096 Only love strangers
089-095 New Story
Li Baitian propped his elbows on the bed, half-lying, half-leaning on the bed and looking at me, although his eyes were half-squinted, he could see that his eyes were very sober.
Co-authored, he was lying and confused just now, is he lying to me?
I was still riding on him, looking at him like this, my lips still had the residual smell of the bite just now, I was a little nervous, and swallowed, "You, what are you doing?"
Li Baitian still squinted, frowned, and asked me, "What are you doing?"
My bandeau strap was almost pulled off, and it didn't feel very comfortable when it fell on my shoulder, so I scooped it up and pulled it back on my shoulder. Li Baitian's gaze followed the movement of my hand, and his gaze was frivolous and cold, "You woman is really boring!"
At this time, I can also feel that his vigorous desire has gradually faded, men are really amazing animals, I feel that I can just go, sorry I haven't been too exposed to this kind of thing, I don't particularly understand.
He said I was bored, yes, I was. What kind of woman is Li Baitian used to, if he wants it, people will give it, and if he doesn't want it, people will leave.
I'm not conservative, but I still have a certain dead heart in this regard, at least with Li Baitian, I must be dead hearted. Now I really haven't thought about it, maybe I was confused just now, and it was really difficult to ride a tiger, and this thing might be done, but he liked the princess, like pouring cold water on me, and woke up all at once.
What princess does he like, his Youyu princess?
Yes, doesn't he have someone he likes, although the person he likes doesn't belong to him, but he has a person he likes in his heart, and he comes to provoke others to do something.
I didn't want to say anything, I got up directly from Li Baitian, Li Baitian's face sank again, and he was probably completely out of interest.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, I was a little at a loss as to what to do, and he brought me with him today, but he didn't say how we should go, and if we didn't, the night would have been like this.
Li Baitian walked on the bed, his tone was not very polite, he said: "Zhou Wenxue, can you be like a woman and learn to be passive?"
"Are you passive?" I didn't have any anger, "Aren't those women all passive, and aren't they still dumped by you in the end?"
Li Baitian licked his lips, "To put it bluntly, you still don't believe me." ”
"Do you believe in yourself?" I asked.
He was silent.
Can he believe in himself, and if he chooses one, he won't want to break up because of this or that? Can he be sure?
Just now, when Li Baitian and I were at the wedding scene, before the wedding officially began, a bride's friend came over to hand Li Baitian a card. The girl is smart enough, her body is hot enough, the phone number and address MSN are written on the card, and the most exaggerated thing is that she also writes her own three-dimensional data.
It's just that after Li Baitian took a look, he threw it directly into the trash.
I asked him why he didn't keep it, and he said, "There are no more than 100 beauties, either flat-chested or short, and she definitely doesn't have a D." ”
Li Baitian won't say anything about his attitude, just say this woman, today Li Baitian clearly took his female companion, although my girlfriend was temporarily impersonated, but they don't know. It's still embarrassing to come over and stuff the cards generously, why, because I know Li Baitian's identity, know that he has money, and know that he can afford to play.
There is such a group of women in this world, she doesn't care if you have a wife or not, she only cares if you have what she wants. They uphold the principle that there is no corner that cannot be dug up, only the junior who does not work hard, they hold a fluke mentality, look for opportunities to climb the dragon and the phoenix everywhere, and seize it, unambiguously.
They are the pioneers of testing men and emotions, and have made great contributions to the destruction of family happiness and harmony.
And a small proprietor like Li Baitian exudes the smell they need. If Li Baitian was an ordinary old man, he really didn't have to worry so much by his side, but there were too many temptations he would be subjected to, others were not sure, and he himself was not necessarily sure that he could hold it.
Li Baitian held his forehead and sighed, I looked back at him, and he said, "If I choose one, I won't return it." Perhaps, now is not the time. ”
"When is the time?" I asked.
Li Baitian glanced at me and chuckled, "Do you still need to care? I know you too well, you know too much, I know you can't pass this level in your heart, but I'm like this, I'm already like this, I know you can't accept it, you think I'm dirty," pulled his lips and laughed self-deprecatingly, "It's better to be a stranger, huh?"
He leaned back on the pillow and turned his head to look at me lazily, and I smiled helplessly, maybe.
It's a pity, it's a pity that I'm not a stranger, if I were a stranger, I would be able to think of how unbearable and chaotic Li Baitian's past was, but as long as I didn't see it, I could deceive myself. But maybe it became a stranger and let me see him from the perspective of a stranger, and I wouldn't have any interest in him.
Rubbing his forehead, Li Baitian said lightly, "Sleep, wake up, I'll send you back." ”
Then he turned his head and fell asleep with his back to me.
I still sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, at the man I once loved, and to this day, I don't know what I loved him in the first place.
He doesn't have any good qualities, but I know that he is lazy. But most of the time, there is no reason for love, love, maybe it is a habitual emotion that has been together for too long, love, is spontaneous, the pleasure of inner choice.
And now, love and non-love, I can't see clearly.
All I know is that when I watch him fall asleep like this, my heart will be moved, and there will be a soft collapse in my heart. I also know that when he mentions his princess Youyou in front of my eyes countless times, my heart aches.
On the way back, Ah K called me, and he said, "Sister, you haven't come to listen to me sing for a long time." ”
Ah K, this young man, I still like it, are they all fellow villagers, the kind of like that my sister takes care of my brother. I said, "No, I've been busy with work lately, so I'll see you when I have time." ”
"Sister, what song do you want to hear, I practiced singing it for you. ”
I think of a song, "Only love strangers." ”
After hanging up the phone, Li Baitian looked at me lukewarmly, "Your little boyfriend?"
I frowned at him and looked at him, "You know everything again." ”
He scoffed, "I can tell you, stay away from those young people, they look quite well-behaved, and their stomachs are full of flowers." ”
"Can you spend more flowers?"
Li Baitian rolled his eyes again, carefully watched the road and drove, and then a white shadow came out of the bushes, and after we drove over, the shadow disappeared.
I searched left and right, and Li Baitian stopped the car, and near the tire, he found a half-dead dog.
The dogs in this wilderness don't know where they came from. I don't know if he is sick or not, but I see that he is strange and pitiful, so I still squatted down and hugged him into my arms, and I said, "Li Baitian, you killed life." ”
Li Baitian also looked at the dog, a little unwilling to get close, I think he is particularly unloving.
Look left and right, this is not in the village and there is no store, even if it is a lost dog, it is estimated that it will not be recovered, looking at it half-dead, my heart moved, I can't bear to let it fend for itself.
Li Baitian looked at me with an evasive gaze, "What do you want to do?"
Although the puppy is white, its fur is quite dirty, and it is estimated that there are lice on its body. I said, "Take it back, find a pet shelter, and you'll die if you leave it here." ”
Li Baitian frowned, "This is a stray dog!"
I also frowned, "A stray dog is not a dog, a homeless man is not a person, don't forget who took you in when you had nowhere to go." It's not that people who haven't slept in the toilet before, as for being so blind? ”
Li Baitian licked his lips and said that he couldn't help me.
I don't want to hold him all the time, in case I get sick. So he put it in the back seat of the car and sat in the front by himself. Since the puppy appeared, Li Baitian was like sitting on pins and needles, shaking his upper body and saying, "Why do I feel so itchy on my body." ”
"Okay, you, poor. ”
When I came back, it was late, the pet shelter was closed, and the pet hospital was not found, so Li Baitian suggested that I find a trash can and throw the dog away, maybe someone would pick it up.
I despise him to the extreme, and it seems that his love only works when it is for women.
Gritting my teeth, I decided to take the dog home. Li Baitian's brows were wrinkled, and he looked uncomfortable, the more I looked at it, the more I couldn't get used to it, and when I got to the parking lot, I hugged the dog and left, Li Baitian didn't come back for a long time, and then I knew that he went to wash the car.
I remember he didn't have a habit of cleanliness.
This dog is very well-behaved, probably because he was hit by a car, and I can't see any external injuries, and I don't dare to bathe him, I won't deal with it, I'm afraid of washing it out. That night, he brutally locked it in the toilet.
I didn't have to get up early to go to work the next day, I was going to get enough sleep, and I didn't care what happened to the dog.
Later, it was the dog barking that caused me to quarrel, and when I came out of the bedroom, Li Baitian was watching the dog carefully against the wall, and the dog was arguing with him.
I frowned and asked Li Baitian, "How many times have I told you that you are not allowed to sneak in my door!"
Li Baitian explained, "I'll take a USB flash drive. ”
I don't want to talk about him, the dog is still barking, pointed out the position of the U disk to Li Baitian, and then turned over the ham sausage from the refrigerator.
I squatted down to feed the dog, and Li Baitian said, "You can be so gentle with the dog, can't you be kind to me?"
"I'm gentle with dogs, dogs also know how to wag their tails, what about you, you can shake your dick at most!"
Li Baitian was angry, "You just go with it!"