58. Love is not without ego
As the saying goes, life is a journey, and you may overturn somewhere. No, one carelessly, my little train derailed.
He glanced carefully at the woman behind Xiao Shaofeng, and didn't want to be too embarrassed, so he smiled and said, "I'm sorry, it's so late." I couldn't have come at the right time. ”
Xiao Shaofeng looked at me helplessly, while Hu Nana, who was standing behind him, remained silent.
These two people, no one is ready to explain.
I knew it would be redundant to stand here, shrugged my shoulders, and said, "Okay, you guys talk slowly, I'll go first." ”
Without waiting for Xiao Shaofeng to answer, I turned around and left. After walking about two steps, a figure suddenly appeared behind me, grabbed my wrist, and said, "It's not what you think......"
I didn't look back, took a deep breath, and said, "Yes, it's just a coincidence that I bumped into the same woman in your house twice." I know. ”
The strength of his wrist suddenly deepened, and Xiao Shaofeng's heavy breathing was next to his ears, obviously, he was already unhappy at this moment.
But it's none of my business, my mother, I came to see you with all my might, but I was not happy that you had such a trouble with me.
"You can't just listen to me. ”
I immediately turned around, looked at Xiao Shaofeng, and said, "Okay, then you tell me, in the middle of the night, a woman appeared at your house, could it be that you are talking about Asia-Pacific economic cooperation and development?"
I didn't control my emotions well, and I didn't know how to accept the reality in front of me for a while. Who said that a woman in love has a zero IQ, I obviously have no IQ.
Just when the two of us were at a stalemate, the sound of "oh oh" came, Hu Nana calmly walked past us, glanced at me, and said with a displeased face: "Then Xiao Shao, let's talk about it next time?"
Xiao Shaofeng didn't reply, probably because my behavior just now made him lose face, and he acquiesced.
Hu Nana's figure walked farther and farther, and only the two of us were left in place. My heart was swaying, and I didn't give Xiao Shaofeng a good look.
He sighed and said, "You're going to stand here all the time?"
I was irritated: "You care about me." Stand wherever I want. ”
Xiao Shaofeng was on fire, staring at me tightly with a pair of peach blossom eyes, and before two seconds, he dragged me indoors. I didn't change my shoes and struggled to get out. But he didn't care, and dragged me from the door, knowing that he was dragging me to the door of the bedroom.
Dumb Treasure heard the movement and walked from the nest, followed behind us, and wagged his tail curiously.
Xiao Shaofeng kicked the door open and dragged me inside. I slammed at the door, reluctant to enter the door, and said in a very tough tone: "Xiao Shaofeng, if you don't explain this matter to me well today, don't want me to go in." ”
Xiao Shaofeng swept over with a cold face, and I was immediately frightened and shrunk my head. One was not careful, and was dragged to the bed by Xiao Shaofeng and thrown over.
I was thrown into bed.
Xiao Shaofeng stood at the door and roared: "Dog, today Lao Tzu wants to teach your mother a lesson, you stay outside and listen to me!"
I listened to the sound so intensely that I shrank my head in fright.
Wasn't I too irrational just now? What if I misunderstand? Also, when did I dare to lose my temper with Xiao Shaofeng?
The bedroom door slammed shut, Xiao Shaofeng threw out the slippers with his long legs, and arrived at the bed in a few steps, looked at me, and said, "Yang Xiaofei, before I get angry, you apologize to me immediately." ”
I'm not wrong, why should I apologize. I hid under the covers and tried to play dead.
Xiao Shaofeng saw that I didn't react, suddenly lifted the quilt, pulled my long ears, and said, "Deaf?
When I heard this, I was furious, obviously he did something wrong, how did it become my fault. No, I'll have to be tough today.
So I shook off his hand and said, "The physical examination that was only done on National Day this year has a good body, 5.2 eyesight, and a perfect score for hearing." No genetic history!"
Xiao Shaofeng was stunned by what I said, shook his head helplessly, and said, "What kind of nerves did you have on that big night? ”
He actually told me the time?
I stood up angrily, and finally stood up to Xiao Shaofeng, and said condescendingly: "On the big night, what do you meet with Hu Nana?"
"Talk about things. ”
"What are you talking about?" I didn't give up, but I couldn't hide the sourness in my heart. It's all about coming home, Xiao Shaofeng, are you teasing me?
"You don't understand anything at work. Xiao Shaofeng avoided my gaze and explained forcefully.
If I hadn't seen his expression, I'd have listened to it, but my eyes were full of self-blame and disguise on his face, which made me even more sure that there was something wrong with it.
What Lu Mochuan said is right, once a man is unwilling to admit his relationship with you, there are only two possibilities, and I, unfortunately, belong to the second type - Xiao Shaofeng, I am not ready to admit it at all.
What are you crying about? Crying doesn't solve the problem. It's a monster who can't cry, it's a waste that can only cry, I, Yang Xiaofei, am by no means a waste.
"Xiao Shaofeng," I sniffed and said, "I asked you the last time, did you have a ...... with Hu Nana?"
Xiao Shaofeng raised his head suddenly, glanced at me irritably, and said, "What the hell are you doing today? ”
Not for the first time. It's not the first time Hu Nana has appeared in his residence.
There are so important things that cannot be talked about outside. Do you have to talk to your home?
"Then let me ask you again, in your Xiao Daxia's heart, where am I, Yang Xiaofei, in?" I wiped the tears from my face and asked in a choked voice.
"Yang Xiaofei, what do you want to say?" Xiao Shaofeng waved his hand irritably and said, "I just have a cooperative relationship with her, believe it or not!"
"What about me?" said unwillingly, trying to hear the answer he wanted.
Xiao Shaofeng sighed and muttered in a low voice, "Sure enough...... Women are just as troublesome. ”
I looked at him in surprise, at the man in front of me who I had liked for five years, trembling involuntarily, trembling, and squatting on the edge of the bed.
When Xiao Shaofeng saw me like this, he immediately changed his tone and said, "Yang Xiaofei, there are too many troubles today, don't come here to make trouble, okay?"
This sentence is like a basin of cold water, watered from beginning to end, and I feel cold when I hear it.
It turns out that as Lu Mochuan said, I am not a special one.
It never was.
Even a sentence of explanation has to be in such an impatient tone.
Therefore, it is too upside down, and it just makes people feel that it is cheap.
It's okay to lose face, it's okay to lose your innocence, but we can't lose our self-esteem.
I slowly got out of bed, wiped the tears on my face, plucked up my courage, took out my wallet, took out the last two 100 yuan yuan, threw them on the bed, and said, "I ran here in the middle of the night to tell you that I slept with you last night and forgot to give money." ”
Without waiting for Xiao Shaofeng to answer, I quickly walked towards the door. opened the door, glanced at the dumb treasure standing at the door, and reluctantly walked out of the door.
Men are the most lying animals. Xiao Shaofeng also lied to me, except for his hot mom, the only woman I have ever been here.
Thinking about Hu Nana, the answer naturally pops up.
A cold wind blew my nose down. With each step, my heart became more sad. I don't know who to call, I don't have the courage to call Cher. I wanted to call my mother, but I was afraid that he would be worried, so after thinking about it, I thought of Mr. Lu and pressed his phone.
Mr. Lu answered the phone and rushed over, before he arrived, I sat alone in front of the platform, staring at Xiao Shaofeng's number in a daze. When he saw me, he was also stunned, and hurriedly opened the car door and stuffed me in.
There was air conditioning in the car, which was quite warm. I eased up for a while before I popped up a few words: "I gave Xiao Shaofeng two hundred yuan." Came out on their own. ”
Lu Mochuan looked surprised, but didn't say much. Tell me to fasten my seatbelt and take me to a nearby bar.
During this period, I secretly looked at my mobile phone, but Xiao Shaofeng did not call.
After taking his seat, Mr. Lu asked for a bottle of whiskey, added two pieces of ice to it, and swallowed it in one gulp.
I looked at him in amazement and said, "Just drink like this, you're going to feel better." ”
I picked up the cup in disbelief, tilted my head, and drank it with a "gurgling".
There was a burst of heat in his throat, and his heart was burning and painful, but it was strong enough.
I looked at the swaying wine and came two more.
I told Mr. Lu that it had been five years, and when the cows and horses were all coping, why were they really together, only to suddenly find that what they were forced to come for was not what they wanted.
Just want an answer. Why, with him, would be so extravagant.
I used to just think that it was a test to fall in love with someone who was so different from my status. Now it seems that spiritual communication is also essential.
Xiao Shaofeng doesn't like me.
Got this very unwanted answer though. Still, I knew.
A long time ago, I, Cher, had dinner with him. Cher frowned, he would be nervous for three points. And in my case, when Hu Nana was found to be visiting late at night, he didn't care, and he was upset with an explanation.
After a night of confusion, what is exchanged for more cherishing is not more cherished, but more despised.
For five years, he likes beautiful women, I learn to dress up, he likes cultured women, and I read a classic every day. He likes fashionable and hot women, and when I look for a job, I have to find a position related to fashion, even if it's just as an assistant, and I run out to deliver documents in the summer.
I did everything he liked, but I forgot that Xiao Shaofeng had already been stereotyped, and it was impossible to make more changes for anyone.
Thinking about Cher again, fortunately, she didn't confess to her on impulse. Perhaps, she is the goddess in Xiao Shaofeng's mind. And I will always be the little follower who follows him and admires him.
Mr. Lu said that to love someone is to constantly improve yourself. However, it is not so selfless.
Today's events tell us that Xiao Shaofeng and I are only suitable to be friends for the time being. And not a couple.
I'm right to think about it, as for last night's incident, let me treat it as a dream, and wake up from the dream as if it never happened, right?
I want Xiao Shaofeng to know that I, Yang Xiaofei, am a temperamental woman. I, to be myself!
Xiao Shaofeng, from today onwards, we can no longer play happily.
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