When I laid down "Until the end of my life", the mood that I was still happy suddenly became sad, and I didn't want to cry but tears welled up.

It's over, you should be happy, it's not okay to cry, so, don't cry.

But it's still a little congested......

From the 20th of May last year to the 1st of July this year, a full year and one month have passed.

It's the longest I've ever written, almost twice as long as I've ever written, and I've lost a lot of hair and lost sleep for it many times.

Sometimes I'm afraid that I can't write well, and I will cry silently when I lie in bed late at night, and the pressure is really too great!

So, I'm lucky.

When writing "The Queen of Heaven", I was worried about its grades, whether you would like to read it or not, and worried about many things, but I never got tired of writing this book.

I love the story I create, even if it has a lot of flaws.

But in my eyes, I really like it, like I'm writing about my own children (even though I'm still a single dog).

I was reluctant to abuse the heroine, so she was very smooth at work.

I don't want to write the article too bloody, so this article is written in a very routine way except at the beginning, but later it is all about struggle and motivation.

Some people say that you are too soft on supporting characters.

Some people say that the plot you write always lacks a breaking point.

Some people say, we've all said it so many times, why don't you change it......

yes, I'm always asking myself, why don't you change?

Because there are a lot of things I want to change but can't.

Some of the previous plots were created too long ago, and they can't be changed if they want to go back.

And some plots are not reached by the pen, and the thoughts are not reached, and when they are written, they don't think about that aspect at all, so they don't write it down.

Others don't want to compromise and want to stick to their own style to write.

It seems difficult to achieve a balance between what you like to write and what you like to read.

I don't know when I saw an article that said that I liked to write it, and what readers like to read, in fact, it is not in conflict, and I think it is right to keep my own ideas while catering to the needs of readers.

As a reader, I also like to read a lot of articles, and I love to read many of the fire articles of the male frequency, so why not combine the elements that I like to read, and then create a book that I like to write and love to read?

So, I used this method to create a new essay "Fast Penetration: The Museum of Ten Thousand Worlds".

abandoned the setting of crossing the counterattack, abandoned the short tearing of the parents, and abandoned many things that should be possessed by fast passages, but preferred the path of the male frequency Zhutianliu, but it was different from the Tianliu.

I desperately want to express the grand story in my mind, but I am cautious, afraid that you will not be able to accept it, you will not understand it, you will find it boring, etc.

I don't know if you'll like it, but I didn't hesitate to do it, because I loved it.

I think sometimes you still have to gamble in life, so take a gamble while you're still young.

If you fail, start all over again, although it is very stressful, it should not be as if the world is the end of the world as imagined, and the sky has fallen.

"The Queen of Heaven" was written even by the children, and I was very reluctant, I think I may not write the essay so satisfactorily in the future, and the more I write, the more reluctant I become.

But the story will come to an end one day.

Thank you for subscribing and rewarding my book friends, you have accommodated my willfulness and given me a good creative environment, thank you for your love and companionship all the time!

Well...... I can't say it anymore, I'm going to cry again QAQ when I keep talking

End "Queen of Heaven" and usher in "Ten Thousand Worlds", a new story, a new journey, come on together!

I love you guys (๑′ᴗ‵๑) I Loveγₒu❤~