In the last month before the Z exam, Li Donglin couldn't hold back his inner struggle, and still went to find Li Xueyan, but he didn't see anyone, when he smashed the small bedroom window belonging to the swallow with a small paper ball again, he didn't get any response, and he also closed the wide curtains, and he couldn't see the sleepy-eyed, lazy and lovely smiling face anymore, he tried again and again, how much he hoped to hear the window again

"Brush" The sound of pulling away, and then a playful face poked its head out, but, knocking again and again, all he got was the echo of hitting the glass into the air, and nothing else--- Li Donglin didn't have the courage to knock on the door of Yanzi's house, he was afraid to see that man was a tall and shrewd businessman, the middle-aged man who seemed to look down on him forever and was about to become a city person---, finally, he gave up, walked with a lost soul, and went home alone--- when he walked away, the window opened, revealing a face that was red and swollen because of crying, without any grooming, haggard, slightly immature face, it was Yanzi, His father had a showdown with her the night before, he ordered her never to see Li Donglin again, the direction of their family will not change because of this little child's affection, she remembers that when she was very young, she was so courageous, she could actually go on a hunger strike for three days, for the sake of her innocent self, she could innocently study with her best playmates and play together!

However, as I grow older and mature, how do I become less and less courageous?

She even hates herself a little now, why can't she be crazy anymore and fight against her father again, just like when she was a child, it's a big deal to go on a hunger strike again!

She knew that if she was resolute, her father was likely to make concessions---, but why did she hear her father interrogate herself: "Are you sure that he is the person you are looking for all your life? How can you be sure that he will never change his heart for you? In her eyes, Li Donglin is a person who keeps his promises, and he will definitely do what he promises, but when she saw him and the daughter of the township chief sitting in the jeep, he could actually kiss M like them?

She didn't know if she should continue to trust him unconditionally, when she was in danger, his anxious state couldn't be pretended, she knew that his heart cared about himself very much, otherwise, that time on that small river, he snuggled in his arms, his heart would not beat so fast!

However, I care now, I care very much, so in the future,,,,? in her spare time, she will also read some news, or youth digest, which also has a lot of descriptions of the hot love of young men and women, but it ends in tragedy, and it is often the woman who is hurt the most, and she has a playmate who is actually in the same school as Li Donglin, and she occasionally follows her

"Report" some of his circumstances, he seems to have a relationship with that Wu Peipei is indeed not so simple? His thoughts are extremely contradictory at the moment, on the one hand, his innocent affection with her makes her nostalgic, and her heart is extremely, extremely reluctant, Li Donglin regards himself as outside his family

"Relatives", why don't you treat him as a relative

Besides, he gave him the junior high school in a state of confusion in elementary school??? and they also made an appointment to go to the county No. 1 middle school together!

Now, this "loved one."

This feeling, like a ruthless hand, tearing at his soft heart, the feeling of being cut off all his life, when it is really --- liver and intestines broken, tears unconsciously flowing, flowing, flowing, from night to morning, I don't know how I fell asleep, but, when I woke up, I found that the pillow was almost all wet, and the cup was also wet, when she heard the familiar sound of the paper ball knocking on the window, she really wanted to pull the window as before, wearing pajamas, and popping out her little head directly, looking at her beloved person, but, when she picked up the mirror to see, with a haggard face, Li Donglin struggles in her heart, how can she not struggle in her heart? She didn't have the courage anymore, she didn't want him to see what she was like now, she wasn't brave at all, she wasn't strong at all, she hated herself--- every time Li Donglin used a paper ball to knock on the window, how pleasant the impact sound was before, and now, it was a hard tear on her soul again and again---, she covered her head in the quilt, covered her ears with her hands, and even hit the mattress with her head in anger! But no one gave her an answer, she thought, at this moment, she needs to be quiet, at this moment she seems to understand, why when she was a child, she liked to listen to a song "I don't want to grow up", so popular with their little girls, enthusiastic, and sought after? If it could really never grow up, how good would it be, but after all, it was a luxury, an unattainable extravagant hope! As she grew older, she thought more and more, thought more and more, and became more and more mature, but she became more and more courageous--- what kind of bitterness was this? For Li Donglin, she temporarily chose the ostrich mentality, she thought, there is only one month left, there is going to be the high school entrance examination, everything is waiting for the high school entrance examination, where to go, there will be results after all--- this month, Li Donglin tried his best to control his emotions, did not think about the swallow thing, focused on learning, reciting, doing questions, and even used the time between classes, that is, the slightest, I didn't want to let myself be idle for a second, once after a night of self-study, Gu Yihui asked himself to play chess, this kid didn't know when, the level of chess from Li Donglin's habit of defeating, rose to equal to him--- Li Donglin was depressed in his heart, So, kill him happily for a few games, let the emotions be released, it's okay! So the two of them concentrated on killing ---,Zheng Gongtao, Zhou Mahao saw that these two people were so interested, and he couldn't help but itch in his heart, his eyes were paired, he understood, and immediately sat opposite each other, took out the well-preserved small square plastic packaging chess from the thick information book, and fought against each other, and Fan Kaijie watched them play happily, and also came to join in the fun, a while here and a look, a while there to see, from time to time to this advice, from time to time to that to give a ruthless move, like a dog-headed military division---, but, what he said, the two people who played against the game never listened, the left ear went in, the right ear went out---, only made him angry, slapped their thighs ---, just like that, these five people were stunned and didn't notice it, the people in the class were almost finished--- finally, the lights in the classroom were also extinguished, they realized that they had to return to reality from the world of chess, obediently go back to the dormitory, sleepy! However, when Gu Yihui went to open the door, he couldn't open it? Li Donglin looked sideways from the window again, and was stunned---- and immediately scolded: "Grandma's legs, son, which bastard did this good thing--- After some fighting, Li Donglin, who was in a better mood, jumped up again when he saw this

"That's it, the turtle son ---, deliberately, locked us all in the classroom, what can we do this night, the window can open the glass, but there are iron bars outside, a palm-wide gap, which of us can get out?" Zhou Mahao also scolded, before, there were several thefts in the school, and the school nailed some more iron bars outside the classroom window for safety reasons to prevent thieves from entering!

Now, I don't want to, but I trapped them alive and died! And Gu Yihui and Zheng Gongtao, these two are a bit humble and gentlemen, and they won't scold people---, but they are naturally uncomfortable when they are teased like this---

"Hmph, what's so difficult about this, let me Fan Kaijie, bend this iron bar, it's no problem to break it, let's get out ---!" Fan Kaijie said angrily

"Good idea, Kaijie, I raise my hands in favor!" Li Donglin echoed the other three, and also nodded hurriedly, everyone knows that except for the big black bear who went to be a soldier, no one in Zhenyi Middle School is Fan Kaijie's opponent, and the power in the palm of this hand is really not to be underestimated!

Fan Kaijie looked at everyone, unanimously passed, rolled up his sleeves, one foot on a table, one foot on the windowsill, one hand held a steel bar, and broke it apart, everyone looked at his original normal face, and after a while, it became bruised, distorted, and even a little hideous, it can be seen how much strength it used, only to hear the soft sound of Kabakab, the two iron bars really slowly separated, everyone was amazed---- this Fan Kaijie, really extraordinary--- finally, when it felt that the distance between them was about the same, Fan Kaijie also reached the end of the crossbow, the two arms trembled violently, stopped, revealing an oval space, This Fan Kaijie, rubbing his palms, shaking his arms, just directly, poked his head out, and squeezed his body out, but there was great hope, but as a result, his shoulder was stuck there, and he couldn't squeeze it---, and then retreated, and he was stunned that he just wanted to scold his mother--- and the other four people were all hands and feet, everyone worked together to drag him back---, and then, the four of them tried one by one, and they were stunned that none of them could pass the --- God----, and wasted the power of the two tigers, it was a waste of work, Fan Kaijie couldn't wait to kick the door open for him, he believed that under the kick with all his strength, the lock cylinder was likely to be kicked by him--- , It's a big deal to buy a new lock----- but, at this time, Gu Yihui spoke: "Kaijie, don't be busy, since we have done our best, simply, tonight, we won't go back to the dormitory, just here for one night, how about killing all night-------,?"

Fan Kaijie saw that the situation had taken a turn for the worse, and he originally wanted them to see him, but when he kicked the door, Hercules attacked with his legs---, it seemed that he could only stop the fire

"Yes, you all agree, what else do I have to say, come, I will continue to be your senior chess staff officer!" The other four, with a look of contempt, each lit a candle and continued to fight, leaving him as a bare-bones commander and continuing to be majestic---

"You guys have no conscience, I just went out for you, but I did the most, and I didn't have a word of gratitude, and you still ignored me so much, watching me clean up your --- one by one" Rushing over, just like the four of them are going to be dismantled, it belongs to the fight between boys, and it can also relieve a lot of pressure on each other, release a lot of emotions, and thicken each other's feelings This night is destined to be a sleepless night, Li Donglin told everyone for the first time what was in his heart, and the other four all patted him on the shoulder to make him stronger, Gu Yihui even said: " Donglin, that's a guy who ---,I don't swear, what kind of guy who looks down on people, in the future, our brothers, will create a broad road, so that these self-righteous post-70s and post-80s will all see, we post-90s are not muddy and papery!" Li Donglin shook Gu Yihui's hand: "Yihui, what you said is so good! It's so right! Don't look at how arrogant they are now, this world will be ours sooner or later!"

The other three also joined in, their palms overlapped, as if they had become real brothers in life and death, they had passed through the window together, carried guns together, and the circumstances were different, but the brotherly feelings they got along with could be extremely similar!