Chapter Seventy-Eight: The Buried Secret
"It's my child in the North Hill Cemetery. Ling Wanwan sat up and said to Ah Yu in front of him.
Although Ah Yu already knew this fact, he didn't expect Ling Wanwan to tell him about the scar in her heart. So he was at a loss for a while, and he didn't know how to react.
There was a deathly silence in the room, no one spoke, only the faint sound of breathing.
"Why? Why would your kid—" Ah Yu finally broke the deadlock, he gently placed the things in his hand on the table, and then asked Ling Wanwan.
Ling Wanwan gently scooped the white porridge with a spoon, making a circle of ripples, her eyelashes blinked, and there seemed to be many stories in the shadows cast, and she had never taken out such a memory.
"Because his father didn't want him to exist, he was an unblessed child. So the angel took him away and took him away from me. ”
Ah Yu heard Ling Wanwan say these words very calmly, but he felt that Ling Wanwan was so sad and desperate. A father who doesn't want his own children - such a cruel word happened to Ling Wanwan alive.
"Then you..." Ah Yu wanted to comfort Ling Wanwan, but found that he didn't have anything to say, after all, those empty comforting words were just nonsense for Ling Wanwan, but he was not the party concerned, and he couldn't personally understand her feelings, so he could only look at Ling Wanwan without saying anything.
"It seems like a long time ago, but in my mind, it seems like it happened yesterday. Ling Wanwan motioned for Ah Yu to sit down, "I have always hidden this memory in my heart, and I have never told anyone about it, but today I want to say it." Ling Wanwan's eyes looked out of the window, as if she was looking at Fang Xian in Beishan Cemetery, her vision was slightly empty and confused, and she slowly told Ah Yu about the very dark time for her three years ago.
"My child, my child, you give me back!" Ling Wanwan lay on the hospital bed, as if she had been run over by a heavy truck, every bone had been shattered into pieces, but she still tried to get up, trying to retrieve the child who no longer existed.
The nurse heard a strange noise coming from Ling Wanwan's ward, and hurriedly ran in, and then saw Ling Wanwan lying on the side of the bed, looking pained.
"Miss, you have just had surgery, please don't do this—otherwise your wound will not heal, and it will also affect your future fertility. The nurse persuaded Ling Wanwan bitterly. But Ling Wanwan didn't seem to hear the nurse's words, she still insisted on walking towards the door, as if she was going to confront someone.
The nurse had no choice but to give Ling Wanwan a tranquilizer, and then helped her back to bed. The tranquilizer had an effect immediately, Ling Wanwan gradually closed her eyes, her consciousness blurred little by little, tears seeped out of her eyes involuntarily, and then dripped on the pillow little by little.
"My child—" Her chapped lips were not bloody, and she tilted her head to the other side and fell into a deep sleep, and in her dreams she was able to return to her happiest times, watching her child grow little by little, and grow into an adult.
The nurse saw Ling Wanwan's appearance, checked her indicators again, and then tucked the quilt for her and went out.
After all, a woman who has just had a miscarriage needs to take care of it a little more. The nurse glanced at the room again with pity.
When Ling Wanwan woke up, she looked out the window blankly, the curtains were blown out by the evening wind, like a homeless ghost. Ling Wanwan didn't want to speak, she didn't want to move, she closed her eyes and put her hand on her abdomen, the rhythm of the past had disappeared, only an empty and deflated stomach.
Child......
Ling Wanwan opened his eyes again, wanting to ask him, why didn't he want their children, could it be that after recovering his memory, he had forgotten all the things between them? or...... He was filled with disgust at that time and didn't want anything to remind him of ......
Ling Wanwan couldn't cry anymore, her body was now like a reservoir that was about to dry up, and the cracked earth spread inch by inch, quickly withering.
"Squeak. The door of the ward was opened, and the nurse came in with a cart, and saw that Ling Wanwan had woken up, but there was no hysteria like during the day, and she was secretly relieved.
"Are you feeling better? It's time to eat. I brought it to you. The nurse looked at Ling Wanwan's condition and said to her.
Ling Wanwan shook his head, signaling that he didn't want to eat. She tilted her head to the other side, her body moving slowly.
"If you don't eat, how can your body recover? The nurse persuaded Ling Wanwan to eat something no matter what.
Ling Wanwan seemed to suddenly think of something, she turned around and said to the nurse, "Is my child still there?"
The nurse was a little surprised, she didn't expect Ling Wanwan to ask this question.
"Normally, we will send this kind of thing to a special place for processing. The nurse replied.
"Yes, can you give it to me? Ling Wanwan said that sentence with difficulty.
The nurse didn't answer at first, but she finally nodded when she saw Ling Wanwan's pale face and blank eyes.
"But maybe ......," the nurse said. Ling Wanwan actually knew it in his heart, maybe he was not complete in the end.
"Please......"
The nurse went out. Only Ling Wanwan was left alone in the ward.
Ling Wanwan struggled to his feet, and then shoved the things the nurse had brought into his mouth. She had to get better right away and ask for an explanation. At least...... I'm going to put an end to this matter. Her eyes glistened with tears, and the food she stuffed in it was nothing more than tasteless to her, and she mechanically stuffed it into her stomach until she couldn't fit it anymore.
"Squeak. The door opened again, and Ling Wanwan thought it would be a nurse, but it was Qu Han who came in.
"What are you doing here?" Ling Wanwan said coldly.
Qu Han didn't answer her immediately, just looked at her.
"At that time he just had amnesia. So he didn't know what he had done......" It took a long time for Qu Han to say something like this.
It's just amnesia...... Ling Wanwan felt that these words sounded sarcastic. It's just amnesia.
"So he doesn't want to see me again, does he?" Ling Wanwan said to Qu Han.
"He's forgotten about it. ”
"Really?" Ling Wanwan's eyes glistened with tears, and she tried her best to restrain herself, trembling all over.
"You have a good rest. Qu Han glanced at Ling Wanwan deeply, and then went out.
I'm sorry, I can't leave him. So you had to leave. Qu Han said in his heart.
Ling Wanwan felt that her stomach was overturned, she vomited everything she had just eaten, she vomited so much that everything in her stomach vomited out.
"What's wrong with you?" After a while, the nurse came back from outside. Seeing Ling Wanwan vomiting in the basin, he was very powerful. Ling Wanwan shook his hand, then wiped his mouth with a tissue.
The nurse had a small box in her hand, and the box looked a little rough. When Ling Wanwan saw the box, his eyes were stunned and attracted by the box.
"Is that him?" Ling Wanwan spat out these words with difficulty.
"Hmm. The nurse nodded, feeling as if the box in her hand was too heavy for her to hold. She walked over slowly, then handed the box to Ling Wanwan. Ling Wanwan took the box, she felt that they were sensitive, and her tears finally couldn't hold back, like a reservoir that had opened the floodgates, oozing out big tears. The nurse saw Ling Wanwan's appearance, but she couldn't say anything at this time, so she silently pushed the cart out.
Ling Wanwan silently pasted the box on his face, the box was cold, and he felt a little cold on his face.
"Aren't you a little cold?" Ling Wanwan muttered to himself, then covered the box with a quilt, Ling Wanwan lay down, then snuggled up next to the box and closed his eyes.
"I'll always be with you, okay?"
Then Ling Wanwan gradually fell asleep, and only in her sleep could she get a little calm.
In the past few days, the nurse felt that Ling Wanwan had suddenly become quiet, always obediently taking medicine and sleeping obediently, not at all as hysterical as a few days ago.
"Can you come and take me away?" Ling Wanwan called his friend here.
"Good. I'll be over right away. ”
Du Chen rushed to the hospital immediately, she didn't know that this kind of thing had happened to Ling Wanwan, and she didn't have time to listen to what she said, but as soon as she received her call, she rushed over non-stop.
Du Chen immediately completed all the formalities, and then prepared to leave with Ling Wanwan.
Ling Wanwan slowly paced to another ward, she looked inside, and then her face became even paler, and another woman's kiss was falling on his face!
"Let's go. Ling Wanwan felt that he couldn't hold on a little anymore, and then leaned on Du Chen's body.
"Good. Du Chen held her and walked slowly.
Du Chen was a good friend of Ling Wanwan in the orphanage, but he was later adopted by a family, but the connection between them was not broken.
Du Chen drove the car and returned home with Ling Wanwan.
"I want to get out of here. ”
"Okay, then come home with me. I haven't been back for a long time. ”
"Hmm. ”
Then Ling Wanwan and Du Chen went to W Town together. Du Chen's adoptive parents are from here, and there is a hotel here, but no one has taken care of it for a long time, and this time Du Chen came back for this matter.
Ling Wanwan finally chose to bury the small box in the Beishan Cemetery. Next to a small evergreen tree.
"You're going to be good here, you know? Mommy has been with you all the time. Ling Wanwan kissed lightly on the tombstone, his eyes full of affection.
Du Chen stood by Ling Wanwan's side and looked at Ling Wanwan quietly. She knew that Ling Wanwan was not a person who liked to show her emotions, and she was willing to be a listener when she wanted to tell her everything.
Ling Wanwan, who was lying on the bed, talked to Ah Yu for a long time, feeling that her spirit was a little weak, and Ah Yu hurriedly helped her lie down and let her rest well.
"Everything will be fine. Ah Yu comforted Ling Wanwan.
Ah Yu watched Ling Wanwan fall asleep and retreated.
The wind outside was getting stronger and stronger, as if it was going to blow everything out of sight.
The weather is getting worse and worse.