Chapter 5: Grievances for Guran
"Huh. Li Tianhui also sneered, she squinted at me, with a look of disdain: "Qi Tian, don't always feel how noble you are." Do you like me because you look good-looking? Do you love me because I'm pretty? If I'm as ugly as Sun Weiling, will you yell at me and scold me? Who is shameless, who is Bichi, you know in your own heart. Don't you like beautiful vixens and ugly puxens? You keep saying you love me, but all you love is my face and my body. ”
"You ......" I was speechless, my clenched fist clenched and loosened.
For a moment, like a defeated rooster, I lowered my head. She was right, and I was speechless.
Li Tianhui looked at me in disgust and said, "Give you a chance, cooperate with me and give you money, if you don't cooperate with me, we'll see." ”
My heart is unprecedentedly chaotic, memories are pouring out like a flood that opens the floodgates, the picture of Sun Weiling confessing to me appears in my mind again and again, Sun Weiling's crying voice appears in my ears over and over again, and Sun Weiling's voice and appearance appear in front of my eyes again and again.
I lowered my head and saw the shoes on my feet, and suddenly remembered that these shoes were given to me by Sun Weiling. For some reason, I silently squatted down and took off my shoes and held them in my hands, stood up and calmly looked at Li Tianhui, who was yelling, without making any arguments, but turned around and left silently.
I walked slowly down the street barefoot, and no one on the road noticed me. I'm like a lonely ghost in this city, alone. I don't know when it rained in the sky, and the rain fell on me, I raised my head to look up at the sky, but I silently lowered my head, and my heart was not a taste. Li Tianhui, Sun Weiling. Everything the two men said to me was like an explosion, and it reverberated in my mind for a long time.
I suddenly understood that everything Li Tianhui said was right, and I was the real Bichi!
What did Li Tianhui do to me, and how did I treat Sun Weiling? What is the difference between me and Li Tianhui? Li Tianhui loves money, and what I love is just appearance!
I looked down at the shoes I was carrying, and suddenly I felt a sense of fear that I had never felt before, and I threw them into the trash can next to me in panic and ran away as if I was fleeing. It wasn't until I came across a subway station that I ran in and sat inside, watching the subway stop and go, and the crowds coming and going. My feet were covered in mud, damp and smelled of salted fish. The pedestrians around hid far away for fear of bad luck.
Suddenly, a woman in a long dress came down the escalator, and all the men around looked sideways. I looked up and saw that the woman was so beautiful, and her delicate facial features were slightly powdered but beautiful to make everyone look sideways.
For some reason, after sitting for a long time, I got into the same train as the woman. Maybe because of the rain, there are not many people on the bus, and they all have seats. The woman sat across from me, and I looked down at my wet clothes, not daring to look at her.
Suddenly, a white tissue was handed to a bare hand.
I looked up and saw that it was her.
The beautiful woman didn't speak, put the tissue on top of me and sat back. Looking down at the phone, it looks like nothing has happened just now.
Holding the tissue from the woman in my hand, I didn't dare to look up at her. Looking at my depressed appearance, I really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into. For some reason, I slowly folded the paper towel in my hand into a thousand paper cranes and placed it on the empty seat next to me.
When I was in high school, I once folded a thousand paper cranes to a girl I liked, filling a large glass jar. When I gave it to her with a glass jar, the girl smashed the jar in front of the whole class, and thousands of paper cranes were scattered all over the ground.
Staring at the thousand paper cranes, it was as if I suddenly understood everything.
I don't seem to have done anything wrong, I'm not like Li Tianhui said, I'm a blue pool.
I do like Li Tianhui because she is beautiful, but I don't play with other people's feelings viciously, and I don't hypocritically use other people's love and likes to get something. It's true that I didn't accept Sun Weiling's love because she was ugly, but after I explained it clearly to Sun Weiling, she still stubbornly liked me, and it wasn't my fault.
The only thing I should apologize to Sun Weiling is that I passed on the negative energy I got from Li Tianhui to her!
When the subway reached the next stop, I ran out of the car like the wind. The beautiful woman sitting across from me looked up at the chair opposite, only to see a thousand paper cranes folded out of paper towels lying alone on the chair.
Chen Bailu hesitated, put away the thousand paper cranes and put them in his bag.
……
I almost ran to the trash can where I had just thrown my shoes, but to my disappointment, the shoes were gone, perhaps picked up by a sanitation worker or a waste picker. Running made my lungs explode, and I crouched next to the trash can for a while before I could recover. Then I turned the trash can upside down, but I still couldn't find the shoes that Sun Weiling gave me.
As I left, I looked down at my bare feet and forced myself to smile, a little bitter and stiff.
Perhaps, I have completely broken with the past, and I will never get along with each other anymore!
When I went back to school, I didn't talk to anyone about it, so what should I do?
The next morning, Wednesday, looking at myself in a suit and leather shoes in the mirror, I picked up the mouthwash of the fourth child and rinsed my mouth before going out.
I went out at 6:40 and went downstairs at IU just after 8 o'clock. Fifty minutes of inking around, eight fifty-five walked through the IU gate.
After signing the contract with HR, it was more than ten o'clock. I went to the logistics department to assign stationery and was familiar with the company's business process and the workflow of my department. When everything was done, it was exactly twelve o'clock. My colleagues went to lunch in twos and threes, and I stood up and tried to go with them, only to find that no one was paying attention to me. I could only sit at my desk and continue to familiarize myself with the articles of association, and I didn't even go to lunch.
At two o'clock, colleagues came back in twos and threes. There weren't many people in my department, just one woman, five men, and me, a rookie. Although I was prepared, I really didn't expect such a large difference in the ratio of men and women in Internet companies.
The department leader's name is Zhou Liqiang, a twenty-eight or nineteen-year-old man. Dressed like Steve Jobs, with a full set of Apple products on the table.
No one paid any attention to me all afternoon, and I could only look down and continue to look at the torn articles of association. It wasn't until he was about to get off work in the evening that Zhou Liqiang stood up and said, "Wait for overtime, if you have something to do, you can go back first." ”
None of the men spoke, only the girl raised her hand weakly and said, "I have something to do at night." ”
Zhou Liqiang nodded, turned his head to look at me and said, "Who is that, you go and order takeout." One serving per person. ”
After that, he threw me a takeout list.
When I came back with takeout, Zhou Liqiang was leading a group of people to a meeting in a small office. I put the takeaway on everyone's workstation and set the chopsticks in place. As soon as I got it done, they came out. A few people were discussing work, and no one was going to take out.
Zhou Liqiang picked up the paper cup and found that the coffee was gone, pointed at me and said, "Who's that, go pour a cup of coffee." ”
Soon, the title spread among colleagues.
And my job succeeded into, that who, to order takeout.
Whoever takes off the courier.
The one who, pour a cup of coffee.
Who, I don't have any manuscript paper here.
In short, I didn't touch the real job at all, and my colleagues didn't even know my name. Because Zhou Liqiang didn't introduce me at all, he opened his mouth to call whoever it was.
When I got off work on Friday, I didn't get out of the company until after nine o'clock. When I got on the last subway, I received a call from my mother.
"Xiaotian, the girl your aunt introduced to you is back, but she is handsome. Well, do you want to meet? ”
"Mom, I'm at work. ”
"Ah, which company, how is the work, how is the leader?"
"It's all good, it's all good......"
"Let me tell you! Get along well with your colleagues, work diligently, and don't be half-hearted. It's not easy to find a job now, you have to work hard. Even if you don't stay in Shanghai in the end, you can work if you have work experience and professional experience. ”
"Uh-huh, how's my brother?"
"He's fine! If there's still enough money, I'll give you some more." ”
"No, no, no!"
……
When I went to work the next day, perhaps because I wasn't careful, I spilled my coffee on Zhou Liqiang's table, and almost all of his Apple devices were spared. Zhou Liqiang blew up at that time and yelled at me in person. I hurriedly made amends, and the fried Zhou Liqiang immediately picked up another cup of coffee next to me and poured it all over me, I endured it and endured it, and my fists tightened and tightened. In the end, he let go of his fist and lowered his head and said sorry.
Zhou Liqiang left in a huff after finishing his hair, and I cleaned up the mess and hid in the bathroom to clean up the coffee stains on my clothes. Looking at myself covered in coffee, I jerked my fist up, but silently put it down.
Back at my desk, I looked at my busy colleagues and myself who didn't need to do anything.
I took out my phone and for the first time I wanted to quit my job compared to the big money I had raised a few days ago!
At this time, Zhou Liqiang came back, looked at his workstation, glanced at me, and seemed to have a lot of opinions about me.
I stood up and walked in front of Zhou Liqiang, wanting to reason with Zhou Liqiang, but I didn't expect him to open his mouth and say: "Go and sort out all the errors in these documents, give them to me before you get off work, and I will send the documents to your mailbox." ”
I had been brewing for a long time and wanted to say all the hard words to Zhou Liqiang turned into a basin of cold water and poured myself into a dog. In the end, he could only complete the task assigned by Zhou Liqiang.
About an hour later, I handed over the document to Zhou Liqiang.
Zhou Liqiang immediately gave me another task, asking me to write a small file and complete it in three hours.
I went to the company's server and found a similar file and wanted to make it according to the company's old model. It turned out that the company's template was too complicated and repetitive, and it was not concise at all. I deleted and modified the company's template, and spent two hours making a concise version and sending it to Zhou Liqiang.
By the time I was done, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening, and I stretched my body, only to find a box of takeaway next to me.
I've been hungry for a long time, but now when I see takeout, I take my chopsticks and devour them.
The girl next to the workstation smiled at me and said to me, "Is it enough, I haven't finished mine, why don't I give it to you?"
After a few days, I also knew a rough idea, the only girl in our department is called Xiaoxiao, and the name written on the badge is Hong Xihua, as if because she always has a smile, and her name is really hard to read, so we love to call Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao is very good, only she didn't let me run around to do some chores. However, there seems to be something going on at home, and she doesn't work much overtime in an Internet company that works overtime every day. However, at this point, Zhou Liqiang, who has always been strict, is open to her.
I was also uninhibited, and nodded with my mouth full of food.
Xiaoxiao brought the food she hadn't eaten much and put it in front of me, looked at me with a smile and asked, "Eh, what's your name?
I swallowed the food in my mouth, looked at it seriously and smiled and said, "Qi Tian, Qi Tian of the Monkey King!"
smiled and laughed, covered his mouth and said, "Monkey King!"
"Qi Tian!" Zhou Liqiang's voice came, he called my name for the first time, but I didn't hear the smell of gunpowder from his tone. Seeing Zhou Liqiang coming over, Xiaoxiao quickly slipped back to his workstation and sat down. And I was still holding chopsticks in my hand, and the corners of my mouth were sticking to the rice grains and smirking, without a sense of crisis.
Sure enough, Zhou Liqiang walked up to me and scolded as soon as he opened his mouth. Said that I was clever and did not follow the company's regulations. After scolding me, Zhou Liqiang asked me to rewrite it.
It's past eight o'clock now, and if I want to complete the rewrite today, I guess it will be twelve o'clock.
I just wanted to complain, thinking about Zhou Liqiang's words, and quickly sat down silently to write documents.
At nine o'clock, Xiaoxiao packed up his bag and whispered to me, "I'll go first!"
At ten o'clock, all the people in the company were gone.
At half past eleven, Zhou Liqiang also left.
At one o'clock in the morning, I yawned and typed the last line, and it took me another twenty minutes to check it myself, and there was no major problem before it was sent to Zhou Liqiang's mailbox.
When I came out of the company, the subway was already closed. I had to take a taxi back to school, and when I got in the car and took out my mobile phone from my pocket, I found that my mother had saved me a living allowance in the afternoon.
Looking at the text message from the bank, I just felt hot in the corners of my eyes for a moment. I want to cry!