A family of four sat in the restaurant with a bright and clean window, Luoluo took the menu and looked at the pictures above, the more beautiful the pictures, the more I wanted to eat, and ordered a bunch of them at once, compared to Luoluo's heartlessness, Chen Chen paid attention to her mother's look: "Mom, are you uncomfortable?"

Su Wuxian smiled and shook his head: "I was a little dizzy before, maybe I was hungry." ∈ Eight ∈ Eight ∈ Read ∈ Book, .2∞3.↓o What do you want to eat?"

Chen Chen looked at Qin Fangbai again, he was not abnormal except for occasionally looking at Su Wuxian's eyes showing worry, Qin Yaochen put his mind at ease and ordered one or two servings of food. Compared with usual, Su Wuxian has not changed much, but his mood is a little low, and his physical condition is not good. She took care of the two children to eat, listening to Qin Minluo's babbling and Qin Yaochen's demolition, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and a soft light in her eyes. Qin Fangbai vaguely felt that something was wrong, from the time she was in the hospital, the feeling of something was wrong, and now it is even stronger, as if something is slowly passing, and he can't do anything at all.

After eating, Su Wuxian proposed to go for a walk again, bought some clothes and toys for the two children, and finally walked to a small square. There are many children in the square, playing bamboo dragonflies, rollerblading, Luoluo holding the ball and finding a little friend, and Chenchen also finding something of interest.

Su Wuxian's face became worse and worse, and she sat down next to the Huapu stone steps at the edge of the square, and she called out to him.

Qin Fangbai also sat down beside her and pulled her collar: "Is it cold?"

She was really a little cold, so she nodded seriously, and Qin Fangbai took off her coat and put it on her body. Su Wuxian pulled the placket of his clothes tightly with both hands, let his body temperature wrap around her, looked at the gray sky, and slowly spoke: "I may ...... I can't go down with you. ”

Qin Fangbai was stunned for a moment, thinking that she was talking about her physical condition, and subconsciously held her hand: "It's just anemia, there is no major problem, don't worry about it." ”

Su Wuxian shook his head, his gaze slowly moved from the gray sky, and fell on his face: "It's not the reason for the body. She decided to confess to him: "I went to see Zheng Yang on the day of the winter solstice and met Zheng's mother. She said something to me, and I didn't believe it at the time. ”

Qin Fangbai's face changed, and he held her hand with some force, and she stopped what he was about to say: "Listen to me." Do you know what Zheng Yang means to me, how difficult it was for me to come out of the grief of his death in the first place. And on the other hand, I love you too. She looked into his eyes, her eyes gloomy: "During this time, I have been wondering if Zheng Yang did not understand me, so that the matter would be revealed after seven years." Let me endure this torment. ”

"You know me, and I think you understand the pain in my heart. I struggled for a long time to make this decision. During this time, he has been hiding like an ostrich, but the torment is pervasive. I'm a relatively selfish person, and I want to leave you to ease my pain......" she couldn't go on, her voice choked. He finally knew that her "worry" was not due to work, and he was finally able to understand the real reason for her sudden weight loss, her torment, he had not imagined it, and it was precisely because he had imagined it that he would take a dangerous move and agree to his request. But things have come to such a point that they don't agree to his request, and it seems that nothing has changed.

"I didn't know it was going to turn out like this. Qin Fangbai's voice was also slightly hoarse.

Su Wuxian smiled weakly, yes, they didn't know that things would turn out like this. Who would have thought that there would be such a deep love between the two people at the beginning. If there is no love between them, it will be much easier. She should hate him, she should be punished when he should be punished, she will not be heartbroken, she will not be sad, she will not lose weight suddenly, and she will not have to face the dilemma of today.

"It's already happening. Su Wuxian looked at the two children who were playing: "Chen Chen and Luoluo, they stay with you." I'll tell them well that I have a shooting assignment and need to be away for a while...... Grandma is old, I don't want her to worry about it anymore, you have always taken good care of her, and I will entrust it to you in the future. She seemed to be explaining what was going on, Qin Fangbai had a bad premonition, he took her hand: "You ......"

"Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid, and I won't be stupid enough to want to accompany Zheng Yang. Now, Chenchen and Luoluo are more important. ”

She excluded him, only Chenchen and Luoluo...... He wanted to ask, "What about me?" but he couldn't ask, he couldn't replace the pain in her heart.

"It's not too early, we're ...... Let's go back. Su Wuxian got up and beckoned to Chen Chen and Luoluo, he stood beside her, trying to wrap her around desperately, but he couldn't reach out, she was as thin as a leaf, she would be summoned by the wind at any time, he was powerless to fight.

Everything about her was not too abnormal, and even the night before she was leaving, she was more eager than before, she was like a vine and she was clinging to him, panting and sweating but still refusing to give up. They thirst for each other and demand from each other, like two fish on the verge of death.

When Qin Fangbai woke up the next morning, Su Wuxian was no longer in the room, she was playing in the courtyard with her two children, in the early morning of winter, there was a layer of white fog everywhere, she was wearing a crescent white coat, she was in good spirits, and she smiled brightly.

Taking advantage of the gap before breakfast, he intercepted her: "It's almost the New Year, can you ...... after the New Year?"

Su Wuxian shook his head, he didn't dare to stay in front of him for too long, for fear that he couldn't help it for a while, and was willing to stay and be boiled dry little by little. She's selfish, she sighed slightly.

When eating breakfast, she and Chen Chen Luoluo said that they were leaving, the two children looked indifferent, and Luoluo asked her: "Is it the same as the last time you returned to China?"

Su Wuxian nodded: "Maybe it will take a little longer." ”

Qin Yaochen asked her, "How long was that?"

Su Wuxian thought for a while and said, "Maybe...... When you grow that tall. She gestured at her shoulder, and Qin Yaochen thought for a moment: "That is, two to three years." ”

Su Wuxian smiled, her son was her pride. "Well, it may be needed, this time it is a blockbuster, I have to shoot in the deep mountains and old forests, sometimes the phone may not be available, but I will take the time to go to a place with a signal to talk to you on the phone. ”

When Luoluo heard that it would take two to three years, she was a little uneasy, climbed on her lap, and hugged her face to face: "What do I think of my mother?"

Su Wuxian's eyes were slightly red, and Qin Fangbai hugged his daughter over: "Dad will take you to find her." ”

Su Wuxian knew that he was coaxing the child, so he adjusted his mood and said, "Let's take a family photo." ”

Su Wuxian was in the car to Zheng's house, groping for the family on the screen, and her heart ached beyond measure. Standing outside the door of Zheng's house with red and swollen eyes to call Jiang Jing, Jiang Jing was a little surprised, but he still welcomed people into the door. Zheng's father and Zheng's mother are not at home, except for Jiang Jing, there is only one old aunt. The old aunt Su Wuxian recognized it, when she was dating Zheng Yang, Zheng Yang often brought her to the house, and the old aunt didn't miss Zheng Yang's sake and cooked food for her.

On the eight-treasure shelf in the living room, Zheng Yang's photo is embedded in the frame, smiling at her. It was taken on his twenty-third birthday, when it was his birthday, Zheng's father wanted to give him a party, Zheng Yang was not happy, dragged Su Wuxian in the streets and alleys of Leshi, and finally stopped outside a photo studio of some years, and the two went in to take a group.

Her nose was astringent, and she gently rubbed the photo, and Jiang Jing handed her water before she put it down.

"Are you feeling better?" Jiang Jing naturally remembered that she fainted in front of him yesterday and was rushed to the hospital.

"Well, it's much better. Su Wuxian responded, turned to Zheng Yang's photo and said, "I made a special trip to accompany Zheng's father and Zheng's mother." ”

"They...... Probably won't want to see you. Jiang Jing hesitated for a moment, but still told the truth.

"I know that what happened back then hit them too hard. "Su Wuxian didn't come to ask for forgiveness, that kind of pain, it is not easy to say forgiveness can be forgiven, she spent so much effort to come out at that time, and gradually forgot the pain with Qin Fangbai's love, but Zheng's father and Zheng mother can't, their love can't be transferred, even if Jiang Jing comes back, but he is not Zheng Yang.

"Qin Fangbai and I ...... separated. "She didn't divorce him, and separation was already the biggest limit.

Jiang Jing was silent, Su Wuxian and Qin Fangbai were separated, it was the choice she made between Zheng Yang and Qin Fangbai, in other words, it was her business. But if she wants to use this way to terminate the Zheng family from obtaining the truth, it is obviously inappropriate.

"Can I use it here?"

"I can't be the master of this. It's okay, we have different positions, I know it's not appropriate to persuade you like this, but Zheng's father and Zheng's mother are not in good health, you are here, I'm just afraid of ......"

While he was talking, he heard the sound of a car, and Zheng's father and Zheng's mother didn't know what they were talking about, so they entered the house one after the other.

When Zheng Mu saw Su Wuxuan first, her face instantly became very bad: "Go out!"

"Aunt!" Su Wuxian tried to say something, but Zheng's mother didn't want to listen, and pointed to the door: "Let me out! You are not welcome in our house!" She was careful, and saw that Zheng Yang's photo on the eight-treasure shelf had been moved, and she was angry: "You still have something that moves my Yang'er with a face! Su Wuxian, you get out of here, get out!"

Mother Zheng's attitude towards her in front of Zheng Yang's tomb last time was not as tough as today, and today she invaded the territory of the Zheng family, and Mother Zheng really couldn't tolerate her. In this anger, his blood pressure went up, and he stroked his forehead and said to Jiang Jing: "Let her get out, let her get out!"

Jiang Jing approached Su Wuxian: "You better leave." ”

Su Wuxuan was politely pushed out by Jiang Jing and pushed straight out of the courtyard, the iron door snapped shut, and it was locked.

Su Wuxian knelt down in front of the iron gate. After the winter solstice, the weather was getting colder and colder day by day, and Su Wuxian was not very thickly dressed, and only knelt straight in front of the iron gate. She is here to atone for her sins, if she can, she wants to do her filial piety to Zheng's father and Zheng's mother on behalf of Zheng Yang, if she can, she hopes that Qin Fangbai will not be held accountable, no matter what she does.