032 She doesn't like me
Li Baitian's tone was hesitant, as if it was difficult to say this sentence, if it weren't for the fact that I was ill today and didn't have the strength to gamble with him, if it weren't for his hesitation, so that I was willing to be more patient to understand what he wanted to express, I might have jumped up and made trouble with him again.
He still said it in the end, and he still didn't forget it, yes, Zhou Wenxue, as a friend, was also played with by him like his women. But I stayed with him as a friend, and I can't tell if it counts as a discard.
I looked at his back, with a slightly curved arc, and a trace of loneliness on his shoulders.
I calmly asked, "What can you give me?"
Li Baitian's head lowered again, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know." I don't think I can give you anything, you don't need. ”
I sneered and didn't answer him, counting him as having a plan. What he can give is either money or fame, I don't need to rely on him, it's not that I'm not rare, but I have my own knowledge and hard work, as well as a solid foundation, and a high enough platform to be laid step by step.
"Cherry. He called me affectionately.
"Hmm. I replied lightly.
He said: "In my heart, you and them are not the same thing, of course they are not the same thing, if I can give it, I will give you what I think is the best for me." But I feel that between us, there is no substitute for other things, so I don't know what to do, I don't know how to ...... you" After a pause for two seconds, he gently spit out those two words, "Responsible." ”
I thought I was calm, but the last two words still caused ripples in my heart. This ripple layer by layer, at first I didn't feel anything, but when it spread, my eyes unconsciously became a little astringent.
Responsible, yes, putting aside the woman who doesn't have the concept of responsibility at all in her head, which normal woman doesn't want a man to be responsible for herself, no matter how far away the past is, as long as you remember it, you will be sad to think about it.
I don't say it on my lips, I don't think about it in my heart, but in fact, I never hoped that Li Baitian would take responsibility for me and repay me a promise I owed at the beginning.
But what is promise, most of the time it is equal to deception, a kind of aesthetic deception, if you can't promise for a lifetime, what is the point of him promising me for a while.
So to this day, I don't really need anything, and I say, "That's enough, I don't want anything, you forget." ”
Not every account can be settled one by one, but most of the accounts need to be repaid in other ways. If Li Baitian takes me Zhou Wenxue seriously in his heart, whether as a friend, relative or woman, as long as he can't forget what he did to me, I won't give him a chance to pay it back, which will be the longest-term punishment for him.
And what can he pay me back, in the final analysis, it's just a membrane, to put it mildly, I haven't let people move for so many years, so I'll just go and patch up a membrane now, when I'm newly married, I won't say it, and my future husband probably won't doubt it.
And the emotions he owes in them will not help unless he pays them back himself.
He shook his head, a little anxious, "No, I didn't mean to tell you this......"
Li Baitian can't drink, the kind that faints when he drinks a little, obviously he is already a little faint today, so his mind may not be very clear. He said: "I know that using money and relationships, giving them is not necessarily what they want in the first place, but I am just a person," he turned to look at me, looked at me and said, "I can only be responsible for one person, I ......"
Looking away, he said to himself, "Yes, I can only be responsible for one person." However, I don't think any of them are ......."
"Then who is that?" I still asked calmly, in fact, I didn't have any thoughts in my heart, just curious, curious about who the woman Li Baitian thought was the most special.
He looked at me again, his eyes glazed over, and he smiled lightly, "She doesn't like me." ”
I also pursed my mouth and smiled, I see, maybe Li Baitian also has a special favorite girl in his heart, and he likes it to the extent of true love, but this girl he really loves, he doesn't have him in his heart.
How do I feel like I deserve it?
But as a friend, I couldn't show that I deserved it, and I comforted him and said, "You can only be responsible for one person, and that person is yourself." Everyone's path is their own, the choice is made by themselves, whether they are stupid or stupid, they should suffer by themselves. Including you Li Baitian, you also have to suffer by yourself. ”
I often preach to Li Baitian, but in fact, this habit is not good, and it is quite annoying. Who is really better than whom, what qualifications do you have to preach to others. But I just got used to it, and I just wanted to tell him everything that I thought was right, so that he could become a positive person.
In other words, in fact, when we preach to others, don't we just hope that others will become more and more like ourselves?
Li Baitian nodded his head a little exaggeratedly, pursed his mouth, and didn't plan to say anything more. I felt my mouth a little dry, and whispered, "Pour me a glass of water." ”
So he went to pour me water, and when he took the cup, his eyes fell on the watch box, and he was about to turn around, and I said, "Li Baitian, it's your birthday today." ”
"I know. He then went to pour water.
I hesitated slightly, "Happy birthday." ”
I don't know if it's because my eyes are bad, or if I panicked at that moment, the water in the cup has been poured full and overflowed, and the water is so hot that I just used it to burn, I guess it will be quite hot on my hands.
But I don't know why, Li Baitian and I are so calm.
I sat motionless on the bed, just looked at him, he hurriedly put down the cup, went to the toilet to boil cold water and rinsed his hands, came back and then blew the water for me and handed it over.
The hot hand was deliberately behind his back, did he really not know it hurt, or was it only I thought it might hurt?
I held the cup, the water was still hot and I didn't dare to drink it, my heart softened, I pointed to the table with my eyes, and said, "The gifts I bought for you, bargains, don't be rare." ”
Li Baitian looked at me in surprise, walked over and opened the watch box, looked at it, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and said to me, "Thank you." ”
I don't think he wants to put it on right away, don't you really like it? Whatever, it's given away anyway, whether you love it or not, I'm comfortable in my heart.
"What have you been busy with these two days?" I asked him again in that paternalistic tone.
Li Baitian said, "Just those things before?"
"Done?"
"Ah, that's pretty much the deal. ”
"Hey," I smiled disdainfully, "how many other people's future wives have you played, and if I were a man, I'd kill you." ”
Li Baitian also glanced at me disdainfully, and that look seemed to say, "Who will kill you with your little look?"
I could always read in his eyes what he didn't say, and it wasn't a good thing anyway. Yawning, I said, "Okay, you go back, I'm sleeping." ”
Li Baitian glanced at his burned hands, didn't say anything, and left.
I sat in the quilt with the cup in my arms, and after thinking about it for a while, it turned out that I had misunderstood Li Baitian, he was not picking up girls in the past two days, but going to ...... Responsible?Wipe your ass that you haven't had time to wipe clean?
Let's put it this way, although Li Baitian was muddy before, he was also a good young man who knew his mistakes and changed them, some things really can't be explained, and he can't tell whether he is good or bad.
As soon as I got distracted, the cup in my hand was crooked, it was already the water he had blown for me, and it was still very hot and hot on my hand.
I think that Li Baitian and I, when we talk about this today, the past will be explained, and there will be less burden in our hearts.
Just as I was about to sleep, Li Baitian knocked on the door again and asked me to borrow a needle.
I asked him what he was doing, and he said he had blisters on his hands and needed to pick them up. I asked Li Baitian to sit on the edge of the bed, took his hand and looked, oh my mother, there are no big bubbles, there are many small bubbles.
I blew on his fingers, "You can't pick a bubble, you can just leave it alone." ”
"It's itchy. He said with a frown.
I blew it again, complaining as I blew, "Then whoever makes you careless yourself, you won't even pour water." ”
Li Baitian looked very painful, I was also burned when I was a child, and I knew it was uncomfortable, but in fact, even if he picked it up, it would still itch.
Do girls have nails, I use my nails to gently scratch the blistering edges to relieve the itchy feeling, I am scratching and blowing, Li Baitian's fingers trembled, and he was embarrassed to move again.
Very quiet, he asked, "Zhou Wenxue, who do you like that boy?"
I looked down at his fingers and said coldly, "You are not allowed to inquire about me. ”
"He doesn't like you either?"
"Fart, he dares not to like me!"
"Then why are you two bad?"
"Because ......," I said, "he went abroad." ”
"You won't talk about Yuan Ze, right?"
I glared at him, "I asked so much about your, what happened to your sister and your brother-in-law, are you leaving?"
"Not yet, but soon. Li Baitian replied lightly.
I said: "Forget it early, I can't change it like your brother-in-law, if I were your sister, I wouldn't find someone so rich, find a flat-headed little people, and I can still hold him down at any time, how cool." ”
"What do you think, woman? Li Baitian said with disgust.
I picked out my eyes, "A man's mind." ”
"I really think of myself as a man, it's not you who have menstrual cramps. ”
"What's wrong with menstrual cramps, menstrual cramps are stronger than egg pain. ”
"Brother has long been in pain!" Li Baitian emphasized.
I glanced at him and said calmly, "Well, you're done hurting." ”
"My testicles don't hurt either!"
"I mean, it's done, it's done, it hurts. ”
Li Baitian withdrew his hand from my hand, and counted in an atmospheric manner, "I've been fucking messing with those foreigners for a long time, Zhou Wenxue, you're getting more and more obscene!"