I feel like I'm in an online relationship.

Am I just a person with a lot of affection, I seem to like someone very easily, and if I don't like it, I will replace the next person. At first, I liked Wang Zhaoyang, then I liked Li Hua, and now I can actually date online.

Is this about a manifestation of loneliness, emptiness, and coldness?

But in the past few months when the game and the water are hard to put together, as long as I have him, I am very happy and satisfied. I would do small things for him in the game, such as emailing him all the diamonds he hit, and he never refused. Of course, he didn't take advantage of me in the game, and he got all my equipment.

People who play games will know how to give satisfaction to another person in the game.

Like all the girls who work in nightclubs, there is a rich and handsome man next to me, who comes every day, pesters me every day after work, and texts me asking to be his girlfriend.

Because I have to go online every day after work, I have never responded to his invitation.

That day in the Internet café, after typing the copy and chatting with the water, I talked about it, and the water was difficult to accept and asked me: "Then why don't you agree?"

I said, "Because I think he asked me to be his girlfriend just to sleep with me." ”

It's hard to collect the water: "You girl still has a little brain." ”

I let out a laughing emoji and looked at him in the game. I thought that if he even begged me to have sex in order to be justified in sleeping with me, I thought I would accept it.

Gradually, I don't reject online dating, I think although I haven't said anything special about it, but we are not much different from online dating.

I really want to confess to him, is he ugly, or does he have a girlfriend in reality?

But the process was still enjoyable.

The water is hard to collect, and he said that he has to go on a business trip these days and can't go online. I'm a little reluctant, but the game can't delay normal life, I understand, and look forward to his reunion after returning from a business trip.

On the day of the business trip, I was still in the Internet café, and I kept looking at the friends bar on the game, hoping that he would surprise me and suddenly go online or something. But his name was always black.

I looked at his QQ again, it was blank, there was almost no information, and there was no space. I want to know more about his real life, but I don't have channels.

I was still blind with the people in the guild, and Xiao Wu said, "It seems that the president is coming to Beijing in the past two days." ”

I'm in good spirits, mom, he's coming to Beijing, can I see him, he's on a business trip to Beijing, why don't you tell me.

I was immersed in the excitement of meeting the lover of my dreams, and pulled Xiao Wu aside to discuss things. I said, "Little Five, how many Beijingers are there in our guild?"

Xiao Wu counted, there are seven or eight, can't this be a meal, and a few have time and can come over at any time.

I want to see that the water is hard to collect, but I'm embarrassed to ask him directly, and what if he looks ugly, I really can't swallow it, so I'll have a guild party, there are a lot of people here, so it's convenient to advance and retreat.

I discussed this matter with Xiao Wu, and Xiao Wu also expressed some excitement, and ran to discuss with other people in the guild, I told Xiao Wu, "Don't say that I brought up the idea." ”

"You're not coming?" asked Xiao Wu.

I said, "Anyway, don't say I'm it, I'll go secretly, and don't tell anyone." ”

Xiao Wu used to go to Internet cafes with me, and the two of us already have a real friendship, so he will listen to what I say. After that, Xiao Wu went to do something about it, which made me excited.

I can't wait to jump up on the road. For the first time, I thanked my deceased parents for leaving me a decent skin, so that I don't have to worry too much about dying in the Internet.

How they got in touch, I don't know for the time being, anyway, they all said that the president is very good, since it was not easy to come to Beijing, take some time to have a meal with the guild people, it should be possible.

In the evening, I still have to pole dance in the nightclub, and it was Christmas, so we changed into new work clothes to suit the occasion. A red half-cut waistcoat with white trim and a hip-hugging skirt, a Santa hat on her head, and a black half-face mask on her face.

In fact, even if you wear a mask, if you are familiar with it, you can still recognize it at a glance, and if you are not familiar with it, it is a different matter.

The lights in the nightclub were bright and noisy, and I stood in my own corner, wiping the pipe, and doing a handstand on the top tube. I couldn't wear this broken hat at all, so I simply didn't wear it.

My position was very close to the entrance, and then the moment I leaned back, I saw him - Wang Zhaoyang.

Because it was a backward lean, the Wang Zhaoyang I saw was reversed, but yes, it was him. I've bent down in front of him, I've seen him from this angle.

I was stunned, my fingers on the steel pipe, and I didn't make the next move, and the world seemed to stand still at that moment, just because I was confused and felt that I had seen it wrong.

Wang Zhaoyang came in with a friend, wearing a dark suit, and his silhouette expression was naturally much more mature than when he was twenty-five years old, but the issue had not changed much, and he had neat short hair.

There was a little coldness between his eyebrows, not like a teacher, like a businessman.

I suspect it just looks like it.

Pulling my body up, I slid down the steel pipe in a circle, and I had to do the next set of movements, turning my head to look at this person while doing it, the more I looked at it, the more I looked like Wang Zhaoyang, that was Wang Zhaoyang!

Just because this is Beijing, if it were in my hometown, I would never suspect that I had recognized the wrong person.

WANG ZHAOYANG PUT HIS HANDS IN HIS POCKETS, AND DID NOT IMMEDIATELY WALK IN, STARING AT THE ENTIRE VENUE, MAINLY STARING AT THE STAGE FOR A FEW TIMES, AND THE DANCER WAS LEADING THE DANCER ON THE STAGE.

After a few glances, his gaze spilled to other places, and he glanced at the corners one by one, but he was blind and did not see the nearest me.

Retracting my gaze, I seemed to see a disappointed expression on his face, what had been a teacher was different, and the disappointment was so serious.

A friend touched his back, he turned his face and nodded and smiled, and walked towards the arena with a few friends, passing me by.

I stopped, pretending to wipe the sweat from the steel pipe, while looking at his back, and my heart sank completely.

In fact, after so much time, it would be an exaggeration to say that I still have any feelings for Wang Zhaoyang. I've come to accept that he completely disappeared into my life as if he had never appeared.

It's just that existence is existence, and you can't forget it for the time being. He was my teacher, he was the first man I ever kissed, and once, a word that I regretted.

I kept wiping the tube with my palm in a daze, and a waiter came over and stood down and asked me, "What's wrong with this tube?"

I was stunned for a moment, "Oh, I've got cramps in my hands, let's find someone to come up." ”

I jumped off the table and groggily went to the manager to ask for leave. I can't dance, I can't dance this dance today, I haven't regarded pole dancing as an improper profession, but I can't stand myself dancing pole dancing in front of Wang Zhaoyang, then your mother is simply, simply, not a unit!

He had to think that I was so depressed that he would come to pole dance, which was so embarrassing. He said I'd be better than everyone else, I ......

Accept incompetence.

I have no intention of going to say hello to Wang Zhaoyang, he has not looked for me for many years, so why should I go to him again. What can I do with him, I can't imagine his life, just like he may not have imagined mine, the two circles should not intersect again.

After asking for leave and changing clothes with the manager, I left, and when I went out, I bumped into Gao Fushuai, who was about to play, and looked at his luxury car, Gao Fushuai greeted me with a smile, "I got off work so early today, let's go in and have fun together." ”

I was in a hurry, "No, I have something to do, bye." ”

I seemed to have to run away, and Gao Fushuai didn't embarrass me, and then I walked to the door of the Internet café, hesitated, and went in. Even though it is not difficult to recover, it is also reassuring to have the world we all exist in.

Fortunately, there is still water that is difficult to recover, and there is such an emotional sustenance, otherwise Wang Zhaoyang may scare me to death if he appears today.

I was running alone in towns and scenic spots, and I felt that the character on the screen was so lonely, as if in the game, we were each other's shadows.

I'm used to it, there are covered water next to the mountain and it is difficult to collect, and there are mountain flowers next to the water that is difficult to collect.

When I met an acquaintance, I opened my mouth and asked, "What if it's hard to collect it?"

I said, "I'm not here for the past two days." ”

And then the guy was gone, and that's how people greeted me, and if I didn't have this person around me, they would find it weird.

For the first time in the game, I felt that everyone in it was the back, and he was the only highlight.

I suddenly had an idea, I was going to call the flooded people, I wanted to hear his voice, no matter what it was, I must have heard it well.

Xiao Wu has his phone, and I asked Xiao Wu to come, but after calling, it was difficult to collect the water and did not answer. Probably busy on a business trip, inconvenient.

After getting off the plane and walking out of the Internet café, I glanced at the nightclub where I worked, was Wang Zhaoyang still inside? Shook his head, forget it, don't see it.

At noon the next day, Xiao Wu called me, "Duo'er, it's set, it's six o'clock this afternoon, at the XX Hotel." ”

The guild gathering thing.

I rubbed my excitement and complained, "Didn't you say that it's better to work during the day, I have to go to work at night." ”

"The president has something to do during the day. ”

I was even more excited at the thought of seeing that the water was hard to recover, "Did you say I was going?"

Xiao Wu, "No, this time resolutely not!"

My heart is beautiful......

Taking a shower, putting on makeup, putting on the prettiest clothes, I dressed up all afternoon that day, but I went out and crashed into a traffic jam at commuting time and was late.

When I found the door of the hotel, I was still nervous about what kind of mental outlook I was going to enter, forget it, be natural, just pretend to be on the phone.

I called Xiao Wu, "Don't tell them who you're answering, be careful when you speak." ”

Xiao Wu: "Alas. ”

"Which room?"

"Minamiji. ”

Walking to the door of the room marked Nanji, the phone in my hand had not hung up, and my little heart was jumping, and it was about to jump out, and I pushed the door open with a smile on my face.