"Yang Xiaofei, I can't wait...... I want to tell you...... Actually, I ......"

Xiao Shaofeng sat up straight, a pair of peach blossom eyes stared at me tightly, I saw the rare serious look on his face, unconsciously held my breath, waiting for his next words.

A few seconds later, Xiao Shaofeng suddenly raised his arm, gently placed it on my shoulder, pulled me, and took me into his arms.

My brain went blank for a moment, and I was literally unconscious, who would have thought that?

The tip of my nose was the strong smell of soda, and the faint smell of alcohol on Xiao Shaofeng's body. My face rested against his heart, and I became more and more nervous as I listened to the sound of his "plopping" heartbeat ringing in my ears.

He hugged me, hugged me tenderly.

He hugged me, carefully and carefully.

He hugged me, and when I was unprepared, he naturally hugged me.

In the quiet room, only the sound of his heartbeat could be heard. The rapid beating of the pulse seemed to give me the answer that I had been wondering about.

My sharpness, my defense, all at this moment, all let go.

So many days, so many days of stalemate. He hugged him, and all the disputes and uneasiness disappeared in an instant.

The self-esteem that I, Yang Xiaofei, tried to get in front of him, it turned out that under his one move, he would collapse.

I have a sore nose. Not sorrow, not joy.

This mood is too complicated to describe.

I didn't let myself cry, I thought, in front of Xiao Shaofeng, I lost my self-esteem, I couldn't win love, and I couldn't bet on tears.

My heart told me that the uneasiness and hypocrisy were just because of myself, and I underestimated Xiao Shaofeng's weight in my heart. It's just that because we are too familiar with each other, because we know each other too well, there are some words that can only be hidden more carefully.

I'm waiting. Wait for the answer I want to know. Whether it's paranoia or persistence, I'll wait. Silently waiting.

This decision has nothing to do with anyone.

I don't know how long we hugged each other, Xiao Shaofeng carefully let go of me, I didn't dare to look up, for fear that he would see the tears in my eyes.

"Yang Xiaofei, in fact, I ...... I've always wanted to say to you, I'm sorry. Xiao Shaofeng finally spoke. It's just that this sentence was beyond my expectations.

Very formal apology.

"Why did you say this all of a sudden......" I pretended to be light-hearted, hiding the loss in my heart.

"Say, you just listen, why do you have to ask the reason?" Xiao Shaofeng was reluctant to explain, pulled my earlobe awkwardly, and said, "Yang Xiaofei, can you leave it to me on Valentine's Day next year?"

Xiao Shaofeng said this implicitly, but after a little thought, he understood. If this person was Lu Mochuan, I naturally didn't have to hesitate, but from Xiao Shaofeng's mouth, I was a little uneasy.

Who doesn't know that this year, in addition to his wife, there is also a mistress.

My mind immediately flashed the scene after that night, glanced at Xiao Shaofeng, and asked, "I have a question, you answer me honestly." How about I think about what you said?"

Xiao Shaofeng glared at me and said, "What about bargaining?"

I hesitated for a few seconds, stared at Xiao Shaofeng with a pair of eyes, and asked, "What is the secret between you and Hu Nana?"

Xiao Shaofeng's calm face suddenly showed panic, he clenched his right hand into a fist, put it next to his mouth, coughed lightly, and turned his eyes away.

Sure enough, they still have something.

So after that night, Xiao Shaofeng couldn't wait to see her.

I looked at Xiao Shaofeng in despair, expecting him to give me a positive answer.

I know better than anyone who Xiao Shaofeng is, I know that everyone has a past, I just hope that I can have a single-minded relationship.

Xiao Shaofeng looked away so nervously, I saw the embarrassed look on his face, and I knew that he was not going to give me an answer.

The two of us were still in a stalemate, and after about a minute, Xiao Shaofeng suddenly looked at me and asked, "Yang Xiaofei, do you believe me?"

I nodded.

"That'...... Don't ask. I don't want to explain. Xiao Shaofeng opened his mouth calmly, as if he was talking about a trivial matter.

"Okay, I got it. I laughed miserably, I couldn't hide my emotions for a while, got up, glanced at Xiao Shaofeng, and said, "Then rest early." I'll come back to see you tomorrow. ”

"Yang Xiaofei, you haven't given me the answer to my question. Xiao Shaofeng opened his mouth anxiously, but his tone was not as calm as before.

I want to give you an affirmative answer. But forgive me, it can't be done.

"It's still early. Let's make a decision when the time comes. ”

This time, I didn't dare to stay longer and quickly got out of the ward.

I'm thinking, what is Xiao Shaofeng's distress that can't be explained? What is the relationship between Hu Nana and him? For him, it is so difficult to explain a problem clearly?

Maybe I'm greedy, I just want a man who is dedicated to me, not a public lover, and not a man with countless secrets.

Judging from these things in the past, the distance between us is not only not narrowing, but getting farther and farther away.

The more things happened, the more I realized that my wishful thinking and paranoia were destined to not get a perfect answer.

For the last time, I told myself, it was the last time.

Forgive me for hiding my heart in front of you. I'm just scared that I'm at least not as caught off guard when it comes to that disappointing answer.

I didn't sleep all night last night, and when I woke up, it was already early afternoon. Thinking about Xiao Shaofeng's condition, I hurried to the hospital, but the nurse told me that Xiao Shaofeng had been discharged.

I called Chen Heng and learned that Xiao Shaofeng had notified Dr. Wang and went home for treatment because he was not used to the smell of the hospital.

Chen Heng knew about this, but Xiao Shaofeng didn't inform me.

I think he must have been angry about what happened last night. But I don't have to worry about his health, the Filipino maid will take care of everything.

We didn't see each other again for a few days.

After New Year's Day, I started to work and entered a new round of competition. As an inexperienced fashion editor, my boss arranged for me to study with Lisa in the same group, read copywriting, find proposals, go around like a mule, get up early and return late every day, and my life has once again entered a busy state.

On Wednesday morning, Lisa told me that in the afternoon, a domestic supermodel would come over to take a photo for the magazine and ask me to go to several famous stores to choose a set of clothes.

You know, when it comes to the clothes used to take pictures of celebrities, where is it our turn to choose these little roles, Lisa gave me this opportunity, and I am grateful.

Because I used to run errands a lot, I knew the location of several big-name stores that I cooperated with, so I called the supermodel, but what I didn't expect was that the other party was Hu Nana.

On the other end of the phone, she smiled and said, "Yang Xiaofei, we are really destined." ”

Yes, ape dung.

I, Yang Xiaofei, am not a generous person, especially because of Xiao Shaofeng, I am even more prejudiced against Hu Nana. But work is work, we still have to maintain some professionalism.

Hu Nana's figure advantage is her long legs, so when choosing clothes, she must give full play to her advantage. As for the disadvantage of her figure, her shoulders are not wide enough, and some fashions are placed on her body, so she can't give full play to the advantages of clothes.

In the past few years, the streets have been full of LV, Cucci and other big brands, but it has limited our eyes.

The other day I read a magazine, the theme of the series designed by Staceybendet is "Magic: A Dream of a Severe Winter Night", which seems to me to be very distinctive. The Victorian retro charm and bohemian casual style are infused with the rigorous and clean silhouette lines, creating a laid-back aesthetic of freedom and freedom, which is actually very distinctive.

The most important thing is that the feeling of the whole dress has a luxurious and lazy beauty, which can be integrated with Hu Nana under makeup.

I couldn't put it down, so I chose a knee-length dress from Alice+Olivia and a pair of boots, and rushed to the set.

The photographer was fiddling with the camera in front of the lights, and the makeup artist was putting on makeup for Hu Nana, and when she saw me coming, she made a pause, her eyes fell on my handbag, and she asked, "Have you chosen?"

I took out my clothes and said with a smile, "I've chosen, you can change it first?"

Hu Nana stood up, glanced at my handbag, took it with her hand, unfolded her clothes, and changed her face in an instant.

“alice+olivia？”

I nodded and explained, "Our theme for this issue ......"

"Yang Xiaofei," Hu Nana interrupted me, looked at me mockingly, and said, "We've been in the fashion industry for a while, why can't we get rid of the rustic flavor on our bodies? ”

Hu Nana's dissatisfaction attracted everyone's onlookers, and I was flushed by her words, so I could only stand in silence.

The photographer came to apologize, and the left sentence Nana Sister and Sister Nana said, while complimenting her, by the way, I was counted down.

I listened to the insulting words and finally chose to remain silent.

Actually, I would say that fashion has nothing to do with price. It's just that in front of celebrities, you can only choose to be silent.

The photographer couldn't persuade me, so I could only call Lisa, and Lisa persuaded me for 20 minutes before calling me over and asking me to apologize to Hu Nana.

I raised my eyes and glanced at Hu Nana, and said calmly, "Sister Na, I'm sorry. ”

Hu Nana waved her hand and said, "Forget it, find me a professional next time, and I'll be here today." ”

I was shocked, but I didn't dare to say more.

Because of my mistake alone, everyone worked in vain.

But there is one thing I don't quite understand, Hu Nana embarrassed me in front of everyone today, what is her intention?

Could it be because of Xiao Shaofeng?

PS: I'm really sorry to keep you waiting for a long time today. The first reason is that I care too much about the quality of the text.,It's been changed twice.,This is the third time I sent.,Actually, I'm still a little dissatisfied.,But I didn't find a better one.。

The second one is that Aunt Douzi is here and has menstrual cramps. It's really unwell, otherwise it won't delay the update. Thank you for your support and try to continue to write more. Can't wait, just watch tomorrow.