012 Purity is sacrosanct
He carried me on his back and ran around the dark campus, I didn't make a sound or fall asleep, I just kept my mouth closed, and I threw up again.
I really didn't throw up tonight, I was just dizzy, very dizzy, very dizzy, but I still had a little bit of sanity, at least how I got drunk and crazy by the river, I remember the next day.
Li Baitian took me to a nearby hotel, which was in relatively average condition, and opened a room with only one bed.
He threw me on the couch and then went to lay the quilt himself. There were actually two quilts in the room, but Li Baitian felt that the beds were too hard, so he spread one of the quilts on the sheets and the other quilt to cover.
Laid out, dragged me from the couch to the bed, then took off my socks from my slippers and put my legs on the bed. Then he stood on the edge of the bed and watched me catch his breath.
I fell asleep upside down, mainly pretending to be asleep, wrapping the whole quilt around myself, and pressing the left and right corners of the quilt with my body. I'm embarrassed, I'm afraid that Li Baitian will do something, but I'm not afraid, but I'm embarrassed to let him do it generously.
I'm just going to be so careful and reserved.
Li Baitian went to the toilet to wash and wash, and then came back, slept on the other side of the bed, stretched out his hand and secretly stole the quilt that I was pressing.
In fact, the quilt is quite small, unless you hold it tightly, it is not enough to cover it at all.
I didn't deliberately keep him from stealing the quilt, because I was pretending to be asleep, so I just didn't know anything.
Li Baitian didn't take off his clothes, and he was probably a little embarrassed. After successfully stealing the quilt, in order to cover more, I can only lean on my side.
I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep.
What kind of rhythm is this, how will this night be spent, is it a pure sleep, or is it Li Baitian's beast? He is a beast, should I obey it?
I can't sleep anyway, hoping that something will happen and that something won't.
Although it was true that something had happened to me and Li Baitian, we tacitly never mentioned it. And after all this time, it really seems as if nothing has happened.
He lay down, raised one arm, and I turned my back to him, and when I felt the action, I thought he was going to put his arm under my head and pill it. But no, Li Baitian's hand made an unknown movement in the air, and then pillowed under his head.
Forget it, I feel like I'm thinking too much.
Continue to pretend to sleep, it's better to pretend to be really asleep, and then be fine.
I was shorter than Li Baitian, but he slept taller, and then we didn't wear socks, and our feet could touch our feet, and the flesh was on the flesh.
At first, I was quite awkward, embarrassed to take my foot away, and after sticking it for a few seconds, Li Baitian's feet began to be dishonest, rubbing my toes on the instep of my feet.
Still rubbing, still rubbing, are you tickling! Lonely men and widows in the middle of the night, is this really good?
How can I sleep like this, I endured and endured, and finally moved, took my feet away, and curled up to sleep, so that he would not touch it again.
Li Baitian may have noticed that I was not asleep, and his body also moved, moving closer to me, his upper body raised, and his mouth was already attached to my hair.
The moment he got closer, he exhaled in a low breath, with a very strong masculine aura, which must have had a thumping effect because I hadn't really been in contact with men.
I blinked in the darkness and smelled the bitter smell of tobacco on him. Li Baitian secretly tentatively kissed me twice on the ear through my hair.
I am getting more and more energetic. If he's a real beast, what the hell will I do? If I push it away, will he be unhappy, I don't push it away, does it seem too casual. If I really didn't push it away, then we were both twice, what does it matter?
I was nervous to death.
In a low voice, he asked me, "What shampoo, with the same smell as my mother." ”
I didn't squeak.
His dog nose moved down to my neck, pulled the quilt a little away, and sniffed, "Why didn't you wear perfume?"
I still didn't squeak. Probably Li Baitian is used to the smell of perfume on women, and feels that we who don't use perfume are outliers? But in fact, most girls like us don't know how to use perfume at this time.
Tsk, I have to say, who he knows.
I pretended to be asleep thoroughly, and I was very calm, and then Li Baitian probably still suspected that I was not asleep, but he wanted to make sure anyway, and suddenly raised his upper body again, stretched out his head to look at me. I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended to sleep soundly.
He held this motion for a moment, then stepped back and slammed his head on the pillow. Today, Li Baitian performed a very tangled plot with himself, he wanted to come over and hug me for a while, hesitated and then retreated, tangled several rendezvous, and finally withdrew himself from the quilt and seriously tucked the corners of the quilt for me.
Soon I heard the sound of even breathing behind me, and I knew that Li Baitian had fallen asleep, and I felt slightly lost in my heart. Whether I hoped or didn't want something to happen that night remains a mystery to this day.
Later, I asked Li Baitian why he didn't move me when he was so entangled and wanted so much.
He said, "I don't want to spoil you." ”
Although he has already ruined it once, he is still reluctant to waste it a second time. When he was in high school, he was young and had little self-control, so he was impulsive, and it is said that after being impulsive, he had a strong sense of guilt in retrospect for a long time.
What an impression of purity and sanctity I have maintained in his heart!
Li Baitian didn't have a quilt cover, and I also hesitated to give him the quilt, forget it, I won't die if I sleep like this all night, in case I share his quilt with kindness, and then something happens.
Since it didn't happen, it's better not to happen.
So I fell asleep.
When he woke up, he saw Li Baitian pitifully rolling up the quilt pressed under his body and covering a small half of his body. Anyway, it's very pitiful.
My heart softened, so I divided him with half of the quilt.
The quilt flickered, and Li Baitian woke up, dazed and irrational, so he easily hugged me into his arms. Hold it securely, close your eyes and go back to sleep.
For the first time, I was lying in a man's arms, and it was a really nice feeling like I had imagined. A man's embrace, how can it be so warm and steady, how can the taste of breath be so different, and holding this thing in his arms is so nostalgic and aftertasteful.
So I couldn't sleep again.
When I couldn't sleep, it was hard to maintain a position, so every time I couldn't stand it, I rolled over. One moment with his back to him, the next with his back to face him, the sky outside the window was already slightly bright.
The military training has just ended, and now it is on vacation, and there are no classes.
Even if I turned over to face him, I was still embarrassed to reach out and hug him, anyway, all kinds of discomfort was right. Li Baitian made me turn over and provoked me, squinted his eyes and said, "Sister, you are like this, I can't get an erection in the morning." ”
I let him swallow these words, and there seemed to be a thousand words in his throat, and he choked up instantly.
I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and said in a hoarse voice, "You can go back to sleep." Li Baitian raised his eyelids, he really didn't sleep well at night, hugged the quilt and snorted, and continued to sleep.
Then I went to the little couch and watched him sleep.
It was a very warm morning, and I sneaked over to the bed and squatted, watching the boy I liked sleep. Watch the sun hit his face, illuminating his bye very clearly and clearly, and see his very delicate skin because of his love of sports, reflecting a slight light.
Seeing him lying on his stomach on the bed, grinning, sleeping ugly and cute, almost drooling.
I don't know what I'm looking at, and at one point I feel like I'm pretty unproductive. I was reluctant to wake him up, and I didn't know what to say when I woke up, so before he woke up, he washed up briefly and closed the door gently.
When I look in the mirror, I pat the water on my face, look at my tanned face, make the expression I think I look good over and over again, and ask in my heart, "Mirror mirror, am I good-looking, will he like me?"
I went back to the dormitory, and at noon Li Baitian called the dormitory, and my roommate asked me to pick me up.
He said, "You're in the dormitory?"
"Hmm. "I replied very lightly, not knowing what to say to him.
"Oh. He didn't seem to know what to say, "When did you leave?"
"Morning. ”
"Have you eaten?"
"Hmm. ”
Li Baitian really felt that there was nothing to say, so he said, "Okay, then I'll go back too, and I'll go out to play together when I'm free." ”
"Hmm. ”
Hang out with him, and if he's out just in a bar, I don't think I'll be able to hang out with him. I don't understand what he meant by going out and going in those places, I didn't think it was interesting anyway, maybe it was because I couldn't get along with his friends.
Again, we are people of two worlds.
Returning to my world, studying hard is of course the first priority. In the past, I was a top student in high school, but when I got to college, I wasn't so top-notch. And I have always been very strong in learning, and I can't accept that my ranking does not appear in the top five.
At the same time, I joined the taekwondo club. I always feel that if I practice for two months during the summer vacation, it would be a pity if it was so wasted. Li Baitian still played his ball, mixed his days, took non-mainstream photos of him, and occasionally caught up, so he came from the National University of China and went to Beiwai to have a meal with me.
There hasn't been much progress between us.
That day, Li Baitian said that he was going to buy clothes and asked me to accompany him. These boys, they said that they should accompany the girls to go shopping, and they complained bitterly, but when they wanted to go shopping, they were always willing to pull a girl to accompany them, and they called them staff officers.