I instantly understood who he was talking about, but I actually opened my mouth to ask "where is he", but I thought about it, and I still don't want to ask this question now. Wang Zhaoyang has never deliberately avoided anyone, as long as he wants to find it, Chen Feiyang has a way to find it.

"Hmm. I replied softly.

Chen Feiyang sneered and gritted his teeth, "I beat him up." ”

I widened my pupils, a little nervous, but I didn't speak. Chen Feiyang began to describe the process of beating Wang Zhaoyang, "As soon as I saw him, I hit him first, he was very weak, I punched his eyes swollen, his mouth was crooked, I twisted his arm, I listened to the click on his shoulder, it may have been broken." I didn't hit enough, I threw him on the ground and kicked him hard......"

I pursed my mouth to prevent tears from falling, Chen Feiyang seemed to be telling a scene he saw, his tone and expression were a little hideous, and even a little perverted. It seems that he is very cool when he recalls it like this, but behind this coolness, there is about another kind of helplessness.

He clenched his fists, still facing away from me, and accentuated his tone, "If you rob a woman with me, you will die!"

A fist slammed into the opposite wall, and Chen Feiyang's punch was very fast, so fast that ordinary people couldn't see it clearly. I was really crying, and I didn't hesitate to ask, "Where is he now?" ”

"Hospitals, of course. Chen Feiyang replied with a hint of mockery.

Regardless of him, I have to go to the hospital now, I have to go to Wang Zhaoyang.

Before he walked out of the door, Chen Feiyang's voice was faint, "I lied to you." ”

I stopped, he said: "What's the use of me beating him, I beat him to death, you will hate me for the rest of your life, what's the use of you hating me," with a wry smile, he said: "If you don't stay with him, will you really die?"

After a moment of silence, I spat softly, "Yes." ”

"Even if a man is not dead, the heart is dead. It doesn't matter who you're by, just thinking about him being alone makes you sad. If he died, I would probably still be alive as I am now, but I would treat anyone as him, a shadow of him. As long as I live, he exists, and nothing can erase the traces of his existence in my heart. ”

Snorting, I said, "But isn't he still there, so I have to divorce you, I have to be with him." I don't want to lie to myself anymore, I've liked him since I was seventeen, he has been helping me and helping me a lot, without him there would be no Yan Xiaochang. ”

"How much he has helped you, what he has helped you, I can also do it for you! Why can't I move you!" Chen Feiyang howled.

I shook my head, "It's not just moving, can you move a stone, if you don't feel it, what if you are moved." I love him because I want to love him and I want to give him the best I can give. It's not fair to you, but my heart is biased towards him, just like my own children fight with others, and no matter how wrong my own children are, they are still partial to my own children. So I have to let you go too, so that you have the opportunity to meet the person who is partial to you, and if you do," I smiled with blessings, "you will surely find that feeling of being open to love is really good." ”

"I'm not going to fall in love with anyone else. Chen Feiyang retorted.

"Yes, definitely. I said.

He couldn't hold back his dead temper at all, and he didn't believe what I said. I also understand that Chen Feiyang really loves me, and wants him to divorce me because he doesn't love me, which is unlikely, his love is a possessive type, and even now it doesn't matter if he loves me or not, he is just competing, and he is unwilling to let go.

Chen Feiyang and I divorced, and the most fundamental thing that was lacking was the courage to divorce and the courage to let go.

I can't put it off any longer, because I don't want Wang Zhaoyang to keep waiting. Chen Feiyang must have looked for Wang Zhaoyang today, I can be sure from his attitude.

If it's soft, it's hard.

There is a set of double knives on the office wall, which is Chen Feiyang's, and he was not allowed to put it at home before, but he was afraid that Wu Yuqing would cut people when he was sick.

I reached for a knife and told Chen Feiyang a story while taking the knife sleeve.

"Once upon a time, there were two mothers who snatched their children, their own mothers and pretending to be their own mothers, both of them pulled the child's arm, and the child was very painful, and when she heard the child crying out for pain, her mother was distressed and let go. ”

The guide sleeve was already open, and I put my hand on the table, and put one end of the knife against the table, and the other hand on the handle, as long as I pressed it down like this, at the speed of the knife, my finger would break.

"Chen Feiyang, are you going to divorce me?"

Chen Feiyang saw that I had moved the knife, and he was anxious, "What are you doing, put it down!"

I just glared at him, and today I'm going to teach him a lesson and let him know what love is. Some people say that love is selfish, and this is something that varies from person to person.

But if your love is like a rope that wants to strangle people to death, is this kind of love worth insisting? When I was with Chen Feiyang, I was strong, and I always pressed him in many ways, because I felt that he was young, he was immature, and I couldn't fully trust him.

I can't give him this kind of trust, and I can't give him the space to really dig into himself, so I can't achieve the best Chen Feiyang.

Just like Chen Feiyang's immaturity, I had to protect myself because of his mistakes, and I did a lot of things that shouldn't be done, such as bullying Xiaoyin.

By his side, I could only become a more sophisticated and vulgar woman, and I didn't have a chance to be the best version of myself.

This is the real source of our inappropriateness, a good lover is able to dig out a better self, a good lover, is not just the embellishment of life, it is an indispensable part of life.

If Chen Feiyang wants to persist like this, I must make him understand that blind love has a price. Maybe I'm impulsive at this moment, or maybe I have the bottom in my heart, even if I'm really disabled, Wang Zhaoyang is still there waiting for me, love me, and I'm not afraid of dragging him down.

So today I'm really not afraid, even if I lose my finger in order to take this lesson.

Chen Feiyang looked at me with a "you dare to cut" gaze, I took a breath and pressed down the handle of the knife in my hand. Between me and Chen Feiyang, less than three meters apart, there is a desk.

I don't know what kind of speed Chen Feiyang rushed over, the action of taking the knife was very handsome and neat.

I hold the hilt, he holds the blade, and according to the principle of leverage, I have the advantage. But Chen Feiyang is a martial arts practitioner, and even so, it is impossible for me to cut it down again.

I didn't use any strength, because I was going to cut Chen Feiyang's hand if I tried so hard that he could understand my determination.

He threw the knife on the ground, squeezed his eyes in resentment, and yelled at me again, "You're going to die without him?"

I lowered my eyes and lightly told him the fact, "You won't die without me." ”

Frowning, he took two deep breaths, "Get the agreement!"

The protocol had been in the bag, and I hadn't had a chance to take it out that day. I watched Chen Feiyang sign, his handwriting was not very good-looking, even his name was written very ugly, I pouted, and when the last stroke fell, he threw the pen away, I couldn't help but hug him.

"Feiyang, you will definitely become a very good man. ”

Chen Feiyang also hugged me, and after a few seconds of silence, he couldn't help crying, not saying anything, from pursing his lips and not making a sound, to crying recklessly. We hugged our heads in pain, as if it was a farewell, and we couldn't bear to rush things like this.

But there is no going back to the past.

After successfully going through the divorce procedures, Chen Feiyang didn't mention any opinions, and came exactly according to my intentions. I took Wu Yuqing out of my house with him, the key was left on the top floor of the shoe cabinet, and when I looked back, I believed that there would be a girl who was not so picky to live with him and give him the fullest and richest love.

He will definitely grow up thoroughly, stable and happy.

Walking out of here, we don't have a home again, so I can only take Wu Yuqing to live in a hotel. Are you looking for him, do you start looking for him right away?

Forget it, I can't delay it any longer, how long have I dragged it out, and I'll drag people anymore.

I still didn't guess the password changed by Wang Zhaoyang, so I could only use the new account to find him, and stood in front of him casually, "Hey." ”

"What?" he typed.

I said, "I heard you're from the city, too?"

"Well, of course. ”

"Let's meet then. ”

"Got it figured?"

"Hmm. ”

I made an appointment to meet with the water, about a certain square, I once heard a friend say that this is a high-incidence area for netizens to meet, under that lighthouse, if you are a man and stand over with a rose in your hand, it is easy to have a woman who meets with netizens, mistakenly thinks that you are the person he is looking for, and then walks over to talk to you.

It was about seven o'clock in the evening, and after nightfall, I put on a fairly satisfactory makeup. But I know that Wang Zhaoyang has always disliked my makeup being too thick, so he adjusted his spirit.

After changing my clothes and going out, I smelled the coastal air in early spring, and I was in a refreshing mood, like a bird running towards happiness. Wang Zhaoyang, Wang Zhaoyang, dating female netizens, let me catch a positive one, see how the old lady cleans you up, hum!

I'm fantasizing, what kind of reaction Wang Zhaoyang had to have when he suddenly found out that it was me, hahaha.

As I approached the lighthouse, my pace slowed down, and I looked at the man who listened to me, looked around with a rose, wearing a neat suit, so formal and serious, stupid.

I haven't seen him for a few months, and I don't feel like every other three autumns, he is still him, and I am so familiar with him so excited.

Looking down to hide my smile, I pretended to walk over casually, looking at the marble floor under my feet, I always didn't like to step on the line between the stone patches.