The rest of the reporting is on my own. I don't have any special impression of this school, it seems that it is being renovated and built, and some buildings have been under construction since I came here, and they have not been completed until I graduated and left.

In and out of the dormitory, everyone is not familiar with it, and when you have to speak, you are very kind, and you can't tell whether people are good or bad. They all learn to dance, and they all look very glamorous, and I have danced the parallel trade of grassland dance for a few days, and I am really embarrassed to talk more.

When I arrived at the designated classroom as requested, I sat casually. I came late with two girls in the same dormitory, and the good seats in the front row were already occupied, and the last two rows were basically occupied by boys.

So I chose the penultimate row by the window, where the other two girls sat with me.

Later, there were people sitting behind us, and I didn't turn my head to look. The classroom is on the third floor, and I have a good view from this location, and the information building opposite is still under construction.

I thought about something, and it wasn't very clear, anyway, it was ethereal. I don't know what life is going to be like next, I don't look forward to it or get excited, I just know that I might be here for three years, three years, another three years.

The class guide appeared, made everyone quiet, didn't say a word, was called out by someone outside, and went out again.

The classroom soon chattered again, and when the class leader came in again, he glared in the direction of us, "You three, give me the front!"

I was so frightened that I thought it would call me. I didn't speak, ah, me.

When I was staring at the class guide's face, the three people sitting in the back row of me had already gotten up, walked to the front of the podium one by one, and stood with their heads bowed. One of them had a serious expression, and the other two were still smiling.

There were a little more girls in the class, and as soon as the three of them stood side by side, the classroom couldn't help but be in an uproar.

I looked up and didn't immediately realize that they were in an uproar. The girl next to me tugged at my arm, "Xiao Chang, so handsome!"

I looked at them again, and I looked at the faces of these three people one by one, well, three handsome guys.

No, why is the middle one a little familiar? I thought about it, but I didn't think about it.

All three of them are tall, one is white, one is dark, one is more normal, the normal one is thin, and the other two are quite strong.

The female classmates were all secretly watching, and I would look at it from time to time, and the thinner one was particularly smiling, laughing like a little monkey.

The class guide pulled a booklet and began to roll call.

The first name: Li Hua.

No one made a sound, and the class leader shouted again, "Li Hua!"

The three people standing on the podium, the most handsome of the white, lowered their throats, smiled shyly, and nodded to the class guide, "Instructor, it's me." ”

The instructor glanced at him, "Go back and sit." ”

This Li Hua walked back first, and when the big man walked in the classroom, the swagger was conspicuous, and the girls couldn't help but follow him closely. He knew it himself, a little embarrassed, smiled and touched his nose and sat down behind me.

Then the roll call was called, and all the points were ordered, including Shao Siwei and Xue Jiazheng, who were standing on it, and they were all put back one by one.

The girl sitting next to me was a little excited, and the three handsome guys sat behind her. Who is not excited to see a handsome guy, but I know that excitement is useful, and it is not yours to be excited about a handsome guy, so I don't feel much of it.

I was thinking, where have I seen this Li Hua, why is it so familiar, or is it like a star?

I hate this kind of thing so much, and I have a very good corner, a position that can hardly be seen on the other side of the podium.

So I lay down and spread my hands on the table like a dead dog.

Hey, school is boring.

I was bored, and my feet kept kicking under the board of my chair, which scared me out. As soon as I looked up, the class guide was still talking.

I turned my head and glared at the person sitting behind, that is, that Li Hua, and opened my mouth to say, "You are sick!"

Li Hua was a little confused, and looked at me with his mouth pursed. Shao Siwei and Xue Jiazheng next to him couldn't hold back their laughter, I understood what was going on, and glared at the two of them quickly.

This was my first acquaintance with three friends from college, nothing special.

At first, it was military training, not the professional class I was most worried about, as soon as I took the professional class, I was exposed.

In the days of military training, everyone was tanned into black charcoal, and it was impossible to see who was beautiful and who was not.

Xue Jiazheng has just come back from digging coal.

On the day of the end of the military training, there was a welcome party at the school, and the girls in the same dormitory and I went to the playground to squat in the stands, and many people came to the class.

Including those three handsome guys.

We sat so far away that we couldn't see the performance on stage at all. Shao Siwei leaned next to me, "Little Pepper?"

"What?" I glanced at him.

He smiled, and as if the ancients had touched silver, he took out an envelope from his collar and shook it before my eyes.

"What?"

"Guess?"

"Boring. ”

I ignored him, he cleared his throat to alert me, and I didn't pay attention to him. He opened the envelope directly, and began to read generously, "TO Yan Xiaochang......"

I quickly snatched up the letter and envelope. I didn't think anyone would write to me, and no one knew my current address. When writing letters between classmates, they usually use the kind of colored stationery with flowers and fragrances, but the letterhead of this letter is the kind of manuscript paper with red lines, which is very serious.

The word is familiar.

I pulled to the second page and looked at the inscription: Wang Zhaoyang.

My face was not right, I got up from the crowd, found a corner where no one was around, sat down on the stairs, and then read the letter seriously in the very unclear moonlight.

He said, "If you can see this letter, it means that you have arrived at school, and then I will be relieved."

I know I shouldn't decide your life, but I still want to push you, you are the first batch of students I brought with me, and I have feelings for each of you, and I have for you.

I don't want any of you to have a bad life in the future, I will all feel that I have my own responsibility. Of course, not everyone I can take care of, maybe it's because of family, I will take care of you more.

Yan Xiaochang, you shouldn't be a girl who goes with the flow, one day you will grow up, and then you will find that the current troubles are not troubles. One day, you'll stand on the road, have something that will make you stand on your own, and find that you're no different from everyone else.

Don't feel inferior, don't be proud, but always believe in yourself. You're not the best-performing student I've ever had, but you have your brilliance. Being strong and forbearing, this is not something that a child of your age can do casually.

So you're brilliant and you're excellent, so I don't want to watch you sink in an internet café like that.

Going to school is not the only way out, but I have been to college and I know what it means to be in life. In the past three years, you should cherish and feel with your heart. Grades are not the most important, nor are they unimportant, try to be the best version of yourself, no matter who you are.

Be cheerful, enthusiastic, you were originally a lively girl, don't you know, you look good when you smile, hehe, your eyes are crooked.

Your photos will always be kept by the teacher, as well as by other students.

The previous words may be too official, so let's be honest, you give me a good treat, don't embarrass the head teacher.

Send away your batch, I am not a teacher anymore, and I don't know where to go for the time being, so you don't need to reply to me.

Wang Zhaoyang.

2004.9.1。

I read this letter several times, and I always felt that I had seen something, how could I not mention it, what almost happened to us last time we kissed, how could he not mention a word?

Looking at it again, looking between the lines for clues about feelings, he really didn't mention a word.

All I remember was, "You gave me a good meal" and "You don't have to write me back."

What a heartless feeling. If he doesn't mention it, it means that he doesn't want to mention it, and he doesn't want to go down any further, and treat it as if it didn't happen, or simply forget about it.

I cried with the letterhead, and my tears fell onto the paper, wetting a few Chinese characters.

Shao Siwei sat on the side and looked at me with his chin propped up, seeing that I hadn't finished crying, and handed over a pack of tissues. I took the tissue apart, wiped my nose, tossed it aside and continued to cry.

With my mind in my hands, I hugged my knees and cried. Shao Siwei silently took the letter paper, folded it and put it back in the envelope.

Pat me on the back and say, "What's wrong? Did your boyfriend break up with you?"

I raised my head and glared at him, glaring Shao Siwei a little frightened, and comforting me, "What, what's the matter to cry about." Military training is so difficult, why don't you go and sing with us. ”

"Who?"

Shao Siwei, "Huazi and Jiazheng." ”

I looked up and saw Li Hua and Xue Jiazheng standing a few steps away, the two of them squinted and struggled to look at the show on the stage, they really couldn't see clearly.

Shao Siwei stood up and stretched out a hand to pull me, and I really put my hand into his palm and was pulled up by him.

Let go, Shao Siwei, "Huazi, let's go, don't look at it." ”

Li Hua nodded, and staggered down the stands with Xue Jiazheng, I wiped my tears and puffed out my mouth, "Shao Siwei, you carry me." ”

"Why?"

"Otherwise, I'll cry. ”

Shao Siwei was helpless, "Okay, come up." ”

I was very light and not tired to carry it, Shao Siwei asked me: "Whose letter is it, is it a boyfriend?"

"It's not. ”

"Then what are you crying about? ”

"It's your business!"

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Nope. ”

"Where's the one you like?"

I was stunned for a moment, very firmly, "No." ”

From this moment on, there is none.