I have to remember this day, everything happened so weird!

The word "boyfriend" came out of Xiao Shaofeng's mouth, and the dreamy feeling once again swept through the whole body. I pinched my thigh in a panic, it hurt.

Others may not understand this feeling, but for me, it is even more surprising than winning 5 million, but the joy brought by 5 million only existed for a few minutes, and I turned my face in a panic.

Last time, the five million were robbed on the way, this time, will the same thing happen?

Xiao Shaofeng saw that I was silent, and said again: "Yang Xiaofei, did you hear what I said?"

I looked at him hesitantly for a second, pinched myself again, and said calmly: "I was also wrong with what happened last time, I hit you twice, I'm sorry." ”

Xiao Shaofeng looked at me in surprise and said, "You agreed?"

I wanted to agree, but I was afraid. So, this time, I'll have to ask.

I shook my head and said seriously, "Xiao Shaofeng, I'm ...... I'll admit that I was overjoyed and even incredulous when I heard the news from you, but I was worried because after all, we have a lot of differences. ”

Xiao Shaofeng frowned, made a random continuation movement, and motioned for me to continue.

I thought about the conversation between Xiao Shaofeng and Lu Mochuan yesterday, and asked tentatively: "You...... Is it because of Mr. Lu?"

Xiao Shaofeng looked at me with a panicked face and asked, "What did he tell you again?"

I looked at Xiao Shaofeng's nervous face, and suddenly felt that they must have something to hide from me.

"Yang Xiaofei, I can tell you seriously that everything I have done during this period of time has nothing to do with him Lu Mochuan. I'm serious. ”

"You ......"

"He Lu Mochuan doesn't know how to compete with me, but I don't pay attention to this matter. ”

It turns out that there is still competition.

I thought about everything I heard at the reception that day, and thought about the situation when Mr. Lu went to his hometown, and said hesitantly: "Xiao Daxia, do you know the gap between us? Can you accept a girl to buy A goods because she can't afford a high-end brand? Can you accept that my parents can't even speak Mandarin?"

Xiao Shaofeng looked at me in surprise and was speechless.

I continued: "I have also thought a lot about it during this time, and I used to only walk forward with my head bored, thinking that the end of happiness is the desolation of two people, but recently, I suddenly realized that this is not the case. To love someone is to look forward to walking into church with him. However, the difference in the family environment and knowledge and culture of the two parties will actually affect the happiness of the two people. I'm twenty-four years old, and I don't want to find someone to marry casually, let alone fall in love for the sake of falling in love. I want to find someone, fall in love, get married. I want to find a true self in the relationship between two people, and ask for an equality. Have you thought about any of this?"

Xiao Shaofeng just listened to me silently, and after a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Yang Xiaofei, I didn't know before, you actually have such a deep mind. ”

I immediately hung my head and tried to preserve what little dignity I had.

I like him. To this day, I still like it.

I expect him to watch over me like a man, and I expect us to walk into church together.

But what about reality? I have to think about these issues.

The most important point, I don't dare to say, is that between us, there is a cher.

I used to think that this matter between me and Xiao Shaofeng would be solved by myself. But now, I feel that being together is a matter of two people, and I hope that Xiao Shaofeng can invite me to go and ask Xue'er to apologize without me.

It's not like I'm thinking one-sidedly.

This has nothing to do with giving, but I hope to see his sincerity in this relationship.

Xiao Shaofeng was really scared of me, he remained silent, and didn't give me an answer for a long time.

As Chen Heng said, in their circle, love has always been based on the premise of marriage, and no one needs to be responsible.

After about half an hour, both of us calmed down, Xiao Shaofeng suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Little Garfield, did I make you feel pressure?"

The pressure was always there, and I never backed down.

I'm just afraid that our relationship will not be recognized by our parents and affirmed by relatives and friends.

So, forgive me, forgive me for being so honest now.

"I ......," I hesitated for a few seconds and said, "In the past, I always felt that anything, as long as you work hard, you will definitely be recognized. But that day, I overheard the conversation of those people, and I suddenly felt tired. I didn't think about getting on top through anyone, I just ...... Disgusted with their circle. Honestly, I'm pretty comfortable now. ”

Xiao Shaofeng nodded and said, "I understand." ”

"So, when we haven't figured out the answers, please don't make promises, okay?"

Xiao Shaofeng looked at me, nodded, and said, "Okay, I'll take it back." ”

I turned my face to look out the window, controlled my tears, and let the man next to me open the car door and walk out silently.

I know that once I make such an impudent request, he will definitely hesitate, right?

Am I being too willful? I think, in this life, all my emotions have been given to him.

My growth, those realities that I don't want to accept, lies in the process of his interactions, passive and active, all accepted.

If we can't be together, I, Yang Xiaofei, will not regret it.

Because of him, I became good, at least, every year, I grow.

When I opened the door, I no longer had to suppress my suppressed emotions, and I thought, let me hug the pillow and cry.

I leave the petals in the sachet, I leave the photos in the album, I leave the letters in the cabinet, I am good at capturing beautiful things, and I like to keep them with me to make memories, but I can't be sure if you are in love or passion for me.

Forgive me for my cowardice this time, forgive me for my cowardice this time, Xiao Shaofeng, I still like you.

Growing up overnight, I became more realistic. Xiao Shaofeng, will you forgive me?

After crying for a long time, my emotions were finally released, and looking at the swollen walnut-like eyes in the mirror, I raised the corners of my mouth and tried to make myself laugh.

It's ugly to laugh at.

At midnight, four hours after Xiao Shaofeng's departure, I was lying on the bed flipping through the album, my eyes fell on the candid photo, and then my mind calmed down.

If you are not a lover, try to be friends.

At this moment, my mobile phone suddenly rang, who called me at this point.

I lazily picked up my phone and looked at it, it was actually Xiao Shaofeng calling!

I pressed the answer button excitedly, my voice nervous and my teeth chattering.

"Mr. Xiao, hello. ”

"Okay little Garfield," Xiao Shaofeng said very helplessly, "Don't train me like a grandson at night, now that you're so polite, don't you think it's very unreasonable?"

I was so embarrassed that I didn't know how to answer for a while.

I'm just telling him? I'm just telling the truth.

"That'...... It's so late, calling, what's wrong?" I held my phone tightly, for fear of exposing my restless heart.

Xiao Shaofeng sighed and said, "I'll ...... tonight I thought about what you said. ”

"Huh?"

"I think there's some truth to that. ”

"Huh?"

"I thought about it, and given how I behaved like a bastard, I have a proposal...... Listen to it, see if it's okay?" Xiao Shaofeng said a few words, and finally made his words clear.

"You, please. "I wondered, I didn't know what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd.

"However, this is not for you," Xiao Shaofeng hurriedly explained, saying: "You also know that I have a gentleman's agreement with Lu Mochuan, and I Xiao Shaofeng have never lost." ”

"The focus is on ......"

"You can't be patient!" Xiao Shaofeng roared on the other end of the phone, and tried his best to restrain his emotions, saying: "In the first round, I did have a lot of shortcomings...... Give that kid a chance, and I'm not going to be polite in this second round. Garfield, Jr., are you ready to take the call?"

"Huh?"

"The circle you are talking about...... I thought about it, why don't you do this, since it's so hard for you to walk in, why don't I give it a try and go out?"

I carefully figured out the meaning of Xiao Shaofeng's words, and the next moment, I suddenly crawled out of the quilt in surprise.

"What do you mean...... You ......"

"Sleep, see you tomorrow. Good night. Garfield Jr. Xiao Shaofeng said proudly, and that kind of pleasure was transmitted to my heart through the long telephone microphone.

PS: Good night, dear.

Writing this, I thought of the ultimate purpose of this story, about the growth of men and women... Actually, take a closer look, both the male and female protagonists are growing. Inspirational little Garfield, come on!