Chapter 387 [The So-Called Love]
"So, Ernie, what you need is to really look at yourself. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" Krystal looked at Jessica, this sentence is what she wants to say the most, these days, Jessica in her eyes, has lost herself, except for catching up with the announcement, she only knows that she is buried at home, it is such a cowardly escape, escaping the reality she dare not face, this is not the real Jessica in Krystal's eyes, the real Jessica will not escape from reality.
"Crystal, how should I deal with it? Do you tell me to just watch his TV series as if nothing happened, and then I can face him casually? Crystal, I really can't do it. Jessica shook her head, she also wanted to really do nothing happen, but she couldn't forget Zhao Xian, and what happened together before, this was the unforgettable love of her life, but unfortunately it ended in tragedy.
"Because Ernie you haven't let go yet, what's so good about Zhao Xian? Or what's the difference between Zhao Xian and Quan Ningyi, they are both scumbags, why can't you let go of Quan Ningyi, but you can't let go of Zhao Xian?"
"Ernie, I really don't understand you, I don't understand why you like him so deeply? And, Ernie, look at him now, even if he rejects you, his life will not change in any way, he still lives a nourishing life, you are nothing in his heart! You are at most a dispensable person in his life. ”
"However, if you look at yourself, you are the best comparison with him, you like him, but you are constantly consuming your life, but what's the point of doing this?"
Krystal grabbed Jessica's arm, and a series of words caught Jessica off guard, because Krystal's every word pierced her heart, and she realized that the truth was really as Krystal said, and even now, she was the only one who was sad about it.
"Crystal, I'll go back to my room first. Jessica rose from the couch with some numbness and walked towards the bedroom.
Krystal looked at Jessica's back, opened her mouth, didn't say anything more, she had said everything she could, and if Jessica couldn't listen, she wouldn't have anything else to do.
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Walking into the bedroom, Jessica leaned against the door, her head full of Krystal's sarcasm, stimulating the words in her heart, every word tearing apart her heart and disguise.
"So, in Cho Hyun's heart, is it really nothing?" Jessica was a little sluggish, she didn't want to agree with Krystal's statement, but recently, she found that it seemed that Cho Hyun really seemed to be doing well, whether it was with Jong Nae or Taeyeon, and it would not be because of her that she had any influence.
Jessica walked over to the bed and collapsed on it.
"You're nothing!"
"You're nothing!"
"You're nothing!"
“……”
Jessica's mind was full of Krystal's words, the words that made her completely collapse, nothing counts, so what the hell is she.
"But, Zhao Xian, since I'm nothing, why were you so nice to me in the first place?"
"Why did you give me the wrong information? ”
"Why did I get angry with you before, and you pretended to be fine, but instead came to comfort me?"
"Why did you come to pick you up for nothing, drunk me?"
"Why do you want to do something to me that you can only do to your girlfriend?"
"Why do you have to cook for me, take care of me so carefully?"
"Why do you want to help me all the time, make me completely dependent on you?"
"Why have you never rejected my increase in affection for you, but only when I confessed?"
"Why should I fall in love with you?"
"Why should I not forget you?"
"Why?"
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Jessica's tears poured out, and the memories of the past, the time spent with Zhao Xian, all filled her mind, suppressing the emotions in her heart.
She has always been cold, and she is known as the princess of the iceberg, but in fact, this is just a disguise, pretending that she actually longs for love in her heart, and she makes a look that she doesn't care about anything and doesn't need anything.
She did it very successfully, and everyone thought that she was really a cold character.
However, this layer of her mask and disguise was broken by Zhao Xian, Zhao Xian's warm smile, careful care, Zhao Xian kept and slowly melted her heart.
She completely opened her heart to Zhao Xian, and let Zhao Xian enter her heart step by step, until the final irreplaceable.
But in the end, it was Zhao Xian who stabbed her heart, and it was the first time for her to feel such heartache.
Jessica's tears wet the quilt, she really wanted to completely let go of Zhao Xian like Krystal said, completely treat Zhao Xian as a stranger, forget everything that happened before, or don't care. She also told herself this in her heart, but there are some things that she can definitely do if she doesn't think of them, and she really can't do them.
What to do?
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Two hours later,
Krystal opened the door softly and walked into Jessica's bedroom, where Jessica, who was breathing steadily, was already asleep, perhaps from crying.
Krystal approached the bedside and looked at Jessica, whose brows were furrowed with tears in the corners of her eyes, even when she was asleep.
Krystal sighed, then took a quilt out of the cabinet and gently covered Jessica.
Krystal has never experienced such an unforgettable love from Jessica, and she still doesn't understand why Jessica can cry for Cho Hyun more than once, and she finds that she doesn't understand Jessica's concept of love now.
Because, she doesn't understand why Jessica can't let go, in her eyes, isn't she just a man, and she is also a scumbag who splits her legs, is it possible that with Jessica's conditions, can't she find a better man than Zhao Xian?
She hasn't begun to understand that the love she believes in is not so easy to give up and give up.
However, Krystal knew in her heart that she would feel sorry for Jessica, the closest and most important Ernie in her life.
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(ps: Thank you Yuan Xuehan for your reward~ Xuehan is really a sister paper, this time it can be regarded as admitted.) )