What is Li Baitian doing at the moment? I don't seem to have thought about this question for a long time, since the last quarrel, I haven't deliberately cared about him in my heart, even if I occasionally think about it, I think that he is still nostalgic for those places where the lights are bright and smoky, so I don't want to think about it at all.

But as he said, life is someone else's, and I can't just put my thoughts on others and make them become like me. If everyone were the same, how boring the world would become.

The key opens the door, enters the door, I go back to the rare quiet room, Wang Meili is not at home today, it's good.

Sitting on the sofa, I thought of Yuan Ze again, remembered the heartbeat and kiss just now, I was reminiscing, what kind of feeling it was, and I unconsciously remembered the intimacy with Li Baitian, but my heartbeat was not beating at that time, and I couldn't remember it.

And my body, which was once opened by Li Baitian, has long since remembered how I felt at that time. It's just that to this day, I still can't understand why that incident happened, and then it was so silently buried by time, was really just because of young impulsiveness.

Yuan Ze called me, "Arriving home?"

"Of course. I replied, "What about you?"

"Wandering on the road. He said.

"What are you wandering around, it's so late, and I'm not afraid of meeting bad people. ”

Yuan Ze smiled, "Ordinary bad guys can't beat me." ”

"That's right. I replied perfunctorily, with a slight smile on my face.

He said, "You're thinking nonsense. ”

He said it again, and I covered it up, "No." ”

"What are you doing then?"

"In ...... Well, I'm in a daze. ”

His voice was still faint, gentle and considerate, and I could imagine him walking alone on the road now, with snow drifting, with one hand in his pocket, one hand holding the phone, not too long hair, rippled by the wind, and a shallow smile on his face all the time.

Such a beautiful picture is always easy to make people feel broken.

"Don't think about anything, I'm not in a hurry to get answers," he said. ”

And my heart moved again. He's not in a hurry, but I'm in a hurry, and I'd love to have an answer right away, and a yes answer, and then we'll be together and fall in love happily. However, there is always a little hesitation in my heart, and this hesitation is not sure where it comes from.

Yuan Ze said, "Prepare to pack your things and follow me to Bali." ”

"Ah, so fast?"

I know that this trip to Bali, Yuan Ze must have planned to take me with him, of course, he invited me and I will not refuse, I heard that it is a very beautiful place, there are blue sky and white clouds, as well as the simple customs and customs of a foreign country. I would like to go to more places and gain more knowledge.

He said: "Go early and come back early, so that you can go home for the New Year." If I go back in the next year, I'm afraid there will be too many people. ”

There is a lot of truth in that. But what is there to prepare, just turn out the light clothes in the summer, the itinerary is five days, the time should be very tight, starting from Beijing, and then return to Beijing the same way, then I still have time to come back, pack up and go home for the New Year.

Things were happily decided, and I had some expectations for the trip. Regarding the uncertainty about Yuan Ze in my heart, maybe after this trip, it may be determined?

Anyway, my hesitation now makes me feel quite unhappy. Yuan Ze is really calm, but people have been calm for so many years, and they seem to be very open.

To praise again, Yuan Ze is really good, the kind that can't find fault with it. At least that's what I'm seeing now.

A few days before the trip, I still soaked in the library to eat books, stopped running on snowy days, and took the bus home. I have to complain that it is so cold on the bus.

When it's cold, I think of Li Baitian's Porsche, and it is estimated that he can't drive it this season, what is he going out to do now?

Smile lightly.

The bus is a very suitable place to think about things, looking at the scenery that I slowly missed outside, this road, everything I am familiar with, even after going abroad, I will not deliberately think about it, it will inevitably be deeply imprinted in my heart.

Just like Li Baitian, who has been with me for ten years.

The years of our cohabitation, those scenes of laughter and scolding, and those beautiful things will become beautiful landscapes that we have experienced, nourishing the inner world.

No matter the joy or sorrow, no matter the ending, it always has a meaning of existence.

I think my heart is very calm, when I can't see him.

Wang Meili quarreled with her boyfriend, and her boyfriend chased her to the house and quarreled where we lived. At 11 o'clock in the evening, it was so noisy that people couldn't sleep.

I especially wanted to interject and ask them to go out and find a more spacious place, and make a happy noise, because this small room has such a strong echo, how uncomfortable it is.

But when people quarrel, it's not good for me to talk too much.

Quarreling and arguing, Wang Meili smashed a bowl. My heart was beating and I was distressed. I'm actually still a woman who likes life very much, I like pots and pans and things like that very much, and I have to buy what I like, and it's nothing if it's a little expensive, because I like it, although I buy it back, I don't use it often.

Wang Meili dropped one of my favorite soup pots, hey.

My boyfriend didn't show weakness, and then smashed a plate, my heart skipped a beat again, and finally I couldn't help but say, "You guys try to smash something that can't be broken?"

Wang Meili was in a hurry and smashed the big iron pot I bought to iron clothes during SARS last year. This thing really can't be broken, but it hurts a lot when it falls to the ground. The boyfriend still didn't show weakness and followed up and kicked him.

Ping-pong, finally provoked Li Baitian next door.

Li Baitian knocked on the door, he was very fierce, stood at the door and said, "Life is more than death in the middle of the night!"

I also stood at the door and looked at Li Baitian, Wang Meili and her boyfriend glanced at Li Baitian, but they were not frightened by Li Baitian, Wang Meili also shouted, "It's your!"

Li Baitian was in a hurry, it is estimated that if Wang Meili is a man, Li Baitian will definitely have to beat him today.

I stopped Li Baitian, who wanted to enter the door, and walked out of the door with him, letting Wang Meili and her boyfriend continue to quarrel inside. Li Baitian was wearing a long pajama with string, the skin on his chest was looming, and he was pinching his waist in anger.

I said, "I'm sorry to make you sleep." ”

Li Baitian glanced at me, his anger disappeared a little, and he looked like an uncle, "Let's go, I'm still here." ”

I don't know how long Wang Meili plans to quarrel with her boyfriend, but it's inconvenient for them to quarrel with outsiders, and if I don't be there, they may be able to quarrel for a while.

So I went into his room with him.

His room has basically not changed, but it has the feeling of a cold pot and a cold stove, which is too tidy. Maybe it's because Li Baitian is busy now and doesn't have time to flutter in the room.

When he entered the room, he sat on the sofa, made himself a pot of tea, drank it without a sip, and did not speak to me.

I walked over to the desk and saw that the position had barely changed, and there were still the books I had read here, which I had left before, and I hadn't taken them since. Because I'm planning to go abroad now, I can't use a lot of those domestic postgraduate examination materials.

It's not good to always put Li Baitian here and occupy his place. I cleaned up, and Li Baitian raised his eyelids to look at me, "Yo, so conscious?"

I didn't know what he meant, so I put the books away and asked, "How are you doing?"

"It's still like that. He replied simply.

I really want to ask, are you still in touch with that young lady, think about it. Then I don't know what else to say to Li Baitian. It seems that Li Baitian and I have nothing to say.

So he sat down at the desk in a daze, and didn't sit on the sofa, as if he could keep a distance from Li Baitian.

He asked me, "Did you have a good time that birthday?"

"Oh, that's it. I replied casually, reminding Hou that on his birthday, the only thing worth mentioning was kissing Yuan Ze. But don't tell Li Baitian about this matter, it's just a matter between me and Yuan Ze.

Then we began to be silent again. Feeling bored, Li Baitian turned on the TV and still watched those English versions of the movie, I don't know if he can understand it now.

I didn't sit on the couch either, I just listened here, and I could probably understand what the movie was about.

At the end of the film, Li Baitian ordered a pause, and then called someone, and when he heard it, he called a girl. said with a big grin, "I watched the movie you recommended, it's not interesting." ”

"Is it true that XX went to save XX for XX? Why didn't I see this?"

They discussed the plot for a while, Li Baitian was a mess, and after talking for about five minutes, he said that he was going to sleep, and Li Baitian hung up the phone helplessly.

After hanging up the phone, the affection seemed to be very low.

I couldn't help but complain, "I understand everything, but you haven't understood it yet." ”

Li Baitian glanced at me, "What level are you, can I compare with you?"

I don't think he has a hint of gunpowder in his words. Well, I'll bear it, I won't talk to him.

He then asked, "Going to Bali?"

"How do you know?"

I haven't mentioned this to him, but Yuan Ze may say it, but I don't know how clear they are if they are connected.

He sneered, "Take it easy, the past two years have not been peaceful, be careful of the tsunami." ”

I said, "Do you still have some good words in your mouth?"

He continued to sneer, "It's not a day or two since I've spoken ugly. Okay, I'll go to sleep, and you can watch it yourself. ”

Li Baitian said, got up from the sofa, turned off the TV, and went to his bedroom. Since I came out, there has been no quarrel on Wang Meili's side, I guess it's going to be over, and I plan to go back first.

So I didn't say hello, I saw Li Baitian close the bedroom door, I walked out with the sorted books, and knocked on the door directly without a mobile phone.

But no one opened it for me, I stuck to the door and listened, and heard Wang Meimei's ecstatic cat meow, hey, forget it, I still don't go in and disturb people.