Chapter 507: Live Your Own Life
After passing through the beautiful garden, Guan Wanwan finally came to the door of the house with Lin Bosheng. The door is made of wood, which complements the view of the whole house, and there is no sense of disobedience.
Guan Wanwan took out the key from her pocket and opened the door, and the scene inside suddenly caught Lin Bosheng's eyes. The interior decoration style of the house is obviously Chinese, and you can also see the taste and elegance of the owner of the house. The entrance is a porch, and there is a seat on the left hand side where you can change your shoes.
Guan Wanwan hung his bag on the hanger, then changed his shoes familiarly, and was about to walk in, when he remembered Lin Bosheng behind him.
This house was originally Bai Luo's, and she only lived here temporarily, so the slippers in the room were only her and Bai Luo's. Now that Bai Luo is abroad, she lost Bai Luo's slippers before, and bought a new pair when she went shopping, wanting to wait for him to come back and change them for him.
Anyway, Lin Bosheng won't live here, but he should leave after coming in and sitting for a while, so he can only let him put on Bai Luo's slippers first, and then buy a pair when Bai Luo is coming back in a few days.
Thinking of this, Guan Wanwan leaned over, took out the pair of slippers that had been prepared for Bai Luo, and threw them on the ground.
"You can wear this for the time being. ”
In fact, there is no need to turn it off and take it out at night, Lin Bosheng has already noticed the pair of men's slippers in the shoe cabinet. Such a style, such a color, such a size, at first glance belongs to a man. Guan Wanwan, there will be men's slippers in her room.
Does this mean that Guan Wanwan is already living with someone, or that she already has a boyfriend, and her boyfriend often comes to her house, so she has prepared slippers for him at home.
Yes, it must be so. Lin Bosheng looked at the pair of slippers and felt a little stunned. It's been so long, Guan Wanwan is such an excellent and beautiful girl, he will fall in love with her so inextricably, and naturally others will know how good she is.
It was he who didn't protect her well, so he lost her, and now it's his own fault for making it like this.
Lin Bosheng thought about it, lowered his head and dragged his shoes to the shoe cabinet, and then put on the pair of slippers that Guan Wanwan took out for him. It's not big, it's not too small, it happens to be his size, and Lin Bosheng's heart feels even more bitter.
Out of politeness, Guan Wanwan stood aside and watched Lin Bosheng change his shoes. The hair on Lin Bosheng's forehead was already slightly long, and the action of lowering his head covered all the expressions on his face, making Guan Wanwan unable to see his thoughts clearly.
It's just that Lin Bosheng's movements seem to be a little slower than in the past, and when Lin Bosheng changed his shoes, he took the lead and walked inside, not noticing Lin Bosheng's thoughts.
Guan Wanwan brought Lin Bosheng to the living room, and the living room was also the same wooden table and wooden chairs, as if he was afraid that it would be too awkward or too cold, and the owner carefully put small cushions on the sofa. Lin Bosheng went in and chose a seat and sat down, and Guan Wanwan had already walked to the kitchen.
By the time Guan Wan came out, the rich smell of coffee had filled the whole house, making people feel that they were already intoxicated after taking a sip.
"A latte with no sugar and less milk. Guan Wanwan came out with a tray and put one of them in front of Lin Bosheng, and one cup in front of her.
Lin Bosheng looked at the cup of misty coffee in front of him, and felt that his eyes seemed to be moistened by the mist.
In the past, when he was in Lin's, as long as Guan Wanwan came to see him, he would ask Guan Wanwan to brew coffee for him to drink, and said that the coffee brewed by Guan Wanwan was the best coffee in the world. For this reason, Guan Wanwan also specially taught Lin Bosheng's secretary how to brew the taste of coffee better.
The secretary also did what Guan Wanwan said, but Lin Bosheng could taste it in one bite, and said that the coffee made by the secretary was not careful.
"Do you remember?" Lin Bosheng looked at Guan Wanwan and asked, with memories in his eyes, nostalgia, nostalgia for the beauty between them at that time, nostalgia for Guan Wanwan's clever smile at that time, and nostalgia for the ray of sunshine sprinkled in her hair. It turns out that one day everything that is most ordinary in your life is likely to become everything you want one day.
"Hmm. Guan Wanwan was stunned for a moment when she heard Lin Bosheng say this, and then immediately returned to her original state. "I just cooked it according to the previous method, and I haven't improved my coffee technique after drinking it outside for so long these days, so maybe I'm not a good coffee maker. ”
Lin Bosheng lowered his head and took a sip of coffee, and the taste of coffee wafted to all parts of his mouth as soon as he entered his mouth. There is no astringent sweetness, only the fragrance of milk. Because of the addition of milk, the overall taste becomes smoother and smoother, and the good control of the ratio of milk to coffee makes the taste of coffee very delicate.
Lin Bosheng shook his head and said slowly and firmly: "Wanwan, your coffee is still brewed as well as before, is it the best coffee in the world?" ”
When Guan Wanwan heard Lin Bosheng say this, it seemed that she had been brought into the previous memories, and her face was a little guarded and replaced with a little softness.
"As you can see, my life is actually pretty good now.
There are flowers and grass, wood and water, coffee and wine, and many nice neighbors. So, you don't have to feel guilty about me. I am now a person who has said goodbye to the past, I am now a person who has nothing.
In the future, you will continue to be the president of the Lin family, and I will continue to live my life of idle clouds and wild cranes in this place with mountains and rivers. Let him pass the past.
Whether you owe me or I owe you, write it off. Today, let's make it clear like this, in the future, you live your life, I live my life, we don't owe each other, let's live our own. ”
Lin Bosheng listened to Guan Wanwan's calm explanation, as if he was already a person who had nothing to do with him, as if none of them had those good memories between them.
Guan Wanwan seemed to be a person who had already withdrawn, standing calmly in front of Lin Bosheng's eyes, looking invulnerable.
Just look at him lightly, look at him lightly, and then tell him that I have slowly come out, and now you are the only one who is nostalgic for the past, so you should come out quickly.
"Wanwan......" Lin Bosheng called Guan Wanwan's name, as if he wanted to say something redeeming. However, the attitude of the person in front of him was so resolute. Looking at her like this with her coffee, the curling mist covered her eyes, making Lin Bosheng unable to see what was in her eyes. I can only feel her toughness, the past she doesn't want to face.
Lin Bo squeezed out a smile stiffly, looked at Guan Wanwan, and did not answer her words, but started another topic.
"Evening, I'll tell you how I got over these days when you're not there. ”
Guan Wanwan subconsciously wanted to refuse, but Lin Bosheng had already spoken.
"After you disappear, I will let people salvage in that sea day and night, life to see people and death to see corpses, no matter what the result is, I will not give up. So, I had them salvaged there for a few days and nights, but no trace was found, not even your life or death was unknown, and there was no indication of where you were going. ”
"Later, those people have begun to give up and are not willing to look for it anymore. I also feel that this kind of search is pointless, looking for a needle in a haystack, it is really a needle in a haystack.
However, there was no way to find you anymore, which made me lose the motivation and purpose of my life all of a sudden. I didn't know what to do, so I locked myself in my house all day and all night, drinking every day.
At that time, almost everyone felt that you had been broken down by the ocean, and everyone didn't even believe that you would come back. However, I don't believe it, I don't believe that you will leave me like this and leave me sad and sad alone. ”
"This life of drunkenness and death went on for a long time, until one day Mojue came and told me that I should cheer myself up. Because, he said, he found out that in fact there is a good chance that you are still alive. You can't imagine how ecstatic I was at that time, and my eyes seemed to burst into flames, and I immediately ignited a great hope. ”
Speaking of this, a dreamy expression appeared on Lin Bosheng's face, as if he was imagining the ecstatic mood and excitement in his heart that he had not felt for a long time when he learned that Guan Wanwan was still alive.
Then, I followed the clues given to me by Mo Jue to check, and slowly finally let me find the Guan Wanwan who was hiding in the fishing village, but I really didn't know that person was a fake. There are such similar people in this world.
When I first found her, I did think of her as you. You can't imagine how excited I was at that time, I thought you would never come back to me, but one day, you suddenly appeared in front of my eyes again. At that time, I was already carried away by joy, where would I ever think about whether she would really be such a thing. ”
Then I took her home. I thought you had suffered a lot there, so you tried hard to please and make amends. In the first few days, we did get along very well. However, it didn't take long for problems to begin to emerge.
I found that I couldn't get close to her at all. Even though we are nominally a couple, we are not intimate at all.
Because I didn't want to have too much physical contact with her at all. At that time, I was not shocked when I realized that I was thinking like this, so I began to panic, I thought that I had changed my mind about you. ”
"After the initial period of uncoolness, I slowly began to find the problem. During this period, in fact, I also suspected that she would be a fake Guan Wanwan, and even, I had asked Mo Jue to investigate secretly. But nothing came of it. The most unbelievable thing is that during one of my trips, she blocked a knife for me, which made me even more unclear about her intentions. ”
This flustered, confused, and overwhelmed mood has slowly continued to this day, until I met you here. All of this has an answer as if it were a link on top of a link. It turns out that that person is really pretending to be Guan Wanwan, it turns out that you are the Netherlands. She has lied to me for so long, but I have made you suffer so many grievances outside, I really blame myself. ”
"Wanwan, I also know that I have indeed done many, many things that are sorry for you. Late, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I'm the one who lost you. Once, I also made a promise to you, not to let you be hurt again, to make you happy like a child all the time.
It's me who didn't protect you, it's me who lost you, it's me who has separated the two of us for so much time and still can't be together. I don't know if there is anyone around you now, Wanwan, you are so good, there are always other men who flock to you, what am I. ”
Lin Bosheng said this, with a wry smile. seems to be mocking his incompetence, and seems to be lamenting and fearing that Guan Wanwan has a new life and a new boyfriend.
"Wanwan, if you want, can we start as friends. At least, we've been together before, so let me take good care of you again. ”