078 A Tale of the Stars
(There are some changes at the end of the previous chapter, and if you feel that you can't connect with it, you can go back and take another look.) )
This "Li", I have to mention that text message again, I sent Li Hua I miss you, and said that it was wrong, and then Li Hua asked me if I really sent it wrong, and I said that Li and Li have the same sound, and they are next to each other in the phone book.
Li Ke is a big surname, rough thinking about it, I know a lot of people with the surname Li, I don't know which Li Hua suspects?
I think Li Baitian is more likely, because Li Hua used to always like to speak ill of Li Baitian, and on his birthday, Li Baitian's performance was a little ambiguous, so ambiguous that he became suspicious.
"He......" I drank and didn't count what I was thinking, so I said it directly. But what the hell am I going to say? Explain that it has nothing to do with Li Baitian? Why should I explain it to him?
Li Hua seemed to be waiting for my answer very intently, and I was studying how to take the second half of the sentence, Shao Siwei broke the siege again and said, "I'm going to buy a pack of cigarettes." ”
Then disappear into the dark alleys.
I won't explain, and then there is a stubble of drinking, and the more you drink, the more you drink, the more you lose your taste, the more you don't count. I often feel like I want to ask for a hangover, but I don't dare to drink it because of the insecurity I usually get involved in.
After Shao Siwei said that he went to buy cigarettes, he never came back, and I wondered if it would be possible to get lost outside. Or is this just another new conspiracy?
Anyway, as soon as Li Hua and I were sitting here, I didn't feel a good feeling in my heart, I wanted to pat my ass and leave, and I was thinking about how to open this mouth, Li Hua suddenly said, "You haven't answered me yet." ”
I am most annoyed by the people who ask the bottom of the matter, especially Li Hua, if he has to dig out my emotional affairs, I can't get over it in my heart, I drink, and I don't pretend to be 2580000 with him, I said: "Are you cheap or not, do I have anything to do with him and do you have a dime?"
He looked at me helplessly and said, "You can't talk to me properly. ”
It's been a long time since I've talked to Li Hua, and I'm not as good at hiding my emotions as he is. Although I studied acting, most of the time I am a normal person, and I will inadvertently write seven emotions and six desires on my face. And the way I disguise this is by pretending to be angry.
Or silence.
Thinking that Li Hua is in a bad mood today, I won't choke with him, I'll drink a lot, okay.
He then asked, "Do you like him?"
You will ask, and the old lady will also ask, I subconsciously replied, "Do you like Lan Tian?"
Li Hua was silent. As I said, I'm pretty good at betting on other people's mouths. It's just that Li Hua's silence makes me unhappy in my heart, I like it if I like it, I don't like it if I don't like it, I hide it, and I don't respect the parties at all.
I don't know what Li Hua is thinking, and I still don't know.
There are two wild dogs mating under the tree next to it, what spring is in the big night, what is the world, the dog is not a dog or a cat. I was bored, so I went in the direction of the two wild dogs, "Wang, Wang!"
Didn't scare them away, oops, this is not a taste in my heart.
What's not even more interesting is that Li Hua doesn't know when to find a thing, you must wear a coat at night in the city, otherwise it will be cold, Li Hua wore a special windbreaker, and the puppet was found out of the big pocket of the windbreaker.
Shao Siwei hadn't seen Li Hua before, so he brought it with him when he met today.
Li Hua fiddled with the puppet, fiddling around, I poured myself another half bottle of beer next to it, Li Hua said, "What do you mean by giving me this thing, I'm not a girl." ”
I snatched it from my hand, "It's not rare, I don't want it to be rare for you." ”
Li Hua asked with a smile, "What about the stars?"
My baby seemed to be holding the puppet, and said defensively: "The stars are in the sky, you are blind." ”
It's a starry night, and the scenery is excellent, and the corners are perfect for quarrels.
Li Hua endured his breath and patiently explained, "I said that you folded the stars yourself." ”
Of course I know what kind of star he is talking about, last time Li Hua saw me folding stars and asked me who I wanted to give them to, I said to the person I liked, but I didn't say I wanted to give it to him. He now asks me where the stars have gone, and I know, but I don't want to say that it's my little secret, a little secret that doesn't make sense to say it.
Li Hua still gave up asking, reached out to grab the puppet in my hand, he grabbed it, I grabbed it back, and the hands of the two of us were on this puppet, tearing out the arms and legs of other people's bears.
The distance is slowly getting closer.
In the end, I compromised, let go, and took it if he liked it. But Li Hua was really cheap, and after grabbing it, he straightened his messy arms and legs, and said proudly, "It's so ugly." ”
Damn! I'm going to explode.
I said: "Yes, ugly, ugly, don't ask for it, everything I give is ugly, I am also ugly, Lan Tian is good-looking, Lan Tian is better than me in everything, you are so hard-working, why don't you go to her and compete with her!"
I really made him tormented, and every word and action he made was stirring the string in my heart that grew for him. I know the string hasn't broken all the time, but I'm going to hide it and just don't move. A flesh thorn pierced into the body, at most, occasionally hurts, and it will definitely not kill people.
After speaking, I poured another half bottle of beer in anger, Li Hua felt that I couldn't drink it anymore, reached out to take the bottle in my hand, and I shook it off, "You don't care about me, take care of your Lan Tian." ”
I'm already drunk, drunk and irrational, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to say something so obviously jealous.
Li Hua took my arm and said, "Youyou, can you tell me what you want me to do, don't always push the words to Lan Tian." ”
As soon as I said Lan Tian, my heart was blocked, and all my sanity was completely finished.
I yelled at him: "I just pushed, pushed and pushed, I pushed you and I was here to drink with you at night, I pushed you and I sent you a message in the middle of the night, I pushed you and I still ......"
As I spoke, I snatched the puppet in Li Hua's hand and touched the opening under the abdomen, I pulled it, I pulled it, I pulled it, the fucking sewing was too strong to tear it open. I don't care about the image, I bite with a bite, and when I bite a mouthful of broken hair, I bite the size of a finger.
Pull it twice, and the milk is all used, but it still can't be pulled.
I just broke down.
I wanted to stand up, and in the process of standing up, I threw this rag doll on Li Hua's face, but fuck, the corner of the coat was pressed under Li Hua's ass, and I didn't stand up, but fell into his arms.
Li Hua picked me up and made me angry, I felt that this fall was particularly undignified, and it seemed like I was throwing myself into my arms, and then I remembered that he was not pressing me.
Your uncle, the old lady's oil also dares to rub it, so I put on my claws and scratched him a few times on the neck, "You fucking let go!"
I drank too much and went crazy, Li Hua has seen it, and I must go against me at this time, that is the rhythm of life and death.
Li Hua could only let go, and when I sat back in my original position, my face was actually full of tears. I just let that rag be angry, I hate the feeling of not being able to tear it up, I hate the feeling of powerlessness.
I've always longed to be Superman, to defeat the impossible with my mind.
I sat here crying, Li Hua didn't rush to comfort me, with the strength of a man, violently tore open the belly of the little puppet, and then there was no beautiful scene flying in the sky, just paper stars popping out of the puppet's belly.
When I saw the stars, I cried even harder.
I thought that if I had the chance, Li Hua might find out, but I never intended him to find out in front of my eyes, it was too embarrassing. I'm so good-looking, I can only cry.
Li Hua was stunned for a moment and asked, "What is this?"
I didn't speak, and I cried with grievances.
But he smiled, smiled with relief, stretched out his hand to wipe my tears, and asked gently, "Do you think I am a detective? How do I know if you put it in it, are you testing my intelligence?"
He actually wanted to make me laugh, but unfortunately this man is really not good at telling jokes.
I pushed his hand away and continued to scold him, "You are blind, your stomach is so bulging that you can't see it, or your hand is crippled, you can't touch it!"
Glancing at the stars on the ground, scattered, it is not difficult to break the stars, does he know how troublesome it is for me to stuff them into the belly of the puppet, how careful I have to be to do it so as not to leak flaws, I have calculated how many stars to pick a few cottons.
I grinned and said, "It's all falling out, you pay me for the stars, it's all your ......"
I cried very well today, and I have the impression that I haven't really cried in front of Li Hua except on the phone. Li Hua comforted me and comforted me very comfortably, and hugged me directly into his arms.
I really want to hug him like this for a day or two, take advantage of the drink too much, just hurry up and hug it, if you don't hug it, maybe there will be no chance.
I cried on his shoulder, and I was almost calm, and this guy said cheaply, "Youyou, do you still like me?"
Sometimes it's not interesting to ask about obvious things.
Li Hua's incomprehensible amorous demeanor made me angry, and I pushed him away again and yelled again. I said: "Are you really blind, I like you for a year, you only see it now, I don't like you, I still fold the stars, I don't like you, I still go to see the recruitment of the troupe, I don't like you, I still wash my tattoos, why do you have to say it, why force me to say it, what good is it for you to say it, you have a girlfriend!"
I cried again, Li Hua didn't hug me, I cried with my chin against my knee, crying and crying, and said calmly and aggrievedly: "I just like you, you bite me." ”
And then...... He really bit me. He held my face and bit it, and it was so big that my lip was numb.
It was the first time we had kissed for pure purpose, but I kept my mouth shut, and he sucked and bit and pried my lips open, pressing the back of my head with his palm to prevent me from moving.
I was dumbfounded by his kiss and cried and enjoyed the kiss.