036 Money is not everything
"Li Baitian!"
I have always known that Li Baitian is a person who does what he says and does in small things, as long as he thinks about it, he does not hesitate, but life is not a trivial matter!
He really wanted to jump in this action, and that moment scared my heart almost jumped out. But I didn't run fast enough to pull him at all, but fortunately, Yuan Ze stopped me.
The two of them paused on the edge of the stands, Yuan Ze was half-hugging Li Baitian, Li Baitian looked at the Kobe Port at his feet, looked at the city that had not slept at night, and there was no determination of a person who wanted to die in his eyes, just empty.
I think at that moment, his head was also empty.
He probably really wanted to jump, jump and play, and every once in a while, he would turn into a madman, a madman with a head just to look tall.
But the madness is only for a moment, at that moment, even if Yuan Ze doesn't pull, if he has a brake on the bottom of his foot, he will still stop.
I rushed up and pulled both of them and pulled them farther away from the edge.
Until I was sure that I was safe, I was just frightened for a moment, and my heart was still beating wildly. I don't dare to imagine what would happen to Li Baitian if he jumped, maybe the TV plot was too frightened, and I felt that he would really die if he jumped.
Then he will be like a time traveler, and he will no longer be able to jump in front of my eyes, oh my God, what a terrible thing it would be without Li Baitian in my life.
I don't want to see him anymore, that's Li Baitian, Li Baitian who has lived in the depths of my heart all the time in my life for the past ten years. Never, never more than half an hour, my heart did not miss him.
I'm always waiting, thinking that as long as there is time, time will create possibilities for us. I relied on those possibilities, and I persevered, waited, and consumed. Even if we weren't able to be together when we were young, even if we got married and started our own families, as long as we were alive, there was still a possibility.
Even, even when we are all old, when we meet again, there may be a twilight love affair, as long as we live, there is still a possibility, as long as there is possibility, we can continue to live.
The dark mountains and forests, with no wind or grass moving, are like a silent sea, and if you are not on the verge of death, you cannot experience that despair and fear.
It was like a bottomless cave, and it almost swept Li Baitian into it, eroded and engulfed him, and there were no bones left.
Scared the hell out of me.
After being frightened, I punched and kicked Li Baitian, "You are insane, are you so joking, who are you going to scare to death!"
Li Baitian defused my attack with immobility, and Yuan Ze also let go of Li Baitian and didn't pull anymore. When I felt that my attack was useless and gradually weakened my momentum, Li Baitian was expressionless, but opened his mouth mockingly, "Are you stupid, how can I really jump." ”
I'm on fire again, you're making such a joke, and you actually call me stupid, this way of brushing up on my sense of existence is not fun at all.
I then scolded him, "How old are you, do you have something to solve things, is it useful to be crazy like this!
"Give money, what should I do!" Li Baitian yelled at me.
I couldn't get angry, I said, "Do you think that money can solve everything, those women asked for money when they wanted you money, and now they want your freedom, and now the child is coming out, can you use money to coax him back?"
Liu Shuyu is really not a good stubble, he can stay by Li Baitian's side for so many years, and he has not been dumped by Li Baitian, he definitely has a brain. And her chips are big enough, as long as a sum of money is meaningful, people want Li Baitian's freedom, and Li Baitian can't get rid of himself at all, what people want is to rely on it, and it is a lifetime of responsibility.
Li Baitian was scolded by me and blushed, the money was to be given, but he didn't understand the truth I said. If he didn't understand, he wouldn't be worried about this.
I didn't talk back to me, I wanted to continue scolding, but Li Baitian had already walked a few steps to a safer place, and when he walked under the street lamp, he suddenly wiped off the watch on his wrist and fell heavily to the ground, and let out a hysterical roar from his mouth.
Every time Li Baitian gets angry and doesn't know how to vent, he habitually drops his watch, so his watch usually doesn't stay on his wrist for a long time. But he can't lack this thing, he can't tell when he gets angry, and if he touches his wrist and doesn't fall, he may go crazy directly.
Yuan Ze and I watched him go crazy a few steps away. I know that he is uncomfortable, he is annoyed, and he regrets that the mess he has caused over the years has finally begun to erupt, and the autumn is settled.
One stroke at a time, when he finally thought he was going to finish the calculation, came a bigger one.
These days, he hides things, saying that he is afraid that saying it will affect our mood of playing, but in fact, he doesn't want to affect his mood. He knew that the good days might come to an end, so he opened up and had fun for a few days, but if he pretended to be nothing, he might not want to, which shows how uncomfortable Li Baitian is these days.
After the frenzy, Li Baitian regained his composure, walked over and picked up the fallen watch, looked at it with distress, and put it in his pocket. Often after he smashes the watch, whether it is bad or not, he will not ask for it again, no matter how much it is worth.
That may be a kind of pleasure of burning money, maybe Li Baitian is really awake now and doesn't like to burn money.
When we went back to the place where we lived, there were three of us, Li Baitian walked in front, and Yuan Ze and I walked side by side in the back. No one could say anything to comfort him.
If it's just an ordinary old lover coming to the door, it's really nothing, but a child, a life, there are too many things that can change.
Now I only care about helping Li Baitian worry about it, and I don't care about the sadness I should have, for example, Liu Shuyu's big trick is so strong that I have to completely die to Li Baitian, and I really can't think of that for the time being.
In the hostel, the three of us lived in one room, I slept in the middle one, and Li Baitian and Yuan Ze slept in the rooms on both sides. Li Baitian was the first to open the door, opening and closing the door, between this action, he didn't even look at us, he seemed to be preoccupied, and he seemed to be lost in despair.
Yuan Ze and I stood in front of the door of our respective rooms, looked at him, and then looked at each other, I lowered my head first, Yuan Ze's voice was very gentle, "Go to bed early, don't think too much." ”
I nodded and went in.
How could I not think too much, I just thought about it and had nothing to do with me, I just worried about Li Baitian and worried about Li Baitian. I always thought that I could help him share something, but after thinking about it, I really couldn't share anything.
I thought of what Wang Meili said to me, she said that Liu Shuyu had a good time with a married man last year, and we had always suspected that the child belonged to that man.
I always feel that this information should still be told to Li Baitian, and he can't be wronged in vain, even if Liu Shuyu is really Li Baitian's child, but what happened to Liu Shuyu, Li Baitian also has the right to know, lest he really treat Liu Shuyu as a pitiful white lotus.
Liu Shuyu, this girl, is too scheming.
After hesitating, I still went to pry the door of Li Baitian's room. The room is not locked, this is the kind of old-fashioned hostel, and you can still open it when you twist the doorknob outside.
After opening the door and entering, I saw Li Baitian sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down and fiddling with something. He glanced up at me, and as if he wasn't surprised by my arrival, I closed the door and approached to see him doing something similar to repairing a watch.
Here's the watch I gave him.
He's been fiddling with his watch, turning the watch around, shaking it again, and seeing if the watch responds. Over and over again, I sat by and watched patiently, waiting.
"Can't you sleep?" he asked, looking down at his watch.
"Hmm. I replied softly.
He said bluntly, "What said to me." ”
He was so direct, I was stunned for a moment, "You, are you sure that Liu Shuyu's pregnancy is yours?"
"Wait until you are born. Li Baitian replied calmly. It turns out that he is not stupid, he should not be stupid, even if he is stupid, his family will not be stupid. This child who came out of thin air is not the bloodline of their old Li family, and when it is born, it must be verified by a paternity test.
I also forgot to explain the good things between Liu Shuyu and other men first, and asked such a question casually, "What if it really is?"
Li Baitian's fingers on the watch paused, and he simply stopped repairing it, put the watch on the bedside table, lay down on the bed, moved a place for me, patted the position next to him, and motioned for me to lie down with him.
Accompany me, I also want to lie down, I'm so tired after a day of walking. I don't think Li Baitian will do anything to me, and he can't be in the mood to do anything to me at this time.
Kazui lay next to him, and we didn't have any physical contact, Li Baitian bent one arm under his head and said, "If it really is, I don't want it either, but I can't help it." ”
Of course he couldn't have wanted it, he hadn't had enough fun, where did he ever plan to be a father. But there is no way, if the month is still small, it is better to say, now they are so big, don't, it is equivalent to killing people.
No one would agree, and I can't possibly agree.
I didn't speak, he was talking to himself, as if he was confiding in me, he said: "She can give birth to me if she wants to, but I can't let my child have no biological parents, I will definitely take care of it." ”
"So what are you going to do...... What should I do with Liu Shuyu?"
"Whew. He let out a long breath, Li Baitian no longer smokes, and this problem was screwed by me. After a pause, his voice was low and deep, "She should be the child's mother or the child's mother, but it is impossible for me to marry her, I want to live with me, not a woman like her." Oh, don't say it sooner or later, when you're about to give birth, go directly to my house, everyone understands what she means. ”