the woman's appearance clearly from a distance, I only saw the woman bending over and vomiting, she was wearing very thin clothes on this cold day, a hip skirt that just reached the thighs, and sequins on her clothes.

One more look at the neon sign, and I think I know what this woman's profession is.