As the saying goes, I have always had a little bit of love for Xue Jiazheng, but I still regard him as a friend, and now he is leaving, and I don't know when I plan to come back, I can't come back, and I feel a little reluctant in my heart, although even if he has been staying in the city and not leaving, I will not be idle and want to see him.

Parting is an atmosphere that is easy to make people emotional.

Going abroad, I ran a lot of circles in the north and south of the motherland, and I never thought about going abroad. I think it's too far away, it's a kind of psychological distance, and I don't want to be too far away from my homeland. I think there are still many people who feel the same way as me, so the Xue family hesitantly decided to go abroad two years after graduation, and I always feel that there are some other small reasons for going abroad.

For example, he finally decided to let go of Lan Tian completely and start a new life completely. For example, he got tired of it.

From Lan Tian to Li Hua to Yan Xiaochang and Shao Siwei, the Xue family was saying goodbye one by one, and finally found me. To be honest, I really didn't know that I had something to do with the Xue family, and in the past, he didn't embarrass me a lot on Lan Tian's issue.

The Xue family and I were sitting in the same corner, and the others were lying or sitting, not talking to each other, thinking about their own care. Xue Jiazheng said to me: "Cong You, seeing you reminds me of a poem. ”

"What poetry?" I glared slightly, Xue Jiazheng is not a poet, and I am not a woman like a poet.

Then he recited, in a particularly helpless tone, "Leaving the grass on the plain, one year old and one withered, the wildfire is inexhaustible, and the spring breeze blows and grows." ”

"Poof. I just laughed.

I knew he didn't have any good poetry in his mouth. I said, "You're calling me grassroots." ”

Xue Jiazheng said, "Grassroots is grassroots, that's not scolding you, grassroots have grassroots benefits, such as not being able to die." ”

I said, "It's Xiaoqiang who can't get it." ”

Xue Jiazheng took a deep breath and sighed again, he said, "You said, you have run such a big circle, why did you come back again?"

He looked at me with a slight frown and asked quite seriously. I was a little wary in my heart, worried that Xue Jiazheng was still the same as before, and he wanted to warn me to stay away from Li Hua and give his beloved Sister Lan and Li Hua a chance to develop. But I have long realized that Li Hua and Lan Tian want to develop, and the cliff is a matter of the two of them, don't pull it on me.

Xue Jiazheng saw through my careful thoughts, and he said, "Ouch, you're nervous, don't worry," as he spoke, he patted me on the shoulder with his palm, "I used to have a little opinion about you." ”

I nodded, "Huh...... Actually, I have it for you, too. ”

"And now?" he asked.

I thought about it, "It's okay now, it's all over." ”

Xue Jiazheng shook his head, glanced in the direction of Lan Tian and Li Hua, and said, "Do you think you can really pass? ”

I originally thought he was referring to feelings, but at this time, Xue Jiazheng glanced in Lan Tian's direction again. Lan Tian wasn't crying now, just hugging his knees, looking at the sea far, far away, in a daze.

I think I understand that Xue Jiazheng is mainly referring to the fact that Lan Tian was raped twice.

I said, "Don't worry, no one will mention it to her again." ”

Xue Jiazheng said, "If Cong You were you, what would you think?"

"I don't know," paused, "probably...... You'll feel dirty. ”

Xue Jiazheng let out a long sigh again, I remember that he is not a person who likes to sigh very much, he is a very neat person, he thinks of ways when he encounters problems, and thinks of ways to implement them, whether they are right or wrong. Even in the past, although I was disgusted with the Xue family's attitude towards me, I did not deny his quality as a person.

Xue Jiazheng said: "I won't say more, you understand." Help me take good care of her. Since then, she hasn't had any friends, and that's all she knows, especially you. ”

Among us, Shao Siwei and Lan Tian are not familiar with each other, Yan Xiaochang has opinions about Lan Tian since Lan Tian dumped Xue Jiazheng once, Li Hua and Lan Tian, their identities and feelings are slightly embarrassing, Xue Jiazheng is leaving again, probably only me can really accompany Lan Tian.

Of course, as a good girlfriend in the past, although I am now estranged because of distance and time, it is my duty to take care of her feelings.

"There's another thing," the Xue family turned his head to face me, and I also looked at him, "You and Huazi are ...... Huh?"

"Ahh

Xue Jiazheng raised his eyebrows, "The thighs are lying on ......"

"Ah......" I smiled and said, "Didn't he drink too much, delicate, and said that he had a headache, and he was afraid of insects in the grass......"

Xue Jiazheng smiled and said seriously: "Oh, anyway, whether you are good or not, it's not a matter of this day or two, it's been so long." As for Huazi, you also know that your mouth doesn't like to speak, so you pretend to be in your heart. If you encounter something in the future, if you can do it, think more about him, and if you can't figure it out, ask him directly, don't put things in your heart one by one, well......" sighed again, "It's okay if it's okay, Tian Tian should also die." ”

Whether Lan Tian is dead to Li Hua or not, this question is probably only known to her, I can just see that the Xue family is facing Lan Tian, and that is a hundred people who have not died yet. Now that I was parting, I didn't want to be too sad, so I joked with Xue Jiazheng and said, "Are you persuading me to be good with Huazi, or do you want me to help you kill a rival in love?"

He also pursed his lips and smiled, smiling quite kindly, "It's all there." ”

On the road of youth, from the past to the future, we sent away one after another, and returned one after another, and we are also in it over and over again, from the campus to the society, everyone is becoming more and more different, but as long as you have a heart, some friends have some feelings, enough to last a long time.

Maybe you remember, but don't connect, and then under the foreshadowing of time and the washing of fate, some traces become fading more and more, so faint that you don't remember when you forgot it. Perhaps this is the most perfect posture of feelings, starting and finishing.

The Xue family is leaving, and we say goodbye on this lawn, a hundred meters away in the sea park, where the waves are shallow and shallow. He was alone, walking through the intersection, standing across from all of us, beckoning to stop a taxi, and the car was dusting away.

The last thing he said to us before he left was, "You won't be allowed to see me off at the airport tomorrow." ”

Lan Tian was crying, even Yan Xiaochang was crying, I was smiling at Xue Jiazheng, I think we have completely released our previous suspicions.

After that, a few of us lay on the lawn for a while, this kind of literary and artistic thing, after about leaving the campus, many of us did not have the opportunity to do it again.

Then Yan Xiaochang went home, Shao Siwei went back to school, and Li Hua and Lan Tian were left. I kept holding Lan Tian's arm, and Li Hua asked me, "It's so late, you can't go back, right?"

Well, there is no car back to the county seat at this time, and Li Hua is drinking, so he can't let him drive me back. I nodded, and he asked, "Where are you going to go in the evening?"

"Find a place to stay. I replied calmly and casually.

Lan Tian had already gone to the side of the road to hail a taxi, Li Hua muttered to attract my attention, and then said with a wicked smile, "Do you need me...... Huh?"

"Hush. ”

I turned around and walked away, because I had already told Lan Tian that I would go to her tonight. I'm not in a hurry to talk to Li Hua.

Maybe it's really because of the precipitation and growing up, I think I'm starting to become more secure, this sense of security can make me more patient, not in a hurry to change anything, because I gradually began to really believe that it should be my own, there will always be, not my own, you ran over in the early hours of the morning, and you may not be able to do a good job of hanging scalpers.

Later, Li Hua said to me, "Cong You, don't expect me to chase you again." "I feel that I am doing the right thing to ignore him now, and I don't plan to get along with him again and break up in a daze, so I have to be more cautious this time.

Accompanied Lan Tian to sleep in her place, isn't this Xue family leaving, can she afford some waves in her glass heart. Before going to bed, Lan Tian discussed with me and asked me if it was possible to change jobs or something, and then move to the city, so that everyone could get together often.

Gradually, more and more of a gravitation, I'm leaning towards this idea.

In fact, I am in the county, and life is very boring, mainly because I don't have friends who can have fun. Every day is the place of work, running back and forth between two homes.

What gives me the most headache is how long our company's salary is going to be delayed, and how to avoid Shen Song as much as possible.

Coming to the city is actually a good idea.

Two days after returning to the county seat, a particularly big incident happened, which almost overturned my view of my stepmother for the past twenty years. I think I'm underestimating people, and my heart is too small.

My stepmother gave me 200,000.

She said: "This money was given to you by your father, you look at your job, you can't make any money for it, 200,000 yuan is not enough, and it is enough for you to do a little business yourself." Last time, the shop was very good, and I specifically asked your dad friend, where the first floor sells brands, the second floor buys shoes and bags, and the third floor is clothing, you see what you can do, don't toss around. ”

With this bank card in my hand, I think it's like an empty joke. After my stepmother left, I pulled my brother into the room and asked nervously, "Cong Liang, you told me this is not a dream? Your mother is okay with her brain? Isn't she burnt out?"

My brother nodded and said in agreement: "I also think she is a little confused, hey, anyway, you will take it for you, the money is in hand, can she still pit you? ”