Chapter 248 Leave
Hearing this, Li Zinuo glanced back at An Xia worriedly, only to see that she gently hooked the corners of her lips at her, meaning to reassure her, she was fine. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Li Zinuo didn't speak, but walked to the entrance, picked up his handbag, went out of the house, closed the door, and went downstairs.
As soon as Li Zinuo left, only Shen Zhizhuo and An Xia were left in the room, because of the lack of her smart voice, the air in the room seemed to be a little stagnant.
Anxia stood there slightly cramped, her eyes down, her long curly eyelashes covering the uneasy emotions in her eyes.
Of course, Shen Zhizhuo saw that she didn't hide it well, and the nervousness and uneasiness that leaked out.
"Anxia, I don't know what to do with you, because I once lost a memory, I used to think that since I lost it, I lost it, since I don't remember it anymore, there is no need to bother to wake it up, just let it be, but since yesterday in the hotel room, I saw you at the door...... My gut tells me that you must have been in my life, so I want to know what kind of relationship you have had with me, and of course, I'm sorry if it bothered you. ā
An Xia looked at Shen Zhizhuo very strangely, and couldn't help but feel a trace of sourness in her heart, as if she had rarely heard him before, and said so many things at once.
Because of his lack of words, she complained a lot at that time, and even often deliberately made him angry, in fact, she just wanted to hear him say a few more words.
It's just that what disappoints her every time is that when he is angry, he doesn't dare to speak at all, let alone say a word more.
An Xia looked at Shen Zhizhuo, her lips squirmed slightly, and finally she didn't make a sound and said a word.
Since she woke up five years ago, she hasn't spoken again, and then she also felt that it was nothing, she couldn't speak if she couldn't speak, at that time, Lin Xiao found her a psychiatrist, because the voice said that her situation was caused by psychological factors.
If you try to receive hypnotherapy, you may have the possibility of speaking, but when the psychologist proposed this treatment plan, Anxia refused at the first time.
It's not because she's not willing to be treated, it's that there are things she doesn't want to touch anymore, so let her be like this, like a mermaid who swapped her sweet voice for a pair of legs and danced with her life for her prince.
And she will atone for the sins of her poor child in this way, if nothing else.
Thinking of that child, An Xia suddenly flashed a sharp pain, and her face turned white with pain.
When Shen Zhizhuo saw her like this, his heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked her what was wrong.
An Xia glanced away, didn't look at him, and shook her head, indicating that she was fine, but was she really okay?
Shen Zhizhuo's good-looking eyebrows furrowed slightly, and his eyebrows were worried.
"Are you okay? Do you want to go to the hospital? Seeing that fine beads of sweat oozed from An Xia's forehead, Shen Zhizhuo stepped forward and wanted to support An Xia, whose body was a little shaky.
But when he approached him and reached out to touch her, Anxia subconsciously dodged to avoid his touch.
Because the movement was too urgent, Anxia's footsteps were a little unsteady, and it looked like she was going to fall at any time.
Shen Zhizhuo's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, a trace of injury flashed in her eyes, she resisted his approach like this?
Realizing this, Shen Zhizhuo's heart didn't know why, and he would be sad and had the urge to beat himself.
It felt as if she had done something sorry for her and made her hate herself so much.
An Xia didn't pay any attention to Shen Zhizhuo, staggered around him, went back to his bedroom, closed the bedroom door casually, and leaned against the door panel behind him.
Tilting her head slightly, her eyes closed, trying to suppress the surging sadness in her heart, which almost overwhelmed her.
To say that she doesn't complain about anything, she doesn't hate anything, and she doesn't want to dwell on the rights and wrongs of the past, the only thing that she can't let go of and forget is that child.
Although his arrival was unfortunate in any case, these misfortunes were brought upon him by her mother.
That kind of self-blame, guilt, and sadness made Anxia never settle down even in her sleep.
She had dreamed countless times of the child whose face she couldn't see clearly, and she didn't know her gender.
When she dreamed back at midnight, there seemed to be a faint cry of a baby in her ears, and every sound was like a dagger, piercing her heart, making her painful and tormented.
Several times, when she fell asleep with the help of sleeping pills, she felt the urge to swallow the whole bottle.
Shen Zhizhuo stood outside the door of An Xia's bedroom, holding his hand in the air, wanting to knock on the door, but after hesitating for a long time, he still put down his hand.
At this time, the mobile phone in his pocket rang again, this was a call from Secretary Huang, and he should have told him to go directly to the airport.
Secretary Huang called him before, saying that there was a crime with an overseas company in Haishi, and he needed to go over to deal with it in person, Chu Yufei had already set off from Songjiang City, and she had already brought all the materials and documents that needed to be used.
At that time, he, Secretary Huang, and Chu Yufei will meet in Haishi.
This time it took about a week, so he edited a WeChat message and sent it to Anxia.
"I'll come to you in a week, and when the time comes, I hope you'll give me an answer you want to give me...... Take care, if there is anything, just call me, I will come at any time, even if I can't come, I will arrange someone here to help you solve the problem. ā
In the end, Shen Zhizhuo added such a long paragraph and told An Xia to take care.
After playing this paragraph, Shen Zhizhuo suddenly felt a little incredible, it turned out that he also had such a nagging side.
Shen Zhizhuo smiled bitterly and shook his head, the strange and wonderful feeling in his heart made him a little uneasy, and he suddenly had the idea of not wanting to leave, or taking An Xia away.
However, his strong self-control still brought his heart back to peace, and when he left, he said goodbye to An Xia in the door, "I'm leaving, you pay attention to yourself." ā
After saying that, Shen Zhizhuo forced himself to turn around and leave, he was really afraid that if he stayed any longer, he couldn't help but want to break down the door and enter An Xia's room and see her again.
While walking towards the door, he called Li Zinuo and simply explained to her, asking her to take good care of An Xia, and before he came back, he would not go to work, and when the salary was doubled, Li Zinuo stood on the side of the road as if he had been struck by lightning, holding a string of ice cream in his hand, and looked at the phone that had been hung up in a daze.
The ice cream in her hand had already begun to melt, and it was dripping to the ground along her hand, and she hadn't recovered from being knocked out by the pie falling from the sky.
It's a shame to waste, Li Zinuo swallowed the ice cream that had melted and could fall at any time into her mouth in two bites, and her temples were hurt by the ice.
Then, as if a dog was chasing her from behind, she hurried back to the rental house.