Chapter 196: The only thing that supports him is hatred
It took a total of half a month to sign the contract and join the group.
In the past half a month, Fu Yanfeng has not come again.
The current residence of the two is only separated by a wall, and Gu Er also saw the man's car on the road outside the door when he was resting, but he never boarded her door again.
After thinking about it for a while, Gu Er understood what he meant.
Her refusal several times before also damaged the man's pride.
His pride probably wouldn't allow him to bow his head again and again, so he came up with this way to make her understand his feelings.
Although he had his purpose, Gu Er would not resist his arrangement this time.
That kind of past not only imprisoned Fu Yanfeng, but also had a great impact on her.
Until now, it has not been able to dissipate.
She had a feeling that maybe she could take the opportunity of this shoot to get her to untie all the shackles on her body!
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This drama is called "Chiba", and the heroine's name is Sheng Chiba.
The director's surname is Hu, and he was once as famous as Director Xing, but unfortunately he retired for several years due to family reasons, and when he came out again, his identity was naturally not as good as Director Xing.
Perhaps it is precisely because of this that he is eager to regain his reputation in the industry, and his requirements for shooting are stricter than Director Xing.
He did not choose to shoot in a film and television base, and was ready to use all real scenes.
So the crew's first stop was the old town.
Director Hu rented a building in the most dilapidated alley in the old city that was said to be demolished, but there was no movement for a long time, and now it has become a dilapidated building.
The shooting point where they turned on is here.
Of course, for the sake of safety, before the shooting, someone has been sent to reinforce the building, at least to ensure that there will be no problems during their shooting.
And the actors' accommodation is not like in the past, they live in a star-rated hotel, plus the director and staff, they rent a dilapidated hotel not far from the dangerous building.
Frankly speaking, Gu Yi has also been in some crews and filmed some dramas, but he has never met such a realistic director!
But she didn't resist, but wanted to give it a try.
After all, the real situation is more conducive to the actor to find the feeling.
The heroine is the investor, that is, Gu Er personally designated by Diyu, and Director Hu has no objection to this.
Mainly because Director Xing recommended this to him before, the other party didn't respond for a long time, and he thought that this thing would not be done.
Who would have thought that the peaks and loops would turn, and the two still cooperated in the end.
The actor was chosen by Director Hu himself, named Zhang Wen, a thirty-year-old acting school, although his reputation is not as big as that of an actor like Ke Yi, his acting skills are indeed very good.
Gu Er has watched his films and admires him very much.
When you see a real person, your attitude is even more respectful, and such a person is a real senior.
Some of the other supporting roles were chosen by Director Hu himself, some were recommended by Emperor Entertainment, and some came in because of favors, but Director Hu has great expectations for this comeback drama, so the crew is basically full of acting skills, and there are no traffic stars.
Gu Er felt good after greeting everyone, and thought that it should be the kind of crew that could film with peace of mind, without worrying about the restlessness caused by all kinds of tearing incidents.
Probably the most difficult part of this drama is that the filming environment is terrible.
Director Hu decided to shoot the first part is that after the death of the heroine Chiba's parents, the house, money and family car were taken to pay off the debt, and she had to live in the same place as the slum in the city.
There, she went from decadent despair to perking up and decided to take revenge......
In such a terrible environment, Chiba climbed up step by step, fully portraying her tenacious character and how much hatred affected her!
At first, Gu Yi was still thinking about whether this plot was a distraction experienced by Fu Yanfeng, and she couldn't get into it, but after being told twice by Director Hu, she quickly changed her attitude.
In fact, this environment not only made her think of Fu Yanfeng, but also thought of the time when her parents had just fled, and she and Xiaohui were driven away from their original home, and then found a place to live outside.
Although the house they rented was slightly better than in the play, it was not much better!
It's all the kind of public corridor, dozens of households on the first floor, and all of them will be seen by others when they go in and out.
Even people and neighbors in the house can hear the sound.
It was a terrible experience.
However, Chiba is worse than her.
Because she was just the disappearance of her parents, at that time, she knew that they were not dead, and knew that they were fleeing to avoid debts, for them, Gu Er was very difficult to worry about at that time, but more resentment.
Unlike Chiba, he originally lived in a very happy family.
The father is serious, the mother is gentle, they only have one daughter, and all kinds of favors fall on Chiba.
In addition to educating her not to let her go the wrong way, it can be said that as long as they can give it to her, her parents will never be stingy.
Very, very happy family.
However, everything changed overnight.
Her parents committed suicide and left a suicide note saying they were sorry for her, but they didn't have the face to see her.
If you don't commit suicide, you will be framed and imprisoned, and the parents will save face and resolutely refuse to let their daughter have a pair of parents who become criminals.
But they didn't think about it, their daughter was just an adult, and they died, what would she do?
The house and property were also taken to pay off the debts, fortunately Chiba didn't have to take on more debts, but she definitely couldn't go to college, because there was no tuition, and even life was a problem!
Evicted from her beautiful and spacious home, she had to come to the slums to rent a house.
During this period, he also met an obscene male landlady who almost dragged her to the house and became stronger, and Chiba's spirit was almost facing collapse!
Fortunately, there are still good people in this world.
An aunt saw that she was alone, young and very pitiful, and was willing to rent her house to her.
And after Chiba rented a house, he almost never went out.
She didn't want to, didn't dare, and didn't want to go out.
She misses her mom and dad and cries to sleep every day.
She was afraid to go out and face such a bad environment, afraid to face the men who whistled at her, and even wanted to get over to get cheap, afraid to face this changed world.
However, the more she dared not go out, the more desperate she became.
Then she thought about death......
If she dies, she won't have to face all this anymore, she can go underground to find her parents and reincarnate with them.
She convinced herself, and then she decided to cut her wrists.
Soaking her arm in hot water, she gestured at her wrist with a razor-sharp fruit knife......
And when the knife cut the skin, there was even a smile on her desperate face.
When you die, you are free!
However, when the blood gradually flowed out, she felt the loss of strength, and felt the cold, somehow the dead faces of her parents came to mind, their eyes were open, and finally, the doctor sighed and helped them close.
When she felt as if she was going to die, Chiba really realized that her parents would not be blind to death!
Only then did she realize that the death of her parents was not suicide in fear of sin, as those people said.
Mom and Dad are so good, how can they do that kind of thing?
So, someone must have hurt them.
Although they died, they were not reconciled!
yes, who would be willing?
Who doesn't want to live?
In the corners of Chiba's eyes, two lines of tears slipped quietly, and she sat in the strong horn, looking at the water in front of her, which had slowly cooled and was dyed blood-red, her eyes began to blur.
Then, suddenly, a thought flashed into my mind so naturally.
She can't die!
You can't die yet!
She wants to avenge her parents, and she can't let them die with that kind of dishonor!
She wants to wash away their grievances!
Taking her hand out of the basin, she laboriously wiped away her tears, got up and tied her wrist with a strip of cloth, and then found an ointment and applied it indiscriminately.
After doing this, she almost fainted from blood loss.
However, she survived after all.
From then on, there was no weakness in her eyes, she changed her clothes and opened the door.
Under the calm and waveless gaze, there is a deep hatred suppressed!
"Ka-"
At the end of the shooting, Gu Er didn't move, she stood in front of the door, still maintaining the action just now.
In front of me are the dilapidated buildings, bungalows and streets of the old neighborhood, all of which are filled with the smell of garbage.
Looking at all this, Gu Er's eyes suddenly moistened.
Her heart ached.
Others just thought that she didn't come out of the role, including Chen Yuan, and hurriedly helped her to the side to slow down.
However, only she knew that she was crying for Fu Yanfeng.
After filming for a while, she seemed to be stunned, and the whole person became more and more into the play, as if she was the young girl whose parents committed suicide and was left alone.
She felt Chiba's mood, and she only felt unstoppable pain.
That kind of loneliness, that kind of despair, is really about to drive a person crazy.
Chiba is a person in the play, but Fu Yanfeng, who has also experienced this, is true.
So, does it mean that he also thought about death?
Cutting the skin of his wrists, layer after layer, watching the red blood stain all the water in the basin red, what was he thinking at that time?
Liberated, can I be reunited with my parents, or can I finally say goodbye to this cruel world?!
Gu Yi buried her head in her lap and wrapped her arms around herself, she was silent, tears like rain.
Although she was also kicked out of her original home, she still has Xiao Hui, Xiao Hui is sick, and she doesn't have much time to grieve to find a way to earn money to treat Xiao Hui.
In the eyes of others, Xiao Hui is a burden to her, but in fact, if there is no Xiao Hui, she may be like Chiba, and ...... Fu Yanfeng wanted to give up this life......
Or, he's better than her.
At least his parents loved him, and she ......
Gu Er couldn't tell for a while, whether she was more miserable or the man was more miserable.
Perhaps because there were some similarities in this situation, she felt even more uncomfortable.
And after the discomfort, she could understand why he was so obsessed with revenge.
In this world, if it is Xiao Hui who supports her, then the only thing that has always supported Fu Yanfeng is hatred!