Qin Huai can understand Shang Ya's out-of-control emotions, her father is Chen Shimei.

I experienced nightmares when I was a child, and I was poisoned by my desperate mother.

Who can bear such a shadow?

Take Qin Huai as an example, when he was young, he had a few young children, and since his parents divorced, he has embarked on a muddy life, making fox friends and dog friends, messing around to help idle, talking about righteousness in the rivers and lakes, and doing some frustrations.

Shang Ya is already very strong and optimistic, but it is not easy.

"Don't touch me, don't be nice to me, get out!"

Qin Huai's outstretched hand hung in the air...... In the end, he fell, and gently patted Shang Ya's back through the quilt.

"Don't touch me!"

Qin Huai was taken aback, it was the first time he saw Shang Ya angry at him.

"If it weren't for the fact that you suddenly looked at me and smiled four years ago, how would I always remember what you looked like at that time. ”

"If it weren't for you, how could I have come downstairs from time to time to see you and buy heavy furniture for you to move. ”

"If you hadn't given me a bamboo gift, how would I have dared to admit that I like you. ”

"It's all you, I always speculate about a stinky man like you with the worst malice, but you make me hate it!"

Don't be so gentle. Falling deeper and deeper is a desperate thing, isn't it?

"When I can't extricate myself, you dislike me, what should I do if you abandon me?

"It's not like that. ”

Qin Huai was speechless.

"Say no more!

I'm scared, I'd rather die alone than be scared. I don't like you anymore. I don't like you, Qin Huai!"

Qin Huai froze, and whether it was his breathing or his heartbeat, there was a brief blank.

For four years, I have always been used to having a landlord's sister standing at the top of the stairs looking at him.

I won't see it anymore, and my heart is empty.

In fact, it was not further superficial at the beginning, how beautiful the relationship was.

The two looked at each other, looked at each other and smiled, and turned around to go their separate ways.

Now......

Sure enough, if it doesn't start, it won't end.

"Then I'm leaving......"

Qin Huai finally tried it, hoping that Shang Ya would keep it.

"You go!"

The two cold words are very heart-wrenching, and she has no intention of keeping them at all.

Qin Huai could only slowly withdraw from the bedroom.

Surrounded by a customer hall and a balcony, it was warm despite the short stay here. It's as if I've stayed for four years, and I don't feel the slightest sense of rustiness.

Maybe it's because they've been getting along for four years and have a tacit understanding?

The nuclear boat was also created here.

It's funny to say, I was inspired when Shang Ya, a big beauty, was taking a bath.

Qin Huai carried the oblique bag with the seal carving knife on his back, and left here, looking for a quiet suburb and starting over.

Love comes and goes fast.

Qin Huai suddenly remembered, eighteen years should be very fast, right?

Hu Liyuan's wife must not believe that the man who told her eighteen years ago that he lived up to her life began to know how to support a junior in the blink of an eye.

The world is unpredictable.

Qin Huai pushed the door and locked it from the outside for the last time.

Leave the complex.

It was snowing in the depths of winter.

The lead clouds in the sky are thick and dark, the snow should be heavy and the lights are starting to get cold in the middle of the night.

There were also a lot fewer pedestrians, so Qin Huai walked aimlessly.

There is something in the heart, and there is no direction under the feet.

Not everyone is Chen Shimei, such as Qin Huai's father and mother, who have been loving and loving all their lives, never abandoned, and gave birth to Qin Huai in middle age when they were sick.

Middle-aged children, how difficult it is to raise them, but they still have a good life.

It's just that Shang Ya has been hurt by her parents and has become a frightened bird?

Pedestrians are becoming scarce on the streets, and the snow is getting heavier and heavier, and the snow is piling up on the street lamps and the green trees on both sides......

The glass windows on the side of the street are covered with fog beads.

Qin Huai walked aimlessly forward, snow covering his shoulders.

There was a homeless man hiding in the corner on the side of the road, and Qin Huai saw the white breath coming out of the homeless man's mouth.

"Good luck. ”

Qin Huai didn't want to think about Shang Ya's bits and pieces.

turned to plunge into the idea of nuclear carving, and the situation at this time made Qin Huai feel as if he was putting himself in the shoes of Hu Liyuan's wife

Qin Huai kept walking until the streets on both sides were no longer bustling, and finally he couldn't walk.

Stop.

Sit on a snow-covered bench.

The snow in the sky was sprinkled, falling on Qin Huai's shoulders, burrowing into his neck, melting and wetting.

……

……

"He's really gone. ”

Shang Ya heard the sound of the door, and her silver teeth bit on the wet pillow, unwilling to chase her out to take a look.

She'll repeat it.

'Can't get caught up in it, Shang Ya. ’

Shang Ya curled up and closed her eyes, and her embarrassed mother in her childhood memory kept admonishing her:

Men are not to be trusted. No matter how well disguised it is now, there will be a day when I change my mind.

Long.

Shang Ya looked out the window, it was snowing outside.

'Where will he go now?' with his wooden character......

Lu Xun gave up medicine and did a study before the article, and it was proved that if parents made any mistakes, their children had a high probability of repeating the same mistakes.

For example, the daughter born to a mother who is desperate for love will also inherit this trait.

In ancient China, it was called ancestral evil.

The snow outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, burying Shang Ya's only remaining theories.

"Bang!"

Shang Ya suddenly jumped out of bed, rushed out of the door, and chased in the opposite direction where Qin Huai left, she felt that Qin Huai should go in this direction, because it was Qin Huai's school.

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……

On the street corner where Qin Huai sat down, music was playing in the shop, intermittently, and it was a vicissitudes of life that a man was hoarse and mocking.

'If a woman,

Always wait until late at night,

No regrets to pay youth,

He's going to be true to you?'

Qin Huai frowned, for the first time he understood the middle-aged uncle named Li Zongsheng.

'Whether a woman,

Never ask more?

She'd better always be naïve. ’

Once Hu Liyuan had nothing, she set up dusk for him, she lit a night light for him, and she asked him about porridge.

He greeted the front drinking party, and every time he was poured unconscious, he vomited a mess, but his stomach was not damaged in the slightest.

He knew that it was because she slowly boiled the stomach-nourishing porridge in the middle of the night.

As a result, she made a fortune later, and she was disgusted with her old pearl yellow?

Do you want a woman to pay without regrets, and you want a woman to not even care if you steal outside?

'But the woman,

Love is her soul,

She can dedicate her life,

for the people she loves. ’

After being a full-time wife for eighteen years, one day suddenly found that she was disliked, would you be heartbroken and feel like the whole world had collapsed?

As Shang Ya said, if it weren't for the ashes of the heart, how could he let go of the most precious things?

Qin Huai suddenly realized that he had gone into a misunderstanding before:

If you want to wake up Hu Liyuan's wife, it is useless to stand in Hu Liyuan's perspective.

It was Hu Liyuan's wife who was disillusioned after learning that the man she loved disliked her and was stealing fish outside.

will let go in the car accident and let the cherished nuclear carving shatter.

Hu Liyuan's wife must be given hope, this nuclear eagle is the nuclear eagle that wants her to regain hope.

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……

I don't know how long it took.

Qin Huai suddenly felt that a pair of hands were brushing the snow on his body.

When I raised my head, I saw that Shang Ya's forehead and jaw were sweating, and her whole body was steaming.

Incredulous, distressed, joyful......

Qin Huai stood up violently, and the thick snow on his body shook off.

"Don't catch a cold. ”

Qin Huai was not good at rhetoric, unbuttoned his coat, and directly pulled Shang Ya into his arms and covered it tightly.

Sweating and blowing cold wind make it most likely to catch a cold.

His face was also tightened. ”

Qin Huai rubbed his hands hot and imprinted them on Shang Ya's face, her face was very cold, blowing through the cold wind.

"Your hands are so warm, and it's so comfortable to be rubbed by your palm prints......"

Shang Yaqiao's face was nestled in Qin Huai's palm, her big eyes were squinted comfortably, and her eyelashes trembled slightly.

Qin Huai was suddenly stunned.

Perhaps, he really found the most reliable nuclear carving reduction method!

"Thank you. ”

Qin Huai's lips were attached to Shang Ya's earlobe, if it weren't for today's series of events, Qin Huai might never be able to feel his current emotions.

"Gain and loss, lose and regain. What I want to carve is the glimmer of hope that has been lost. ”

Qin Huai muttered.