Chapter 132: I'm afraid I can't wait
Chapter 132: I'm afraid I can't wait
For a moment, Chu Ce almost couldn't believe his ears, he even thought that what he heard was not Lin Zien's voice, although the woman standing in front of him did gently move her lips.
After a while, he finally came back to his senses, and barely pulled out a wry smile of embarrassment, "I understand what you mean, but understanding intellectually does not mean that the heart can carry it out! I don't understand, I know that you don't like me, and I don't have me in my heart, but why do I still love you so much? I can give up everything when I love you to the point of discouragement! Even what I swore to never do before, I don't want to give up now! Maybe, I don't understand what love is, does love make people fragile or firm?
I don't understand! I have never been able to know why people fall in love with another person, I guess maybe there is a gap in everyone's heart, it is a hole, that hole is pouring a biting cold wind into the soul, so everyone desperately needs a heart of the right shape to fill it, you let me be good to Susan, even if Susan is a perfect circle like the sun, but the gap in my heart may be a crooked zigzag, so, even if you hate me and despise me, I want to say that no one can fill the hole in my heart except you!”
Lin Zien looked at Chu Ce quietly, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth that he had nothing to say, I don't know why, Chu Ce looked at her smile, and suddenly thought of the call he received before coming here, it was from Dai Qing, who was good friends with him in the circle, saying that there would be a heavyweight in his cousin's club tonight, and invited him to show up together, in order to support the door, he came as the young master of the Chu family, but on the way to come, he had already lined up all the heavyweights he could think of, and he never expected that heavyweight- It turned out to be Lin Zien.
"In the blink ......of an eye, it's been almost four years since I was separated, I haven't missed you for a day, all the time, every minute, I always think, what is the meaning of my life without you?
Chu Ce said incoherently, his almost crazy gaze stared at her eyes, as if to determine what she meant, but the cold and detached eyes clearly told him a frustrated fact, that is, he read pity and disgust from it—suddenly, there was a pain like a pinprick in his heart, and the difference in a thought turned out to be the end of the world! has been stubbornly loving her in my heart for so many years, it turns out that only when I really lose it can I understand that the love does not belong to me after all, it is not the end of the ending, so I can only lick and wipe my wounds alone in the dark night, and I can't heal for the rest of my life.
As if hearing some cold joke, Lin Zien didn't laugh angrily, "Chu Ce, what happened back then, if you care about the pain in your heart, then you might as well look back at the wounds in other people's hearts!" Four years ago, because of his unfirm attitude, she was abandoned and humiliated in public by Director Mi Renci, which can not only be described as a wound, it is the shame of her soft-heartedness, and the shame that cannot be erased in her life.
Before she finished speaking, she saw Chu Ce's eyes full of surprise, his face suddenly became crazy, and he said in a hurried tone, "Zien, so to speak, you are also in pain after breaking up? Is it because of me? So, since it is because of me, then fulfill my dream of starting over, okay?"
After speaking, Chu Ce seemed to be a different person, the original decadence was swept away, like a chicken blood, he suddenly took a step closer, and shouted excitedly, "You will promise me, right?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a majestic man's voice sound—
"Presumptuous, what do you want my girlfriend to promise you?"
Lin Zien turned his head to look, and saw Huo Jingchen stepping forward quickly, first pushing away Chu Ce, who seemed to him to be too close to Lin Zien, and then lightly grabbed Lin Zien on his chest, his face was calm, and he couldn't see joy or anger.
"Cousin, I'...... Zien and I used to be ...... Oh, I didn't ask her to promise anything, I ...... Just now it was just out of control for a while, I'm sorry ......" Chu Ce's face was red and white, he understood Huo Jingchen's style of acting, and he knew even more about how strong Huo Jingchen's hidden anger under his weak appearance would become once triggered. No matter what aspect he considered, he didn't dare or wanted to provoke Huo Jingchen, who was inclined to the business world, so he had to speak incoherently and mix embarrassing explanations, but the bitterness in his heart was surging, it turned out that fate would not stop giving him grief because he wanted to cry without tears!
Lin Zien had no intention of making Chu Ce too embarrassed, and was about to say something to ease the atmosphere, but a man's voice opened his mouth faster than her, "Ah, Brother Chu Ce, there are so many foolish ghosts in the world, why have you become the best among them? You are drunk before you drink it? Why are you still stunned, hurry up, hurry up and accompany Huo Dashao, and punish yourself for three more cups, this matter is over, haha......"
I saw David turn out of the box door not far behind Huo Jingchen, the dark tide in this corridor was turbulent, he seemed to have known it for a long time, strode forward and grabbed Chu Ce without saying anything, smiled at Huo Jingchen and said, "Ah Chen, Dai Qing's pig brain said that he invited his friend over, I didn't think much about it, you only remembered that his friend was Brother Chu after you came, you see that I blamed me for not thinking about it, dissipate my anger, tonight I will apologize for you and your sister-in-law on behalf of this pair of peerless fools, and then come to the door another day to make solemn amends." ”
When Huo Jingchen heard him say this, he smiled indifferently, "You are embarrassed to intercede, why am I embarrassed not to agree? What's more, Chu Ce is also my relative, so this matter is over." After speaking, he stopped looking at him, staring at Lin Zien with eyes like water, and his voice was low, "Are you okay?"
Lin Zien raised his hand and stroked the hair on his sideburns, and shook his head to indicate that he was fine.
Huo Jingchen looked at her deeply, his eyes were full of pity, his right arm wrapped around her shoulder, and he stretched out his left hand and slowly interlocked it tightly with the fingers of her left hand, and then said softly, "Let's go in." ”
By the time I left the club, it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening.
Lin Zien sat in the car, looking at the gradually receding scenery outside the window, and was hesitating whether to talk about his aunt's matter, but he heard Huo Jingchen, who was driving on the side, suddenly said, "How are you thinking about that matter?"
"What's the matter?" Lin Zien was stunned, did she hit the evil tonight, why did everyone ask her how she thought about it?
Huo Jingchen put the steering wheel in one hand and held her hand in the other, the tenderness in his eyes flowed, and his voice was still gentle and clear, "Get married!"
Hearing these two words for the third time, Lin Zien didn't know how to answer for a while, so he had to be silent.
Turning her eyes to the window, staring at the flickering neon lights on both sides of the street, she couldn't calm her mind as usual, she had to try to ask herself: Lin Zien, can the man in front of her really hold the hand of his son? Can he really fulfill your longing for the white head to be inseparable? If so, then, what are you still afraid of marrying him?
Thinking of this, Lin Zien couldn't help but turn her head and looked at Huo Jingchen's side face, and suddenly a voice in her heart shouted: Speak your heart to the person you love, don't wait too long!
Huo Jingchen also happened to look back at her, and when he saw her eyes flickering and looking at herself, he pinched her palm, "I remember someone said that only stupid people think repeatedly, smart people use intuition, and people are stupid most of the time, and occasionally become smart people." In fact, we've always been smart people, and we only started thinking when we suddenly felt a little stupid, so we really became stupid, Zien, if you're a smart person, then, don't skimp on your intuition, tell me, what is your intuition about getting married?"
Hearing him say this, Lin Zien's cheeks were slightly hot, and his mind had not been so turbulent for a long time, in the journey of finding love, he would meet thousands of people on the road, but the one who really matched his soul was just that person, it seemed, she walked towards him, he walked towards her, it has been a long, long time, such hesitation is actually a trade-off in a sense, but in this life, it has been a hundred years between trade-offs, since you love, then, why not let your heart be brave again?
Thinking of this, she held Huo Jingchen's hand with her backhand, "I took what you said to heart, give me time to think about it." ”
"Okay, but don't think about it too long. Huo Jingchen saw that there were no vehicles in front of him, and suddenly stretched out his head and kissed the corner of her mouth, and after a kiss, he made a demagogic Sanskrit sound, "If it's too long, I'm afraid I can't wait......"
Lin Zien's heartbeat blushed when he was kissed, and he asked in his heart, "What can't you wait for?"
"Can't wait......" Huo Jingchen paused for a moment, whetted people's appetites, and then said slowly, "I will take you home and cook raw rice and cook ripe rice, and then go to get a replacement certificate." ”
Hmm? Is it rumored that Huo Dashao, who is not close to women, will do anything to rob people's daughters?
Don't believe it! She won't believe it if she kills her!
Lin Zien's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and seeing what Huo Jingchen was going to say, he hurriedly changed the topic, "By the way, I want to ask you two things." ”
"Oh, what's the matter?" Huo Jingchen saw that she suddenly said so seriously with a straight face, so he put one hand on the steering wheel and the other hand interlocked with her ten fingers, "Business or private?"
"It's a business matter, it's a private matter. Lin Zien pursed her lips, she could see that she was in a good mood, she let go of Huo Jingchen's hand, leisurely brushed her hair, and turned back to stare at his eyes, "The project that the European Su clan successfully signed in Jiangnan was completed by you, right?"
Huo Jingchen knew that with her intelligence, she could ask this question, which was a positive question, and he no longer concealed it, so he nodded in affirmation, "Yes." ”
Pursing her lips, she felt a little narcissistic and unspeakable, "Because of me?"
(Tianjin)