Ling Xuxu and Yan Qing are like an ordinary college couple, who have quarrels, sweetness, touching, happiness, and troubles. But the university is only four years, and time always flies like a white horse, and it slips quietly through the fingers at once, and the two of them finally face the problem of graduation. Ling Xuxu and Yan Qing are from two different cities, so when they walk out of the school gate, they have to make a decision.

"Yanqing, are you going to go home to work? Yes, you told me that you are the only child in your family, and your family must want you to go home. Ling Xuxu took Yan Qing's hand and walked on the playground, looking at the people running at night on the playground and asked melancholy.

Yan Qing looked at Ling Xuxu beside him, and also felt powerless and embarrassed. Ling Xuxu is a simple little girl, and she lives in such an ivory tower, and she should never have seen those darkness, despair, and misery in her life. But what to do, Ling Xuxu has always felt that she is the same person as her, the same ordinary college student. As long as you live well in school, study well, and have a good relationship with your teachers and classmates. However, Ling Xuxu never knew that he had joined Organization X and had already done a long, long job for Organization X. He had been in the organization to receive the education and training given to him, and how should he tell her that he had actually completed all the elementary school courses by the age of seven, all the junior high school courses by the age of nine, and all the high school courses by the age of 12. Later, the organization arranged for him to go abroad to take courses in economics and management. And he also needs to learn various fighting skills, tracking and anti-tracking, intelligence reconnaissance and other courses to be learned by the police management, and his quality is very good in all aspects. The reason why he is now in such a university and studying such a simple law course is only because he can increase his interests and hobbies, and secondly, it can be regarded as a small long vacation given to him by the organization, which is exactly four years, which is a course of study in a domestic university.

Now that he's almost out of college, he's going back to that organization. Looking at Ling Xuxu's innocent appearance, Yan Qing didn't know how to speak to Ling Xuxu. Yan Qing thought for a while, but still didn't have the courage to say his identity, "I heard that the teacher recommended you to go to the United States for graduate school. ”

Ling Xu stood still, he didn't expect this matter to spread so quickly. "Hmm. I've heard...... Your supervisor recommended you to study in the UK. ”

Yan Qing also stood still, nodded silently, and agreed.

"What about you, do you want to go?"

"What about you, do you want to go?"

Both of them spoke at the same time, and after hearing each other's voices, they suddenly stopped, and neither of them said anything.

Yan Qing suddenly hugged Ling Xuxu, and the guilt in his heart became more and more overflowing. "I'm sorry Lifelike, I can't continue to hide it from you. ”

Ling Xuxu chuckled in his heart, he was not sure what Yan Qing was going to say next, and his heart was pounding. "You, what are you hiding from me?"

Yan Qing sighed, pulled Ling Xuxu to sit down in the garden next to him, and explained his past little by little: "I was an abandoned baby when I was very young, and then I was adopted by a person. That guy was one of the leaders of the X Order, so I grew up in the X Organization and had all sorts of training in the Order. ”

Ling Xuxu was completely shocked by Yan Qing's words, she had always thought that Yan Qing was like her, born in an ordinary family, and walked slowly from elementary school, junior high school, and high school, but now he actually told her that he was an orphan and a member of an organization, but she didn't know anything about this organization. No, not only this organization, she now felt that she didn't know anything about such a person as Yanqing. No wonder, no wonder he came to such a school with such a good college entrance examination score, it turned out that all this was fake. "And you, then why are you here?"

Yan Qing wanted to hold Ling Xuxu's hand, but Ling Xuxu dodged him at once. Yan Qing knew what kind of estrangement Ling Xuxu had with him now, and he didn't force it, and said to himself: "The reason why I came here is because I have been in the organization for a long time, and I really don't know much about the outside world. So the organization gave me a small vacation for four years, so that I could have a little time to see the outside world, appreciate the life feelings of different people, and have more life experiences, so that I can become more like a person. But I didn't expect to meet you here, lifelike, I really didn't expect it. I've been hanging out with a bunch of stinky boys since I was a child, and I really don't know much about men and women, and I met such a beautiful you here, so I was moved for you. Vivid, maybe now you think that maybe what I say is fake, maybe you don't want to believe me at all, but please believe my sincerity to you. I really like you. I really want to be with you, forever. ”

Ling Xuxu sat on the edge of the flower bed silently shedding tears, but he was at a loss in his heart. She originally thought that what she and Yanqing were going to face was the question of which city to live in the future, but she didn't expect the problem to be so serious, so serious that even if she wanted to break her head, she couldn't imagine that there would be such a situation.

"Lifelike, I know it's hard for you to understand all this, it's even more difficult to accept, and even it's beyond your acceptance, if, if you really think my situation is terrible, and you really don't want to be with me anymore, then I ......"

"No, no, don't say it. Say no more. Ling Xuxu cried and shook his head, reached out to cover Yan Qing's mouth, and motioned for him not to say any more. "Yanqing, can you give me a little time. It came so suddenly, I never thought you'd be like this. To be clear, I really need a little time to digest this. Can you, can you give me a little time to think about our future? Ling Xuxu cried and walked away, leaving Yan Qing to sit alone in place, he suddenly lost all his courage at this moment, like a deflated ball that lost all his strength. Yan Qing covered his face with his hands and lowered his head in pain, he was also to blame for this result, no wonder others.

"Ring, ring, ring, ring" A rush of bells interrupted Yanqing's sadness. Yan Qing took out his mobile phone from his pocket and saw that it was a number that had not appeared for a long, long time. Yan Qing adjusted his mood and picked up the phone in an orderly manner, "Hey." There was no emotion in the words.

"Yanqing, is your vacation coming to an end? The voice on the other end was calm and calm, like a robot.

Yan Qing closed his eyes painfully and said, "Yes, Uncle Yan." ”

"Now that the holiday is coming to an end, it's time to get back to the organization. This time your vacation time is a bit long, and you have been out for a long time, I believe you have more experience and become better. ”

"Uncle Yan...... Words are ashamed. Yan Qing said in a low voice, he has indeed gained a lot in the past four years outside. He saw the sinister nature of the world, felt the preciousness of brotherhood, tasted the sweetness of love, and now he tasted the pain of parting.

"Yanqing, you are one of my proudest students. I know you've always treated me like a relative, but you should also know that I'm also your teacher and have valued you since I was a child. You grew up in an organization, and you have very little contact with men and women, but this time, you met someone you liked. Uncle Yan said unhurriedly as if he was in control of everything.

Yan Qing knew that Uncle Yan had been silently monitoring his every move behind his back, and no matter what he did, he couldn't escape Uncle Yan's eyes. He also knew that this day would come eventually, but he didn't expect this day to come so early and so quickly. It was so fast that he hadn't even had time to savor this happy time with Ling Xuxu again. He knew that he couldn't hide everything from Uncle Yan, and now instead of denying that he was struggling and justifying in vain, it was better to intercede with Uncle Yan, maybe he would open the net. "Uncle Yan, she is a good girl. It was also the first time I fell in love with a girl. You may think that I am still young, that I am not experienced enough, and I don't know what ** love is. But Uncle Yan, I really didn't know it before, but since I met Lifelike, I have understood what love is. ”

Uncle Yan listened to Yan Qing's words and was silent for a while. His feelings for Yanqing have never been as simple as that of teachers and students. Since he picked him up from the park in the autumn of that year, he felt that this child was in love with him, and he had no children under his knees, so he simply raised Yanqing as his own son, and even brought him into the X organization, so that Mr. Jin agreed with him. Now, I'm afraid the child is so big that even his wings are stiff. "Okay, this time, Uncle Yan will definitely not interfere with you, you make your own decisions. But you must know that our organization does not raise idlers, if you want that girl to join our organization, she must have some outstanding features to get Mr. Jin's approval. ”

When Yan Qing heard Uncle Yan's words, it was impossible not to be moved. Uncle Yan has been very strict with him since he was a child, even more strict than other children, but Yan Qing has always understood in his heart that Uncle Yan's favorite child has always been him. Uncle Yan can make such a concession now, which really makes Yan Qing so moved that he doesn't know what to say. "Thank you, Uncle Yan. I will try my best, and if I still can't succeed in the end, then I have no regrets. Uncle Yan, don't worry. I will definitely come back to the organization on time and will not make it difficult for you. ”

Uncle Yan knew that Yan Qing had always been a measured child, and he was not worried about this at all. "Okay, with your words, Uncle Yan will be relieved. ”

After talking to Uncle Yan on the phone, Yan Qing looked at the empty position next to him in a daze, and thought silently in his heart: Lifelike, no matter what you decide this time, I will respect your choice.

Ling Xuxu sat on the bed in the bedroom, looking at her already crying red eyes in the mirror.

She never thought that Yanqing would have such a life experience, all of this was like a dream. No, it's a scenario you can't even dream of. It was the first time she liked a boy like this, but it happened to her, and she didn't know whether she should move forward or backward. What the hell should she do?

Dropped a sentence on the playground, "I need time to think it through", and just threw Yan Qing there alone, Ling Xuxu now regretted it a little.

But thinking about him, a big man, nothing should happen to him, and his heart is a little better. Ling Xuxu took out his mobile phone to see if there was his whereabouts in the circle of friends, but suddenly saw the circle of friends that Yan Qing had posted a few minutes ago.

"I never knew how to love. But I now feel that love is not an escape, but an effort. It is not to evade the responsibility of giving each other happiness, but to strive to realize the obligation to make each other happy. When I thought that I was leaving to prevent the other party from being hurt, I had actually caused the most damage to the other party. xx, because I know you will come, I will wait for you. ”

Yan Qing is a person who rarely posts on Moments, and he is a person who rarely shows affection. When Ling Xuxu saw this circle of friends, he was surprised and full of emotion. Who doesn't want to find a man who belongs only to you, maybe he doesn't understand any romance, but at least every day of life belongs to you. There may have been deception, but the final honesty is the most valuable.

Ling Xuxu secretly made a decision in his heart, and sent a message to Yan Qing, the content was only three words, "I am willing." ”

Whatever the end result, she didn't care. Now she just wants him to know that she does.