Chapter 737: Good Gathering, Good Dispersion
"Good to get together and disperse?"
After looking at Zhou An in a daze for a while, Qu Yanyang asked with a complicated expression.
Seeing that she finally stopped smiling, Zhou An nodded with a stiff face.
Qu Yanyang's expression was very complicated, her eyes looked at him, but the smile on her face disappeared little by little, and finally put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand expressionlessly, got up and walked to the bedroom, and said as she walked: "Okay! Finally waited for your words, then let's get together and disperse! I won't go to work tomorrow, and I will move out here as soon as possible, by the way, remember to close the door when you leave!"
Zhou An frowned, squinted at her back, is it really over?
Her purpose for being so willful recently is to force me to take the initiative to break up?
At this time, Qu Yanyang's back was facing him, so he couldn't see her expression at this time, he could only feel the indifferent tone when she said this.
"Click"
There was a sound of the door lock closing from the bedroom door, and Qu Yanyang had already entered the room.
Zhou An sat at the dining table with frowning and squinting alone, most of the pigeon soup and pot in front of him were still steaming, but at this time he had no appetite.
Suddenly he threw his chopsticks on the table, got up and walked towards the door, taking out his cigarette case and lighter as he went.
"Bang"
As he went out, he slammed the door shut, as she had just commanded.
As he descended the stairs, he squinted and lit a cigarette and smoked with a blank face.
At this time, he felt very uncomfortable, he thought about the various endings of himself and Qu Yanyang, but he had never imagined such a sudden end to the situation.
He had also thought about ending the relationship with her before, and then going to Lin Jiaojiao to take on his own responsibilities, but at this time, he was really separated from Qu Yanyang, but he didn't feel good in his heart.
……
1202, bedroom.
Qu Yanyang sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, her eyes were a little red, but she didn't shed tears.
Suddenly laughed at himself, shook his head slightly, and said to himself: "It's okay! Maybe this is the best result, he already has a daughter, why should I add another child and let him fall into a dilemma......? He and I had no future, and I should have let it go when I knew that her daughter was born...... Oh, now that I think about it, I've been dizzy lately, and if I really give him a baby...... To me, to him, to Lin Jiaojiao...... To her daughter, to my children...... For whom?
Alas, the dream has finally woken up, and it's good that it ends like this......"
He muttered these words to himself, and when the words fell, tears finally rolled out of his eyes.
……
In the early morning of this day, Zhoujia Village, Yinma County.
Zhou An was lying on the recliner on the balcony on the second floor, with a blanket around his waist, squinting and looking straight at the dark night sky.
It was past 2 o'clock in the morning, and he still didn't feel sleepy.
He thought about trying to save Qu Yanyang, but when this thought flashed in his mind, his daughter's smiling face and Lin Jiaojiao flashed in his mind.
Although Lin Jiaojiao did not agree to have a public relationship with him, let alone agree to marry him in the future, in his traditional bones, he still did not dispel the idea of taking responsibility.
He couldn't convince himself that his children would live in a single-parent family forever, under the scaunting or sympathetic gaze of others.
He also thought about Qu Yanyang's words today, "It's good to get together and disperse", is there an element of anger?
But when he thought of his daughter, he didn't want to explore the truth.
Emotionally, he was reluctant to Qu Yanyang.
But reason told him that long pain is better than short pain, and if he wants to take on the responsibility of raising his daughter, he and Qu Yanyang will score sooner or later, and continue to drag the mud and water, just delaying Qu Yanyang.
While she is not very old now, let her go now, and she will still have the opportunity to pursue the happiness she deserves.
Reason had already made a decision for him, but at the same time as making this decision, his mood was also seriously affected.
……
The sun will always rise as usual, and time will not slow down its progress because of anyone's mood.
On the afternoon of the next day, Zhou An went to the No. 1 branch of crayfish with complicated feelings, it seemed that he was going to inspect the business of the store, but in fact, only he knew in his heart that he wanted to see if Qu Yanyang had gone to work today.
Did she really decide to end it? Or was it just a momentary outrage?
A little more than a little in the afternoon.
Zhou An walked into the door of the No. 1 branch and looked at the bar for the first time.
There was no Qu Yanyang at the bar.
Near the gate, there was a waiter wiping the table, Zhou An stopped and asked her, "Is Manager Qu there?"
The waiter who was wiping the table shook his head when he heard the prestige, "Manager Qu hasn't come here today." ”
Didn't come?
Zhou Anxin pinched slightly, nodded slightly, "Okay, I know, you can continue to be busy!"
He turned and walked out of the store.
……
At 8 o'clock that night, he came to the No. 1 branch again with mixed feelings, and when he entered the door, he looked at the bar for the first time.
There is still no Qu Yanyang there.
"Mr. Zhou is good!"
"Mr. Zhou is good!"
The greeting attendants standing on both sides of the door greeted him, Zhou An looked at the long-legged girl on the right hand when he heard the sound, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile and asked, "Manager Qu is not there?"
The long-legged girl shook her head, "No, Mr. Zhou, Manager Qu doesn't seem to have come to work today." ”
Zhou An nodded silently, turned around and walked out of the store.
Just a few meters away from the No. 1 branch, he took out a cigarette and lit one, stopping at the corner of the intersection and overlooking the direction of Minghu Jiayuan.
He didn't know that Qu Yanyang was not in that house now, was she waiting for him to keep her?
Suddenly there were footsteps approaching behind him.
Zhou An turned around when he heard the sound, but saw that it was his cousin Zhou Jian trotting over, he didn't speak with a calm face, Zhou Jian trotted to him, looked at his face, frowned and asked: "Big brother, are you having a conflict with Sister Qu?" I didn't see her when I got up in the morning, and I didn't see her come to work until now when I came to work in the afternoon, did you two quarrel?"
Zhou An was silent.
"Big brother?"
Zhou Jian couldn't help but call him.
Zhou An lowered his head and finally spoke: "You haven't seen her all day today?"
Zhou Jian: "Well, I didn't see it!"
Zhou An looked up at him and asked again, "You haven't been back to where you live since you came out this morning?"
Zhou Jian shook his head, "No, big brother, did you two really quarrel?"
Zhou An waved his hand, "It's none of your business! Go back and do your business!"
Zhou Jian wanted to speak and stopped, but finally sighed, looked at Zhou An, who was not in a high mood, nodded and turned to leave.
……
About half an hour later, Zhou An returned to his residence in Minghu Jiayuan alone.
When I opened the door with the key, I found that the living room, dining room, kitchen, and bathroom were all black-lit, and there was no light in the door of Qu Yanyang's bedroom.
There was silence throughout the house.