"Ernie must be almost there, it's almost 11 o'clock now. ”

In Seoul, in front of the gate of a certain TV station, a group of fans are standing, squatting, or sitting on the edge of the flower bed, and their eyes are paying attention to the entrance of the TV station. Waiting for the appearance of their respective idols, and then sending the warmest cheers and cheers for each other and others.

"Judging by the time of the trip, it should be about the same. But maybe it's a traffic jam and you'll be a little late. ”

Among so many people, a few young girls who look young and energetic form a small team that is not very conspicuous, and they are quietly waiting for their idol to appear among so many fans. And the conversation just now also flowed out of this small team.

After another 10 minutes, a business nanny car finally drove slowly from the road not far away towards the TV station. And some fans who noticed the appearance of this car also stood up excitedly, shouting 'Taeyeon Oni', 'Ernie, this way', 'Ernie, Ernie' and so on.

That's right, the idol sitting in this car is none other than the captain of Girls' Generation, Goddess Taeyeon.

And the cheers of the fans on the side of the road, Kim Taeyeon in the car naturally heard it. So when the car slowly stopped not far from the TV station, she also lowered the window and greeted some fans outside happily.

"Hi, giggles, hello guys. "Ah, it's you, I haven't seen you for a long time, are you out of school?" "Didn't you eat?" ”

Jin Zheng, who was sitting in the co-pilot, looked at the time, thought for a while, and then said, "I still have some time, I can talk to them." ”

"Well, let's get out of the car then. Kim Tae-yeon didn't say anything when she heard this, and then she opened the car door and walked down. After all, for Kim Taeyeon, who is an idol, maintaining popularity, gaining fans, and taking care of fans is also one of her daily tasks.

However, Kim Taeyeon, who has done the action of getting out of the car countless times, has a situation that makes her completely stunned in this move.

Because the moment Kim Taeyeon stepped out of the car and was about to get out of the car, I don't know if it was unintentional or what. With a subconscious wave of her hand, the silk scarf she wore on her wrist also suddenly made a sharp tearing sound, which instantly broke from the tied section, and then slowly slid away from Kim Taeyeon's wrist and fell to the dusty ground.

This sudden situation not only made Kim Taeyeon completely stunned, but also stunned some fans on the side of the road.

……

"That silk scarf seems to be the one that Taeyeon Oni has been wearing on her hand every day for more than a year. ”

Looking at the silk scarf, a female fan standing on the side of the road suddenly spoke.

"yes, that's it, it's terrible. Ernie likes this silk scarf very much, how could it be torn just now? ”

A partner standing next to the female fan catered to the confirmation.

Because of this silk scarf, it is no secret in Kim Taeyeon's fandom. Since Valentine's Day last year, she has been wearing it in Kim Taeyeon's hands.

Fans who didn't quite understand the situation at the time just because it was a hand accessory that Kim Taeyeon liked very much. So, at the scene of a certain autograph session, a fan suddenly asked why Kim Taeyeon wears this silk scarf every day. Then at that autograph session, Kim Taeyeon officially untied the silk scarf, showed the pattern inside the silk scarf to the fan for a few looks, and finally smiled slightly, "That's why it's for this reason." ”

Because of the problem of time, excitement, and various factors, after the fan saw the pattern of Kim Taeyeon's silk scarf at that time, he still didn't understand the situation. waited until he got off the stage, pondered for a long time, and then found out the English name of his goddess from the pattern, so he posted this situation to Kim Taeyeon's fandom.

After Kim Taeyeon found out about this, she was actually very happy to get on a trumpet and ran to her fandom to show off the general situation. It's nothing more than some gossip that this is a silk scarf designed by a designer for Kim Taeyeon himself, anyway, it's like a child showing off the gift he just received.

And because of this situation and this reply, this silk scarf also caused a very lively storm in Kim Taeyeon's fandom at that time. Later, a fan simply asked Kim Taeyeon directly if he could let them take a photo of this silk scarf, and planned to imitate one for himself to wear, but Kim Taeyeon politely rejected it.

It is precisely because of this refusal, this mysterious daring, that those fans are even more curious about this silk scarf. And there are some fans, who even regard this silk scarf as a symbol of Kim Taeyeon. Because this little person is not only wearing it in daily life, even in some singing scenes, she has never untied this silk scarf. Unless it's some MV shooting that really can't be helped, as well as commercials, and pictorial shooting, this silk scarf will be untied.

So it is precisely because Kim Taeyeon attaches so much importance to a silk scarf that it naturally arouses the more serious curiosity of her fans.

In the end, it wasn't until the scandal between Lin Xi and Kim Taeyeon was exposed, and after learning about Lin Xi's profession, that a small number of fans understood what the meaning of this silk scarf was. At the same time, it is also on the spot to let a small number of fans directly take off their fans, or turn black or the like. However, except for a small number of fans, some other people are quite rational and do not react too violently. But this incident also made them aware of Lin Xi's existence.

So much so, at this time, here, after seeing that the silk scarf suddenly tear and break like this. Some fans who knew the situation showed surprised faces.

"This doesn't seem to be good, this silk scarf was given to her by Ernie's boyfriend, why did it suddenly tear up. ”

"I don't know, it seems that when Taeyeon Oni got out of the car just now, he accidentally hooked the car door. ”

"It should be fine, I met the designer last time with Fly, and he was quite talkative. This accidentally broke it.,It's okay to send another one.,It's all his design anyway.,It's very simple.。 ”

"Uh-huh, it should work. ”

But Ernie's face became so strange. ”

"What?"

……

At this point, the conversation came to an abrupt end, and several people chatting for a day also looked at the side of the car door. At this time, Kim Jung also got out of the car and saw the silk scarf that fell to the ground, and the whole person was also stunned, but he quickly reacted again, turned his head and looked around, and hurriedly shouted at Kim Taeyeon, "Taeyeon, Taeyeon." ”

However, at this time, Kim Taeyeon had already been shocked by the silk scarf that fell from his wrist, and a pair of eyes that were obviously smiling just now had already lost their focus at this time, as if the whole soul had been lost.

Seeing this scene, Kim Jong's heart also 'groaned', floated, and then he didn't plan to call Kim Taeyeon, ready to bend down and pick up the silk scarf that had been broken in two.

But when Kim Jeong bent down and was about to pick up the silk scarf, because his figure blocked Kim Taeyeon's view, it also made the little man panic instantly. The body instinctively pushed Jin Zheng away and shouted, "What do you want to do." ”

Jin Zheng, who was unprepared, was pushed by this sudden push, and the whole person couldn't regain his balance at once, staggered back two steps, and almost fell to the ground directly. And when he stood firm, frowned, and was ready to educate Kim Taeyeon. When I raised my eyes, I saw Kim Taeyeon, who had just pushed him away, was still squatting on the ground at this time, picking up the silk scarf on the ground like a child who had lost his favorite toy.

At this glance, Kim Jung didn't know whether to say a few words about Kim Taeyeon's actions just now.

Moreover, when his eyes saw Kim Taeyeon's already reddened eyes, he also gasped, "Hiss...... Let's go to the TV station first, Taeyeon, let's go inside first, and we're still outside. Restraint, restraint. In the last few words, Kim Jong's tone was about to turn into gritted teeth.

But in the final analysis, Kim Taeyeon is still Kim Taeyeon in the end, and after so many years of career, she has gained a good psychological quality. Therefore, even without Jin Zheng's guidance, her eyes stopped the splash the moment she raised her head, and there was no other reaction except for a little redness.

Kim Taeyeon, who lowered her head and held a silk scarf in her hand, still had the heart to greet or chat with fans at this time, and endured the complicated feelings in her heart, and followed Kim Jong into the TV station step by step.

Watching the back of his goddess leave, this time, the fans on the side of the road actually didn't cheer too loudly in unison, and kept a very quiet silence. It wasn't until Kim Tae-yeon's figure left their sight that they whispered to each other.

……

"Oh my God, I read that right, Ernie pushed Kim Jong oppa. ”

"Uh-huh, I saw that too. That silk scarf seems to be very important, and Ernie seems to have lost a bit of a gaffe just now. ”

"Don't you know? I heard some illegitimate meals say that the silk scarf was given to her by Ernie's boyfriend. I've been wearing it since I first fell in love. If it were me, I would have cried a long time ago. ”

"Really?"

“……”

These chat conversations are said by some fans who don't know much about the situation.

"Ernie seemed to be very sad just now. ”

"Isn't this nonsense? A gift from my boyfriend, and I've been wearing it on my hand for more than a year, it's very precious. All of a sudden, it was rotten like this, and if it were me, I would have burst into tears on the spot. ”

"That said, but it's a big deal to ask the designer to give Ernie one more. ”

"It's not the same, you don't know, this silk scarf is an exclusive silk scarf designed by the designer for Ernie on Valentine's Day. If you send another one, it will be another gift, and the meaning and situation will be completely different. ”

"Well, Ernie is a very sensitive person, and I'm afraid I'm sad now. ”

These conversations are some illegitimate meals and iron fans who are clear about most of the situation. But even if they knew the meaning of this silk scarf, they still didn't know what stage Kim Taeyeon and Lim Xi were in and what situation they were in. Therefore, compared to their speculations about their goddess Ernie, Kim Taeyeon's own mentality is simply more complex and sad, if it weren't for the fact that she was still in the public environment at this time, and her rational mentality was suppressing the negative mentality in her heart, it would probably not be good.

……

When she came to the TV station, Kim Tae-yeon immediately asked Kim Jong, "Oppa, how much time is there?" With this sentence, Kim Zheng heard Kim Taeyeon's low and hoarse voice because of his depression, which frightened him. However, he still raised his hand and looked at the time, and after thinking about it, he gritted his teeth, "If you count the time to prepare in advance, there are still 20 minutes." ”

"Well, I'll go to the bathroom first. When Kim Taeyeon heard this, she nodded, and then without waiting for Kim Jung's answer, she turned around and walked towards the bathroom. And looking at the back of Kim Taeyeon's departure, Kim Jung was also silent.

Well, when a child loses his beloved toy...... Do you cry? I don't think you need to think about it, you can get the answer. So, Kim Taeyeon at this time is like this.

Sitting on the toilet lid in the bathroom, holding the silk scarf that had been broken in two in both hands. At this moment, the sparkling pearls finally came out of her eyes without money, then slid down her cheeks, and finally dripped onto the silk scarf in her hand. But because of the fabric, these teardrops couldn't leave any traces on the silk scarf at all, so they penetrated and finally made Kim Tae-yeon's palms feel wet.

I cried, and I shed tears, but there was not a trace of crying. Because this is not his home, nor the dormitory, nor is it in the man's arms, Kim Taeyeon does not dare to cry. For fear of being discovered, and then there will be no good news.

This is the responsibility of idol, sometimes, even if you cry, you have to cry silently.

Because, you are idol, you are an idol, you are a goddess. You can have what a mortal should have, but you have to hold back, hide it from anyone else.

Because, the goddess is not like this.

Because, the idol that fans are looking forward to is not like this.

Therefore, although Kim Taeyeon is crying, she can't cry out loud. Therefore, even if she cried, Kim Taeyeon's heart still didn't get the slightest catharsis, but because of this situation, the whole person became more depressed.

Gritting his teeth, clenching the silk scarf, and the little depression in his heart, Kim Taeyeon almost didn't take it to heart at this time, or didn't care at all.

Because, compared to the horror that this silk scarf brought to her after it was torn, that was the psychological barrier that she couldn't overcome this time.