When I heard the name from Lu Jingzhong's mouth, the ballpoint pen in my hand scratched the paper of the homework book, and my heartbeat stopped irrepressibly.

Behind him, Lu Jingzhong's faint footsteps gradually approached, and his slender fingers reached over and took away the paper I had padded under my wrist, and said, "Let's change it." ”

I raised my head and glanced at Lu Jingzhong, seeing his deep outline, I grabbed his fingers, I felt that I was going to say something, if I didn't say it, it seemed like there was something irreparable, but I moved my lips, but I still didn't know what to say.

When I went to bed at night, Lu Jingzhong didn't say anything, just warmed a glass of milk for me as usual, and after giving me a drink, I lay on the bed first, without looking at the tablet or phone, just lying on his side, with his back to me.

I whispered, "Did I turn off the lights?"

Lu Jingzhong didn't move, he still lay quietly.

I turned off the light, pillowed on the pillow, turned to look at the back of Lu Jingzhong's head, wanted him to turn around, and called out cautiously: "Lu Jingzhong......"

In such a quiet night, the breathing could be heard, and after a while, I didn't feel sleepy at all, lying on my back and looking at the ceiling, Lu Jingzhong may have fallen asleep.

It turned out that I was so accustomed to Lu Jingzhong's hug.

I looked at the back of Lu Jingzhong's head and said, "Maomao, I think about it clearly now, my feelings for Teacher Lu are just a student's feelings for teachers, it is respect, and it can be regarded as liking, but it is not that kind of like, not the kind of liking I like you......"

I spoke a little incoherently, and I didn't know how to express my feelings at all, but Lu Jingzhong only moved his shoulders slightly, still facing away from me.

I struggled for a while, got out of bed from the side of the bed, didn't wear slippers, went around the end of the bed, gently lifted the corner of Lu Jingzhong's quilt, lay down lightly, pulled his arm away, curled up in Lu Jingzhong's arms, smelled the fresh smell of his body, and felt very relieved.

Suddenly, Lu Jingzhong's arms wrapped around my waist and brought it forward, and his warm lips kissed the tips of my hair: "Lie so far away, and you're not afraid of falling." ”

As soon as I raised my head slightly, I saw Lu Jingzhong's bright eyes in the dark, and moved his lips: "I ......"

Lu Jingzhong stretched out a finger to my lips, and then covered my eyes with his palm: "Good night." ”

When I closed my eyes, I felt very stable with the sound of Lu Jingzhong's gentle breathing in my ears.

When I first met Lu Jingzhong in the small bar in the west of Yangcheng City, a question suddenly flashed in my mind, why did Lu Jingzhong appear in Yangcheng at that time, in that bar?

moved his lips and wanted to ask, but when he opened his eyes, he saw Lu Jingzhong's eyelashes trembling closely, and his brain was a little short-circuited, what did he want to ask just now?

Lu Jing stroked my back again, and I shrunk into his arms again, kissed him lightly on the lips, and said with my mouth, "Good night." ”

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Lu Jingzhong's buddies from City C left the next day, and they came again before leaving.

Because the rented house wasn't big in the first place, they seemed to have something to say, so I just went out and breathed.

It was another cloudy day, dreary, and it seemed like it was approaching evening even though it was in the morning.

I came out in a hurry, forgot to wear a coat and didn't bring a wallet, I wanted to buy a hot drink, and I only found a dollar on my body, so I simply turned around and went back, thinking about wearing a coat and taking my wallet.

I just walked to the door and was about to knock, but the door opened from the inside, I was strange, only to hear a voice from inside: "Two days before the Chinese New Year, Lu Zhengqian and his wife divorced and went to court." ”