Chapter 177: The Continuation of Feelings
Shu Yang shook her hand and said very seriously: "I can take care of you, can you marry me?"
She pulled his hand tiredly, and smiled reluctantly: "Please, can you leave now, I want to be alone for a while, and I will talk about it later." ”
"It doesn't matter, I can wait as long as I want. I'll let you know how serious I am about you this time. Shu Yang didn't follow anymore, just stood there and watched her back disappear from his eyes.
Gu Wanwan was worried that Shu Yang could find her so soon, so Lixiao should be found soon. She sat up from the bed in annoyance, reached out and stroked her lower abdomen, and smiled softly. She was finally able to get what she wanted, to conceive a baby of his, and even if he was not by her side in the future, she still had a baby with her.
She has never believed in Buddhism, but at this time she folded her hands and prayed softly: "Thank God, give me this child, can you give me a peaceful life again, I just want to live peacefully like this, and say goodbye to the bad past." I will be a good mother, although I can't give my child the best everything, I will definitely give him the happiest life. I hope to be free...... He can also live happily, return to Lishi, and do what he should do. ”
In this way, in her opinion, although it is not like in fairy tales where lovers can eventually get married, it is already perfect. There must always be regrets of one kind or another in people's lives, and if there are no regrets, life is incomplete.
"Wanwan, you haven't been out for a few days, go outside and bask in the sun. Zhao Fang pushed Gu Wanwan, who was lazy on the sofa, and said.
"I want to sleep. Gu Wanwan pulled the thin blanket and covered her head: "Sister Zhao, can you go to the hospital to pick up Xiaoyang home today?"
Gu Wanwan's muffled voice came from under the blanket, and Zhao Fang frowned: "Have you encountered something?" The eldest lady who will suffocate at home!"
"Don't, don't, I don't want to go out, there's bad people out there, I'm scared. She was so dead in a blanket that she wouldn't come out. Zhao Fang's black line.
"Miss Gu, are you selling cuteness? It's shameful for you to sell cuteness like this, do you know?" Zhao Fang reluctantly slapped her pretty buttocks, and found that it was quite fleshy: "Wanwan, you've eaten too much and gained weight recently." ”
"I am very happy to be away from those troublesome people who are equivalent to the 'two-dimensional' world. Gu Wanwan pulled down the blanket and said with a smile: "Every day when I open my eyes, the world is sparkling and full of life." ”
"Huh...... I'm so happy for you to have such a good time. Zhao Fang patted her head like a puppy: "Okay, if you don't go out, then I'll go out, what do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you." ”
"I seem to want to eat everything, especially sour things. She sucked in her saliva.
"Okay, I'll buy you a little bit of everything, I'm out. But I still want you to go out and take a walk. Zhao Fang took the bag and turned around and went out. Who knew that not long after, the doorbell rang, Gu Wanwan thought to herself, it is estimated that Zhao Fang forgot to bring the key.
Gu Wanwan was lazy, her hair was scattered, and she stepped forward in pajamas and opened the door: "Forgot to bring the key......" When she raised her eyes, her voice suddenly stopped, and she reflexively wanted to close the door.
"Gu Wanwan!!" Li Xiao roared angrily, squeezed in desperately, and locked the door again. Gu Wanwan turned around and fled, Li Xiao rushed forward with an arrow, dragged her arm and imprisoned her in his arms, and said fiercely: "You try to escape again, believe it or not, I will break your legs, so that you don't want to run for the rest of your life!"
Seeing his serious appearance, Gu Wanwan swallowed her saliva hard: "Didn't you tell you not to look for me?"
Lixiao's eyes were terrifying, and he said word by word: "Do you think it's possible?"
"When I saw you appear in front of me, I died. ”
"Then you go back with me!!" Li Xiao grabbed her hand and dragged her out the door without saying a word. Gu Wanwan struggled: "Don't drag me, I'll go by myself!"
She shook off his hand fiercely, and couldn't think of any good way to get rid of Lixiao. After a long time, she looked at him squarely, and suddenly her heart was suffocated, his appearance was so haggard, the green stubble on his chin came out, the white liner was also wrinkled, his eyes were bloodshot, and the dark circles under his eyes were very serious. How long has it been since he's had a good rest?
"Can you go back first?" Gu Wanwan lowered her head and said softly to Li Xiao. Lixiao hugged her, and his breathing gradually became heavy. The next second she felt a little chill in her neck, he ...... Crying?
In Gu Wanwan's eyes, it was even more difficult to make the man in front of him cry than to ascend to the sky, and it was better to let him cut the onion quickly. After all, she couldn't let him go, Gu Wanwan sighed secretly, and reached out to hug him: "You're tired, aren't you? ”
Lixiao took a deep breath in her neck: "Stay by my side, don't leave." ”
"Hmm. She nodded slightly, and let him sleep in his room, I don't know how long he hadn't slept properly, and soon fell asleep, holding her hand desperately and refusing to let go. It wasn't until he fell asleep that Gu Wanwan broke free and walked out of the room.
The mobile phone on the table rang suddenly, and Gu Wan answered the phone before the evening, it was Zhao Fang's: "Wanwan, I have too many things in my hands, can you come to pick me up in the alley?"
"Well, I'll be right here. Gu Wanwan glanced at the closed room, sighed lightly and walked out, and saw Zhao Fang standing at the entrance of the alley waiting for her from a distance, Gu Wanwan walked over quickly and took the two bags of things in her hand: "Did you buy sour things?"
Zhao Fang glanced at her suspiciously, and said while looking for sour plums for her, "Aren't you usually not like to eat things that are too sour?"
"I ......" Gu Wanwan took the jar of sour plum from her hand and thought for a while, and said, "Sister Zhao, there is one thing I want to confess to you, anyway, sooner or later I have to know." It is...... I ......"
Zhao Fang raised her eyebrows, anxiously waiting for the unfinished half of the sentence, Gu Wanwan took a deep breath and said, "I am pregnant with Lixiao's child." ”
Zhao Fang's whole person was sluggish, the two bags of things in her hand fell to the ground in response, she stared at her with wide eyes for a long time, and asked in disbelief: "You didn't lie to me......?" Are you really pregnant with Lixiao's child?!"
"Shhhhhh ”
"Gu Wanwan, what do you want to do?" Zhao Fang grabbed her shoulders and shook her, just to shake her brain clearer: "Even if you decide to break up with Lixiao, why do you want to keep his child? You have no result with him, the child is born without a father, you can't give the child a complete family, what about you in the future? Have you thought about your own future? Are you going to be a single mother and live the future with a child? Are you crazy?!"
Gu Wanwan grabbed Zhao Fang's hand and sighed lightly: "I'm not crazy! I know very well what I'm doing now, I want Lixiao's child, it's my child with him! I will give birth to him well, I will raise the child well by myself! I will never let Lixiao know that there is this child for the rest of my life." Sister Zhao, I just want to have a sustenance of missing, even if I can't be with him, I want our relationship to be continued. ”