Chapter 12 Cowardly and afraid

Absolute sainthood and abandonment of wisdom, the benefit of the people is a hundredfold; absolute benevolence and righteousness, the people restore filial piety; absolute abandonment of profit, there are no thieves. These three words are also thought to be insufficient, so the order belongs: see plain and simple, less selfish and few desires, and never learn without worry.

Ingenuity is the source of speculators, and the fact that they exploit their minds and make clever profits in the name of profit and absorb profits in a variety of ways actually plays a very unfavorable factor in the development of society; when society distinguishes more between benevolence and righteousness and unkindness, it shows that society is degenerate, and the differentiation is becoming more and more serious; when speculation is put an end to and the pursuit of interests is diluted, there will be no factor that breeds thieves.

Why are you timid and afraid, think about the four tribulations, every time you almost kill yourself, that scene, what a big blow to a young heart, how much shadow it leaves, a person's experience when he is a child, will affect his life!

Parents come from the lowest level of the society in the countryside, the education level is not high, junior high school did not graduate, of course, parents are still relatively smart, only English can not be learned, other subjects are outstanding, just because there were a lot of children in the family at that time, they couldn't afford it at all, and then they dropped out of school!

At that time, it was even more difficult, once a year to eat white flour steamed buns, they had to burn high incense to the Bodhisattva--- of course, there was no proper education for the children, the father never asked, as long as there was no major fault, they almost had nothing to communicate!

Mother is the most nagging around herself, Li Donglin, of course, has a deeper relationship with her mother since she was a child, her mother really regards such a child who tosses her as a baby in her hands, she takes care of it meticulously, and she is pampered, or how to say it, the greatest thing in the world is the mother, no matter how unbearable her baby is, it will not affect her status in their minds!

They will always tell themselves, what is dangerous, what to stay away from, what cannot be touched, what kind of harm will be, so that Li Donglin has been afraid of many things in his heart since he was a child, and even some are imaginary, and the little brain melon really thinks about what to do if it collapse---s one day?

????It's ridiculous to think about it now, but at that time, I knew what to do,,,,, there was a time, it was after school, the rules of the school were to leave five students, responsible for cleaning, and put the benches neatly on the table, Li Donglin and his table mates were of course a group, when cleaning, there were originally 5 brooms, I don't know why, but in the end there was one missing, a little fat boy did not have a broom, seeing that everyone was there to clean hard, but he was helpless to stay there, when he saw Li Donglin, he walked over with a wicked smile, pushed him away, and snatched the broom in his hand, Li Donglin hit the wall, and then fell to the ground, the boy also laughed and said: "Li Donglin, I just touched you lightly, and you fell, but it's really weak, isn't it a boy???" Li Donglin looked at his arrogant appearance, didn't speak, stood up silently, patted the soil on his body, and walked away, because his mother told him---- Don't have conflicts with students, don't fight, maybe it's because of my cousin's sickle, I am willing to suffer grievances!

Each group has a team leader, and Li Xueyan happens to be the team leader, why does the little fat boy obediently stay and clean, because the next day the group leader is going to report to the head teacher for yesterday's cleaning, is there anyone who deserted, desertion was corporal punishment by the teacher, it is a very shameful thing!

Li Xueyan couldn't look at it, and shouted: "Zhang Qiang, why did you snatch Li Donglin's broom and hit people on the ground, I want to sue the teacher!" Zhang Qiang was a little discouraged when he heard this, but his mouth was still hard: "Sue me, I'll take it, and I'll return it to him after sweeping mine, see that you are excited, why are you protecting him so much?" Li Xueyan's little face turned red: "What are you talking nonsense, where am I protecting him, I can't look past it, you bully me at the same table, hum!" At this time, another girl next to her pulled Li Xueyan, Li Xueyan turned her head to look, stunned, no one thought that Li Donglin actually used one of his right hands to sweep the ashes on the ground, and tears had fallen on his face----- Li Donglin as an adult couldn't figure it out, why did he do that at that time, maybe he was too sincere, so he thought that he must clean up the area he divided, since the broom is gone, don't he still have hands?

???? Li Xueyan blinked her cute big eyes, walked over, and hurriedly said: "Li Donglin, you can sweep the floor with your hands so much, look at how dirty your hands are, you don't have to worry about this, I'll help you sweep, go, wash your hands and -----!" Li Donglin, glanced at the table gratefully, and said

"Thank you", and then went to wash his hands--- later, after cleaning, on the way back, Zhang Qiang caught up with him from behind, pinched his neck and threatened: "Tomorrow you tell your tablemate, don't let her sue, otherwise, after school, hum, see you once, beat you once!" Li Donglin nodded blankly, Li Donglin knew that he couldn't beat him, and he didn't dare to beat him--the next day, before class, Li Donglin looked at the same table and hurriedly said to her: " Yanzi, let me tell you something, yesterday's incident, don't sue the teacher, okay?" Yanzi is Li Donglin's nickname for her, and Li Xueyan often calls him ---Xiaolinzi!"

Li Xueyan pouted, looking like she hated iron but not steel: "You, you're just too timid, you are bullied, and you don't dare to say it, forget it---,, hey--""