Wanting to see Wang Zhaoyang is a momentary thought, and suddenly wanting to see him, this inexplicable impulse is difficult to explain.

Wang Zhaoyang simply hung up the phone and appeared at the door of the dormitory ten minutes later. I allowed him in, but I didn't raise my eyes to look at him, because from the moment I hung up the phone, I began to hesitate again about whether I shouldn't see him.

He left his umbrella outside to wash the hall. Our student dormitory here is the kind of residential building that has been renovated, with three bedrooms and one living room, the hall is a place for students to wash, three bedrooms, four bunk beds are placed respectively, and then one is relatively small, and it is for teachers to live.

At this time, he also wants to rest on the other side, so he is dressed more casually today, a gray sweetheart neck T-shirt, a home baggy shorts, flip-flops, and an umbrella.

I was still neatly dressed, sitting on my bed, and I didn't think about how to entertain him.

Wang Zhaoyang smiled slightly, sat down on the empty upper and lower bed opposite, and did not speak first. Just stay with me.

He came, and although I didn't have the courage to look up at him and look out the window at the torrential rain, I felt at peace. Before, I was thinking about those messy things, and I was also thinking about whether Chen Feiyang would look for me in the heavy rain, whether he was very uncomfortable now, and whether I should feel distressed and spare him.

Wang Zhaoyang came, and I suddenly stopped thinking about it.

"There is no internet in the dormitory, what are you doing here alone?" I asked.

"Read a book. He replied simply.

He touched the ash on the table, glanced at it, and pouted.

"What books are you reading?" I asked.

He said, "What to see. ”

Wang Zhaoyang is very fond of reading things, when we were together in the past, as long as we were quiet, I would sleep on him, and he would casually flip through some magazines, newspapers, and all kinds of messy things to read.

"Sure enough, it's a scholarly family," I commented, he laughed, and I said, "I can't stand it." ”

He said, "Because your heart cannot be still." ”

I sighed, that's it, I can't be still. When I need to read a book, I will read it too, but let me pass the time by reading a book casually without a purpose, I would rather be in a daze for a while.

Looking at the rainy night, I said, "Shouldn't I have called you over?"

It's very troublesome to think about it, such a heavy rain, although there are not a few steps, people come to take a trip, and it's quite a toss. Also, I'm arguing with my husband, and then I ask my ex-boyfriend to show up to be with me, which feels very legitimate in me, because I don't plan to do anything with him, but if I were to change to a sideline position, I would think, this woman is really cheap.

Wang Zhaoyang smiled, "It's nothing, I want to see you too." ”

When he said this, I suddenly raised my eyes to look at him, and saw a pair of indifferent eyes, and the corners of his mouth had a subtle arc. The curvature of the corners of Wang Zhaoyang's mouth always makes me feel obsessed.

I suddenly felt that I missed him very much, and looking at his open and natural sitting position, I had an urge to sit in his arms, and get tired of him as before.

I haven't missed that embrace for a long time, and I don't dare to miss it, because I know I can't go back. But at this time, he was in front of me, but I missed him very much, I missed the feeling of being in his arms, stable and steady, at that time I always had nothing to worry about, as if he owned, it was equivalent to owning the whole world.

Regardless of the wind and rain outside, I have him.

For a moment, I lowered my eyes, not daring to continue thinking.

Regarding Wang Zhaoyang, I think about it a little more, that is, it is close to being disloyal, although I am quarreling with Chen Feiyang, I have no intention of being disloyal to him.

Maybe, maybe when I miss his embrace, Wang Zhaoyang will feel the same way and want to hug me.

But he's a man.

In a daze, my stomach was growling, cooing.

I didn't eat much for dinner tonight, I'm angry. Although I didn't feel hungry, I was hungry, and I felt a little embarrassed when it called out to Wang Zhaoyang like this.

Changing his sitting position, Wang Zhaoyang asked, "You haven't eaten?"

"Eat. I said.

He looked left and right, "You don't have anything to eat here?"

I nodded.

Then he thought about it, got up and walked out, and I was curious and asked him, "What are you doing?"

He laughed, "I'll help you get you something to eat." ”

"It's raining. "I got out of bed to stop it. It was late at this time, and I had to go outside to buy food, and it was raining and windy, so I went hungry and went over.

Wang Zhaoyang still smiled, but did not walk out of the dormitory, he went directly to the student dormitory. I followed, and Wang Zhaoyang jokingly said, "Let's see if the students have this." ”

The two rooms next to it are both student dormitories, and there is no custom of locking the door in our school.

I said, "There is no one to live here, so there is nothing to eat." ”

"Don't look for how you know. ”

Then he walked into a dormitory, and I suddenly felt like a thief, well, a little excited. Thinking that this was a girls' dormitory, it was inconvenient for Wang Zhaoyang to enter, so I went in by myself, and I took a look at it and looked at it.

Wang Zhaoyang turned on the light with his hand, quite disgusted, "How can you act like a thief?"

Isn't this a thief? I didn't ask, but Wang Zhaoyang said, "What did you take, you will buy it tomorrow and come back." "Oh, yes, I'm stupid hungry.

I found a packet of instant noodles, but there was no hot water in the school, so Wang Zhaoyang pointed to a cabinet and said, "See if it heats up quickly." ”

I flipped it, and sure enough, there was.

Students are not allowed to use these things privately in the school, for fear that they will not be safe. I carried the kettle to get the cold water, and said, "Do you often steal students' things?" Thinking about Wang Zhaoyang's appearance of stealing students' things, why do I think it's so funny.

He was speechless, "I'm the director, I'll check them generously, okay? These students are really, things are hidden in those few places." ”

I laughed and he said, "What are you laughing at?"

I still laughed and didn't speak. Didn't you also take advantage of the convenience of this director, and you were embarrassed to say that students. Boil water, I soaked a bag of instant noodles, and Wang Zhaoyang wandered around my room, looking at this and that.

I put the lunch box containing instant noodles on the table, and Wang Zhaoyang had another opinion, "You pad a piece of paper." ”

There was ash on the table, and it was not clean. I said, "What's the matter, I won't lick the table again." ”

He said, "You flutter and plop and puff and puff up, can you live?" ”

Rolling my eyes, I stuck out my tongue, the female man is informal, he doesn't know. Forget it, I obediently put on a piece of paper, lowered my head and began to eat instant noodles.

Wang Zhaoyang watched quietly from the side, I felt a little uncomfortable, and asked him, "Do you think I'm doing a bad time?"

"What do you think of yourself?" he asked.

I think it's okay.

Without waiting for me to answer, he said, "Actually, there are always things that don't go well, and there are things to do, all the time, and I can't explain anything." How long are you going to stay here?"

I said, "It depends on the mood." ”

He asked, "Loud noise?"

I shook my head, wiped my mouth with a tissue, and closed the lunch box, "It's just a casual noise." ”

"What do you mean by casual quarrels, do you often quarrel?"

"Nope. "I laughed hypocritically and reacted a bit exaggeratedly. How could I tell him that Chen Feiyang and I often quarreled, as if I was hoping for his deliverance. Besides, the ugliness of the family should not be publicized.

Suddenly, he sat down next to me from across from me, and it was so close that I could smell him, but it wasn't the same Dior sporty fragrance that I used to have.

His move made me a little nervous.

There are only a few living people in this dormitory, and indeed in the entire school, and it is certain that within a hundred meters of this dormitory, there can be no other living people other than the two of us.

If Wang Zhaoyang does something to me now, I really cut my throat and no one will agree.

So I felt a little nervous, and my body moved away from him in an awkward position. He just tilted his head and smiled at me, and I felt like a deer was bumping into me.

Dear, don't, dear, I'm afraid I can't hold it, dear.

He said, "Actually, you don't owe him anything. ”

"Huh?" I freaked him out.

He exhaled heavily, "Everyone is responsible for their own choices, just like me and Fang Keru got married and then divorced. Like you, when you choose, no one knows the outcome, but we should all know that the result is not necessarily good. I don't think you owe him anything, he chose it himself. ”

"That's a bit selfish......" I whispered.

Taking a deep breath, he looked at me. But I didn't dare to look at him directly, but I could catch a glimpse of his gaze, and at this time I was thinking distractedly, if Chen Feiyang suddenly appeared at the door, what an exciting and sad picture it would be.

No, my little heart is beating a little fast.

Wang Zhaoyang raised his hand, I wasn't sure what he wanted to do, but his body shook a little, he smiled, his hand paused in mid-air, and then rubbed it on the top of my head, "Look at what scared you." ”

I laughed dryly, hehehe, I was frightened, frightened.

"Well, the rain seems to be a little lighter. ”

"Hmm. ”

"That ......"

"I'm leaving. ”

"Hmm. ”

He looked at me again and smiled, exhaled heavily, his eyes were faintly doting, and he didn't do anything when he saw my eyes dodging.

Getting up and leaving, I asked another question awkwardly, "Wang Zhaoyang, do you think I'm a good woman or a bad woman?"

"Nothing good or bad. He replied, and I had nothing to ask.

After thinking about it, he said, "I'm not going to force you to do something you don't want to do, but," smiling relaxedly, he said, "If you really want to do something bad, I can accompany you." ”

I think I understood, and I choked on the aftertaste of the party and coughed, "You better go." ”

"Well, there's something to call. ”

Sitting on the bed, between the two buildings, a distance of dozens of meters, I looked downstairs outside the window, the open black umbrella, in the heavy rain, he walked calmly, what was he thinking in his head?