Chapter 518: Double the Pain
Some things can't be hidden for a long time, Yoshida Hideo's indifference to his wife made his wife wonder if he was not good at that, because after getting married, Yoshida Hideo didn't touch her a few times at all, and he counted it on ten fingers, but Yoshida Hideo's wife is a loyal and virtuous woman, and has been silently forbearing, but people's patience is always limited, and his wife finally expressed strong dissatisfaction.
Hideo Yoshida felt very sorry for his wife, and he couldn't bear to hide it from his wife, so he had to admit the fact that he was gay, and also admitted that he married her mainly because of the pressure exerted on him by his father.
Yoshida Hideo's wife was very sad after hearing this, but she maintained restraint and calm, and the two finally divorced peacefully, only saying that the personalities were incompatible, the wife's parents expressed their understanding, Yoshida Tokuo did not stop it, in addition to the fact that he knew his son's orientation, there was also the woman's father has retired, and he has also secured the position of a senior government official, for him, his son's divorce or not has no impact at all, and now it has become a good thing, after all, Yoshida Hideo is his son, and he doesn't want his son to be so miserable all the time, and the most important thing is that the Japanese government at that time has disappointed him, and he has the idea of resigning。
After the divorce, Hideo Yoshida moved out, and he had more time with Kimura Naganshin, and in the past few years he has developed the habit of visiting Kimura Naganshin, and his love for him is even more than at the beginning, but unfortunately Kimura Naganobu can no longer live.
Hironobu Sawano felt very uncomfortable in his eyes, and often enlightened him to hope that he would give up and hold on, not spend money to guard a corpse, find a new boyfriend, and try to start a new life.
Yoshida Hideo felt that Hironobu Sawano was right, and he was determined to give up, but the night before he decided, he went to the cowherd's shop to drink and met the private detective of the year, and the private investigator didn't notice that Yoshida Hideo was sitting at the adjacent table, drunk like mud, and bragged with a few rich women who came here to find the cowherd, saying that he could help them forge evidence of their husbands' cheating, so that they could get rid of their husbands and get a share of the property。
Hideo Yoshida trembled angrily, and dragged the private detective out in the past, dragged him into the alley and beat him violently, so that he could tell who was behind the instigator, and the private detective's wine also woke up, and when he saw that Hideo Yoshida was angry and was about to eat people, he had to confide in what Tokuo Yoshida entrusted him to do.
Yoshida Hideo was stunned as if he had been shocked after hearing this, he finally understood what was going on, angry he immediately drove home, planning to confront his father, but when he returned home, he saw his mother and father wearing an apron to prepare dinner, grandpa was also taken to the house today, the family was very happy, it turned out that today is grandpa's birthday.
Hideo Yoshida's clenched fists slowly loosened, and he didn't want to spoil the atmosphere, so he had to force a smile and spend the tormented dinner.
This dinner made Yoshida Hideo's anger subside a lot, he found that his mother had a lot of gray hairs on her head, if he poked this matter out, it would undoubtedly destroy the harmony of the family, he was not afraid of hurting his father, but he was afraid of hurting his mother, so he had to endure this breath in desperation.
After dinner, the family took his grandfather out to visit the folk street, during which Yoshida Tokuo said his intentions, he said that he had the idea of retreating, and he was a little tired of the intrigue of the Japanese political party, and wanted to go to the sea to do business, some time ago he went to Bangkok, Thailand with the government's delegation, found a business opportunity, and planned to go to Bangkok to open a factory, grandpa and mother expressed their support, Yoshida Tokuo finally asked Yoshida Hideo's opinion, Yoshida Hideo nodded with a cold face.
In this way, Tokuo Yoshida went to Bangkok, Thailand to set up a factory, and this matter was restrained by Hideo Yoshida, and he didn't mention it again, because he knew that he couldn't do anything at all, his father was always his father, and he couldn't kill his father in order to avenge Kimura Nagaso, he felt that he was sorry for Kimura Nagaso, if it weren't for his Kimura Nagashin, he wouldn't have died.
This incident also made Hideo Yoshida dispel the idea of destroying Kimura Naganshin, and he kept Kimura Naganobu's body all the time.
After Tokuo Yoshida went to Thailand to develop, Hideo Yoshida lived like a walking corpse, his heart was extremely painful, and the cause of his beloved's death had the truth, but there was no way to help him avenge, he could only use alcohol to numb himself and go in and out of various places of sound and sex.
Later, his mother passed away, and his father Yoshida Tokuo arranged for Yoshida Hideo to come to Thailand to help him take care of the factory together, Yoshida Hideo in order to see his beloved every day, he did not hesitate to spend a high price to rent a plane, and transported the crystal coffin together, and also dug up Sawano Hironobu together, so that he could carry out daily maintenance of the body, at that time Sawano Hironobu had resigned from the institution, Yoshida Hideo spent a high price to hire him, he was naturally happy to come, so he followed Yoshida Hideo over, and helped him build this underground ice cellar here, to maintain the body of Kimura Nagasobu from decaying。
After saying all this, Hideo Yoshida couldn't stop crying and knelt in front of the crystal coffin again.
I picked him up and said, "That's why you're always at odds with your father on business ideas, right?"
Hideo Yoshida clenched his fists and released his hands, looking at his heart as if he was very conflicted, he said: "Yes, I really want to forget all this, but I can't do it, that kind of anger often appears in the company's decision-making, so I often disagree with him, he said that I must say West in the east, but he is my father after all, I can't do anything to him, and now he has cancer, although he is dying, but my heart is still very painful, I always feel sorry Kimura-kun, Azanna, can you understand this feeling?"
I nodded silently and said, "I understand, if it were someone else, maybe this revenge would have been avenged a long time ago, and your heart knot would have been untied long ago, this corpse ...... This person will not survive until now, and sometimes the betrayal of relatives will make people doubly painful, because you can't do anything. ”
Hideo Yoshida looked at me and nodded helplessly and said, "Azanna, it's great that you can understand, it's this doubly painful feeling." ”
Although I understood why Hideo Yoshida was in such pain, I was completely confused about what he wanted to do with Master Azan, so I had to ask, "Mr. Yoshida, can I ask what you need Master Azan to do?"
Hideo Yoshida didn't answer, just looked back at the Kimura Nagashin in the crystal coffin, and I suddenly shuddered, no, he didn't want me to do this, right?!