Chapter 240: Child?

Cheng Xunxun has been staying at the scene, watching the firefighters work to fight the fire, surrounded by a pungent smell, from time to time there will be bursts of bursting sounds, or the sound of houses collapsing, perhaps because of the smoke, the sky above the Song family looks gray, Cheng Xunxun looks at the pile of ruins, there is always a feeling that the sky is about to fall.

For a moment, she really wanted to rush into the fire.

Zhou Yanqing almost didn't dare to leave her for half a step, for fear that she would do something stupid on impulse.

Song Jing was pushed by the medical staff and walked to Zhou Yanqing's side, first glanced at Cheng Xunxuan, and then gently pulled Zhou Yanqing's sleeve and motioned for him to come over and talk.

Zhou Yanqing glanced at Cheng Xunxun, at this moment, she looked quite calm, so she took two steps away, glanced down at Song Jing, and said, "What?"

"This fire is obviously someone who wants our Song family to perish, you have to be careful. I called Xihe just now, but he turned off his phone. I don't know if it'......" She paused, glanced in the direction of the mansion, her voice was a little choked, pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and said, "Anyway, you have been careful lately." As for the eldest brother and sister-in-law, it may ...... It may have been ...... I'm sorry, I couldn't get them out, but I escaped by myself, and in the end I'm still afraid of death, I'm sorry. ”

"But the death of the eldest brother and sister-in-law may be a good thing for you. Song Jing smiled, a little sarcastic, and raised her eyes to look at him.

Zhou Yanqing frowned, ignored her words, and said, "You better go to the hospital first, I will take care of all the things here." ”

"Hmm. She nodded, Zhou Yanqing signaled to the medical staff, and the other party pushed her away.

When Rong Zheng came, the medical staff happened to lift Chen Flails into the ambulance, and the two happened to see each other, and Song Jing, who happened to come over, naturally saw him. Rong Zheng paused for a moment, and only glanced at Chen Flail with his peripheral vision, she was already completely lying on the stretcher. Didn't look at him more.

Rong Zheng nodded and smiled at Song Jing, and quickly went over to find Zhou Yanqing.

Song Jing glanced at his back, then looked at the flail on the ambulance, only sighed secretly, and was helped into the ambulance by the ambulance staff.

Chen flail turned his head, he didn't look at Song Jing, there was no expression on his face, and everything was self-evident.

Rong Zheng walked to Zhou Yanqing's side, looked at the fire that could not be easily extinguished, and said, "How is the situation?"

He shook his head, but his eyes fell on Cheng Xunxun's body. Rong Zheng glanced at them sideways, then walked away to ask the others about the specific situation.

Zheng Jiang and Luo Xing came together, and seeing such a scene, Luo Xing's face turned pale.

"What's the situation?"

Cheng Xunxun heard the word An Xuan, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he glanced at Luo Xing fiercely. But now, Luo Xing doesn't care so much at all, after hearing the news, she called An Yu as soon as possible, turned off the phone, she knew that An Yu had been living in the Song family with Xiaonuo for the past few days, this couldn't get through, she couldn't help but tremble in her heart, her eyelids also jumped, and there was always an ominous premonition.

Seeing this now, that sense of foreboding is even stronger.

"It's not very clear right now. Zhou Yanqing glanced at Zheng Jiang, and he willingly pulled Luo Xing away and didn't let her mention any more sensitive words.

Cheng Xunxun's fingers pinched her palms fiercely, her nails were embedded in the flesh, and she couldn't feel the pain. She had to stay calm. She must think in a good direction, as long as she doesn't see Xiaonuo's corpse, there is still hope, only by thinking like this, can she control her emotions and not collapse.

Zhou Yanqing brought water to her, she drank it, gave her snacks, and she ate it, but she didn't say a word to him again. Only when the fire chief came over, she would move and ask how the situation was, whether there was anyone inside.

At this moment, there was no one else in her eyes, not even Zhou Yanqing.

It took a whole day and a night for this fire to be completely extinguished. There was still thick black smoke in the ruins, and the firefighters began to search for the remains, in fact, it was very difficult, it was burned like this, and it was not easy to find the bones in this pile of ruins, but I was afraid that it had already been burned to charcoal, turned into ashes, and merged with some debris, and it was impossible to distinguish.

Cheng Xunxun was originally sitting on a chair, but suddenly as if he remembered something, he stood up suddenly, and hurriedly ran in the direction of the car.

"Ten years!" Zhou Yanqing immediately stepped forward and grabbed her hand and said, "What are you going to do?"

"I don't want to stay here, I can't stay here. She said a little nervously, and kept shaking her head, because she hadn't slept for a day and a night, and hadn't eaten much, her face looked a little ugly, white and scary.

"Where are you going, you tell me. Zhou Yanqing was extremely patient and her tone was very gentle.

She opened her mouth, but she couldn't say a word, she didn't know where to go, where to go, she only knew that she didn't want to stay here, it was useless to stay here! She wouldn't wait for Xiao Nuo to stay here, absolutely not!

She raised her head, looked at him with a determined look, and said, "Why should I waste my time waiting here? All I can wait for here is Xiaonuo's burned bones, and nothing else." Why am I so stupid, why have I wasted so much time here! Xiaonuo will not die, I will not wait, I will not wait, I will go to him! He must not be here, he will not be here!"

As she spoke, she broke free of his hand and ran briskly towards the car.

"You don't have car keys. Zhou Yanqing shouted at her back.

Cheng Xunxun slowed down, and gradually stood on his heels, his shoulders trembling slightly. Zhou Yanqing thought she would cry, but when she walked in front of her, she found that she didn't shed a single tear, she just lowered her head and kept trembling.

Zhou Yanqing's heart was like a pinprick, she stepped forward, reached out and hugged her into her arms, and gently hugged her, not even daring to use force, for fear that it would hurt her.

Cheng Xunxun kept his original posture motionless, and only said after a while: "I want to leave here." ”

"Okay, I'll take you home. ”

Zhou Yanqing said hello to Zheng Jiang, and left the Song Mansion with Cheng Xun.

Along the way, Cheng Xunxun kept looking sideways at the window, her expression was extremely focused, as if she was looking for something, she seemed to be talking to herself, and whispered: "Where will Xiaonuo go after escaping? Will he be captured by the bad guys? No, no, no, he is such a smart child, he will definitely not." But he's only five years old......"

Zhou Yanqing listened to her talk like this all the way, and naturally felt uncomfortable, frowned slightly, glanced at her with her residual vision, reached out and held her hand, and said: "I have already asked people to find it, and I will find Xiaonuo by digging three feet into the ground, you can rest assured that I promised to return Xiaonuo to you, and I will definitely return it to you." ”

As soon as the words fell, Cheng Xunxun suddenly pulled out his hand, sneered twice, and said: "You have said this sentence many times, but Xiaonuo has not appeared in front of me until now, obviously you have many opportunities to return Xiaonuo to me in the past, but why in the end I heard the words that I can find Xiaonuo if I find An Xuan!" Cheng Xunxun's negative emotions rose again, as if he was crazy.

"Tell me why it's like this!" she straightened her back sharply, looked at him with burning eyes, her eyes filled with tears, reached out and tugged at his hand, and said, "You speak!"

She pulled his hand holding the steering wheel, and the body jerked, but fortunately there were not many cars on the road, and there were no other vehicles behind them, so there was no major accident.

"Cheng Xunxun, he is also my son! Do I want him to die! You calm down!" He finally couldn't help but yell, he didn't expect such a thing to happen, and he didn't want to become like this. It was not only Xiaonuo who had an accident here, but also his biological parents, and even Dou Lanying and Zhou Jingyang.

These people have a lot to do with him, and he doesn't have to feel much better than her, or even more uncomfortable than her. He also has emotions, but he understands that he is a man, and he must carry all this, no matter how much trouble Cheng Xunxuan makes, he has this obligation and responsibility to carry.

Cheng Xunxun just paused, but there was no more fierce resistance, Zhou Yanqing glanced at her, took a deep breath, eased her emotions, and said: "You calm down first, if you have anything to say when you get home, even if you want to make trouble, it will be." I'm driving right now, it's dangerous for you to do that. It's nothing if we hit ourselves, I'm willing to die with you, but don't hurt anyone else, right?"

Cheng Xunxun was silent for a while, turned his head away without saying a word, and continued to look out the window.

She suddenly became so quiet, Zhou Yanqing felt even more uncomfortable, glanced at her sideways, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

"No, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry. It's that I want to tell you I'm sorry, I shouldn't blame you for this matter at all, I should resent myself, why should I back down, why worry so much, even if I hurt Xiaonuo and make him hate me, it's better than now. I was wrong, I shouldn't have trusted anyone at all, and I shouldn't have relied on anyone. Her tears fell silently, and she said: "After so many years, I still can't change the habit of wanting to rely on others, so many lessons can't make me change, I really can't be saved, I deserve to be like this." ”

"I'm too stupid and stupid, I should rather die than give in. She closed her eyes, tilted her head slightly, and finally showed a painful expression, shed two lines of tears, and opened her mouth slightly, but did not make any sound.

The pain was extreme. Almost without making a sound, Zhou Yanqing could feel the struggle and pain in her heart. There is nothing more fearful than to be hopeful and despairing.

How can she not be bitter, she has gone through hardships since she was a child, and tried to survive, but fate is such a thing, it is not clear, there were once a hundred roads for her to walk, but she chose a road full of thorns, so in the end, she was covered with bruises, even if she had a hundred reasons, so what.

If she can do it all over again, she just wants to raise her head again, no longer become a member of the Tang family, stay away from the hustle and bustle, and devote herself to ordinary people.

She cried for a long time, and it was not until halfway through the journey that she stopped crying, silently wiped away the tears from her face, looked sideways out the window, and said nothing.

When the car stopped, Cheng Xunxuan automatically and consciously unfastened the seat belt, and when he was about to open the door and get out of the car, Zhou Yanqing grabbed her hand, pulled her hand in front of him, held it tightly with both hands, and said: "Xunxuan, you believe me, I feel very uncomfortable and regretful for this kind of thing." If I had known this would happen. I took Arnold with me a long time ago, and I definitely won't stay until today. ”

"As for Anjun, I just want her to explain things clearly to Xiaonuo in person, and only when she says it in person, Xiaonuo will be more likely to accept everything. In the middle of the year, you often say that you have nothing but Xiaonuo. Now I can tell you very clearly that I have nothing left but you and Arnold. ”

Cheng Xunxun's eyes moved slightly, and he raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were dull.

"I want to sleep. She said.

Zhou Yanqing paused, held her hand tightly, and finally let go of her hand and said, "Okay." ”

When the two got home, Cheng Xunxun went straight back to the room, didn't do anything, just lay on the bed, pulled the quilt, buried his head in the quilt, and said, "I want to sleep well, please don't disturb me, thank you." ”

Zhou Yanqing stood at the door of the room, and the footsteps that were just about to step in were taken back, standing at the door, looking at her for a while, before nodding to himself, and said, "Okay, call me if there is anything, I'm outside." ”

He waited for a moment, but didn't respond. I had to stretch out my hand and close the door, and stood at the door of the room for a while before going to the living room. He needed to find someone to come over and stay with her, so after thinking about it, he called Mi Lai, who knew that she had actually returned to Edinburgh.

It was Cheng Xunxun who asked her to go back first, and asked her to go back and rearrange the house, especially to arrange a room for Xiaonuo. Mi Lai asked him what was going on, Zhou Yanqing thought about it, and hung up without saying anything.

Later, he called Rong Zheng again and asked him where Zhou Yanan was. Rong Zheng knew his thoughts, and after hanging up the phone, he called Zhou Yanan, and Zhou Yanan received the news, of course, he took a ride out of the mountains. At that time, Qi Yan went to move things with a group of male teachers, but Zhou Yanan didn't say a word, and left directly.

After three or four days of searching, some bones were found, some intact and some incomplete. And there is no way to confirm the identity at all, basically only a pair of bones remain, and some even have broken bones.

I am afraid that I will have to confirm my identity through a DNA test, but this method is very troublesome, and if I do not provide family information, I am afraid that the DNA test will not be able to confirm the identity.

Such an unprovoked fire, naturally, the police intervened and conducted an in-depth investigation. In the past few days, Zhou Yanqing Police Station and Ruijing have run at both ends, and two days later, Zhou Yanan arrived, so that Zhou Yanqing has a lot of worries.

Cheng Xunxun's state is not good, she has been lying in bed for the first two days, and she does not communicate with others, when Zhou Yanqing comes in, she will open her eyes and look at him, and she will not speak, just look at him intently, waiting for him to answer.

There is no good news, though.

No matter how busy Zhou Yanqing is every day, she will definitely find time to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner for her, and occasionally come over to make snacks for her when she has time. But she didn't eat a bite, and after Zhou Yanan came, under her careful persuasion. Cheng Xunxun reluctantly drank some porridge, but still didn't eat much.

"Yanan, I really don't want to eat, I understand the reason, but Xiaonuo still doesn't know where it is, there is no body, no news. What do you say I'm going to do? What am I going to do? I'm still standing here, it's good. Cheng Xunxun rolled his eyes and looked sideways at Zhou Yanan, this was the first time she spoke to her after Zhou Yanan came.

Zhou Yanan's eyes were slightly red, and he said, "No, Xiaonuo will definitely be safe, you must live well, so that there is hope." Isn't it?"

"Hope?" Cheng Xunxun smiled coldly and said, "Do I still dare to carry hope? Every time I am full of hope, what does the result bring me? Do I still dare? Without hope, I will not be disappointed, right?"

"I'm scared, I'm really scared, I don't dare to have any hope anymore. Even if he couldn't find the body, if he was trafficked, it would be even more painful, and it would be better to die. ”

She snorted and laughed and said, "I was abducted and trafficked since I was a child, and I knew that it was so bitter, when I was in the Zhang family, I should have been killed by a headhead." ”

"Don't say that, you have to think like this, maybe you just left all the good distance to Xiaonuo? He will be fine, aren't you also a miracle? Your grandfather has never given up looking for you, has he?" Zhou Yanan held her hand tightly, tried to raise his lips, and turned his head to wipe away his tears.

Cheng Xunxun lowered his eyes, only smiled and shook his head, but did not speak, his smile was full of sarcasm.

Zhou Yanan handed the dessert to her and said, "Eat some, these are all made by Zhou Yanqing himself, he hasn't slept much these days, in fact, if this happens, he won't feel good in his heart, and even more painful than you." Now it is confirmed that Song Peili died in this fire, he died, and his wife would not live alone. ”

"Ten years, no matter what, those are his biological parents. Also, Dou Lanying and Zhou Jingyang may also have died in the fire. When Zhou Yanan said this, his voice became a little choked.

Regardless of whether they are good or bad, Dou Lanying and Zhou Jingyang are her grandparents, and she has been by their side since she was a child, and her feelings are not shallow. The Zhou family has become like this, and she has always felt uncomfortable.

Listening to Rong Zheng's conversation with Zhou Yanqing last night, I felt a little uncomfortable, and I hid and cried for a while at night.

Cheng Xunxun pursed his lips, glanced down at the delicate dim sum on the plate, and was silent for a while, but still pushed it away. Say, "No, I don't want to eat, I'm going to take a break." You don't have to look at me. ”

Zhou Yanan originally wanted to say something, but Cheng Xunxun leaned on the back of the sofa and closed his eyes. Obviously I don't want to communicate anymore.

Zhou Yanan went out with a snack, Zhou Yanqing just came out of the shower, saw the complete pastry in her hand, and said, "Still don't eat it?"

She shook her head and said, "I can't eat it." ”

Zhou Yanqing wiped her hair, nodded, and said, "Put it away, I'll eat it myself for a while." If you're tired, go back first. ”

Zhou Yanan thought about it, then put the plate on the table and asked, "You won't go out tonight?"

"Don't go out. ”

"Alright, I'll come back tomorrow. ”

Zhou Yanqing sat on the sofa in the living room, lowered her head and wiped her hair, and said, "You can come the day after tomorrow, I will rest at home tomorrow, and I will call you if I have something." He paused, "Thank you." ”

"No thanks, I'm good friends with Xun Xun, and I won't care about her if she has something. You have to watch her, her state is not good, I am afraid that she will not be able to think about it, or I need to communicate with her more. ”

"I know. Zhou Yanqing nodded, "Rong Zheng has probably gone downstairs." ”

"Okay, then I'm leaving. ”

Zhou Yanan took his coat and got up to leave.

Zhou Yanqing sat in the living room for a long time, and it was almost half past ten. He got up, turned off the lights, and entered the room.

Cheng Xunxun was still lying on the chaise longue, his eyes closed and motionless, looking like he was asleep.

Zhou Yanqing walked up to her, squatted down, and said, "Xun Xun, don't be like this, okay?"

She didn't speak, her eyes moist.

Zhou Yanqing raised her hand and touched her face, and said, "You still have me, I will always be by your side, this time we don't have to be separated." ”

Her nose twitched slightly, and her breathing was a little unsteady.

"I need your support too. He looked down and rested his head against the back of her hand.

Cheng Xunxun opened his eyes, looked down at him, was silent for a while, and said, "If you're tired, just rest and rest." ”

Zhou Yanqing paused when he heard the sound, raised his head suddenly, his eyes flashed with a little light, a smile appeared on his lips, he was a little excited, and he couldn't speak for a while.

She sat up, put her hand over his hand, and said, "You look tired." ”

"Good. Zhou Yanqing hasn't closed his eyes for the past few days, and his eyes are bloodshot.

This is the first time in the past few days that the two of them have slept together at night, and Cheng Xunxun has never dared to stay by her side for too long, for fear that she will feel uncomfortable and then collapse.

As long as she frowned. Zhou Yanqing will not stay long.

This is also the first time in the past few days that Cheng Xunxun has spoken to him, and he has not resisted him so much.

He held her tightly in his arms, Cheng Xunxun slept with his back to him, and she could clearly feel his inhalation spraying on her neck.

She felt sorry for him, but when she thought of Xiaonuo's matter, she felt uncomfortable. This night, Zhou Yanqing had a rare sleep, although it was only a few hours, but at least he slept well.

Cheng Xunxun stayed awake all night again, and at the beginning of the day, she got up lightly and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. After she finished making breakfast, she went to the room to call him up, and as soon as she reached the door, she faintly heard a voice coming from inside the door, she stopped, leaned sideways into the crack of the door and listened secretly.

"Kid? Are you sure it's a kid?"

Cheng Xunxun's heart tightened when he heard this, he couldn't hold back for a while, rushed in, walked in front of him with wide eyes, and looked up at him intently.

Zhou Yanqing frowned, pursed her lips, and said, "Keep talking, isn't it Xiaonuo?"

I don't know what the person on the other end of the phone said, Zhou Yanqing's face sank, and said, "Check it out! Call me again!"

According to Song Jing, the family includes all the maids, except for Xiaonuo, there are no other children. At least as far as she knew, there shouldn't be any children.

"Isn't it Xiaonuo! No, don't lie to me! Don't give me false hope!" she looked at him with a white face with wide eyes.

"No, they just told me that there were the bones of a child, and they weren't sure if it was Arnold!" he said firmly.

"You're lying to me, are you still lying to me!" she was very excited.

Zhou Yanqing quickly hugged her and said, "No! I won't lie to you about this, absolutely not!"

At this moment, Cheng Xunxun was like a frightened bird, her nerves were sensitive and fragile, she struggled and said, "You take me, take me there!"

"Don't get excited, they've done their investigation and will call me and tell me the results. Calm down, no matter what the outcome is, you still have me, and I still have you!"

After Cheng Xunxun snorted, the whole person suddenly softened, lying on his body softly, and lost consciousness. She has eaten little these days, has never slept well, and her spirit is already fragile, where can she afford this kind of torture.

Zhou Yanqing immediately took her to the hospital, and after careful examination by the doctor, Zhou Yanqing waited outside with a serious expression.

After a while, the doctor came out, walked in front of Zhou Yanqing with a smile, and said, "It's not a big deal, it's just that I haven't rested well in the past few days, and my nutrition can't keep up." ”

Zhou Yanqing breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctor smiled and continued: "It seems that you don't know that Miss Cheng is pregnant, and this pregnant person can't be so tormented. ”