Salty waters, brilliant sunsets,

The two people who were damp all over their bodies just stood there, as if they had existed since ancient times, and I stroked the backs of the women, although there were a thousand words in my chest, but in the end I just held her harder in my arms,

The wind, blowing the hem of her skirt, the water, soaking my trousers, the sand of the shore, the mud, I pressed to her ear, with a cry in my voice: "I'm sorry for you,"

She pushed me away suddenly, took two steps back and looked at me with confused eyes, turned to face the endless sea, and was silent, I looked at her back, silent again, and after a while, she lifted her foot and walked towards the deep blue sea again, I grabbed her, only this time, I didn't drag her back, but took a step forward, hand in hand with her,

I said to her: "I know that you regret it, regret that you shouldn't have been with me in the first place, hate yourself for giving so much over the years, and even more desperate for that feeling of unattainable, you want to leave this world, I don't stop you, I just hope that we can face life together, face death together, face this blue sea together, face this blue sky together, Hongling, I can't keep you, but I hope to follow you,"

As I spoke, I dragged her hand and took the initiative to walk towards the deep sea.

But this time, she stopped where she was,

Another wave hit, and the water was up to the waists of both of us, and I looked back, and the sunset shone through her sideburns on my eyes, so that I couldn't see her expression clearly, only to hear her lips move, and her voice was hoarse

I looked at her, and I didn't answer, and I didn't move,

After a while, she grabbed my hand tightly and resolutely walked hand in hand with me to the deep sea, and I, following in her footsteps, side by side with her, the water, deeper and deeper, deep enough to submerge the two of us' chests, the waves became more and more ferocious, the tide ebbed and flowed, the water flooded the necks of the two of us, and one step further, we may have to leave this desperate world, with all our troubles, Pain, say goodbye, but never see each other, I turned my head to look at the personnel girl, but found that she was also looking at me, the cold sea, frozen her lips purple and black, she moved her lips, just wanted to speak, a big wave hit again, I was afraid that the waves would wash us away, just a moment before the waves came, subconsciously held her in her arms,

The waves, hitting the two of us, let our two bodies involuntarily drift with the sea, at that moment, I only felt a blank in my mind, I thought, maybe the personnel girl will be at this moment, completely relieved, but, in the cold seawater, I feel her lips are sticking to me, her lips, against my lips, seems to be giving me the only remaining air in her lungs, my brain is blank, before I can react, she pushed my body away,

I struggled, trying to grab the hands of the girls, but I watched her disappear into the deep sea.

The waves, receding,

I, stay on the beach,

Personnel girls, but disappeared into the deep sea,

I was stunned for three seconds, then rushed into the sea, calling her name, and diving into the water to find her.

"Hongling," I knelt on the beach, calling out her name, but all I could do was the sound of the waves of the sea, and the sound of the trickling water as the waves receded.

I swooped towards the sea, rushed into the deep water, but no longer had the courage to go forward and die resolutely, I stood in the water and cried, screaming, for the first time, my life, is so powerless, watching my beloved woman disappear in front of me, but unable to save her, I should have thought that she was only bent on getting rid of me, how could she be willing to die in the sea with me,

"Hongling," I shouted again, and this time, it was the seagulls in the sky that responded to me.

I was paralyzed on the beach, my heart was unprecedentedly gloomy, a sudden rain, the earth was wet, and I was wet, the gloom of my heart, I lay there in despair, motionless, I don't know how long, I don't know how many times the tide rose and fell after that, a team of policemen came to me and asked me if I was the owner of the villa behind me, if I was an expatriate TANQ, I sat up from the beach and looked at the police, nodded weakly, but the police said to me: " Your wife, HNLNQN, is being treated at VH Hospital,"

I was stunned, and in my original desperate mood, a clear spring gushed out,

On the way, through simple English communication, the police told me that after Qin Hongling was swept away by the waves, she was found by a sea fishing enthusiast a kilometer away, and rescued the fishing boat, but because she had been drowning for too long, she had been in a coma in the hospital for the past few days, and when she drowned, she did not bring any identity information on her body, so the police found out that she was a foreigner through clues in the past few days, and then contacted our embassy to know our identity information, so I came to find me and told me this,

Listening to the words of the police, I was nervous and overwhelmed, I didn't care how they found me, I cared about how the personnel girls were injured, who rescued them, finally, when I arrived at the hospital, I couldn't help it anymore, tears fell down, this feeling of loss and regain, made me feel very uncomfortable, I thought that I would also die on that beach, but I didn't expect that neither of us died, on the way into the hospital to the personnel women's ward, my tears have not stopped, this kind of excitement, and moving, and finally panicked tears, so I don't know what to do, I want to say something moving, I want to say something that I will definitely cherish her in the future, but in the end, I really came to her hospital room, looking at the people lying on the hospital bed wearing breathing masks, but I just choked silently and wept silently,

After the police in Melbourne left, the doctor at the hospital told me that the condition of the personnel girl was not optimistic, her body was already weak, and after such a devastation, when she was just sent, her vital signs were almost none, if it weren't for the sea angler who knew some first aid methods, and carried out some emergency rescue on her on the way, it was likely that when she was sent over, it was already a corpse, my heart was moved, and the tears did not stop, and finally, in this contradiction to the extreme panic to the end of the mood, my body could not bear it, and I fell in the hospital in front of me.

A few days later, when the girls woke up, my body had almost recovered, when she opened her eyes, looked at the white sheets, the warm hospital room, and my burning gaze in front of her, she asked me, am I in heaven, I grabbed her hand and put it to my lips, and said to her, yes, and then, the tears in the corners of my eyes unconsciously flowed down again,

The people who died once, the personality became very gentle, after she woke up, the two of us didn't talk about the things of that day, the things of the past, and all the things in the past, and those that seemed to be forgotten in the memories of the two of us, and we didn't talk about the future, nor did we talk about the future, we only lived in the present, lived in this moment,

……

Half a month later, by chance, I learned that the day to save the people of the sea angler, was actually Sun Weiling, it turned out, she also bought a house near the coastline, that day she happened to come to Australia to talk about a project, after the project was negotiated, she drove her own boat to go fishing, and as a result, she met the drowning personnel women, Sun Weiling saw the personnel women, rescued her and sent her to the hospital after returning to China to contact the people of our company, our company people contacted our embassy, our embassy and the Australian police were at a loss, and the two parties contacted the police to learn where I lived,

And it is precisely because of Sun Weiling's emergency rescue of the personnel women that the personnel women were able to save their lives.

After learning the news, I immediately contacted Sun Weiling to thank her, but Sun Weiling smiled and said to me on the phone that she was not welcome, and comforted me and said, let me take care of my wife in Australia, she will not take advantage of the danger of blindly listing, I smiled awkwardly, and asked her how you also bought a house in Australia, Sun Weiling smiled and said that her father bought, tourism real estate, in the past two years, domestic land bosses like to buy houses all over the world, the house in this area is just good, her father heard that Australia is suitable for the elderly, opened his mouth to buy it, and he did not come to live once after buying it, to Sun Weiling often comes to Australia to play,

I thanked Sun Weiling again, and said that I would invite her to dinner when I returned to China, and then put down the phone.

……

This drowning is very harmful to the body of the personnel women, at the beginning of the few days she was a fever, and then it was a low-grade fever, and then the situation stabilized a little, but also three days of two colds, nasal discharge has not been broken, even once, in the middle of the night she suddenly wetted the bed, I have been by her side to take care of her, until two months later, her body returned to normal, the two of us left the hospital, and in these two months, there are many people from the country to see the two of us, I am afraid that the personnel girl will have an accident again, but also to her parents to get an emergency visa, so that her parents also flew over to see her once, and so after the personnel girl recovered, I asked her to return to China, I still want to stay in Australia, but the personnel lady suddenly turned her head and asked me: "Do you know why I committed suicide in front of this villa?"

I shook my head, and the ladies pointed to the sky,

At that time, it was night, and there was a crescent moon in the sky,

The personnel girls said, "I'm showing her,"

I know that the 'she' in her mouth refers to Chen Bailu,

I froze in place, and the ladies continued, "I was thinking before I died, if she really had a spirit in the sky, don't let me drown in the sea,"

I was startled, and the personnel girl said with a wry smile on her face: "As a result, you also saw it,"