He looked at me as if something was stuck in his throat, but he didn't really want to say it. What he wanted to say was forced by me, but of course I didn't mean to.

I said, "Let's do this today," and reached out for the lists, which he held in his hand and did not let go, and I said, "I will come and see for myself tomorrow, and you can rest assured that I will definitely cure the disease." ”

"What do I care?" Wang Zhaoyang frowned and began to glare at me, "Look at your current appearance, where can you reassure me?"

I was taught a lesson, and my heart was a little blocked, so I persevered and took the list and said, "You don't care about it, my own ......"

Before the word "matter" was finished, Wang Zhaoyang was already angry, and I swore that this was the biggest fire he had ever seen with me. He snatched the list completely, swiped it all and threw it all away, and the messy notes flew all over the sky and fell to the ground, scaring me out.

Glaring at me, his tone was agitated, and he hated the appearance of iron and steel, "That's how you got pregnant?

I couldn't speak with my eyes down, and he continued to lecture, and when he was angry at me, his face twitched, just like when I was a teacher.

"Yan Xiaochang, what kind of foolish life are you living, you don't know what you eat every day! What kind of fight are you fighting with that teacher, what kind of fight are you fighting with others, is it interesting to pretend to be pregnant!"

Oh, he's angry, this roar, I was stunned for a while, and my mind was confused. I feel like I'm wrong, but I can't tell what is wrong, and there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with me fighting with Xiao Yin.

It's not like I want to drink it myself.

And this pregnancy ...... I didn't mean to pretend, I wanted to explain to myself, I said: "I really didn't mean to, I was ten days late, I thought it was ......"

"Do you think that if you don't come, you won't go to the hospital to take a look, is it a trivial matter to be half a month late, you don't know how to take care of your body, you don't even know if you're pregnant," and then he shouted out a sentence from his heart, "Do you know how uncomfortable I felt when I heard you say that you were pregnant!"

I suddenly snapped my eyes, lowered my head and started crying again, "I'm sorry......" sound came out of my throat, I didn't know what I was sorry for, I was just sorry.

This time, Wang Zhaoyang didn't comfort me, just watched me cry, and his own anger had not been suppressed. I don't know how uncomfortable he is, and I didn't mean to make it difficult for him.

I'm also very uncomfortable, I think I love Wang Zhaoyang very much, but I can't give him anything, just make him uncomfortable because of me, I love him, I torture him.

I know he's worried about me, but I'm sorry, I can't reciprocate his concern now, and I can't open my mouth to tell him why I'm doing these things.

I knew in my heart that he was him, I was me, and despite all those inextricable feelings, we couldn't go back. I looked down and listened to his slightly heavy breathing from anger, and after a few seconds of silence, I decided to crouch down and pick up something on the ground.

I squatted to pick it up, but Wang Zhaoyang didn't help me, and he was clubbing motionless. At least so far, I'm not a big deal, and I can't die if I squat.

He threw them all over the place, and I crouched and moved.

The voice falling above his head trembled slightly, "Yan Xiaochang, you said that you would live well, I let you choose by yourself, let you go by yourself, what have you become of yourself now?"

I picked up the last slip with tears in my eyes, and he walked up to me in two steps, grabbed me by the arm, glared at me, and said, "You're doing better to show me!"

I don't know, I'm having a good time, but I don't know how to get more and more confused. I was yelled at by him, like a wronged child who made a mistake and didn't know where it was, and my body was trembling a little.

He said, "If you can't do better, you might as well come back to me." ”

I bit my lower lip, tears flowed down, Wang Zhaoyang looked at me fixedly, reached out and gently took me into his arms, pressed his palm on my hair and stroked, he rubbed my ears with his side face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I shouldn't yell at you." ”

I'm a sick person now, he can't be so cruel to me, I'm very fragile, I cry when he's fierce.

I cried, and he comforted me, "I'm just a little uncomfortable, I can't bear to let the woman I love the most get hurt around someone else, you know? I don't blame you for what you have become, understand?"

I understand, but I can't stand it.

His voice was a little shaky, but very resolute, he was persuading me, "Come back, I can't watch you live like this anymore, Xiao Chang, come back, let me take care of you." ”

Today is not a good day, I am beaten and sick, and I am stimulated to cry all the time.

I was in tears, very moved, but I still felt like I couldn't go back. I thought, I want to go back to him, but I've gone too far, I don't think I'm worthy of his affection at all, I'm even stronger, I think, I left him, and then made myself into this mess of death, and then came back, I think why.

Why did I cause him all this trouble, and why did I rely on his care, so I turned around and relied on him again and again.

"But I've already flyed......," I said aggrievedly.

He didn't speak, just hugged me.

I shook my head, "Don't force me, I've already flying, I'm someone else's wife......"

I finally understood what Wang Zhaoyang once said to me, "You make me irresistible", reason and morality tell us a lot of things, don't do this, don't do that. In order to be a decent person, we set a lot of rules and regulations for ourselves, but there are always some things, like sharp blades, that are uncontrollable and extremely lethal, and can easily pierce these frames.

I feel like I'm about to be punctured, but I don't want to, I don't want my life to change so much, what I've always thought about is the most ordinary and ordinary kind of small day, there is no big wind and waves.

Wang Zhaoyang's eyes may also be sour, and he chuckled in disguise, and said, "I know." ”

"Then why do you want to do this!" I couldn't help but roar, crying. Turning around, I looked at him and almost fell down the stairs.

Wang Zhaoyang grabbed one of my arms and stabilized me, showing a rather vicissitudes of life, he said, "You don't understand, I just want you to be good." ”

I shook my head, I really didn't understand.

He said, "The premise is that you want to live well," his eyes trembled, "I love you, and I want you to live well." Remember, if you're good, I want you to be better, and if you're bad, I'll make you good. ”

I pursed my lips and tears crackled down my face. I think Wang Zhaoyang is really great, and the saddest thing is that I can't find an outlet to cherish his greatness, I don't have the confidence to cherish it, I have already failed him once.

He hugged me, made me cry silently on his shoulder, patted me on the back, "Obedient, come with me to the doctor first, don't think about those things now, you don't have to think about anything." ”

After all, I still looked at this disease obediently, followed him to pay the bill, went to have a check-up, and he walked next to me, and at every corner, he reached out and dragged my back, always letting me walk at one end of the wall.

When I went for a urine test, he took the urine sample in his hand so naturally, did everything diligently, and then sent me to the hospital room.

The doctor began to hang me with water, and I went from a lively person to a patient, and soon found the state of the patient. I'm really weak today, I cried just now, I lost my energy, and I'm very tired.

Wang Zhaoyang persuaded me to sleep, and he said he would show me.

So I slept, slept very comfortably, and didn't really think about anything when I went to sleep. It's just that the hospital at this time is still not quiet enough, and I will wake up after sleeping for a while.

Opening his eyes slightly, Wang Zhaoyang called at the window, "I have thought about what you said, and we have time to go through the formalities." ”

Looking at his back, as tall as ever, his hair, his ears, his shoulders, are all things I can't touch.

He is a human being, and even though he loves me very much, there is no doubt that there is a reality that he needs to face, and he has to manage the life that he has to manage. Are we struggling, or are we struggling to learn to compromise?

Apparently, he has learned.

Love is a matter of the heart, and life is closely related to **, without **, everything is empty talk.

My heart slowly sank, and reality was like a hanging needle hanging on the back of my hand, gently restraining me, I was a patient, I couldn't do anything.

I fell into a puzzle, a mystery called "good life", but I went the wrong way.

After the call, he came back to me, I closed my eyes gently, I didn't have much to say to him in my heart, he was kind to me and blessed me, I am grateful. But sometimes it's really meaningless.

He touched my face with his fingers, and though his eyes were closed, I think I could probably imagine the smile in his eyes. I don't know what time it is, but this bit of beating is very slow and slow, and it is said that this is good for the body.

After the fight, Wang Zhaoyang didn't pull out the needle for me personally, went to call the nurse, and asked in a low voice, "Is there anything else today?"

The nurse said no, Wang Zhaoyang asked some more about the treatment, and the nurse said that he took the report and looked at it, if there was no problem, it was a conventional treatment method, just do a minor operation, and it would generally recover in two weeks.

I was actually listening to all of this, but I didn't open my eyes.

The nurse put away her things and left, and Wang Zhaoyang pressed the back of my hand tightly to prevent bruises. I don't press it properly every time I get an injection, and the back of my hand is always blue for a long time.

Feeling the power from his fingertips, thinking about what Wang Zhaoyang said to the doctor when he saw a doctor, he said that I was his wife. If it was, how nice it would be, I was even pretending to be, living in his arms, how calm and happy I should be.

Can't think about it anymore.

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