I suddenly realized that I had said the wrong thing, but I didn't laugh at him dryly, I just didn't say anything, as if waiting or expecting, he said something, and then something happened.

Li Hua also raised his head and looked at me with a focused and intriguing gaze, and the movement of rubbing his ankles did not stop. That's what they look at me.

I've been raising it for a few days, and my feet don't hurt so much, and he can still stand it when he rubs it like this. It's just that suddenly I feel that the atmosphere is a little weird, and it seems that something must happen next.

The night is silent, and the silence when the two of them get along, plus he is still pinching my feet, is really quite ambiguous and meaningful. When he was almost done, he went to wash his hands, washed off the smell of wine on his hands, and looked at me who was still sitting on the sofa.

I didn't speak, I looked at him.

Then he reached out and picked me up and carried me to the bed.

On the way to the bed, he was very nervous all the time, his arms hooked his neck, and he didn't dare to gasp. I missed him, and I missed the lingering time when I hugged him, but those thoughts faded over time, but now they came back to me clearly.

I avoided looking at his face anymore, in fact, I didn't care what he was going to do to me, the only thing I cared about was that I hadn't taken a shower in the past few days.

Li Hua didn't speak, but judging from his facial expressions, he knew very well what he wanted to do. I don't think that's what he meant to come over today, it's just that he's squeezed here in a hurry, and it feels like he's here.

Come on, come on, everyone knows each other so well anyway......

Wrapping us in the quilt, he kissed me and began to pick at my clothes with his hands. My eyelids twitched, and I reached out to hug him, responding to his kiss.

Harmony ...... 233333333333》

We still did it, but it wasn't thorough, because Li Hua's body had some minor problems, something I never considered.

He tossed me for a long time, so that I could barely stand it, and suddenly withdrew, and sat on the bed in a tired position, with his back to me.

I haven't tossed my body for too long, and now I'm a little weak, but I still barely sit up, press his shoulders behind my back, and ask softly, "What's wrong?"

I know he hasn't been released yet, and it doesn't seem like he's going to be released anymore. At this time, I didn't realize what the situation was, but according to what I knew about him before, he needed to smoke when he showed such an expression.

I felt for his clothes in the dark, pulled the cigarette out of my pocket, and handed it to him to light for him. Although I don't encourage men to smoke, how good it is to not smoke or drink like Li Baitian, and Shen Song doesn't smoke either, but Li Hua has this bad habit.

But I like to watch him turn his head and light a cigarette, especially in the dark, a flame illuminates his face, and then he is naked on the upper body, not to mention more sexual 1.

He glanced left and right through the moonlight through the window, and found no suitable place to play cigarette ash, and shook his head.

I sat next to him, watching over him.

It was a long time before he spoke, and he said, "I can't." ”

I glared at me secretly, what can't I do? It's obviously good just now, it's just ...... It seems that he can't feel it himself, and I thought it was his own fault.

"How so?" I said softly, for fear that I might hurt him if I got too loud. Damn, this won't work...... For a man, tsk......

He didn't reply, and was silent for a while, and I said, "How long?"

He replied quietly, "After you left, you tried twice." Then he shook his head again.

I suddenly felt a sore nose and wanted to cry. I know that breaking up will have some impact on each other, but I didn't expect it to be such a big impact, and I don't affect others anymore as a man?

I felt quite distressed, and I didn't want him to hear the choking in his throat, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

He said, "I don't blame you," paused, and explained, "It's not your fault." ”

"Oh......" I really didn't know what to say, I wanted to go up and hug him to comfort him, or to say that I didn't mind. But at the end of the day, I'm not his girlfriend right now, and I don't have a suitable position.

I said, "It's too stressful, isn't it?"

He nodded his head with a look of defeat, "The doctor said the same. ”

I sat behind him, watching his back bend into a somewhat desolate arc in the dark, I don't know, I really don't know, in the days of separation, his life was so miserable. If I had known, I think I would have run back because of the distress, it's a disease, and I wish I could cure him.

In the end, I didn't resist the urge, I hugged him from behind, and accidentally cried. He touched my hand and comforted, hey, it's really hard for a man to admit that he can't do it in front of a woman.

His physique, in addition to being a little thinner than when I first met him, also has no meaning of being out of shape at all, and his body is in good proportions. I kissed him on the shoulder, there was still a stitched wound remaining, some people said that a scar is a sign of a man's maturity, and a proper scar can indeed serve such a visual effect.

I said, "Tell me, how have you spent this year?"

Silent again, but not hidden, he said: "Not good, every day is not very good." More tired than when I was on the construction site, I was tired. The Adam's apple choked back and forth, like swallowing a mouthful of bitter water, he said: "I have hardly slept well, I think about what will happen to the company every day, I am worried about the safety of the people around me, and now even Tian Tian has bodyguards by his side." The most dangerous time was on the highway, three cars intercepted me together, the car overturned, and the person was fine, hiding in the grass and not daring to move, afraid that he would die if he went out. ”

As he spoke, he sniffled, and he had never had a chance to tell anyone about these words, and he was a little excited to say them.

He didn't cry, I was holding him in the back and crying, and he didn't comfort me, and then said, "I'm really afraid that you are in danger, and I'm afraid that if something happens to you, what will you do one by one." So sometimes I think it's okay to break up with you, at least to get you out of it. ”

"Who did it?" I pondered, this is threatening their lives, it is his second uncle, of course, the purpose is to drive Li Hua away, not to fight with himself for family property. His second uncle is a bastard who does not compromise on all means, but he is not the kind who is very bold, so what he can do is to find someone to intercept Lihua and force him to drive the car out of the road by himself, but he will not let people hit him directly.

Anyway, everything can be mastered to a degree, and it can be solved with money.

Li Hua shook his head lightly again, "I can't catch the evidence." ”

"In that case," I held back my tears, and said, "I won't fight with him, I don't need the money, I just need to live enough, why is it so dangerous." ”

"It's not as simple as you think, and it's not just about money," he said. Under my grandfather's hands, two billion industries, workers, workers' families, and hundreds of thousands of people lived on it. Who is my second uncle, which project is in his hands and does not cut corners, those schools, buildings, if there is some accident, in his eyes it is just a loss of money, but we have to have a conscience. I don't rob him, what should these people do, there is an accident in one of them, I feel that I have my responsibility. I've got to fight him. ”

I cried again, hugged him tightly, whimpered and said, "I never knew you were so great......"

He shook his head, "Not the great ......"

Li Hua's moral bottom line as a person is very high, and even the people around him are affected. I always thought that being a human being, living your own life as happy as you wanted, why bother thinking so much. But in this world, there are really some people who can influence the world, at least a large part of the people.

Look, the life of the rich is not so easy, not just lonely. It's hard to be a good person, and it's even harder to be a good person with money, which is simply walking on the tip of a knife.

I said, "Don't worry, it'll pass." ”

He agreed, his voice still soft, "It's going to pass, you......" He turned his head slightly, and before he could see me, he turned his head back again, and he said, "We may have passed too." At the beginning of the breakup, I was very sad, but I was so busy, so busy that I forgot about you. At first, I kept planning when I would find time to go to you and ask you what you thought, and then I kept putting it off until I didn't want to ask. Once my mother watched TV and asked if the woman on TV was you, my heart was like a pinprick, as if I didn't remember what you looked like, I didn't expect to forget you so soon, I thought I could remember you for a lifetime, and now I don't know how long a life is. ”

He told me a lot today, and he also said: "If it weren't for Xiao Chang getting married and seeing you, if you didn't look for me, I might never look for you." I don't think I'm looking for you, you're still going to be doing well, you're great, and when I see you doing business in an advertising agency, I think you're awesome. You're sure you'll be able to make your way through, and you're the most reassuring to me. So for now, for the time being, I don't want to think about these things. ”

I nodded, as if I promised him something, I would definitely let myself live well, I would be strong no matter what, and I didn't have to worry about him. I also understand how emotionally struggling he is.

He said: "I won't come here in the future, you should try not to go to me, and have less contact with Tian Tian, I will take care of her." ”

"Why, I want to ...... with you," I said, from my heart.

He said: "I'm so tired, I've already involved Tian Tian, and I don't want you to come in too." When, maybe it won't be long before my second uncle dies suddenly?" he chuckled, a little self-deprecating, "There's nothing left, that one named Shen Song is very good to you, Tian Tian told me, if you can really meet the right person, marry yourself, and don't send me a wedding post, I don't want to know." ”