Chapter 194: Emotions are out of control

Opening the drawer, Gu Luan took out the box of cigarettes that had been sitting for a long time. I took one out and lit it, but I didn't rush to smoke it.

What's wrong with this heartache?

His purpose was to let Xia Ning leave Yi Yunrui, why did he want to slap himself a few times in pain when he saw her face pale just now?

This feeling...... It's not normal.

At this time, there were several rhythmic knocks outside the door, and Wan Liqing's voice came: "Editor-in-chief, is it convenient?"

"Come in. Gu Luan replied and put the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray.

Wan Liqing opened the door and walked in. Wearing a well-cut overalls, it looks very smart and simple at a glance.

Wanli Qingzheng wanted to speak, but when she smelled the smell of gunpowder in the office, she frowned. Then he looked at where the smell of smoke came from, his eyes locked on the ashtray.

Did she read it wrong? Gu Luan actually smoked?!

Surprised by the surprise in Shang Wanli's clear eyes, Gu Luan smiled and said, "I didn't smoke it, just watched." โ€

Wanli calmed down for a while before coming back to her senses: "Really?"

Even if you don't smoke it, it's weird to light it like this!

Gu Luan's hand stretched forward slightly: "Director Wan, sit down and talk." โ€

The corners of Wan Liqing's mouth twitched slightly, nodded, and sat down in front of Gu Luan.

Once upon a time, Gu Luan's attitude towards her became such a formula, and every time he said kind words to her from his mouth, it would make her heart ache.

Looking at the empty coffee cup in front of Gu Luan, Wanli Qing said, "Editor-in-chief, do you want to make a pot of coffee for you?"

Gu Luan pushed the coffee cup forward: "Today's caffeine amount is enough." Director Wan, what are you looking for me?"

Wan Liqing sighed softly in her heart: "Luan, can we not be so formalized in private?"

Gu Luan paused slightly: "Okay, I'll try my best." โ€

Wanli pursed her lips and shook her hand slightly, just as much as she could?

Gu Luan can obviously do this.

Is it that you can't change it for a while, or are you not willing to change it at all?

"No, I just saw Director Xia's face when he left, so I wanted to come in and take a look. Editor-in-chief, you lit the cigarette, nothing went wrong, right?"

Gu Luan's eyes darkened slightly: "Thank you Director Wan for your concern, nothing happened." โ€

Gu Luan's answer was simple and concise, and he also made it clear that he would not let her interfere. Wan Liqing was a little embarrassed, and smiled: "Luan, don't say that I am troublesome, I have known you for so long, whether it is for the sake of colleagues or friends in the company, I want to care about you." I don't have any other ideas. โ€

Gu Luan looked at her, his eyes were condensed, and then the corners of his mouth rose slightly: "I know you care about me." Thank you. But I'll repeat, I'm fine, and Xiao Ning is fine. Is that okay?"

Wan Liqing's heart was blocked, Gu Luan's words seemed kind, but in fact they were even more distant. A wave of resentment immediately surged into his heart: "Luan, what do you mean by this? Is it right to alienate me if you have the intention to alienate me? If you really don't want me to appear in front of you, you can just say it! Do you know that your attitude of speaking like this is very hurtful!"

Gu Luan paused slightly, breathed a sigh of relief, and stroked his forehead with his slender fingers: "Is it? Maybe I'm not very stable today, I'm sorry." โ€

I don't know why, from just now, as long as things involve Xia Ning, he will be inexplicably irritable.

Perhaps this kind of affection has been exposed to the color, so that he himself is not aware of it.

If that's the case, then ...... It's dangerous.

"Luan, do you really like Xia Ning?" Although she tried her best to deny this fact in her heart, although she knew that Gu Luan would be very disgusted with her question, she just couldn't control herself, she couldn't control her jealousy!

Gu Luan frowned: "Director Wan, you don't know what question you're asking?"

"Of course I know!" Wan Liqing gritted her teeth, anyway, the words had already come out, so she let it go wrong: "I'm more worried about you now, you care about Xia Ning, almost the whole company is guessing! Luan, what do you want to do? Xia Ning is already married." โ€

Gu Luan's hand was slightly clenched, and the anger in his chest was surging, but he tried his best to suppress it from exploding: "Director Wan, are you here today to remind me, or to warn me?"

"I didn't!" Wan Liqing's misunderstanding of Gu Luan hurt in her heart, and her eyes were faintly filled with tears: "I just want you to know what you're doing." I used to be willful, and I didn't know how to cherish it, but I have been taught a lesson. I have appeared in front of you now, and if you can't forgive me, you will come at me if you have any grievances! Don't belittle yourself with other people! Torture yourself with a feeling that you can't get at all, do you want to show me, or ......?"

"Is this called cheap?!Is this torture?!" Wan Liqing's last sentence was like a fuse, igniting the anger in Gu Luan's heart: "Wan Liqing, please put away the self-righteousness you have been having! I will tell you clearly now, from beginning to end, I have never loved you!

Wan Liqing was dumbfounded, and froze on the spot in disbelief......

"You...... What are you talking about?" After a while, Wan Liqing came back from the shock, her mind was full of pictures with Gu Luan, compared to what she heard him say just now, she felt like she was on the verge of collapse!

Didn't you love her?

Hasn't it been all along?!

That once upon a time...... What does that mean exactly?!

"I ......" From Wan Liqing's eyes, he saw himself who was out of control like a beast. For a moment, Gu Luan's mind was blank!

What did he just say?!

Taking a big sip of coffee, Xia Ning took a deep breath and melted away the tears in her eyes.

She was trying to digest and forget what Gu Luan had just said to her.

She knew what Gu Luan meant to her, so what Gu Luan said might not be true.

She knew she shouldn't care, she shouldn't have to believe.

But damn it, she just remembered what he just said!

At this moment, she is not in the mood to work at all, and when she closes her eyes, it is like seeing two herself, an angel and a devil. The angels call her optimistic, and the devil makes her love herself!

But one thing is undeniable, that is, whatever Yi Yunrui does, she has no ability to interfere!

What frustrated her was that her whereabouts, and even her every move, were most likely within Yi Yunrui's monitoring range......

It's not fair, it's really not fair!

Suddenly, she felt that some kind of chemical in her body was rapidly declining, and in an instant, her face turned pale, and cold sweat kept pouring out of her forehead. Then it became more and more difficult to breathe......

Hypoglycemia!

Fainted, why did she forget that she didn't eat breakfast this morning!

When she woke up in the morning, she was very accustomed to going into the kitchen, but found that Captain Yi had not done anything today.

With cold sweat on her forehead and panting hard, Xia Ning opened the drawer tremblingly, and saw that there was only one piece of chocolate left in the drawer, and she was like a treasure.

Quickly peeled it off, Xia Ning took a big bite, and the moment the chocolate entered the stomach, the warmth and body slowly returned to the body.

A few minutes later, when her body returned to normal a little, Xia Ning let out a long sigh of relief.

picked up the landline microphone and dialed Gu Ruoruo's number: "Ruoruo, please make me a cup of sweet milk, the sweeter the better, no coffee, thank you." โ€

Hanging up the microphone and looking at the dense high-rise buildings outside the window, Xia Ning felt sad in her heart.

Is Yi Yunrui's action trying to explain something to her?

Or is it a reminder that something is already changing?

After a while, Gu Ruoruo put the sweet milk on her table, and Li Bao'er came in with her.

"Wow, Director Xia, are you okay? It looks like you've fought a monster, nothing happened, right?" Seeing Xia Ning spread out on the sofa, Li Bao'er exclaimed in surprise.

Xia Ning shook her head, and her body was still quite weak: "No, I just had low blood sugar." โ€

"Is it low blood sugar? Do you have any snacks? I still have some sugar or something? By the way, didn't Commander Yi always buy you N more snacks? Why do you still have low blood sugar?"

Li Bao'er's bunch of questions smashed on Xia Ning's heart, making it difficult for her to breathe.

Won't you start to have low blood sugar again?

Thinking of this, Xia Ning picked up the sweet milk and took a big sip.

Faintly feeling that something was wrong, Li Bao'er changed the topic of acquaintance: "You wait for a while, I'll go get candy for you." โ€

After finishing speaking, Li Baoer turned around and walked out of the office, and in less than a minute, she turned back again, took a large number of all kinds of hard and soft fruit candy in her hand, and put them on Xia Ning's desk in one go.

Seeing the colorful and fragrant candy on the desk, Xia Ning laughed: "When did Miss Li become a gluttonous cat?"

Li Bao'er scratched her: "Don't be kidding, eat quickly, and talk to me when you are normal." โ€

Xia Ning nodded, unwrapped the sugar coating with trembling hands, and ate more than a dozen at once before stopping.

Seeing Li Bao'er shook her head: "I said Xiao Ningzi, there are so many snacks in your house, so you should put some in the company, look at your wolf bรจi." I'm glad I saw it, otherwise you'd have scared everyone else to death. โ€

Xia Ning was a little embarrassed and said, "Well, I'll pay attention next time." It's also to blame me for being greedy, and I haven't prepared the snacks in the drawer when I run out. โ€

"It's good to know," Li Bao'er said and closed the office door, sat in front of Xia Ning and said, "Xiao Ningzi, about my future husband Xiao Ningzi, I have seriously and carefully considered it. I decided to believe him!"

Hearing the words 'Xiao Ningzi', the corners of Xia Ning's mouth twitched: "Well, you should believe it." โ€

Li Bao'er blinked: "Why don't you ask me why?"

"......" Xia Ning was a little speechless: "Okay, okay, then tell me the reason." โ€

"The reason is actually quite simple. Don't be sad to say it. Wait a minute, you promise me not to be sad first, I'll talk about it!"

Xia Ning was made to laugh and cry by Li Bao'er's nonsense: "Okay, I promise you, I won't be sad!