Chapter 17: Be open and honest
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Zhao Qingfang sent Liang Bo and Ni Nan out, although the distance from the door of the ward to the elevator is not far, but in Liang Bo's opinion, it is like the Great Wall, because the three of them did not speak, the whole anger is very embarrassing, when Liang Bo quickly ran to the elevator buckle and took the initiative to press the elevator, Liang Bo couldn't wait for the elevator door to open quickly, but today the elevator seems to be in line with the current atmosphere, not at all, it seems to have been stopped on the first floor and does not plan to move, "One second, two seconds, why is it still not moving!" Liang Bo thought silently in his heart, as if he had waited for a century, the elevator did not come, and the three of them also said that they would stand in front of the elevator door and not speak.
The first floor and two floors counted the time, and finally the elevator moved, but the elevator stopped on the 3rd floor and has not moved, as long as it is up, it should be fast, so Liang Bo took the initiative to break the embarrassing atmosphere and said: "Zhao Qingfang, why don't you go back first! This elevator may stop on the 3rd floor, there is something wrong, you don't have to wait." ”
"It's okay! I'll take you into the elevator. Zhao Qingfang replied lightly.
Liang Bo looked at Zhao Qingfang's non-negotiable look and didn't say anything, so he looked at Ni Nan, who had been silent, at this time she frowned, and her face was preoccupied, and Liang Bo didn't notice it for a long time.
Ni Nan didn't bother to pay attention to anything else, because she came today with other purposes that had not been accomplished, and she was thinking about what to do? When she was struggling, she looked up at Liang Bo and found that he was still wearing a white coat, so she said, "Eh! Why are you still wearing a white coat?"
"Oh!" Liang Bo noticed that he might have been a little nervous when he just came out and forgot to change his clothes, so he said with a smile, "Then you wait for me here, I'll go change my clothes." ”
"Hmm. Ni Nan understood that Liang Bo was also embarrassed here now, and he couldn't wait to take this opportunity to leave quickly, and his departure happened to give Ni Nan an opportunity to open up and chat with Zhao Qingfang.
It's just that after Liang Bo left, the two fell into silence again.
Ni Nan and Zhao Qingfang had a very good relationship when they were in high school, and they should have been very happy to meet again, which can be seen from the first time Ni Nan took the initiative to walk to Zhao Qingfang's side and sit down and chat, but no one expected that when they met, the two would actually be estranged because of Liang Bo, and the two friends who should have been good friends were estranged.
This kind of estrangement is invisible, and the most feared thing about the invisible gap is silence, Ni Nan and Zhao Qingfang have not been in touch since they first met, and they don't want to miss such a friend, but they don't know how to break this deadlock.
At this time, Zhao Qingfang wanted to thank Ni Nan alone for coming to see her mother, but she still held back the words when she came to her lips, but looked at Ni Nan and smiled awkwardly.
And Ni Nan on the other side was the same, thinking that Meng Lianghua's pursuit of Zhao Qingfang had a problem this time and gave her an opportunity to take the initiative to show goodwill, so she arranged this sudden visit. And Ni Nan's deeper purpose was to use this opportunity to untie the gap with Zhao Qingfang, so after the two were silent for a few minutes, Ni Nan took the initiative to break the silence: "I'm really sorry to visit suddenly, I don't know you're sleeping, didn't scare you, right?"
"Hehe... It's okay. Zhao Qingfang smiled awkwardly, "I was really scared, I didn't expect you to come." ”
"I'm really embarrassed, I wanted to tell you in advance, but Liang Bo said in advance that you would definitely tell us not to be laid, so it seems that we are insincere. Ni Nan explained embarrassedly, "And I also want to surprise you, but it seems that the surprise has turned into a fright." ”
"Oh, hey... Zhao Qingfang replied with a smile, "But thank you very much. You guys come to see my mother. ”
"Hi ... It's as we should have come to see Auntie. Ni Nan replied.
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After Ni Nan finished speaking, the two fell into a moment of silence, Ni Nan carefully observed that Zhao Qingfang seemed to be in a better mood, and was not as strange as before, so he took the initiative to say: "Actually, there is one thing I have been trying to apologize to you these days, but I have never found a suitable opportunity. ”
"Apologize?" Zhao Qingfang asked with a confused expression, "What's the matter?"
"When I first met you, do you remember?" asked Ni Nan tentatively.
After Ni Nan finished speaking, he looked at Zhao Qingfang, and then asked himself and replied, "I know you must remember, I told you at that time that I really didn't know some things, especially the situation between you and Liang Bo at that time, I really didn't know anything, and I only told me later that Liang Bo, I was really embarrassed to hurt you to drink so much wine." ”
Zhao Qingfang was embarrassed by Ni Nan's apology, after all, they were indeed a couple at that time, and he had been dating Liang Bo.
So he tried his best to hide his emotions, pretending to be an understatement and replied: "Hey! That's it! I should be the one who apologized when you said this, you were all together at the time, but I couldn't figure out the situation, how can I blame you?"
"Hi ... Actually, no, Liang Bo, you know, look at it, I feel like a more sunny and courageous person, right? Actually, he is a coward in front of feelings. Ni Nan said with some disgust, "Although we have gone out together for countless dates, but the time you saw you, he had the courage to express it to me, and that time should be regarded as our complete confirmation of the relationship!"
"Huh?" Zhao Qingfang said with a puzzled expression, "Is he actually like this?"
"I always thought he was a very rational person in the face of feelings, at least very clear and rational in my matter. Zhao Qingfang continued.
After speaking, Zhao Qingfang thought about it again, or this is what he looks like in front of the person he loves, and Liang Bo always behaves so rationally in front of him, which can only show that he really has never been moved by himself.
"Hehe... If you hadn't asked us if we were together, I guess he would still have refused to confess to me!" Ni Nan had a smile on his face, "Speaking of which, I would like to thank you." ”
After speaking, Ni Nan looked at Zhao Qingfang again, and hurriedly said, "You won't be angry if I say this, right?"
"No, how could it be!" Zhao Qingfang looked at Ni Nan's happy appearance, thinking about Liang Bo's state in front of him, he was already a little relieved, and replied, "Actually, I know that the two of you are a natural pair, without my words, you will be together sooner or later, at most, I will give you a little closer to the time schedule." ”
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Ni Nan listened to Zhao Qingfang's words, a little moved, paused and said: "You also know what happened before me and Liang Bo, in fact, although we haven't met for so many years, I never thought that we would have a chance to be together before I met him again, but after meeting again, I realized that we had never let go of each other, and now I can't believe this fate when we can come together again." ”
"Yes! Zhao Qingfang listened to Ni Nan's heartfelt words, and also said, "It's really not easy to come together again after being separated for so long. ”
"Yes!" Ni Nan sighed, "I'm actually very grateful to me for having a stone last time, because it allowed us to meet again, or maybe this is an excuse God gave us to meet again." Such a coincidence really made me have to believe in fate, so both of us cherished the opportunity to meet again this time, and then make good use of each day now. Maybe it would have been a miracle for us to meet again! I happened to be in the hospital, and he happened to be on duty and in that department. ”
"Miracle!" Zhao Qingfang smiled and said, "You are indeed a miracle, I once thought that my experience was also a miracle." ”
"What?" Ni Nan was stunned, looked at Zhao Qingfang puzzled, and asked.
Zhao Qingfang saw that Ni Nan was so frank, and slowly relieved, and said, "Ni Nan, do you know? I have been envious of you since high school. ”
Ni Nan listened to Zhao Qingfang's words and became even more suspicious, and asked with a confused look, "Why?"
"You should know, my dad has been sick in high school, and life at home has not been very good, and your family is so good, your parents are teachers, beautiful, good grades, and very good behavior, everyone likes to be friends with you, and the most important thing is that Liang Bo, the object I had been secretly crushing in high school at that time, he actually liked you, and his own envy even evolved into jealousy. ”
"You had a crush on Liang Bo when you were in high school?" Ni Nan asked in surprise.
"Yes!" Zhao Qingfang replied lightly.
"I don't think I've ever heard you say it. ”
"At that time, you were the stars holding the moon, and even the best boys in the class liked you, so naturally you wouldn't find an admirer next to your pursuers, and besides, I knew we couldn't do it, how could I say it?"
"Why can't you have a lot of them? Ni Nan was about to continue when he was stopped by Zhao Qingfang.
"You listen to me, I know that you will say how I am, in fact, I know my own situation, I am self-aware. Zhao Qingfang analyzed her situation very clearly, "I am not as good as you in any aspect, my previous study, family, and current job are not as good as you, of course, at that time, I never had the luxury of what happened to me and Liang Bo, I just wanted to bury this love of mine in my heart, and then I never looked for a boyfriend, I have been looking for it according to Liang Bo's appearance, but I have never found it, and then a lot of things have happened one after another." ”
Then suddenly one day I met Liang Bo again in the hospital, and it was heroic on that occasion, and he was still that young and sunny young man at that time, I thought it was a miracle when I met once, it was inevitable that I felt that I had the idea of catching him again, so I looked for his contact information everywhere, no one can know how much courage I mustered up to contact him again, and slowly I dreamed of everything in my future, where he was. But now that I think about it, it was just an accident. After Zhao Qingfang finished speaking, he looked at Ni Nan with resentful eyes and continued, "I don't know if you can understand my feelings?"
"Uh-huh... I see what you mean. Ni Nan nodded with deep understanding.