Chapter 338: Yi Nian's Burn
"I know, it's hard to do, but Xiao Nian, promise my mother, try hard, and try to face your true emotions, okay?"
Yi Nian nodded, "I understand, Mom, I understand, I understand what you said, but it's really hard to do, I still love him, and I have never let go of my love for him, but I really don't have the courage to be with him." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Before that car accident five years ago, what happened between you and Zhizhuo that made you so unable to let go?"
This question is also a question that has always plagued her, because Shen Zhizhuo had a car accident and lost her memory, and people didn't know what happened between them.
So the real answer to this matter can only be known from Yi Nian, but from beginning to end, she has never told them the truth, and the things she told them have been chosen by herself, not the way things are.
Now it's always weird to watch the atmosphere between her and Zhizhuo every day, and as a mother, she hasn't relaxed for a moment.
What she worries most about is also the lifelong problems of the two of them.
Now that the state of two people is now, I am afraid it is difficult to let go and find other happiness and new love life.
Yi Wanjun's eyes kept glued to the look on Yi Nian's face, not giving her any chance to defend herself.
Although Yi Nian didn't tell the truth of the matter before, she had already said everything that should be said and what could be said, but it covered up the most critical points such as her drug addiction and having children. There is also Chu Yufei's matter, in fact, she didn't do those things, but in order to clear up the relationship with Shen Zhizhuo, she could only tell lies, and saw that those things were all on herself.
But looking at her mother's current appearance, it is obvious that from the beginning, she didn't believe what she said, she just didn't want to demolish her, but now she can't let her self-deception go anymore.
Yi Nian didn't know her mother's good intentions, since she knew her life experience, Yi Nian had expressed her most sincere gratitude to Yi Wanjun and Shen Hongyuan, and they had never abandoned her because of their background.
Their love for her should never have changed, which made her feel even more guilty about the selfish behavior she had done.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I always make you worry about me, please give me a little more time, maybe one day in the future I will let go, but now I ......"
Before Yi Nian could finish his words, he heard the door of the room suddenly pushed open.
Yi Nian and Yi Wanjun followed the prestige in unison, and between them, Shen Zhizhuo's tall figure was standing at the door, and his face was still indifferent and light, without the slightest emotional fluctuation.
I don't know how much he heard just now, thinking of the thing that he personally admitted that he still loved him in his heart just now, Yi Nian felt at a loss, and the huge room felt that there was no place for him.
It seems like I'm running away right now, but that's just thinking about it.
Seeing Shen Zhizhuo, Yi Wanjun was also stunned, she didn't expect Shen Zhizhuo to suddenly appear, and looking at him, it seemed that he had listened to the conversation between herself and Yi Nian just now.
Yi Wanjun's heart is also up and down, and she doesn't know what to do, she wants to talk to the two of them separately.
And she chose to talk to Xiao Nian first, only when she was sure of Xiao Nian's intentions, she knew how to talk to Zhizhuo's child.
But she didn't expect to be heard by him, since this is the case, then she has to try her best to appease Zhizhuo, and don't let him say anything that Xiao Nian can't accept.
Yi Wanjun got up from the sofa and looked at Shen Zhizhuo, who was coming towards her, "Zhizhuo...... It's so late, you haven't slept yet?When did you come over?Why didn't you knock on the door?You heard the conversation between me and Xiao Nian just now?I just want to ......?"
"Mom, you don't need to say it, I know your feelings. Shen Zhizhuo walked up to Yi Wanjun, reached out and pressed her shoulder, asking her to sit down, and then she glanced at Yi Nian, who hadn't looked at him since he entered the room.
"Now that I've talked about everything today, I also have my thoughts and want to talk to you. ”
Hearing this, Yi Nian's clasped hands stiffened slightly, and she still didn't look at Shen Zhizhuo, just trying to shrink her sense of existence, although she knew that it was just in vain.
Hearing him say this, Yi Wanjun glanced at him, meaning to remind him that at this time, he must pay attention to proportions when speaking in front of Xiao Nian, after all, until now, Yi Nian has no way to let go of everything in the past.
"You sit down and say, in fact, the two of you should have sat down a long time ago and calmly said everything that should have been said. ”
Yi Wanjun motioned for Shen Zhizhuo to sit down, and then took Yi Nian's hand, when she touched the cold sweat on Yi Nian's palm, her heart couldn't help but tighten, how unwilling this child should be to face the true emotions in her heart.
will show such crampedness and confusion every time I see Zhizhuo.
Shen Zhizhuo looked at Yi Nian, who lowered his head and frowned silently, and his heart was also full of hesitation and helplessness.
He loved her, this was his true heart, although he didn't remember the relationship between the two five years ago, but since he saw her for the first time at the door of the hotel room a few months ago, his originally dead heart suddenly beat vividly.
Only then did he know that he also had a heartbeat, and he would like an irrelevant person, so he had always wondered whether this inexplicable relationship was true or false, and it wasn't until later that it was not until the involvement between the two people that he knew that this love was not so unprovoked and so abrupt.
It's because from beginning to end, his heart will only beat for her alone, whether it is the previous him or the current amnesiac him.
And his amnesia and his memory were all because of her, he forgot her alone, but he fell in love with her again.
"Yi Nian, I hope you can listen carefully to what I say next, and don't rush to deny it first. Shen Zhizhuo said in a calm voice. Since he is planning to continue with Yi Nian, then he must first open the dead knot in Yi Nian's heart as his mother considered, so that the two of them will have a good future.
Hearing this, Yi Nian didn't speak, just nodded slowly, because she knew that at this time, it was no longer something she could escape if she wanted to, and she chose to follow her mother home, and she was also ready to encounter today's situation.
Shen Zhizhuo's gaze was tightly locked on Yi Nian's body, and he pondered for a moment before he spoke......