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Looking at Yan Mofan's perceptive eyes, Shen Ruyun had a feeling that he had seen through it, and in order to alleviate the embarrassment, she found a chair and sat down.

"Just say something, don't look at me like this all the time, it's no wonder you're not used to it. ”

Retracting his inquiring gaze, Yan Mofan asked in a deep voice, "Did you go out last night?"

Shen Ruyun listened to Yan Mofan's words, first paused for a moment, and then smiled slightly, "Why do you ask that, I rested early last night, don't you know this?"

Yan Mofan didn't directly debunk her lies, he pretended to be puzzled, "Really, why did a friend of mine say that he saw you last night, it seems that you were in some alley." ”

At this moment, Shen Ruyun's whole person was shocked, and she shook her head with a smile, "How is this possible, I didn't go out at all last night, your friend must be dazzled." Although she said so, Shen Ruyun had no bottom in her heart, although she didn't find anyone following him along the way last night, but Yan Mofan's words and expressions made her unable to calm down.

Seeing that Shen Ruyun was still so obsessed and lying, Yan Mofan didn't pretend anymore, he took out his mobile phone and clicked on the video and put it in front of Shen Ruyun, "Who is the person in this picture, I think you know better than me." ”

Looking at the video of Yan Mofan's mobile phone, Shen Ruyun's expression immediately stiffened, and she looked at Yan Mofan in disbelief, "Who took this?"

"You don't care who filmed it, don't you think you should explain your next crazy behavior?"

Shen Ruyun looked at herself in horror in the video, this was the first time she had seen the picture of herself eating people's hearts, it turned out to be so disgusting, but such a picture was seen by Yan Mofan.

The picture continued, but Shen Ruyun couldn't stand it anymore, she broke down and shouted, "Don't look at it, don't look at it." ”

Yan Mofan immediately turned off the video and put his mobile phone on the table, he saw that Shen Ruyun was emotional, and he didn't rush to ask her.

Shen Ruyun, who was hovering on the verge of collapse, kept tapping her head with her hand, as if she wanted to hit the picture she had just seen, but no matter how she hit her head, the picture was like an infinite loop of small movies, constantly playing.

After a long time, Shen Ruyun stopped beating, she raised her head and looked at Yan Mofan, who cared about her, and showed a cold smile, "You saw such a disgusting and terrifying picture, do you dislike me from the bottom of your heart?"

Seeing that Shen Ruyun had misunderstood herself, Yan Mofan explained softly, "You think about it too much, how can I dislike you?"

"Yes, since you don't dislike me, then I want you to kiss me now. Shen Ruyun stood up and walked to Yan Mofan's side as she spoke, raised her head and was about to kiss her.

Just as her lips were about to touch Yan Mofan's, Yan Mofan reached out and touched her cheek, making her unable to move.

"It's all about now, don't I dislike you? What matters is how to get you back to normal. Yan Mofan said loudly with a calm face.

Shen Ruyun looked at Yan Mofan's appearance, and suddenly laughed, the laughter made people feel distressed, "I am right, right? You still dislike me, and my mouth is the mouth that has eaten the heart of a living person, who can kiss me? Can you bear it without throwing up, it's already good?" Shen Ruyun stretched out her hand and broke Yan Mofan's hand, she turned around and walked to the window, looking at the world of flowers outside.

"Now that you know I've become a heart-eating monster, why don't you drive me away?"

"I don't allow you to say that you are not a monster, you are a human being. Yan Mofan walked to Shen Ruyun's side and forced her to look into her eyes.

Regarding Yan Mofan's attitude, Shen Ruyun didn't care anymore, she turned her head and sneered, "Does it matter if I don't practice it? The important thing is that I can't become a normal person in my life." ”

This sentence is very simple, but no one can understand the pain in the heart.

"No, there is no way to solve the problem in this world, you tell me first, who is your master and what is his name?" Yan Mofan didn't want Shen Ruyun to accept his fate like this.

"I don't know his name, I only know that he is not from this world, his cultivation is far above you, I have seen with my own eyes that he can kill people with his eyes, a master like this, what can you do to save me?" Shen Ruyun didn't believe that Yan Mofan would save him, but he was simply powerless.

When Yan Mofan heard that he was not from this world, he immediately remembered the Great Demon King, but when he thought about it seriously, he didn't know the Great Demon King, and when he had a grudge with the Great Demon King, he had already cut off contact with Ruyun, and the Great Demon King should not know about Ruyun's existence.

But if it's not the Great Demon King, who will it be?

"When did your master find you?"

"Do you want to know, what have I experienced since I left Nancheng?" Shen Ruyun did not answer Yan Mofan's words, she looked into the distance with deep eyes, and her eyes seemed to be remembering something.

Yan Mofan didn't speak, she talked about that painful memory.

"I left Nancheng like a walking corpse and lost hope in life, but when I thought of you, I was reluctant to leave this world, and then I finally opened my heart knot, and when I wanted to come back to you, I found out that I was pregnant, and I don't know who the child's father is, do you know how tormented my heart is?" Shen Ruyun closed her eyes and pursed her mouth, as if she was trying her best to hide something.

Looking at Shen Ruyun's appearance, Yan Mofan's heart twitched, and he hugged Shen Ruyun and let her head rest on his shoulder.

Seeing this, Shen Ruyun reached out and grabbed Yan Mofan's back hard.

If it weren't for the clothes, Yan Mofan's back would have been scratched by her with ten blood marks. But Yan Mofan didn't feel the slightest pain, as long as he could make Ruyun feel better, even if he bit him with his teeth, he wouldn't blink.

After a long time, Shen Ruyun opened her eyes and let go of her hand, she greedily hugged Yan Mofan's waist and continued, "When I learned that I was pregnant, the first thing I thought of was to kill the child, so I frantically hit my stomach with my hand, until the stomach pain was unbearable and fainted to the ground, and when I woke up, it was already dark, and I was lying on the ground alone for several hours, but fortunately, the child was lost." ”

Speaking of this, a smile appeared on Shen Ruyun's face, but it made Yan Mofan feel even more heartbroken.

"After beating the child, I would always come to the child and say that I was a cruel mother, and that I was about to break down, and I came to the beach, wanting to leave this world silently, but I didn't want to be saved by a strange man in a period costume, but that was the real beginning of my nightmare. ”

He could feel Shen Ruyun's body trembling with terror, Yan Mofan said softly, "Since it is a painful memory, don't think about it again, I can feel the pain in your heart." ”

Shen Ruyun cried and shook her head, "No, you let me finish." ”

"He rescued me, said that he could give me a spell, and no one could bully me again, and I agreed to him as soon as I thought of the gap with you. What I didn't expect was that while he taught me spells, he caused my body to mutate, and every few days, my whole body would be covered with black veins, looking like a monster, and at the same time I had to endure unimaginable pain. When I had my first seizure, he brought me a fresh heart, and at first I said that I would not eat anything, and I thought that if I just endure it, I would be able to get over it, but the pain lasted for six hours and it did not abate. ”

Thinking of that pain, Shen Ruyun's blood all over her body was coagulating, and she was really afraid of that day coming.

Later, when the master saw that I was still struggling, he told me that if I didn't eat, this pain and physical change would never go away, then I would be a real monster, I was very scared, I was afraid that I would become like this, you didn't dare to look at me, and I was even more afraid that I would never be able to appear in the outside world openly from now on, and I could only hide in the darkness and never see the light of day. So, I ate the beating heart, and it turned out as he said, the changes in my body disappeared, and I was no longer in pain. ”

After listening carefully to everything Shen Ruyun said, Yan Mofan clenched his fists, he hated himself for not being there when Ruyun needed him the most, and let her endure so much torture alone.

"I'm sorry......" There are only these three words left, because Yan Mofan knows that no matter how much he says, he can't let Ruyun get out of that painful memory, let alone change what has happened.

Shen Ruyun left Yan Mofan's body, her tearful eyes were full of hatred, "Do you think that if you say sorry, I will forgive you? Do you know that all this pain was brought to me by you." How much I loved you in the past, how much I hate you now. ”

This kind of look made Yan Mofan feel extremely unfamiliar, he didn't understand why Shen Ruyun would put all the fault on him, was it because he didn't go to her? He didn't think it was that simple.

Sure enough, Shen Ruyun's next words made him understand why she hated herself so much.

"You just said that I should return to the appearance of normal people, but do you know that it is because of you that I will become monsters who are not human beings and ghosts? I once asked the master, I have no grievances with you, why do you harm me so much. If you don't want to save me, why save me when I'm already overboard?"