Looking at the calm smile lying in my arms, I thought I suddenly understood why she had been with her mentor for four years in college.

The smile in his arms suddenly murmured: "Brother!"

"Hmm. I firmly agreed.

Xiaoxiao hugged my hand and tightened it again, and whispered, "Brother, I think I can't do without you." ”

I stroked Xiaoxiao's shoulder and said, "I can't live without you either." ”

……

When Xiaoxiao and I came out of the high-speed rail station, Xiaoxiao was full of energy. She said to me, let's work hard, and I'll take you to see my mother at the end of the year.

I said okay, I'll take you to see my parents at the end of the year.

Xiaoxiao hugged my arm and said, "There is still a big brother."

I said yes.

smiled and said, my mother must be very satisfied with you, she wants me to find someone who is one year older than me, stable and handsome.

I said, my parents must be satisfied with you, you see that you are so beautiful, you have such a good figure, and you are so reasonable and able to speak.

Xiaoxiao continued, when the two of us meet our parents, we will get married.

I said okay, get married.

smiled and said, I don't want anything, as long as you love me. We can continue to rent a house, and we can continue to drift here.

I said, no, the wedding has to be done, the diamond ring has to be bought, and the honeymoon has to be passed.

Xiaoxiao suddenly stopped, turned to look at me pitifully and said, "I want to see the aurora on my honeymoon."

I laughed at her and said, I thought you would inevitably want to go to the Maldives.

Smile pinched me.

On the way from the high-speed rail station to home, we talked about how many children we will have in the future, what primary school the children will attend, what milk powder they will eat, and what kind of bottle they will use.

Go home, close the door. I hugged her and smiled, and placed her on the table, looking at her starry eyes. smiled and stepped back, her face shy.

I called softly, "Wife." ”

Xiaoxiao lowered her head, and blushed to the base of her neck for a moment.

I called her again, "Wife." ”

Xiaoxiao lowered her head, and her voice seemed to be smaller than that of a mosquito, "Husband." ”

I hugged and smiled as if the whole world was at my fingertips.

It's so good to be in love.

……

Xiaoxiao and I are not in a hurry to find a job, Xiaoxiao has worked for a year, and I still have some savings, and I don't care about taking out 10,000 yuan from the bag of radish for emergency use.

Happiness has carried away my mind, so that I have long forgotten that I can't move the bag of money.

Xiaoxiao and I nestled at home every day, lying on the bed lazily basking in the sun like two lazy dogs.

We usually go to the supermarket in front of us to buy groceries and cook, and on weekends and Sundays, we often go out for a big meal.

Suddenly, one day he smiled and said that he wanted to raise a dog, so the two of us went to the pet market and hugged a little Samoyed, which was snow-white and very cute.

Xiaoxiao takes care of the puppy like a child.

The dog just got back and had a serious illness, Xiaoxiao held the dog in the middle of the night to find a pet hospital, and was about to cry.

I finally found a pet hospital to give water to the dog, and I smiled and calmed down.

Since the puppy was sick, Xiaoxiao has taken more care of the dog and has not mentioned the matter of finding a job at all. I've had a few resumes myself, but the information has been lost in the sea.

IU called us a few more times, but Xiaoxiao and I didn't answer. No matter how the matter of the fat man is handled, Xiaoxiao and I both agree that we will resolutely not return to IU.

One night at ten o'clock, we all went to sleep. Xiaoxiao suddenly said that she wanted to eat chestnuts, so I put on my clothes and ran five or six places to buy her a pack of chestnuts.

Holding the chestnut that was still hot, I felt proud for some reason.

When I got home, I put Xiaoxiao on my lap and I peeled the chestnuts one by one and fed them to her. I don't know why, Xiaoxiao's mood is a little low. After only eating a few pieces, I said I was sleepy and wanted to sleep.

I put the chestnuts aside and slept with a smile.

I slept until midnight, smiled and coughed twice, and curled up in my arms. In a daze, I reached out and touched my smiling face, it was hot and hot. I was startled and woke up completely. I nudged and smiled and asked if she was uncomfortable.

Xiaoxiao nodded, and coughed twice.

I got up immediately, dressed myself, and found Smiling Smile in the closet to put it on.

Xiaoxiao opened his eyes and looked at me in a daze and asked, what are you doing.

I said, go to the hospital.

Xiaoxiao pushed me away, turned over and turned his back to me and said, no, it's just a little cold, and I'll be fine tomorrow.

I forcibly dragged Xiaoxiao up, put a mask on her, took the money and ID card and went out with her on my back. Xiaoxiao lay on my back, coughing constantly, and my body was still hot.

I was very anxious, afraid that she would fall asleep, so I kept calling her.

Xiaoxiao responded at first, but then she was confused again, as if she was a little delirious.

I took a taxi at the entrance of the community to take her to the hospital, and when I arrived at the hospital, the doctor took her temperature with a thermometer, which was more than 39 degrees.

The doctor said to me, "I will get a fever reduction injection first, and then I will give you water, and you will come with me to pay the fee." ”

I nodded.

It took until five o'clock in the morning to lose three bottles of water. The doctor was already off work, so I pulled out the needle for Xiaoxiao myself, put a mask on her and carried her out of the hospital.

At five o'clock in the morning, the sky was gray, and the streets were empty, except for the sparse sanitation workers sweeping the dust on the ground.

I didn't want to get a taxi at this point, I thought about it for a while, smiled behind my back and walked in the direction of home.

Xiaoxiao was already much better at this time, she wanted to come down and go by herself, but I didn't let me.

Xiaoxiao hugged me tightly and lay on my back obediently like a child.

It was three kilometers in total, and I walked for almost an hour.

When I arrived at the gate of the community, I deliberately laughed at her, if you don't lose weight, your husband will be exhausted.

Xiaoxiao pinched me weakly.

I pretended to be in pain and screamed.

Xiaoxiao was startled, thinking that I was really hurt.

I hurriedly said, I scared you, it doesn't hurt.

Smile slapped me and hugged my neck tightly.

"Qi Tian!" called me with a smile.

"Hmm. I agreed, smiling but silent.

I silently carried her in the community, and when I was about to get home, she seemed to have a lot of courage and blurted out: "I love you." ”

"Hmm. I still said yes, but my heart bloomed.

For the first time, a girl said these three words to me.

After a while, I couldn't hold it anymore before I burst out laughing. Xiaoxiao slapped me again, and said angrily, "It's necrotic." ”

To be honest, I really didn't expect that my first real relationship would be like this.

When I was studying, no matter who I chased, I never succeeded. It's only been less than half a year since I graduated, and I have gained such sweet love. Even though the job was gone, I didn't care.

Xiaoxiao's illness took a week to completely recover.

In order to celebrate Xiaoxiao's recovery, the two of us went out for a big meal again.

When I got home, I took out the key to open the door, and said anxiously with a smile: "Hurry up, I'm in a hurry to go to the toilet." ”

Hearing Xiaoxiao say this, I suddenly had bad thoughts. Locked the door twice more with his backhand, pulled out the key and held it in his hand, and reflexively pressed her against the door with a smile.

Xiaoxiao was taken aback by me and exclaimed, "What are you doing?"

I smiled evilly and didn't speak, I took the key in my hand and shook it in front of Xiaoxiao.

Xiaoxiao stretched out his hand to grab it, and shouted, "You give it to me." ”

We got into a fight, I was taller than Xiaoxiao, and she couldn't grab the key from me. Xiaoxiao was angry and anxious, and he was in a hurry to go to the toilet, and his little face was red.

Just when the two of us were fighting, a deep voice suddenly came from behind: "Xihua!"

I didn't react, I was still holding the key for Xiaoxiao to grab.

Xiaoxiao stopped moving, and looked at the person behind me through my figure.

I saw Xiaoxiao stop, and it took a moment to react, the person behind me called Xihua is Xiaoxiao's name, Hong Xihua.

I turned to look and saw a man in his thirties standing there with a bag on his back. The man was wearing a short trench coat, a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, the lenses were very thick, the prescription should not be low, and there was a small suitcase next to the man, with a luggage tag posted at the airport. I don't know why, I couldn't see the man's face clearly, it was as if there was a blurry frosted glass between us.

Xiaoxiao stayed in place and didn't move for a long time.

"Xihua. The man screamed again.

Smile reacted, and she snatched the key from my hand. Open the door, pull me in, close the door!

A set of moves is clean and neat.

But after closing the door, Xiaoxiao suddenly collapsed on the ground, holding her head between her legs, and shrugging her shoulders.

I pouted for a moment, not trying to comfort her. Instead, he asked weakly: "The one outside the door is your mentor, right?"

Xiaoxiao raised his head and shouted with teary eyes: "Qi Tian." ”

I chuckled in my heart, and it seemed that I had guessed correctly.

I involuntarily took two steps back and sat down on the couch.

I felt my chest swell, and my heart was in turmoil like never before.

My thoughts were already in a mess, but I couldn't figure it out.

Xiaoxiao buried her head between her legs again, tears falling to the ground.

I didn't go over to pick her up, I didn't say anything to comfort her. Instead, he sat there quietly, not knowing what the distress was.

I don't know how long it took, but Xiaoxiao stood up.

She went to the bathroom to wash her face, and when she came out of the bathroom, she was sitting across from me. I didn't turn my head to look at her, in fact I didn't look at anything, my eyes were staring blank and my mind was blank.

"Qi Tian. Laughing called me.

I came back to my senses and turned to look at the smile.

"He ......," he smiled, opening his mouth to speak.

But I stood up abruptly and smiled coldly and said, "I'll go out for a walk." ”

I opened the door and left the house like I had escaped from a cave.

I don't know why, but I was filled with trepidation and extreme fear.

Fragments of the past appeared in front of my eyes over and over again, and the words that Xiaoxiao had said to me rang in my ears over and over again. In just half a month, I have had more experiences with Xiaoxiao than I and anyone else. The places I've been to, the things I've done, like movies, come to my mind over and over again. But it was like a shackle, trapping me firmly.

I wanted to break free, but I couldn't.

I could only flee, allowing myself to be momentarily numb and forget everything.