∮ 15th Movement: The Fate of Two (2)
Finally...... I went back to my former nest.
From Mommy, I got the key to this little cottage, and she told me that Chun Su had entrusted it to me.
The house was as clean and tidy as it was before I was driven away. All the furnishings, there is no sign of change, and I know that he has always helped me take good care of this place, the harbor that once made my wandering heart dwell.
Lying on the huge bed, his eyes stared at the ceiling in a daze......
Oh, my God...... Am I really stupid? Why didn't I give him a chance to explain? If I wasn't so impulsive......
After doing so many stupid things and sparing such a big circle, how much did we miss between us?
Love is really not a fun thing, because no one can play it, let alone afford it.
What should I do? He's getting married, damn it, the bride can't be me, what am I going to do?
Time is really running out, the first step, the first step, what should I do? Ah! By the way, I am still a person with a marriage contract! I have to remove the shackles on my body first! Yes! I have to call Min Zhiyi first!
Jumping out of bed with a bang, putting on my slippers, I jumped up to the phone like a rabbit, but at the moment I held the phone, I stopped—
Ling Panxing...... If—if I told you that I was already in love with you, and begged you, don't leave me, would you choose me?"
Min Zhiyi...... It can't be a joke, right? But the look in his eyes when he said that......
I, how can I explain? But he and Chun Su are the best brothers, but, but he once did it because of me and Chun Su, but......
Ahh
Sitting slumped in front of the couch, I buried my head very low, I had nothing to do, no way out.
So, that's it...... I sat in front of the couch until dawn, unable to make a choice, unable to ...... Relieved......
The sun is shining through my fingers, and everything around me seems to be wrapped in a festive atmosphere, but I am alone, and dark clouds fill the sky.
In the past two days, the streets and alleys have been singing about the marriage of Chun Su and Ji Shihan, with envious eyes and blessed eyes, but there are no lost eyes like me.
Like a headless fly, I swayed in the traffic, the mobile phone in my hand, I have been holding it tightly for two days, the sweat in the palm of my hand has already burned it, but I still don't have the courage to mention this call.
"Panxing, are you Panxing?" Ling Panxing!" I suddenly heard someone calling me, and I subconsciously turned around......
"Is that you?"
It's been a long time, but it's hard to let go of a lot of things, after all, I used to really, really trust her.
"You haven't forgiven me yet, it's been so long, and besides, didn't we two get anything in the end?"
I'm so angry!
My face was already cramping, but it didn't seem like I was ready to stop there.
"I said, I originally thought that you were my biggest competitor, but I didn't expect that if the snipe and the clam compete, it would be the fisherman who would benefit!"
I believe that my face has turned blue......
"Isn't it ridiculous that the two of us are ......ridiculous? I didn't expect to lose to that madman. ”
"That's enough! I'll go first!"
Finally I couldn't take it anymore......
Seeing my stiff face, Yanru's eyes were obviously smug.
"Ling Panxing, isn't it pathetic? I love him so much, but I can't get any mercy from him. And he likes you so much, but he doesn't get the slightest trust from you...... Haha, I thought I was the most pitiful person in the world, but now I don't think so, because, behind me, there will always be you to cushion me! You, the princess born with a golden spoon, are finally bruised by your own sacred faith and proud soul!"
"You ......"
"Haha! I'm glad! I'm really glad! I think God is still kind to me, because he will also hold a lifetime of regrets, and join hands with a madman he doesn't love to grow old! Hahaha...... Ling Panxing, do you think I should be very grateful to you? If it weren't for your determination, if it weren't for your ruthlessness, he would definitely not have come to this point today! Ha......
With my eyelashes lowered, I didn't assert any more sarcasm, because, I know, she wasn't wrong!
If it weren't for me, he would still be the same him, the boy who lives quietly in Xiaoxing City, simply living the life he wants......
He has his best friends, his most loyal fans, and possibly ...... There will be a most considerate girlfriend......
If it weren't for my appearance, which shattered his life so peacefully, he would have ...... Happier huh, right......
I don't know when Yanru left my sight, but I only know that when I became conscious again, the sunlight flowed into my eyes along my fingers, looking at the sky, and I finally understood how small and humble my existence was.
I really don't want to cry anymore, but when did I sit on the swing burst into tears again?
It turns out that tears don't dry up so easily, and this world is not perfect if you have courage.
Yi Chunxu, do you know, in fact, I really don't want to, I don't want to be like this. I know that it was I who crushed your future, it was I who trampled your life beyond recognition, it was I who pushed you into this abyss from which you will never recover.
I'm going to be so miserable now, I'm going to be so miserable, it's all my own doing! But, but what about you? You're so perfect, so invulnerable, how can I, how can I hold you and suffer together? You shouldn't have such a life, such a helpless and miserable life, your future should be star-studded.
I don't expect you to forgive me, I just hope that I can do the last little thing for you, even if it becomes a "two-faced" person!
Mom is right, in this world, with you loving me like this, I am worth it. So, Ling Panxing, go ahead and do what you should do!
As a necessary etiquette in the mall, I knew that Chun Su must have already delivered the wedding invitation to Yi Yuan, and Yi Yuan, as I expected, came to Hong Kong in person.
"I'm Ling Panxing, I want to find your master. ”
Standing in front of the compound of Villa Ibuen, I pressed the informant.
"Okay, wait a minute. ”
Soon, the door of the villa opened, and I drove straight into it without any hesitation.
The maid took me to the back garden of the villa, under the laurel tree, where I saw Iyuan seemingly leisurely browsing the newspaper.
"Miss Ling, is there something wrong with me?"
Yi Yuan didn't look up, but just took a sip of the tea on the crystal table.
Sure enough, there are still many similarities with the blood of the same breed on the body......
"I want to know your purpose!He's your own grandson after all, why would you do this to him?!"
"Well, I seem to ...... I don't quite understand what Miss Ling means. ”
Finally, Yi Yuan raised his head and looked at me with a slightly inquiring look in his eyes.
"You understand! I'm just a pawn of yours, from the beginning, you knew that it wasn't Chun Su who killed my father! And you, but you are in a maze! He is the only bloodline of your Yi family, why do you want to do this to him!"
"Hey...... Miss Ling, you seem to be pointing the finger in the wrong direction, right? Who is he for? My old man thinks that he doesn't have this status in his mind, and he doesn't have this ability......
Yi Yuan sighed, I was sure that the halo in his sharp eyes had dimmed for a moment......
I know what he means, and indeed, I have an inescapable responsibility. But if it weren't for the fact that he didn't recognize this grandson in the first place, then how could Chun Su suffer so much?
Obviously he should be the young master of the golden soup spoon who is envied by everyone, but he spent his most fragile childhood alone in an orphanage! Obviously he should have the ability to be admired by everyone, but he had to leave his hometown and send people under the fence!
All of this is because of him! This old man with the same blood as Chun Su in his body!
"Iberbo, I have always respected you, I have heard about your business legend since I was a child, I know, you are a great person, from scratch, you have created Yishi into one of the largest companies in the world, you are known for your unique vision and wisdom in the shopping mall, but I don't understand, I really don't understand, you are this age, do you want to work hard in the mall like this? Anyway, Chun Su is your only grandson in this world after all! I hope you know that many things are not something that can be owned by money!"
After saying so many words in one breath, I suddenly felt a little short of breath, exhaled two big breaths, and continued: "Iberber, I won't care about that bid in Paris anymore!"
“……”
Yi Yuan buried his head and didn't answer me, just looked through the newspaper in his hand as always......
"I'm here today to say these things to you. Whether you approve of it or not, Iber, I will never be on your side again!"
After speaking, I turned around and walked straight out of the villa......
The sky, gradually glowing with beautiful fluorescence, beautiful, as if before the darkness came, it still wanted to struggle for the last light, it shone its beauty as much as possible-