In the evening, the doctor allowed me to go to the ward to see the women once, but the time should not be too long, it was better not to exceed ten minutes, I agreed to come down and changed into a sterile gown, and then walked into the ward, step by step to the bed, looking at the women lying there with tubes inserted in their bodies, I did not shed tears, but walked to her, I don't know why, suddenly showed a happy smile and said to her: "Now you don't want to divorce me for the rest of your life"

The next second, tears oozed from my eyes: "But I can't quarrel with you anymore"

After I came out of the ward, I was depressed for a long time, and I went outside to buy me something to eat and brought it back, but I didn't have the appetite to eat at all, and when I saw me like this, I persuaded me not to guard here, anyway, they are all in U, you hurry home and rest, think about how to take care of the two of them, plus these four children of almost the same age

Lao Zeng's words reminded me that it is a big deal for the women and Xiaoxiao to lie in the ward, but the four children in the family who are waiting to be fed are also not a trivial matter, especially the Winter Solstice and the five girls and Xiaoxiao's daughter Winter Solstice Pediatric pneumonia in the hospital, the five girls and Xiaoxiao's daughter have just experienced a car accident, and their mental state is unstable, this group of little guys is now in need of their parents, how dare I still be sad here, I should take the five girls and Xiaoxiao's daughter back to the hospital where the winter solstice lived, and enter the website: ёǐ

When I rushed to the hospital, the nanny and aunt were feeding the jade girl, and the jade girl saw the fifth girl coming back, and immediately opened her eyes and opened her small mouth and shouted: "Sister, sister"

The nanny aunt also heard about the car accident, and after a brief inquiry about me, she told me that these four children can rest assured that they will be handed over to her, I just have to go and get busy, although the nanny aunt said so, but I still sent someone to pick up my parents and the parents of the personnel mother, and my parents came over to let my parents help take care of the children, and the parents of the women came to let them come and see their daughter, after all, the personnel girls are now lying on the hospital bed, life and death are uncertain, and it is not good for her parents to know

When the children get together, they quickly forget about the pain, except for the somewhat unsociable smiling daughter

This little girl looks like a smile and a smile like me, but her eyebrows and eyes are self-contained, in the face of the other three children's playfulness, she just sat quietly next to her, did not participate or speak, I wanted to ask her what her name was, but she did not say a word, handed her something to eat, although she ate, but did not eat much, and finally because I was worried about her, I had no choice but to leave the five girls to the nanny and aunt to take her with me, thinking that when Xiaoxiao could visit, let her go to see Xiaoxiao might be better

I went to ask the attending doctor of the winter solstice again, the doctor told me that the condition of the winter solstice was much better after being admitted to the isolation ward, and the doctor asked me to go in to visit the winter solstice, when I walked into the ward, the winter solstice was lying on the bed with a picture book, and when he saw me come in, he turned his head and looked at me with a smile on his face, and called out Dad, the spirit is indeed much better than yesterday, and before I opened my mouth to speak, he suddenly asked: "What about Mom?"

His 'what' touched the soft string in my heart, so I almost burst into tears, but I still resisted the urge to cry, and told him that my mother was very good, but I didn't expect that a little tear oozed from the little eyes of the winter solstice, and the milk voice said that you lied to people, I cried for a while, and cried and said that my mother loved me the most, I was sick, she didn't come to see me, did my mother not love me, I never thought that a three or four-year-old child would be so sensitive, so I could only quickly coax him to say that his mother went to grandma's house, and in a few days, grandma, grandpa and grandpa came to see you together

After coaxing for a while, he laughed happily again, we agreed that I would come to see him tomorrow, I turned around and exited the ward, and the moment I closed the door of the ward, I suddenly realized that not only I couldn't do without the people, but my children, the smiling daughters couldn't do without the two of them, I turned around and came to the nanny aunt, but I heard the jade girl on the side asking the fifth girl what was a coma, the fifth girl said with an innocent and childish smile, and said that she was asleep, and the jade girl said with a smile after listening to it, and said with a smile that the mother was just asleep

Well, the fifth girl nodded very affirmatively, the two little girls laughed heartlessly again, the jade girl took out the candy from her pocket and shared it with the five girls, thought about it, and handed it to the smiling daughter, a smiling daughter opened her eyes wide, looked at the candy handed over by the five girls, her eyes were bone, and suddenly a stream of tears poured out, and the five girls and the jade girl were frightened, and I also felt a little unclear, so I cried well, but I didn't expect the smiling daughter to sobble and say that her mother will never come back

Seeing this, I hurriedly went up and hugged Xiaoxiao's daughter in my arms, and comforted the fifth girl and the jade girl, saying that my mother would come back in a few days, how could she not come back, and said to Xiaoxiao's daughter, don't cry, mother will be fine

The fifth girl and the jade girl were so funny, but the laughing daughter kept sobbing and crying, very sad, I was made by her, I had no choice but to rush back to the hospital with her, but as soon as I arrived at the hospital, the doctor told me that Xiaoxiao woke up and could go in to visit, I immediately wanted to go in, but unexpectedly, the nurse in the Xiaoxiao ward came to tell me that the patient said that she would only let her daughter in, and would not let me in

I was stunned and dumbfounded, looking at the nurse and thinking about what was going on, but when I thought about it, she must have been very bitter in the past three or four years, she must have resented me in her heart, I didn't want to see me, I sighed, I could only listen to the nurse's words, and watched my smiling daughter go in, and I went to the hospital and lit a cigarette and inhaled it in a big gulp

Xiaoxiao woke up, but she has a terminal illness, the girl is unconscious, when she will wake up, but it is unknown, this old Zeng mouth of the natural and man-made disasters pushed my beloved two women to the edge of the abyss, I now even regret not agreeing to the request for divorce, she must have been too anxious to choose to drive out of Shanghai at night, but I didn't expect to encounter such a large car accident, all this is not my fault

I was thinking about my smiling daughter, and I hurried back after smoking a cigarette, only to find that my smiling daughter had come out of the ward, and was sitting alone in the nurse's station, and after seeing me coming, she raised her head to look at me, I walked over and squatted in front of her, stroked her cheek with my hand, and asked her softly, what did my mother say to you, and the smiling daughter stared at me with those eyes that were exactly the same as Xiaoxiao, and tears of despair oozed from her eyes, I was worried that she quickly wiped her tears, and said in a choked tone, don't cry, if you have anything to say, just talk to Dad... … I said to the point where I changed my words, I felt that I was not qualified to be her father, to be her father, I had never seen her in the four years since I was born, I had never cared about her, and now what qualifications can I call myself father

But I didn't expect my smiling daughter to suddenly ask me, "Are you my father?"

Her words made me stay in place, and the original self-blame mood became very complicated, I raised my head to look at my smiling daughter, but I didn't know what to say to her, and when I reacted, I found that I had already burst into tears, so I could only nod heavily, um

Seeing that I agreed, my smiling daughter lowered her head again and was silent and did not speak, I didn't know how to face this four-year-old child, and I didn't know how to apologize to her, she was silent for a while, and then she raised her head and looked at me again, and said to me very calmly: Is my mother leaving this world?

Her words made me almost cry, and I didn't know how to answer this question, but she went on to say that my mother told me that after she left this world, I would follow you, I held her in my arms, tears had already filled my eyes, and the smiling daughter was not me and the smiling daughter, but in my arms, she continued to say, Can you tell your mother not to leave this world, you can't leave her

Babble

It turns out that Xiaoxiao's daughter and I are nicknamed Nannan

I let go of her and hugged her, but obediently reached out to wipe away the tears on my face, stretched over my head, and kissed me on the cheek like a chick pecking rice, I hugged her in my arms again, crying but firmly said to her: "Mom will never leave this world"

Nan Nan just obediently nodded in my arms and never spoke again, I went to the bathroom to wash my face after experiencing a relationship breakdown, looked at myself in the mirror, I swear to myself, no matter how difficult it is to find a kidney, no matter how low the probability of matching, no matter how difficult it is to survive after a kidney transplant, I will give Xiaoxiao a kidney transplant, I will do my best to save Xiaoxiao's life in this world

I called Lao Zeng and asked him to help me contact the most well-known experts in kidney transplantation at home and abroad, as long as the kidney source can be used, no matter how high the other party's asking price is, even if I bear the living expenses of the other party for the rest of my life, it can be accepted, and after hearing it, I didn't say anything and agreed

As soon as I hung up the phone, the phone of the father of the personnel lady came in, and I opened my mouth to ask where I was, and I only reacted to the father of the personnel girl, who was afraid that he was in Shanghai, and I rushed to the hospital room of the personnel lady in a hurry, and I saw the parents of the personnel lady standing outside the glass window in front of the U ward, looking at the personnel girl lying on the hospital bed inside, and the parents of the personnel mother felt that I was coming, and the parents of the personnel mother turned their heads to look at me at the same time, and her mother went crazy when she saw me, and without saying a word, she rushed up and slapped me twice

I stood still and didn't move

At this time, he was beaten and stood up straight