When I got home at seven o'clock in the morning, the personnel ladies and Xiaoxiao had already packed their luggage, several little ones had also changed into new clothes, and a pre-arranged RV had already driven over, I looked at the two of them and the four children, took a deep breath, and said to them: "Let's go,"

Departure at 7:40, arrived at the airport at 8:50, the plane took off on time at 9:20, the plane landed at the capital airport at about 12 o'clock, Xiaoxiao and the personnel ladies transferred into the international waiting area at the airport and waited for the flight at 4 o'clock in the afternoon, I left the airport in a hurry, rushed to the vicinity of Chang'an Avenue by car, arrived at 1:50, saw the person at 2:50, left me at 3 o'clock, rushed to the airport at 3:55 to pass the security check, began to board at 4:10, and the flight took off at 5 o'clock to go to distant Australia,

When the plane took off, the children were very happy, the personnel girls and Xiaoxiao were more calm, laughing and sharing the airline meal on the plane, I was worried all the way, when the plane crossed Southeast Asia and arrived in Australia, the personnel girls turned their heads and looked at me and said, "It's too late for you to regret it now," I smiled at her embarrassedly, saying that I don't regret it, the personnel girls looked at me and said, seriously, I nodded, the personnel girls smiled and stretched out their hands and my fingers clasped tightly, she turned her head to look at the children who had fallen asleep behind her and smiled, posted it and said to me, in fact, I didn't buy an apartment in the center of Melbourne, just let the three of us live in the villa together, and when the children are older, I will tell them the truth, this is nothing embarrassing,

I looked at the personnel girls in astonishment, and the personnel girls said again, I feel that it is not good to let Xiaoxiao go out to live

I took a deep breath, I don't know how to answer the personnel girls, the personnel girls snuggled in my arms, sighed sadly and said, when there are conditions to go back, we take the children back to China every year to see their parents, our parents are not young, rashly let them go abroad is certainly not used to it, they can still take care of themselves now, when can they not take care of themselves, we will take them to Australia, the environment here is good, the medical care is not bad, suitable for the elderly, when the time comes, please ask a domestic nurse to take care of them, they will definitely be able to adapt to overseas life, if they don't want to come, we will take the children back to do their filial piety,

I didn't speak, and the personnel girl continued: " If you think retirement life is boring and boring, let's hand over the children to boarding schools, I and Xiaoxiao accompany you to play all over the world, go to Switzerland to climb the snowy mountains, to Japan to see cherry blossoms, you can rest assured, there is me this know-it-all, no matter where we go, we don't need a tour guide, if you don't want to toss so much, then find some ordinary hobbies, look at books, raise flowers, fish or something, I can also accompany you, in addition, you don't listen to me everything, Xiaoxiao also has a lot of her own ideas, but she is now hindered by me to save her, it is not good to show in front of you, you enlighten her more, listen to her voice, maybe there will be unexpected surprises, ”

"What a surprise," I asked the,

The personnel girls smiled and put their eyes on my ears and lowered their voices, "She wants to have a second child,"

The expression on my face was amazed, and I looked at the sleeping smile next to me in surprise, and the personnel girl covered her mouth and snickered, and said in my ear: "She told me herself, saying that if her body allows, she wants to have another child, but I advise her to think carefully, after all, the body is her own,"

I didn't know what to say, I just felt a mess in my heart, and the personnel girls knew what I thought, so they said: "Don't guess, this matter needs to be discussed with Xiaoxiao yourself, I don't mix it in the slightest,"

After saying that, she stretched on the plane, turned her head to look at the clouds outside the porthole, I sat there shocked, I didn't know what to say to the personnel girls, a moment later, the personnel girls smiled and pointed to the small screen on the plane seat and excitedly said to me: "We are now in the Arafura Sea, in a few hours we will be in Melbourne, whew, the colorful retirement life is about to begin,"

"Hongling," I whispered her name, and she turned to look at me and asked, "What,"

"It's okay," I quickly turned my head and said,

At this time, the smile next to me turned around, rubbed his eyes and yawned, the personnel girls pushed me, and turned around to go to the bathroom on the plane, I looked at Xiaoxiao a little embarrassed, and the cheeks of the smile also had some shy redness, and when the personnel girls came back, the two of them chatted about the topic of women, I sat next to them and watched the two of them, after a while, several children also woke up and joined the two of them in the topic army, for a while we were very lively on the plane, but they also paid attention to the influence, so the voice was not loud,

From beginning to end, I didn't join them in the conversation, just sat calmly and watched the two of them laugh.

I was thinking how nice it would be if this plane never landed,

……

A few hours ago, when I stepped into the quaint office, I sat tremblingly in the chair and waited for the arrival of the character, and finally when he came, he did not talk to me much, but said with a smile, the injury is very neat, good, and then turned around and asked the entourage next to him, his work relationship has been handled well, the entourage nodded and said, the work relationship has been transferred into the system, and the entry procedures still need to be handled after he joins the company, the person nodded at the entourage, and then turned his head and said to me, join the work, I believe you can do a good job, after speaking, he turned around and left the office, looking at his back, I immediately hurried to catch up, wanting to tell him that I was about to leave the country to immigrate to Australia, but after I caught up, he turned to look at me, asked me with a smile in his eyes, and still had questions, I said to my mouth, but I couldn't say it anymore, because I understood that with his identity and status, my every move, he must know, but he didn't say it, it represented his attitude and decision,

So, I could only bow my head and say, "It's okay,"

The man tapped me twice on the shoulder, then turned away.

I stood there, my clothes soaked with sweat from my back, but I didn't know it.

The entourage next to the man walked up to me, and said to me in a warm and calm tone: "You can send your wife and children to Australia, and then come back by plane, I have already arranged the itinerary for you, you can take a look at these materials on the plane, and you will take office immediately after you come back," After speaking, he handed me a copy of the secretary's information and regulations, and turned to leave,

I stood there at a loss with the information in my hand, although I guessed this, but I didn't expect them to do things so quickly, so fast that I didn't know how to explain it to the personnel girls,

……

In the end, when the plane took off at the capital airport, my heart twitched namelessly, and I understood that in fact, when I agreed to be that person's secretary, all this was irretrievable, and in the face of absolute power, and in the face of absolute appreciation, I had no confidence and reason to refuse.

At this moment, looking at my wife and children on the plane, looking at them playing and playing, I lowered my head deeply.

When the plane began to slowly descend from 13,000 meters in the air, my heart was unprecedentedly heavy, when I could already see the night view of Melbourne through the porthole, I had a thousand words in my chest, but I couldn't speak it like a fish in my throat, when the plane landed, my heart, puff beating, the personnel girls seemed to have telepathy, suddenly turned back to look at me, I also looked at her, outside the window was the backward scene of the plane taxiing rapidly, the two of us looked at each other until the plane stopped,

I think that the expression on my face has betrayed my own heart, and the expression on the face of the personnel lady also makes me understand that she has seen through my mind, and when the radio on the plane reminds the passengers to get off the plane in an orderly manner, she whispered to me, you want to go back,

I was silent, but I didn't nod,

Personnel girls frowned suddenly, ignore me and get up and leave, smiled and saw that the personnel girls were not in the right mood, they looked at me in surprise and asked what was going on, I hurriedly carried the luggage, said to Xiaoxiao that I would get off the plane first, with a few children and bags, I barely kept up with the footsteps of the personnel women, arrived at the entry gate on the Australian side, and here, there were already people waiting for me, I just appeared, a man in a black suit came up and smiled and handed me the return ticket,

The appearance of the man in the black suit made the women stop their hurried steps, she walked up to me, looked at the return ticket in my hand, and said with tears in her eyes: "You really want to go back,"

I nodded, reached out and hugged her in my arms and said excitedly, "I want to stay here, I really want to stay here,"

The personnel girls were silent, the smile next to us looked at us stiffly, and the four children behind me also had strange expressions, I let go of the personnel girls, held the smile in my arms, and held the four children in my arms, and finally, I looked at the two of them and the four children, and then looked down at the upcoming ticket in my hand, my eyes were already sour, and the tears fell on the boarding pass, and the children were also small tears when they saw this, and they felt sad when they smiled, and the personnel girls were already crying.

However, the first to stop crying was the personnel girl, she wiped the tears on her face with her cuffs and said: "You must be careful after you go back, Beijing is not like Shanghai, you can laugh at the wrong things and do the wrong things, Beijing Houmen is like a sea, you are a newcomer, although there are people behind you to support you, but you still have to be cautious in your words and deeds, accumulate thick and thin, don't worry about asking for anything, work hard for a period of time first,"

"You ......" I still can't bear to leave a few of them in Australia,

The personnel ladies comforted me in turn: "Don't worry, we will take care of ourselves, and you can come to Australia to see us if you have time, if you are not free, I will take the children back to China to see you, anyway, we are idle, just to find some fun in retirement,"

"Hongling," I couldn't hold it anymore, and held her in my arms,

But the personnel girls stroked my head and didn't speak quietly,

After a while, she turned to the side, pushed Xiaoxiao to me and said, You two should also talk about their hearts,

After saying that, she turned around and walked into the bathroom beside her.

looked at me with a smile and cried, "Just do what Sister Qin said,"

I nodded, held her in my arms, put it on her ear and said, "You go to the doctor, if your body allows you to have a second child, come back to Beijing,"

Smiled and sobbed and nodded,

The ladies finally passed through Australia's overseas entry port with a smile, and I stood in the entry gate, watching them leave, until they were all in the camera, I waved at them, and they waved at me, looking at each other, but not forgetting each other.

Despite the countless thousands of words, but in the end their figures still disappeared in the airport hall, and I also turned into the transit channel, when I got on the plane, my mood was still not calm, I recalled the bits and pieces of my experience between the personnel girls and Xiaoxiao, I couldn't help but slap myself hard, but I couldn't help but think of Bai Lu, after I slapped myself again, but I only felt the numbness of my cheeks, at this time, the mobile phone in my pocket rang, it was the personnel girls called, after connecting, the personnel girls said, I want to see you,

I also said in a hurry, I want to see you too,

The personnel lady said, I will go to Beijing to see you once every six months in the future,

I said, I will also go to Australia to see you once in six months,

Personnel girls suddenly changed their words: three months,

I said, two months,

She said that for a month,

She couldn't cry on the phone, I was in tears on the plane,

She said to me, I don't blame you, I know you really want to go with me, but I also know that you owe that person too much, you just have to work hard when you go back, I will always be waiting for you in Australia, I said, Hongling, I love you, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you too much, I've done too many wrong things, I'm a bastard, a big bastard,

She cried and said, "It's okay, I forgive you, I forgive you,"

The plane began to taxi, but the two of us had not finished speaking, when the plane entered the runway, my mobile phone, I had to be forced to hang up, at the last moment, I only heard the personnel girls shouting on the phone: "I love you,"

On the plane back, my mood was infinitely low, my mind was messed up and thinking about everything, until the plane landed in Hong Kong for transit, I realized that the environment I was in was no longer Australia, but China, I was in a lost mood to wear a blindfold, I didn't want to face the world, the plane next wave of passengers and then a wave of passengers, and when the plane took off again, my heart began to be nervous, to that person as a secretary, what to do, I don't have any experience, is it to find someone to ask for advice, or, listen to the words of the people, be cautious in words and deeds,

Thinking about this in a mess, when the plane was about to land, I took off the blindfold on my eyes, only to find that a woman appeared next to me at some point, this woman has long hair like a waterfall, and her appearance is not good-looking, but it makes people very comfortable, without makeup, without powder, but the skin is like a freshly boiled egg, and when she saw me take off the blindfold, the woman put down the economic magazine in her hand, turned her head to look at me, and showed a polite smile, the smile was very shallow, but it made me feel very sincere, the woman nodded at me and said: "Hello,"

(End of book,)